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‐ Tonight, the dramatic
two‐night season finale
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of "The Bachelorette" begins.
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‐ No!
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‐ As Tayshia's journey
to find love
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reaches its
shocking conclusion...
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‐ Fantasy Suites
are this week.
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I am falling
for all three of the guys,
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so that time alone
is so crucial.
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‐ I am undoubtedly
falling in love with you.
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‐ You're making me feel a way
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that I haven't felt
in a long time.
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‐ [laughs]
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‐ An engagement ring means,
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"You're gonna be
mine forever."
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Today's the most important day
of this entire journey.
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All I want is to give you
my whole heart.
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‐ She's gonna stay up all night
with another guy.
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‐ Just the elephant
in the room.
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‐ It's tough knowing
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that you're sharing
these moments.
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Am I ready to give Tayshia
the commitment?
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I don't know.
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[knock at door]
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‐ What?
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He was the last person
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I thought was gonna be
at that door.
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[sobbing]
Oh, my God.
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‐ It's the emotional two‐night
"Bachelorette" finale.
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‐ Tayshia, you know,
I've seen you hurt before.
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I don't want you to be making
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the biggest mistake
of your life.
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‐ Will Tayshia finally
find her soul mate,
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or will she lose
her chance at love forever?
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‐ [sobbing]
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‐ The shocking
two‐night season finale
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starts right now.
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[soft music]
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♪ ♪
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‐ I'm still riding the high
of Hometowns last week.
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It could not have gone
any better.
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This week,
which is Fantasy Suites,
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is a really big week.
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Fantasy Suites are
so important
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for seeing how you connect
with someone
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just being you two,
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whether it be
through communication,
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but also, intimacy is
definitely an aspect of that.
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I think this morning,
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the stress and anxiety
just kind of hit me.
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As much as I think
I'm doing the right things
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and I'm taking the right steps
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and I'm confident
in all my decisions,
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it's just a lot
to think about.
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Thankfully, I couldn't have
three better guys,
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to be honest with you.
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I know these guys
are good guys.
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I know they have great hearts.
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I've met their families.
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They're honest, loyal.
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They're sweet,
respectable, kind.
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They're all the things
that you would want
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in a future husband.
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And that time alone
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is so crucial.
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Engagement is
right around the corner,
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and I just wanna go into it
extremely confident.
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‐ It's definitely getting
harder to be around you guys.
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‐ Yeah.
‐ I mean, it's like...
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‐ Oh, yeah, after this week,
it's gonna be weird.
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‐ Yeah.
‐ It's just gonna be weird.
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‐ Yeah, you know,
it's just a...
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strange dynamic at this point.
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‐ Yeah, we've essentially
been dating the same woman
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for whatever weeks it's been,
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so with each day
that passes here,
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we get one step closer to,
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you know,
what we all showed up for.
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‐ This is difficult for someone
who's been married before,
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someone who's been through
a divorce before.
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If I do this again, clearly,
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and I'm sure you agree,
you don't wanna‐‐
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we're not trying
to get engaged, married,
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and then for it
not to work out.
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‐ I don't think there's anybody
that wants to stack divorces.
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‐ [laughs]
‐ You know?
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♪ ♪
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‐ How are you?
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I feel like so much has
happened since I've seen you.
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‐ That's good.
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That means real stuff
is happening.
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‐ Yeah. I don't know.
It's just been insane.
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Fantasy Suites are
so important
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that being able to bring
JoJo in for one last girl chat
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and talk about
what I can kind of expect
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just to kinda calm my nerves
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and get a little bit
of clarity
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is something I need right now.
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‐ Okay, so we have Brendan,
Zac, and Ivan, right?
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‐ Mm‐hmm.
‐ Okay, yeah.
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Tell me how you are
with all of them right now.
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‐ There are a lot of positives
and a little bit of hesitations
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for each of the guys.
‐ Mm‐hmm.
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Are you starting to feel
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like you could fall in love
with more than one person?
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‐ Absolutely.
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Yeah, it's been hard
to navigate.
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It stresses me out.
‐ Yeah.
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You just can't help it
at the end of the day.
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I told myself going in
that I don't think
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I'll fall in love
with more than one person.
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You can fight feelings all day,
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but it's gonna happen
how it's supposed to happen.
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‐ Yeah.
‐ And I'll be honest.
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With overnights,
like, it gets harder.
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‐ Were you
really stressed about‐‐
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‐ Oh, my God. Overnights?
‐ Yeah.
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‐ With the Fantasy Suites?
Yeah.
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It totally took
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all of my relationships
to the next level.
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‐ Yeah.
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‐ But it also brought clarity
in other instances.
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You, I'm sure,
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can see your life
with more than one person.
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‐ I can.
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‐ It's honestly
such a good time
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to talk about things that‐‐
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"If we end up together, am I‐‐
are you moving to Dallas?
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"Am I moving to Orange County?
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Like, what does that
look like?"
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‐ Absolutely.
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‐ Jobs, relocating,
family, kids,
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like, all the things that
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are kind of weird to talk about
early on.
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‐ Yeah.
‐ But I will say that, like,
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when you're in those moments
of, I mean,
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Fantasy Suites
and what that means,
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you will feel something...
‐ Mm‐hmm.
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‐ That'll be a sign for you.
‐ Yeah.
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‐ But it's so, so hard,
Tayshia.
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I mean,
you're about to know, but‐‐
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‐ Oh, my gosh. I know.
And I can feel it.
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‐ But it's so‐‐
‐ I can feel it.
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‐ It is so rewarding
when you get to the end
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and you are so clear
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on who you're supposed
to be with,
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and it's such a good feeling,
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and I know you're gonna
feel that, so...
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‐ Yeah.
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‐ You got this, girl.
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[door opens]
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‐ What's up, Chris?
‐ Hey, fellas.
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‐ Chris, how are you doing?
‐ How're you doing, man?
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‐ Look at this.
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31 guys,
and now we're down to three.
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Congratulations.
both: Thank you.
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‐ Last week was a big week,
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but this week is even more so.
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And I know
it's hard to believe,
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but it is more serious,
it's more emotional,
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it's more intimate.
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This week, if you guys choose
as a couple
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to forego
your individual rooms,
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spend the night
in the Fantasy Suite.
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And that means
you guys can really have
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those conversations
that need to be had before
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you get down on one knee
and propose.
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So if you're really not ready
for an engagement,
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that's something
you need to realize real quick,
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because her heart is
on the line just like yours is,
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and she isn't
taking this lightly.
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All right,
first overnight date.
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Right here.
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Good luck.
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‐ Thank you.
‐ Thank you, Chris.
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‐ It's the most important week
in my life.
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This week means everything
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to my relationship
with Tayshia.
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Getting the first
Fantasy Suite night,
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that would just continue
to validate my feelings
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that Tayshia and I have
for each other,
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and for us to figure out
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if an engagement is
something we can get to
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by the end of all of this.
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♪ ♪
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‐ "Ivan, our love is timeless.
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Love, Tayshia."
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‐ [chuckles]
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‐ [exhales]
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[exhales]
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Today is big‐time.
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‐ Yeah, just, like, don't,
like, screw it up or anything.
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[laughter]
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‐ I'm fired up
and ready to go, man.
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Chris just hyped me up
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and now I'm ready to go
for sure.
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[sighs]
I'm gonna make the most of it.
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‐ I mean, it's like...
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just the elephant in the room
kinda thing.
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You know what I mean?
Like...
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‐ Yeah.
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‐ Well, I got a date
to go get ready for.
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I'll catch you guys later?
‐ All right, buddy.
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‐ Later, Ivan.
‐ Peace.
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[tense music]
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♪ ♪
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‐ We all know
Ivan's a good dude.
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‐ Yeah.
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‐ I would let my sister
date him.
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I don't know how I'd feel
about my girlfriend dating him.
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[both laugh]
You know?
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‐ I mean, not going first is
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even, like, more so weird
for me.
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Not having that first potential
Fantasy Suite with her...
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I don't know.
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‐ Hearing the other guys
talk about where they're at,
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I just think
I'm in a different spot.
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There's just been nothing
to this point
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that has made me question
what we have,
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and I trust that.
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This week is not really about
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Ivan and Tayshia
or Brendan and Tayshia.
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It's about Tayshia.
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Period.
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♪ ♪
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[soft music]
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♪ ♪
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‐ I got the first
overnight date today.
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I was kinda putting that
out into the universe,
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like, hoping I would go first,
so I'm super pumped.
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I'm super excited.
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This is the most
important week
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out of this whole process.
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It's the time to figure out,
like, if an engagement can work
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at the end of this.
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I am falling in love
with Tayshia,
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and I've been ready
to just settle down
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and build a family.
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This really could be the start
of all that happening.
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So it's literally
the most important date
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of my life.
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There she is.
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‐ Hi.
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‐ You look great.
‐ Thank you.
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How are you?
‐ There she is.
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‐ Feel like I haven't seen you
in forever.
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‐ Right?
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‐ So are you excited for today?
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‐ I'm very excited.
‐ Mm‐kay.
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Well, I can see
you're a little hot and sweaty.
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‐ I'm extremely hot, yeah.
[laughs]
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‐ I might have a way
to cool us off.
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‐ Perfect.
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‐ But I'm gonna need you
to be really ready for it.
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‐ I'm ready for it.
‐ You excited?
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00:09:32,105 --> 00:09:33,807
‐ Yes. Let's do it.
‐ Okay. [laughs]
256
00:09:33,807 --> 00:09:34,541
‐ Let's go.
257
00:09:34,541 --> 00:09:37,177
‐ I definitely know
who Ivan is at this point.
258
00:09:37,177 --> 00:09:40,046
Ivan has always been someone
that I could lean on
259
00:09:40,046 --> 00:09:42,282
and has been real
and vulnerable with me,
260
00:09:42,282 --> 00:09:44,117
so it just feels good.
261
00:09:44,117 --> 00:09:45,351
‐ Thank God.
‐ What?
262
00:09:45,351 --> 00:09:46,419
‐ You have something
to cool me off.
263
00:09:46,419 --> 00:09:48,421
That's what I need.
[laughter]
264
00:09:48,421 --> 00:09:51,224
I know he's not gonna see
this one coming.
265
00:09:51,224 --> 00:09:53,827
It's gonna take both of us
out of our comfort zones
266
00:09:53,827 --> 00:09:54,928
quite a bit,
267
00:09:54,928 --> 00:09:56,396
but hopefully it's romantic.
268
00:09:56,396 --> 00:09:58,465
It is hot outside.
‐ Mm‐hmm.
269
00:09:58,465 --> 00:10:01,935
‐ And I'm gonna help
cool you down a little bit.
270
00:10:01,935 --> 00:10:03,937
‐ Okay.
271
00:10:03,937 --> 00:10:06,172
An ice bath?
‐ Yeah.
272
00:10:06,172 --> 00:10:07,307
‐ Oh, this is gonna
be freezing.
273
00:10:07,307 --> 00:10:09,242
‐ This is, like, freezing.
‐ Oh, my God.
274
00:10:09,242 --> 00:10:11,144
‐ But it's not
just an ice bath.
275
00:10:11,144 --> 00:10:13,313
That's the thing.
‐ Okay. Oh, God.
276
00:10:13,313 --> 00:10:16,082
‐ So not only are we going
into an ice bath,
277
00:10:16,082 --> 00:10:18,785
but...
278
00:10:18,785 --> 00:10:19,953
[laughs]
279
00:10:19,953 --> 00:10:21,154
We're also...
280
00:10:21,154 --> 00:10:22,489
‐ Going for a record?
‐ Yeah!
281
00:10:22,489 --> 00:10:24,290
‐ [laughing] Oh, heck yeah.
Let's do it.
282
00:10:24,290 --> 00:10:26,259
‐ We're gonna get in there...
‐ Oh, yes.
283
00:10:26,259 --> 00:10:28,495
‐ And we're gonna see how long
we can kiss each other.
284
00:10:28,495 --> 00:10:31,364
‐ Okay.
‐ We're gonna break the record.
285
00:10:31,364 --> 00:10:32,365
‐ Mm‐hmm.
‐ Are you into that?
286
00:10:32,365 --> 00:10:33,366
‐ Let's do it.
‐ [laughs]
287
00:10:33,366 --> 00:10:35,468
‐ This is gonna be awesome.
288
00:10:35,468 --> 00:10:37,937
‐ Hey, hey.
‐ What's up, Chris?
289
00:10:37,937 --> 00:10:39,172
‐ How you doing?
‐ Doing good.
290
00:10:39,172 --> 00:10:40,540
‐ Why do you look so scared?
291
00:10:40,540 --> 00:10:42,308
‐ 'Cause I don't know
how this is gonna feel.
292
00:10:42,308 --> 00:10:44,110
They always say it's like
you're being stabbed
293
00:10:44,110 --> 00:10:45,245
by a bunch of knives, so...
294
00:10:45,245 --> 00:10:46,246
‐ But in a loving way.
295
00:10:46,246 --> 00:10:47,413
‐ Yeah, in a loving way.
‐ Yeah.
296
00:10:47,413 --> 00:10:50,783
‐ Welcome to the world's
longest, coldest kiss, Ivan.
297
00:10:50,783 --> 00:10:51,484
‐ Yeah.
298
00:10:51,484 --> 00:10:53,386
‐ Look, if this relationship's
gonna last,
299
00:10:53,386 --> 00:10:55,955
we gotta put it to the test,
and this is the test.
300
00:10:55,955 --> 00:10:56,523
‐ Yeah.
301
00:10:56,523 --> 00:10:58,158
‐ But we're not just
messing around.
302
00:10:58,158 --> 00:11:00,927
This is a world record
we're going for today.
303
00:11:00,927 --> 00:11:01,594
‐ Let's go.
304
00:11:01,594 --> 00:11:04,297
‐ The current record stands
at 5 minutes, 16 seconds.
305
00:11:04,297 --> 00:11:05,398
‐ Oh, my gosh.
‐ Let's do it.
306
00:11:05,398 --> 00:11:07,367
‐ Go get changed,
and when you come back,
307
00:11:07,367 --> 00:11:09,235
get ready to set
a new world record.
308
00:11:09,235 --> 00:11:11,371
‐ We're ready.
‐ Okay.
309
00:11:11,371 --> 00:11:12,939
‐ This is
the most important day,
310
00:11:12,939 --> 00:11:13,506
so I'm gonna show up
311
00:11:13,506 --> 00:11:15,341
and I'm gonna put
everything out there.
312
00:11:15,341 --> 00:11:16,543
I want Tayshia to know
313
00:11:16,543 --> 00:11:18,578
that I'm gonna support her
through anything.
314
00:11:18,578 --> 00:11:20,513
Not just the good times.
It's the hard times too.
315
00:11:20,513 --> 00:11:23,082
'Cause that's what love
and a partnership is about.
316
00:11:23,082 --> 00:11:25,151
It's about being there
for your partner
317
00:11:25,151 --> 00:11:27,420
through whatever
the situation is.
318
00:11:27,420 --> 00:11:29,255
‐ Hello, everybody, and welcome
319
00:11:29,255 --> 00:11:32,158
to the world's longest,
coldest kiss.
320
00:11:32,158 --> 00:11:33,326
I am Chris Harrison.
321
00:11:33,326 --> 00:11:35,195
Joining me today,
322
00:11:35,195 --> 00:11:38,031
Bachelor Nation favorite,
Big Paulie.
323
00:11:38,031 --> 00:11:39,365
Paulie, this is gonna be one
324
00:11:39,365 --> 00:11:40,466
for the record books,
hopefully.
325
00:11:40,466 --> 00:11:42,068
You think
they're gonna pull it off?
326
00:11:42,068 --> 00:11:43,169
‐ I think they are.
I really do.
327
00:11:43,169 --> 00:11:44,470
‐ Well, they're behind us.
They're changing.
328
00:11:44,470 --> 00:11:46,139
I think we're about
ready to go.
329
00:11:46,139 --> 00:11:48,007
Tayshia, Ivan, let's do it.
330
00:11:48,007 --> 00:11:49,509
‐ [laughs]
331
00:11:49,509 --> 00:11:52,579
‐ Here come
the combatants today.
332
00:11:52,579 --> 00:11:55,448
So today, Tayshia and Ivan
have to get in this bathtub.
333
00:11:55,448 --> 00:11:58,084
Tell me what they're gonna
be going through today.
334
00:11:58,084 --> 00:11:59,352
‐ Well, I think
they're gonna be
335
00:11:59,352 --> 00:12:02,121
going through a lot of pain,
is what I see, sitting there.
336
00:12:02,121 --> 00:12:03,356
‐ [squeals]
I'm so scared.
337
00:12:03,356 --> 00:12:05,525
Are you ready?
Okay.
338
00:12:05,525 --> 00:12:09,128
My body might be numb,
but I can guarantee you,
339
00:12:09,128 --> 00:12:11,197
my lips are gonna
be burning hot.
340
00:12:11,197 --> 00:12:13,199
[laughs]
341
00:12:13,199 --> 00:12:14,300
I'm such a dork.
342
00:12:14,300 --> 00:12:16,202
Are you excited?
‐ I'm super excited.
343
00:12:16,202 --> 00:12:18,071
‐ I'm nervous. [laughs]
‐ Let's go.
344
00:12:18,071 --> 00:12:19,372
‐ Okay, Ivan, Tayshia,
345
00:12:19,372 --> 00:12:21,541
when you're ready,
get in the tub.
346
00:12:21,541 --> 00:12:23,209
‐ I'll help you
get in there first.
347
00:12:23,209 --> 00:12:24,344
‐ No, no, no.
You're going in with me.
348
00:12:24,344 --> 00:12:26,246
At the same time. Ready?
‐ Let's go. Let's go.
349
00:12:26,246 --> 00:12:27,380
‐ Oh, my gosh!
350
00:12:27,380 --> 00:12:29,182
[laughs]
‐ Let's go.
351
00:12:29,182 --> 00:12:31,150
Mind over matter.
Let's go.
352
00:12:31,150 --> 00:12:32,952
Ooh!
353
00:12:32,952 --> 00:12:34,254
Oh, my God.
354
00:12:34,254 --> 00:12:35,555
‐ I'm gonna cry, actually.
355
00:12:35,555 --> 00:12:38,157
‐ Oh, this is gonna be
the bad part.
356
00:12:38,157 --> 00:12:39,359
Three, two, one.
Let's just go.
357
00:12:39,359 --> 00:12:41,461
Let's just go.
358
00:12:41,461 --> 00:12:42,629
‐ Okay, they're in the tub.
359
00:12:42,629 --> 00:12:44,364
Once you start,
you cannot separate.
360
00:12:44,364 --> 00:12:45,431
‐ Oh, my God, this is‐‐
361
00:12:45,431 --> 00:12:47,400
‐ Five, four, three...
362
00:12:47,400 --> 00:12:49,335
‐ I'm gonna cry.
‐ Two, one.
363
00:12:49,335 --> 00:12:51,971
[air horn blows]
364
00:12:51,971 --> 00:12:54,974
[tense music]
365
00:12:54,974 --> 00:12:56,342
♪ ♪
366
00:12:56,342 --> 00:12:59,545
‐ The clock is going,
and so is their heart rate.
367
00:12:59,545 --> 00:13:02,649
Paulie, you were an orphan boy
that was found on a glacier.
368
00:13:02,649 --> 00:13:06,219
You are no stranger
to ice and ice baths.
369
00:13:06,219 --> 00:13:08,187
What is the secret
to getting through this?
370
00:13:08,187 --> 00:13:09,389
‐ I think the secret is,
371
00:13:09,389 --> 00:13:11,324
your body parts are gonna start
falling off slowly,
372
00:13:11,324 --> 00:13:14,327
piece by piece,
and you just accept that.
373
00:13:14,327 --> 00:13:16,195
‐ Ivan's on
a white knuckle ride there.
374
00:13:16,195 --> 00:13:18,431
He is holding on
to that tub tight.
375
00:13:18,431 --> 00:13:20,633
But so far, so good.
376
00:13:20,633 --> 00:13:22,735
‐ To try to hold that kiss
was extremely tough.
377
00:13:22,735 --> 00:13:24,704
I know my core temperature's
freezing right now.
378
00:13:24,704 --> 00:13:28,308
I could barely move my legs.
My toes were literally frozen.
379
00:13:28,308 --> 00:13:29,676
I just had to focus
on the kiss,
380
00:13:29,676 --> 00:13:33,279
focus on breathing,
and focus on Tayshia.
381
00:13:33,279 --> 00:13:35,281
‐ Paulie, how's this gonna
affect his performance
382
00:13:35,281 --> 00:13:37,116
in the Fantasy Suite
later tonight?
383
00:13:37,116 --> 00:13:38,318
‐ I think this might have
384
00:13:38,318 --> 00:13:39,786
some devastating effect on it,
myself.
385
00:13:39,786 --> 00:13:42,989
That's some pretty cold water
there, Chris.
386
00:13:44,157 --> 00:13:45,425
‐ We are coming up now
387
00:13:45,425 --> 00:13:48,127
on the 1 minute,
20 second mark.
388
00:13:48,127 --> 00:13:49,462
By the way, the water,
389
00:13:49,462 --> 00:13:52,332
recorded at 40 degrees
before they entered.
390
00:13:52,332 --> 00:13:53,633
You can get hypothermia
391
00:13:53,633 --> 00:13:56,402
in just under 90 seconds
at that temperature,
392
00:13:56,402 --> 00:13:58,438
so they're going through it.
393
00:13:58,438 --> 00:14:00,306
I'm not gonna lie,
I made that last fact up,
394
00:14:00,306 --> 00:14:02,241
but it sounded cool.
395
00:14:06,112 --> 00:14:08,214
‐ It is freezing.
396
00:14:08,214 --> 00:14:09,582
We're both freaking out
397
00:14:09,582 --> 00:14:12,585
Like, I truly don't think
I can actually do this.
398
00:14:12,585 --> 00:14:14,387
At that point,
I actually started
399
00:14:14,387 --> 00:14:17,890
to kind of, like,
go completely numb.
400
00:14:18,825 --> 00:14:23,329
Next thing you know, we were
in synchronized breathing,
401
00:14:23,329 --> 00:14:26,632
so it made it a lot easier.
402
00:14:26,632 --> 00:14:29,535
‐ Tayshia has now become
very relaxed.
403
00:14:29,535 --> 00:14:31,704
I don't know if it's
the calming effect of Ivan,
404
00:14:31,704 --> 00:14:34,741
but they are doing
very good here.
405
00:14:34,741 --> 00:14:37,777
Is it just me, or are these
cold tubs becoming a hot tub?
406
00:14:37,777 --> 00:14:40,646
‐ Yep, and I would say this
is definitely romance, Chris.
407
00:14:40,646 --> 00:14:43,282
‐ When we really could've
given up a lot sooner,
408
00:14:43,282 --> 00:14:44,317
we kind of held in there
409
00:14:44,317 --> 00:14:46,652
and were kinda there
for one another.
410
00:14:46,652 --> 00:14:48,621
That was, like, really hot.
411
00:14:48,621 --> 00:14:49,756
While being really cold.
412
00:14:49,756 --> 00:14:51,591
‐ Paulie, they look like
they're doing great.
413
00:14:51,591 --> 00:14:53,326
Look like they've calmed down.
‐ [laughs]
414
00:14:53,326 --> 00:14:54,394
‐ I have to agree with you.
415
00:14:54,394 --> 00:14:55,595
I think they're in it
to win it, Chris.
416
00:14:55,595 --> 00:14:57,430
I think they've got
the nerves down
417
00:14:57,430 --> 00:15:00,767
and I think
they're very, very focused.
418
00:15:00,767 --> 00:15:02,802
‐ What Tayshia and I have
is real,
419
00:15:02,802 --> 00:15:05,705
and it's exciting
and we can both feel it.
420
00:15:05,705 --> 00:15:08,408
‐ Paulie, we are coming in
on just 30 seconds
421
00:15:08,408 --> 00:15:09,742
to hit that record.
422
00:15:09,742 --> 00:15:12,745
‐ I really just feel like
the luckiest guy in the world.
423
00:15:12,745 --> 00:15:14,847
I can't really imagine anybody
really being close
424
00:15:14,847 --> 00:15:19,285
to the connection that I have
with Tayshia at this point.
425
00:15:19,285 --> 00:15:22,255
‐ Five, four, three,
426
00:15:22,255 --> 00:15:24,457
two, one.
427
00:15:24,457 --> 00:15:27,427
We have a new world record.
428
00:15:27,427 --> 00:15:29,362
‐ [squeals]
‐ Longest, coldest kiss.
429
00:15:29,362 --> 00:15:32,765
Ivan says, "Oh, no.
I want more."
430
00:15:32,765 --> 00:15:35,668
‐ Can you believe this?
This is going for it.
431
00:15:35,668 --> 00:15:37,336
‐ Man, I'm pumped right now.
432
00:15:37,336 --> 00:15:38,738
We just set a world record.
433
00:15:38,738 --> 00:15:41,507
For us to accomplish
this amazing feat
434
00:15:41,507 --> 00:15:43,342
I think really brought us
closer together.
435
00:15:43,342 --> 00:15:44,544
‐ They're not just gonna
hit that record.
436
00:15:44,544 --> 00:15:46,446
They're gonna
obliterate it today.
437
00:15:46,446 --> 00:15:47,613
‐ 100%, Chris.
438
00:15:47,613 --> 00:15:49,782
‐ We are now
6 minutes and 17 seconds.
439
00:15:49,782 --> 00:15:53,252
We are a minute over
the world record.
440
00:15:53,252 --> 00:15:55,555
‐ Wow.
441
00:15:55,555 --> 00:15:57,557
‐ I'm so happy
I was on the first date
442
00:15:57,557 --> 00:15:58,858
and got to do this
with Tayshia.
443
00:15:58,858 --> 00:16:00,793
It just proves to me
that, you know,
444
00:16:00,793 --> 00:16:02,662
if Tayshia and I set our minds
to do something,
445
00:16:02,662 --> 00:16:05,398
I really feel like
we can accomplish anything.
446
00:16:07,400 --> 00:16:08,634
‐ Oh, damn!
‐ Oh!
447
00:16:08,634 --> 00:16:09,769
‐ That's it.
‐ Oh!
448
00:16:09,769 --> 00:16:12,638
‐ 6 minutes and 35 seconds.
‐ Oh!
449
00:16:12,638 --> 00:16:14,640
‐ We have a record!
450
00:16:14,640 --> 00:16:16,409
[air horn blows]
‐ [screams]
451
00:16:16,409 --> 00:16:18,711
‐ [laughs]
‐ We did it. We did it!
452
00:16:18,711 --> 00:16:21,280
‐ Congratulations,
Tayshia and Ivan.
453
00:16:21,280 --> 00:16:22,682
Paulie, the official trophy.
454
00:16:22,682 --> 00:16:24,417
‐ Oh, my gosh.
‐ There you go.
455
00:16:24,417 --> 00:16:25,618
‐ We gotta raise it.
Raise it.
456
00:16:25,618 --> 00:16:28,654
‐ We got a trophy!
[both cheer]
457
00:16:28,654 --> 00:16:30,456
Ivan just makes me happy.
458
00:16:30,456 --> 00:16:32,692
Like, he's just so easygoing,
459
00:16:32,692 --> 00:16:35,595
and I feel like I could do
anything around him.
460
00:16:35,595 --> 00:16:36,629
I think it's a really good way
461
00:16:36,629 --> 00:16:40,700
to go into the rest
of our date.
462
00:16:40,700 --> 00:16:43,169
Wait, that was
so freaking awesome.
463
00:16:44,437 --> 00:16:47,440
[soft music]
464
00:16:47,440 --> 00:16:49,675
♪ ♪
465
00:16:49,675 --> 00:16:51,444
‐ It's definitely
a little strange
466
00:16:51,444 --> 00:16:53,746
envisioning Ivan and Tayshia
467
00:16:53,746 --> 00:16:55,848
potentially spending
the night together,
468
00:16:55,848 --> 00:16:58,784
but it's, like, outta sight,
outta mind for me.
469
00:16:58,784 --> 00:17:00,786
Letting your mind drift off
to something else
470
00:17:00,786 --> 00:17:05,391
and not dwell on what could be
happening tonight with Ivan.
471
00:17:05,391 --> 00:17:05,992
‐ Right.
472
00:17:05,992 --> 00:17:08,661
I mean, for me, it's less
outta sight, outta mind,
473
00:17:08,661 --> 00:17:10,863
and it's more
474
00:17:10,863 --> 00:17:12,932
trusting Tayshia...
‐ Mm‐hmm.
475
00:17:12,932 --> 00:17:16,669
‐ That she is going to do
whatever she needs to do
476
00:17:16,669 --> 00:17:20,206
to get clarity on who she wants
to be her husband.
477
00:17:20,206 --> 00:17:21,207
‐ Yeah.
478
00:17:21,207 --> 00:17:22,975
[knock at door]
479
00:17:22,975 --> 00:17:25,678
Looks like we got
a little something at the door
480
00:17:25,678 --> 00:17:27,580
for the boys.
481
00:17:27,580 --> 00:17:30,583
[tense music]
482
00:17:30,583 --> 00:17:37,523
♪ ♪
483
00:17:37,523 --> 00:17:40,192
Date card going on.
484
00:17:45,865 --> 00:17:49,535
"Zac, let's explore each other.
485
00:17:49,535 --> 00:17:51,604
Love, Tayshia."
486
00:17:51,604 --> 00:17:53,773
[soft music]
487
00:17:53,773 --> 00:17:58,544
‐ All right, all right,
all right.
488
00:17:58,544 --> 00:18:00,346
‐ I don't know
if I like that one,
489
00:18:00,346 --> 00:18:02,748
but works for you.
490
00:18:02,748 --> 00:18:05,117
‐ Yeah, I'll take that.
‐ [laughs]
491
00:18:05,117 --> 00:18:08,487
‐ I'm just excited.
It's probably gonna be epic.
492
00:18:08,487 --> 00:18:09,689
We're gonna have
the best day ever,
493
00:18:09,689 --> 00:18:11,591
then the best night,
and then the best overnight,
494
00:18:11,591 --> 00:18:13,392
if that's offered to me.
495
00:18:13,392 --> 00:18:15,528
‐ "Explore each other."
496
00:18:15,528 --> 00:18:18,764
♪ ♪
497
00:18:18,764 --> 00:18:21,834
It's a strange thing
to wrap your head around,
498
00:18:21,834 --> 00:18:24,604
knowing the woman
that you're dating
499
00:18:24,604 --> 00:18:27,907
is having an experience
with another man.
500
00:18:27,907 --> 00:18:31,444
That's what's giving me
a little bit of trouble.
501
00:18:33,412 --> 00:18:35,815
[whistles]
502
00:18:35,815 --> 00:18:39,585
[soft romantic music]
503
00:18:39,585 --> 00:18:45,691
♪ ♪
504
00:18:45,691 --> 00:18:47,727
‐ Oh, yeah, we even got
a little breeze going too.
505
00:18:47,727 --> 00:18:48,828
‐ I know.
506
00:18:48,828 --> 00:18:50,730
The weather tonight
is literally perfect.
507
00:18:50,730 --> 00:18:51,931
‐ Yeah, for sure.
508
00:18:51,931 --> 00:18:53,833
This is the most important
day and night
509
00:18:53,833 --> 00:18:55,635
that we've had together so far
510
00:18:55,635 --> 00:18:57,870
for Tayshia and I
to really figure out
511
00:18:57,870 --> 00:18:59,672
if, like, this could work.
512
00:18:59,672 --> 00:19:01,874
I'm hoping that everything
progresses into, you know,
513
00:19:01,874 --> 00:19:03,909
us spending the night together
in the Fantasy Suite
514
00:19:03,909 --> 00:19:07,546
and we'll be able to just have
a ton of uninterrupted time
515
00:19:07,546 --> 00:19:09,682
to continue our conversations.
516
00:19:09,682 --> 00:19:11,384
Here you go.
‐ Thank you.
517
00:19:11,384 --> 00:19:12,685
‐ Of course.
518
00:19:12,685 --> 00:19:14,020
I am falling in love
with Tayshia,
519
00:19:14,020 --> 00:19:15,855
and I can't deny it
at this point,
520
00:19:15,855 --> 00:19:18,691
so I definitely wanna let
Tayshia know how I'm feeling.
521
00:19:18,691 --> 00:19:19,925
I'm definitely
a little nervous,
522
00:19:19,925 --> 00:19:21,761
but I hope she takes it well
523
00:19:21,761 --> 00:19:24,730
and I hope she feels
the same way.
524
00:19:24,730 --> 00:19:26,999
Oh, boy.
‐ Today was actually a big day.
525
00:19:26,999 --> 00:19:28,934
‐ It was a record‐setting day
today, yo.
526
00:19:28,934 --> 00:19:31,637
‐ We set a world record today.
‐ Right?
527
00:19:31,637 --> 00:19:33,673
You realize that, right?
‐ We really did that.
528
00:19:33,673 --> 00:19:35,741
‐ Yo, we did great.
‐ I'm proud of us.
529
00:19:35,741 --> 00:19:37,643
‐ We did great.
We gotta celebrate.
530
00:19:37,643 --> 00:19:39,478
Literally felt like we won
a championship.
531
00:19:39,478 --> 00:19:40,179
‐ Right?
‐ I love that.
532
00:19:40,179 --> 00:19:42,715
‐ I will say you were shivering
way more than I was.
533
00:19:42,715 --> 00:19:43,783
‐ Oh, for sure.
534
00:19:43,783 --> 00:19:45,084
‐ You were.
‐ For sure. Yeah.
535
00:19:45,084 --> 00:19:48,788
‐ But also, I feel like we can
literally take on anything.
536
00:19:48,788 --> 00:19:49,989
‐ Yeah.
537
00:19:49,989 --> 00:19:51,657
‐ That's how I want,
like, our relationship to be.
538
00:19:51,657 --> 00:19:52,692
‐ Mm‐hmm.
539
00:19:52,692 --> 00:19:54,627
‐ Constantly, like,
setting a goal
540
00:19:54,627 --> 00:19:56,195
and then accomplishing it
and celebrating.
541
00:19:56,195 --> 00:19:58,631
‐ We can really do
whatever we set our minds to.
542
00:19:58,631 --> 00:19:59,999
Like, there's no limits.
That's the thing.
543
00:19:59,999 --> 00:20:02,668
And that's what I love
about us, you know?
544
00:20:02,668 --> 00:20:04,103
Like, you with my family,
545
00:20:04,103 --> 00:20:06,539
like, that whole day was,
like, so emotional.
546
00:20:06,539 --> 00:20:07,606
‐ Yeah.
547
00:20:07,606 --> 00:20:08,908
‐ And real and good
and I love it.
548
00:20:08,908 --> 00:20:10,710
‐ I know.
‐ But yeah.
549
00:20:10,710 --> 00:20:12,578
‐ I see us doing exactly that,
550
00:20:12,578 --> 00:20:13,746
like, back home,
you know what I mean?
551
00:20:13,746 --> 00:20:15,581
Like, making lumpia
with your family.
552
00:20:15,581 --> 00:20:18,484
‐ Oh, for sure.
553
00:20:18,484 --> 00:20:19,085
Yeah.
554
00:20:19,085 --> 00:20:21,821
It's been special
to this point, for sure.
555
00:20:21,821 --> 00:20:23,889
‐ You've been truly a rock
throughout this entire thing,
556
00:20:23,889 --> 00:20:25,825
in the sense of, like,
I can count on you
557
00:20:25,825 --> 00:20:27,960
to be someone
I can have a good time with,
558
00:20:27,960 --> 00:20:29,862
but be comfortable
and vulnerable with.
559
00:20:29,862 --> 00:20:33,099
I feel like you were truly
the first person
560
00:20:33,099 --> 00:20:35,534
I was able to kinda, like,
break a wall down with.
561
00:20:35,534 --> 00:20:36,902
‐ Mm‐hmm.
562
00:20:36,902 --> 00:20:38,671
‐ I even, like,
cried in front of you.
563
00:20:38,671 --> 00:20:39,772
I don't cry to people.
564
00:20:39,772 --> 00:20:40,873
‐ We've both cried
in front of each other.
565
00:20:40,873 --> 00:20:41,874
‐ Yes, we did.
‐ So yeah, that was real.
566
00:20:41,874 --> 00:20:43,008
That was real, for sure.
567
00:20:43,008 --> 00:20:47,680
‐ But it's like,
I am not like that typically.
568
00:20:47,680 --> 00:20:49,982
And, like, since then,
it's just been like...
569
00:20:49,982 --> 00:20:51,817
I feel like I have
something special with you,
570
00:20:51,817 --> 00:20:55,654
because that's not common.
571
00:20:55,654 --> 00:20:56,756
‐ For sure.
572
00:20:56,756 --> 00:20:57,923
‐ And you want that
in a relationship.
573
00:20:57,923 --> 00:20:58,924
‐ For sure.
‐ You know?
574
00:20:58,924 --> 00:21:00,059
‐ I felt the exact same way.
575
00:21:00,059 --> 00:21:01,627
Like, I still feel
the same way.
576
00:21:01,627 --> 00:21:03,729
I can share anything with you.
577
00:21:03,729 --> 00:21:05,631
I really feel that way.
578
00:21:05,631 --> 00:21:08,934
But the word "love"...
579
00:21:08,934 --> 00:21:11,137
it just means so much to me.
580
00:21:11,137 --> 00:21:13,172
It's something I don't
take lightly whatsoever,
581
00:21:13,172 --> 00:21:15,841
and I don't wanna just
throw it out there.
582
00:21:15,841 --> 00:21:18,811
When I love someone,
I love hard,
583
00:21:18,811 --> 00:21:20,980
and I'll love them
for the rest of their life
584
00:21:20,980 --> 00:21:23,783
and I'll do anything, you know,
for that person.
585
00:21:23,783 --> 00:21:25,985
‐ Yeah.
586
00:21:25,985 --> 00:21:28,087
‐ It's just hard for me
to, like,
587
00:21:28,087 --> 00:21:31,290
really, I guess,
show my feelings so much,
588
00:21:31,290 --> 00:21:34,760
and I know I told you, like,
I've had feelings for you,
589
00:21:34,760 --> 00:21:37,096
and that I like you,
and I really like you,
590
00:21:37,096 --> 00:21:38,731
or whatever else I've said.
591
00:21:38,731 --> 00:21:39,832
‐ [laughs]
592
00:21:39,832 --> 00:21:41,934
‐ But I probably started
falling in love with you,
593
00:21:41,934 --> 00:21:43,836
like, a couple weeks ago,
honestly.
594
00:21:43,836 --> 00:21:45,838
[tender music]
595
00:21:45,838 --> 00:21:49,108
And it's more than that
at this point.
596
00:21:49,108 --> 00:21:52,978
I could really, you know,
see this all working out.
597
00:21:52,978 --> 00:21:56,182
And I just love
looking in your eyes
598
00:21:56,182 --> 00:21:58,017
and just being able to stare
at you, you know?
599
00:21:58,017 --> 00:22:00,920
Like, I could do that all day.
600
00:22:00,920 --> 00:22:05,090
But, Tayshia, I am undoubtedly
601
00:22:05,090 --> 00:22:06,826
falling in love with you
right now.
602
00:22:06,826 --> 00:22:09,795
♪ ♪
603
00:22:09,795 --> 00:22:11,096
I'm sorry
I didn't tell you sooner,
604
00:22:11,096 --> 00:22:14,667
and I have kinda glossed
over it in the past.
605
00:22:14,667 --> 00:22:17,036
‐ Ivan.
606
00:22:17,036 --> 00:22:18,938
I feel like you have
glossed over it a little bit.
607
00:22:18,938 --> 00:22:20,239
‐ I definitely have.
608
00:22:20,239 --> 00:22:23,676
‐ And I haven't really, like,
known where you are exactly.
609
00:22:23,676 --> 00:22:26,946
♪ ♪
610
00:22:26,946 --> 00:22:29,582
But I definitely have been
falling for you too.
611
00:22:29,582 --> 00:22:31,050
[both laugh]
612
00:22:31,050 --> 00:22:34,587
[romantic music swells]
613
00:22:34,587 --> 00:22:39,124
♪ ♪
614
00:22:39,124 --> 00:22:41,961
I've been wanting to hear
those words from Ivan
615
00:22:41,961 --> 00:22:44,196
because I have been
falling for him as well.
616
00:22:44,196 --> 00:22:45,798
And I think
it's the breakthrough
617
00:22:45,798 --> 00:22:47,199
that we needed to have
in order for us
618
00:22:47,199 --> 00:22:49,768
to really take that next step
in our relationship,
619
00:22:49,768 --> 00:22:53,005
and I am so excited.
620
00:22:53,005 --> 00:22:57,076
I have something for you.
621
00:22:57,076 --> 00:22:59,078
‐ All righty.
[laughs]
622
00:22:59,078 --> 00:23:01,580
‐ If you would like to read it.
623
00:23:01,580 --> 00:23:03,816
‐ Let's see.
624
00:23:03,816 --> 00:23:05,184
"Tayshia and Ivan,
625
00:23:05,184 --> 00:23:07,887
"this has been
an incredible journey for you
626
00:23:07,887 --> 00:23:09,088
"here in Palm Springs.
627
00:23:09,088 --> 00:23:11,824
"You two have really
embraced the heat
628
00:23:11,824 --> 00:23:13,259
"in more ways than one.
629
00:23:13,259 --> 00:23:16,128
"Should you choose to forego
your individual rooms,
630
00:23:16,128 --> 00:23:18,998
"please use this key
to stay as a couple
631
00:23:18,998 --> 00:23:20,733
"in the Fantasy Suite.
632
00:23:20,733 --> 00:23:21,867
Chris Harrison."
633
00:23:21,867 --> 00:23:23,102
‐ [laughs]
634
00:23:23,102 --> 00:23:24,837
‐ Do we have a key in here?
635
00:23:24,837 --> 00:23:26,839
‐ Do we?
‐ Oh.
636
00:23:26,839 --> 00:23:28,641
What do you think?
637
00:23:28,641 --> 00:23:30,910
‐ That's up to you.
638
00:23:30,910 --> 00:23:32,311
‐ 100% yes.
‐ [laughs]
639
00:23:32,311 --> 00:23:35,080
‐ No, but, like,
I really do wanna use tonight
640
00:23:35,080 --> 00:23:36,849
just to, you know,
be able to talk more
641
00:23:36,849 --> 00:23:38,050
and just to have some good,
you know,
642
00:23:38,050 --> 00:23:39,919
uninterrupted time
between the two of us
643
00:23:39,919 --> 00:23:41,086
and, you know,
make it a special night.
644
00:23:41,086 --> 00:23:42,121
‐ Absolutely.
645
00:23:42,121 --> 00:23:43,956
I think we're on
the same page with that,
646
00:23:43,956 --> 00:23:45,791
and I am so excited.
647
00:23:45,791 --> 00:23:47,026
Kay.
‐ Let's do it.
648
00:23:47,026 --> 00:23:48,861
‐ [laughs]
649
00:23:48,861 --> 00:23:50,062
‐ It was a really
freeing moment
650
00:23:50,062 --> 00:23:51,330
to be able
to finally just open up
651
00:23:51,330 --> 00:23:54,233
and tell Tayshia that I am
falling in love with her,
652
00:23:54,233 --> 00:23:56,869
and then the fact that she was
able to say it back to me‐‐
653
00:23:56,869 --> 00:23:58,237
I think getting
that validation,
654
00:23:58,237 --> 00:24:00,906
it means the world to me,
it really does.
655
00:24:00,906 --> 00:24:03,642
Oh, this is funny.
[both laugh]
656
00:24:03,642 --> 00:24:04,743
‐ Surprise!
657
00:24:04,743 --> 00:24:06,111
‐ [laughs]
‐ It's our home!
658
00:24:06,111 --> 00:24:08,914
‐ This is great.
I love it.
659
00:24:08,914 --> 00:24:10,983
‐ And of course,
everything has to come
660
00:24:10,983 --> 00:24:12,151
with champagne and doughnuts.
661
00:24:12,151 --> 00:24:13,852
‐ Of course, yeah.
662
00:24:13,852 --> 00:24:15,120
‐ Isn't it pretty out here?
663
00:24:15,120 --> 00:24:17,022
‐ Yeah, for sure.
664
00:24:17,022 --> 00:24:18,857
Yeah.
665
00:24:18,857 --> 00:24:20,092
I just feel like
everything's lining up
666
00:24:20,092 --> 00:24:21,160
for the two of us,
667
00:24:21,160 --> 00:24:22,194
and, you know, we are both
668
00:24:22,194 --> 00:24:23,262
falling in love
with each other,
669
00:24:23,262 --> 00:24:24,797
so this is really serious.
670
00:24:24,797 --> 00:24:26,031
[both laugh]
671
00:24:26,031 --> 00:24:27,866
It really feels like
we're made for each other,
672
00:24:27,866 --> 00:24:29,068
honestly, at this point.
673
00:24:29,068 --> 00:24:30,402
So last week, during Hometowns,
674
00:24:30,402 --> 00:24:33,672
my dad, he was, like, asking me
about my feelings, right?
675
00:24:33,672 --> 00:24:34,239
‐ Yeah?
676
00:24:34,239 --> 00:24:35,908
‐ And I was like,
"Oh, I really like her.
677
00:24:35,908 --> 00:24:37,276
I have strong feelings,"
all that kinda stuff.
678
00:24:37,276 --> 00:24:39,078
And he, like,
kinda called me out.
679
00:24:39,078 --> 00:24:41,213
He was like, "Son,
680
00:24:41,213 --> 00:24:43,449
I feel like you're a step away
from love."
681
00:24:43,449 --> 00:24:47,319
And I think that was, like,
the little push I needed
682
00:24:47,319 --> 00:24:49,455
to really just embrace
my feelings.
683
00:24:49,455 --> 00:24:53,959
So cheers to my dad
for recognizing the real Ivan
684
00:24:53,959 --> 00:24:55,694
and what's
really going on here.
685
00:24:55,694 --> 00:24:57,963
‐ Cheers to Dad.
686
00:24:59,331 --> 00:25:01,133
I really am falling in love
with Ivan.
687
00:25:01,133 --> 00:25:03,869
I do see myself with Ivan
at the end of this.
688
00:25:05,337 --> 00:25:07,773
I feel like we could
take over the world,
689
00:25:07,773 --> 00:25:09,341
especially after tonight.
690
00:25:09,341 --> 00:25:14,213
I feel like we would just have,
like, a really good life.
691
00:25:14,213 --> 00:25:16,749
Are you ready?
‐ Let's do it.
692
00:25:16,749 --> 00:25:17,783
[laughs]
693
00:25:17,783 --> 00:25:19,084
All right.
694
00:25:19,084 --> 00:25:22,788
‐ Look how cute this place is.
695
00:25:22,788 --> 00:25:23,489
‐ Oh, wow.
Okay.
696
00:25:23,489 --> 00:25:26,725
‐ So in the morning, we'll have
breakfast on our nook.
697
00:25:26,725 --> 00:25:28,394
‐ Okay.
698
00:25:28,394 --> 00:25:30,062
And this is the...
‐ It's the bed.
699
00:25:30,062 --> 00:25:31,997
Let's see‐‐okay.
‐ The master bedroom.
700
00:25:31,997 --> 00:25:33,165
This is awesome.
701
00:25:33,165 --> 00:25:35,200
‐ I have that connection
with Ivan.
702
00:25:35,200 --> 00:25:39,071
He just, like, understands me,
and I feel that comfort.
703
00:25:39,071 --> 00:25:40,906
We can make this work, right?
704
00:25:40,906 --> 00:25:42,908
‐ Of course.
‐ [laughs]
705
00:25:42,908 --> 00:25:48,113
♪ ♪
706
00:25:48,113 --> 00:25:49,948
He's the perfect guy.
707
00:25:49,948 --> 00:25:53,786
He's genuine, sincere,
honest, kind,
708
00:25:53,786 --> 00:25:55,821
driven, ambitious.
709
00:25:55,821 --> 00:25:58,123
He's everything.
710
00:25:58,123 --> 00:26:00,859
Gosh.
He's literally everything.
711
00:26:01,927 --> 00:26:05,998
Hold on.
[laughter]
712
00:26:05,998 --> 00:26:13,005
♪ ♪
713
00:26:17,976 --> 00:26:19,144
[dramatic music]
714
00:26:19,144 --> 00:26:20,412
Last night was awesome.
715
00:26:20,412 --> 00:26:22,481
‐ I don't know what happened
on Ivan's one‐on‐one.
716
00:26:22,481 --> 00:26:25,117
‐ Wait, don't tell me anything.
I don't wanna hear it.
717
00:26:25,117 --> 00:26:27,019
It's tough knowing
that you're sharing
718
00:26:27,019 --> 00:26:28,287
these memorable moments.
719
00:26:28,287 --> 00:26:30,055
‐ I just wanna be
with Tayshia.
720
00:26:30,055 --> 00:26:31,957
‐ To know that she's gonna
stay up all night
721
00:26:31,957 --> 00:26:33,058
with another guy...
722
00:26:33,058 --> 00:26:35,160
[knock at door]
723
00:26:35,160 --> 00:26:36,228
‐ What?
724
00:26:36,228 --> 00:26:37,362
He was the last person
725
00:26:37,362 --> 00:26:38,964
I thought was gonna be
at that door.
726
00:26:39,998 --> 00:26:42,868
[soft music]
727
00:26:42,868 --> 00:26:49,875
♪ ♪
728
00:26:57,816 --> 00:26:59,852
‐ [chuckles]
729
00:26:59,852 --> 00:27:02,955
Oh, yeah.
730
00:27:02,955 --> 00:27:04,323
‐ Last night was awesome.
731
00:27:04,323 --> 00:27:07,025
I 100% enjoyed my night
with Tayshia.
732
00:27:07,025 --> 00:27:08,527
It couldn't have gone better.
733
00:27:08,527 --> 00:27:11,497
I'm honestly feeling
on top of the world right now.
734
00:27:11,497 --> 00:27:14,399
We were outside
on the little bench there
735
00:27:14,399 --> 00:27:15,968
in front of the Airstream
736
00:27:15,968 --> 00:27:17,536
until the sun was
literally rising.
737
00:27:17,536 --> 00:27:20,973
We stayed up all night
talking about stuff,
738
00:27:20,973 --> 00:27:23,108
so we are, like, dead tired.
739
00:27:23,108 --> 00:27:24,209
What do you want?
740
00:27:24,209 --> 00:27:26,211
‐ Mm, I want a honeydew.
741
00:27:26,211 --> 00:27:27,479
‐ We both put ourselves
out there
742
00:27:27,479 --> 00:27:29,214
and told each other
we're falling in love
743
00:27:29,214 --> 00:27:31,216
with each other.
744
00:27:31,216 --> 00:27:33,352
I have no problem
proposing to Tayshia.
745
00:27:33,352 --> 00:27:34,620
I feel like I could do that
now already.
746
00:27:34,620 --> 00:27:36,955
That'll be, you know,
one of the greatest days
747
00:27:36,955 --> 00:27:39,158
of my life.
748
00:27:39,158 --> 00:27:41,426
What we have is
truly something special.
749
00:27:41,426 --> 00:27:43,495
I feel like we were both able
to be just super honest
750
00:27:43,495 --> 00:27:45,931
and super vulnerable,
and I love that.
751
00:27:45,931 --> 00:27:46,465
‐ Yeah.
752
00:27:46,465 --> 00:27:48,267
‐ And that's what's gotten us
this far
753
00:27:48,267 --> 00:27:50,135
and that's what, you know,
754
00:27:50,135 --> 00:27:52,137
could propel us
into the future.
755
00:27:52,137 --> 00:27:54,273
And I really am falling in love
with you,
756
00:27:54,273 --> 00:27:56,775
and I mean that
to the bottom of my heart.
757
00:27:56,775 --> 00:28:02,047
♪ ♪
758
00:28:02,047 --> 00:28:04,183
‐ Ivan and I had a great night.
759
00:28:04,183 --> 00:28:07,519
My first Fantasy Suite
was incredible.
760
00:28:07,519 --> 00:28:09,488
I had a good time with you.
‐ Yeah. For sure.
761
00:28:09,488 --> 00:28:11,256
‐ We'll talk soon?
‐ I'll see you soon.
762
00:28:11,256 --> 00:28:13,292
‐ Okay. Bye.
‐ All right.
763
00:28:13,292 --> 00:28:15,194
‐ We laughed and just bonded
764
00:28:15,194 --> 00:28:17,229
about the things
that we had in common,
765
00:28:17,229 --> 00:28:18,497
but also learning,
like, the little things
766
00:28:18,497 --> 00:28:21,233
about each other was just‐‐
it was really fun.
767
00:28:21,233 --> 00:28:23,135
We're able to have
silly conversations,
768
00:28:23,135 --> 00:28:25,604
but also really serious ones.
769
00:28:25,604 --> 00:28:27,506
You know, conversations
that we needed to have
770
00:28:27,506 --> 00:28:30,342
in order to know how big
religion is to both of us
771
00:28:30,342 --> 00:28:33,178
and, you know,
772
00:28:33,178 --> 00:28:36,281
what our future goals
and plans are.
773
00:28:36,281 --> 00:28:38,483
I know that I'm falling
in love with Ivan.
774
00:28:38,483 --> 00:28:39,685
We have a type of relationship
775
00:28:39,685 --> 00:28:42,221
where we can be open and honest
about anything.
776
00:28:42,221 --> 00:28:45,224
And having that comfort
and vulnerability
777
00:28:45,224 --> 00:28:48,293
with my partner is everything.
778
00:28:48,293 --> 00:28:49,528
I feel like
Ivan and I could have
779
00:28:49,528 --> 00:28:52,364
a really beautiful life
together.
780
00:28:52,364 --> 00:28:59,071
♪ ♪
781
00:29:04,676 --> 00:29:08,080
‐ I'm sure Ivan's feeling
on top of the world.
782
00:29:08,080 --> 00:29:09,114
‐ Yeah.
783
00:29:09,114 --> 00:29:11,383
‐ It just probably matters more
784
00:29:11,383 --> 00:29:13,185
how Tayshia's feeling after.
785
00:29:13,185 --> 00:29:14,286
‐ Right.
786
00:29:14,286 --> 00:29:16,355
If they ended up
going into the Fantasy Suite
787
00:29:16,355 --> 00:29:18,090
and spending
that night together,
788
00:29:18,090 --> 00:29:19,258
I'm sure he's gonna be pumped.
789
00:29:19,258 --> 00:29:20,292
[door opens]
790
00:29:20,292 --> 00:29:22,127
‐ Yeah, I think he just...
791
00:29:22,127 --> 00:29:23,462
well, there's that boy.
792
00:29:23,462 --> 00:29:24,529
‐ There he is.
‐ Hey, guys.
793
00:29:24,529 --> 00:29:26,198
‐ What's up, buddy?
‐ What's up, Ivan?
794
00:29:26,198 --> 00:29:28,267
‐ What's up, what's up?
‐ How you doing?
795
00:29:28,267 --> 00:29:29,568
How you feeling?
‐ What's up?
796
00:29:29,568 --> 00:29:31,403
‐ I'm feeling good.
I'm feeling good.
797
00:29:31,403 --> 00:29:32,504
‐ Good, good.
798
00:29:32,504 --> 00:29:36,541
‐ Had a great day,
and it was a great night.
799
00:29:36,541 --> 00:29:39,544
‐ Good.
‐ Had a ton of fun.
800
00:29:39,544 --> 00:29:42,214
Had dinner at night,
which was awesome.
801
00:29:42,214 --> 00:29:44,182
Then she offered me
the Fantasy Suite key,
802
00:29:44,182 --> 00:29:45,651
and, you know,
had a great time.
803
00:29:45,651 --> 00:29:48,220
Great night.
So yeah, it was really cool.
804
00:29:48,220 --> 00:29:50,155
‐ That's great, man.
805
00:29:50,155 --> 00:29:51,256
‐ Did you guys get, like,
806
00:29:51,256 --> 00:29:52,491
time in the morning together,
or was it just‐‐
807
00:29:52,491 --> 00:29:54,326
‐ Yeah, we saw the sunrise,
actually, so it was‐‐
808
00:29:54,326 --> 00:29:55,494
‐ Oh, shoot.
‐ Yeah.
809
00:29:55,494 --> 00:29:57,329
‐ Didn't get much sleep?
810
00:29:57,329 --> 00:29:59,364
‐ Didn't sleep, so...
[laughs]
811
00:29:59,364 --> 00:30:02,334
‐ Geez.
‐ We had a long night.
812
00:30:02,334 --> 00:30:04,336
‐ It's tough knowing
that you're sharing
813
00:30:04,336 --> 00:30:06,405
these memorable moments.
814
00:30:06,405 --> 00:30:08,340
It's a weird balance
815
00:30:08,340 --> 00:30:10,542
of wanting to know
what they did
816
00:30:10,542 --> 00:30:12,344
and if they had
a great time or not,
817
00:30:12,344 --> 00:30:13,578
but at the same time, like,
818
00:30:13,578 --> 00:30:16,048
"Wait, don't tell me anything.
I don't wanna hear it."
819
00:30:16,048 --> 00:30:17,316
‐ [sighs]
820
00:30:17,316 --> 00:30:19,284
You guys pretty excited?
821
00:30:19,284 --> 00:30:20,519
Yeah, we don't know
who's next yet, right?
822
00:30:20,519 --> 00:30:21,620
‐ No, it's Zac.
‐ Oh, you are?
823
00:30:21,620 --> 00:30:24,222
‐ Yeah, yeah.
‐ What'd the date card say?
824
00:30:24,222 --> 00:30:27,292
‐ "Let's explore each other."
825
00:30:27,292 --> 00:30:28,393
‐ Okay.
826
00:30:28,393 --> 00:30:30,429
‐ I mean, I'll take it,
whatever it is,
827
00:30:30,429 --> 00:30:32,331
you know, at this point.
‐ Yeah.
828
00:30:32,331 --> 00:30:33,332
Yeah, for sure.
829
00:30:33,332 --> 00:30:34,599
‐ Well, I got a date to go on,
830
00:30:34,599 --> 00:30:36,435
as much as I wanna hang out
with you guys.
831
00:30:36,435 --> 00:30:38,203
I'll see you later.
Ivan, good to see you.
832
00:30:38,203 --> 00:30:39,304
‐ Have a good time, buddy.
‐ Peace.
833
00:30:39,304 --> 00:30:41,139
‐ I'll see you, buddy.
‐ See you, brother.
834
00:30:41,139 --> 00:30:44,142
[tense music]
835
00:30:44,142 --> 00:30:48,080
♪ ♪
836
00:30:48,080 --> 00:30:51,216
‐ [sighs]
837
00:30:51,216 --> 00:30:52,484
Never in my mind
838
00:30:52,484 --> 00:30:54,519
would I ever think
I would be in this position
839
00:30:54,519 --> 00:30:56,588
where the day after
I fall in love with a girl
840
00:30:56,588 --> 00:30:58,390
or tell her
I'm falling in love with her,
841
00:30:58,390 --> 00:31:01,760
she'd be going on a date
with a different guy.
842
00:31:01,760 --> 00:31:04,496
It's tough to think
that she's gonna be open
843
00:31:04,496 --> 00:31:06,264
and share her emotions
with Zac and Brendan.
844
00:31:06,264 --> 00:31:07,366
‐ [laughs]
845
00:31:07,366 --> 00:31:08,633
‐ That's, like,
the scariest thing
846
00:31:08,633 --> 00:31:10,502
about all of this
is just the unknown
847
00:31:10,502 --> 00:31:12,571
of where all the other
relationships really stand.
848
00:31:12,571 --> 00:31:14,306
‐ So good to see you.
849
00:31:14,306 --> 00:31:15,540
‐ I really do believe
850
00:31:15,540 --> 00:31:17,542
in my relationship
with Tayshia and what we have,
851
00:31:17,542 --> 00:31:20,545
and to know that she's gonna
potentially stay up all night
852
00:31:20,545 --> 00:31:23,181
with another guy, it's tough.
853
00:31:23,181 --> 00:31:25,050
It's very tough.
854
00:31:27,085 --> 00:31:28,453
Yeah.
855
00:31:28,453 --> 00:31:30,389
This is just, like,
the weirdest dynamic sometimes.
856
00:31:30,389 --> 00:31:31,757
‐ Yeah, yeah.
‐ For sure.
857
00:31:31,757 --> 00:31:33,458
Especially at this point
in the game
858
00:31:33,458 --> 00:31:35,460
when two people, like,
really care about each other.
859
00:31:35,460 --> 00:31:40,932
♪ ♪
860
00:31:42,300 --> 00:31:45,303
[upbeat music]
861
00:31:45,303 --> 00:31:52,144
♪ ♪
862
00:31:52,644 --> 00:31:56,314
‐ I'm not walking anymore.
‐ [laughs]
863
00:31:56,314 --> 00:31:57,616
‐ Yes!
‐ [laughs]
864
00:31:57,616 --> 00:31:59,351
‐ What's up?
‐ Hi.
865
00:31:59,351 --> 00:32:00,585
‐ Oh, my God.
‐ [laughs]
866
00:32:00,585 --> 00:32:01,787
‐ So good to see you.
867
00:32:01,787 --> 00:32:04,423
‐ I know.
It's good to see you too.
868
00:32:04,423 --> 00:32:06,458
You excited for today?
‐ What's up?
869
00:32:06,458 --> 00:32:07,759
Yeah, I'm with you.
‐ Okay.
870
00:32:07,759 --> 00:32:09,494
‐ The shoes!
‐ How do they look?
871
00:32:09,494 --> 00:32:10,529
‐ Amazing.
‐ Yeah?
872
00:32:10,529 --> 00:32:11,630
‐ Yeah.
‐ You like 'em?
873
00:32:11,630 --> 00:32:13,331
‐ Perfect.
‐ Good.
874
00:32:13,331 --> 00:32:14,366
I thought we could get
875
00:32:14,366 --> 00:32:15,500
a little creative
with you today
876
00:32:15,500 --> 00:32:17,402
and see how we express
ourselves, shall we?
877
00:32:17,402 --> 00:32:18,470
‐ Okay.
878
00:32:18,470 --> 00:32:20,305
‐ In the form
of, like, our bodies.
879
00:32:20,305 --> 00:32:22,374
‐ I'm‐‐whatever it takes.
‐ [laughs]
880
00:32:22,374 --> 00:32:23,842
Okay, let's go get changed.
881
00:32:23,842 --> 00:32:25,844
‐ When I'm with Tayshia,
she makes me feel like
882
00:32:25,844 --> 00:32:28,413
I'm exactly where
I'm supposed to be,
883
00:32:28,413 --> 00:32:30,615
and if there's a real chance
884
00:32:30,615 --> 00:32:32,851
that we're going to be
getting engaged,
885
00:32:32,851 --> 00:32:35,587
every minute
is gonna be important.
886
00:32:35,587 --> 00:32:37,489
And today, it's pretty simple.
887
00:32:37,489 --> 00:32:38,657
I just wanna be with Tayshia
888
00:32:38,657 --> 00:32:40,559
and I just wanna hang out
with her
889
00:32:40,559 --> 00:32:43,662
and hug her
and look into her eyes
890
00:32:43,662 --> 00:32:45,564
and talk and laugh,
891
00:32:45,564 --> 00:32:46,765
and that's it.
892
00:32:46,765 --> 00:32:50,402
And I guess
we'll do some exploring.
893
00:32:50,402 --> 00:32:51,536
I can't wait to explore.
894
00:32:51,536 --> 00:32:52,604
Maybe that.
895
00:32:52,604 --> 00:32:53,872
I can't wait to explore.
896
00:32:53,872 --> 00:32:56,141
That's the one thing
I can't wait to do today,
897
00:32:56,141 --> 00:32:58,009
is just explore.
898
00:33:01,446 --> 00:33:02,547
Explore.
899
00:33:02,547 --> 00:33:06,251
♪ ♪
900
00:33:06,251 --> 00:33:07,552
‐ [laughs]
901
00:33:07,552 --> 00:33:09,588
So today,
902
00:33:09,588 --> 00:33:12,390
we're actually gonna paint
ourselves and make a canvas.
903
00:33:12,390 --> 00:33:13,558
‐ Okay.
904
00:33:13,558 --> 00:33:15,427
‐ So we can explore each other
in a different way.
905
00:33:15,427 --> 00:33:17,796
‐ Let's explore.
‐ Here's our paint.
906
00:33:17,796 --> 00:33:20,398
‐ On that note...
‐ [laughs]
907
00:33:20,398 --> 00:33:22,534
Okay.
How should we do this?
908
00:33:22,534 --> 00:33:24,436
‐ We should probably
do some black eye, like,
909
00:33:24,436 --> 00:33:25,737
just to, like, get ready
for the game, right?
910
00:33:25,737 --> 00:33:27,372
Just like‐‐
‐ Wait, you're joking.
911
00:33:27,372 --> 00:33:28,473
‐ What do you mean?
‐ Put mine on.
912
00:33:28,473 --> 00:33:29,474
‐ Yeah.
913
00:33:29,474 --> 00:33:31,376
‐ I think today is gonna be
914
00:33:31,376 --> 00:33:32,577
all things Zac and I are.
915
00:33:32,577 --> 00:33:33,578
‐ Hot.
916
00:33:33,578 --> 00:33:34,679
‐ Which is fun,
917
00:33:34,679 --> 00:33:37,415
a little messy,
a little bit awkward,
918
00:33:37,415 --> 00:33:40,452
cute, and sexy,
919
00:33:40,452 --> 00:33:42,687
and yeah, by the end
of today's date,
920
00:33:42,687 --> 00:33:46,591
we'll have created
a beautiful canvas of our love.
921
00:33:46,591 --> 00:33:48,793
Wait, you look really good
like this.
922
00:33:48,793 --> 00:33:50,629
‐ The color combination
is actually amazing.
923
00:33:50,629 --> 00:33:51,696
‐ It's actually great.
Okay.
924
00:33:51,696 --> 00:33:53,365
So now what
I'm gonna need you to do,
925
00:33:53,365 --> 00:33:55,367
you have to roll a little bit.
926
00:33:55,367 --> 00:33:56,735
Yup.
No, keep going.
927
00:33:56,735 --> 00:33:58,603
[squeals]
That looks really good!
928
00:33:58,603 --> 00:34:01,339
Do it again.
[laughs]
929
00:34:01,339 --> 00:34:02,607
Wow, it looks so good!
930
00:34:02,607 --> 00:34:04,342
‐ All right, so you're up.
‐ Okay.
931
00:34:04,342 --> 00:34:05,677
I feel so good
932
00:34:05,677 --> 00:34:07,546
about my relationship
with Zac.
933
00:34:07,546 --> 00:34:09,548
‐ I've never been happier
in my entire life.
934
00:34:09,548 --> 00:34:10,849
‐ I probably wouldn't have
enjoyed this date
935
00:34:10,849 --> 00:34:12,484
with anybody else.
[squeals]
936
00:34:12,484 --> 00:34:13,685
He's just, like,
the biggest dork
937
00:34:13,685 --> 00:34:14,853
and, like, we just laugh.
938
00:34:14,853 --> 00:34:16,855
That's what you want,
you know?
939
00:34:16,855 --> 00:34:18,723
Okay. How many times? This way?
‐ Come on.
940
00:34:18,723 --> 00:34:19,824
I'll roll with you.
Come on, ready?
941
00:34:19,824 --> 00:34:20,825
‐ Okay.
‐ Let's go.
942
00:34:20,825 --> 00:34:23,261
Just roll.
‐ Oh, my God.
943
00:34:23,261 --> 00:34:24,930
[laughs]
944
00:34:24,930 --> 00:34:27,899
On top of that, Zac is
extremely attractive and tall
945
00:34:27,899 --> 00:34:29,734
and, like,
confident in who he is,
946
00:34:29,734 --> 00:34:31,670
and I don't know
what it is with me
947
00:34:31,670 --> 00:34:32,804
and, like,
a little bit of swag,
948
00:34:32,804 --> 00:34:34,806
but Zac has it, and, like,
949
00:34:34,806 --> 00:34:37,475
I noticed it since night one.
950
00:34:37,475 --> 00:34:39,477
Oh, my God, it splattered
into my...
951
00:34:39,477 --> 00:34:40,712
[laughs]
952
00:34:40,712 --> 00:34:44,482
It has been, like,
a slower, natural progression.
953
00:34:44,482 --> 00:34:45,584
He comes out
of his comfort zone,
954
00:34:45,584 --> 00:34:47,886
I come out of my comfort zone.
955
00:34:47,886 --> 00:34:49,888
My biggest hesitation is that
956
00:34:49,888 --> 00:34:52,490
I'm just getting caught up
in the moment.
957
00:34:52,490 --> 00:34:54,426
♪ ♪
958
00:34:54,426 --> 00:34:56,294
‐ Yes.
‐ That was dope!
959
00:34:56,294 --> 00:34:57,862
That looks good.
960
00:34:57,862 --> 00:34:59,831
[gasps]
‐ Oh, my God!
961
00:34:59,831 --> 00:35:01,433
Oh, my God.
‐ Really?
962
00:35:01,433 --> 00:35:04,202
Oh, my God!
You know what?
963
00:35:04,202 --> 00:35:05,670
Oh.
964
00:35:05,670 --> 00:35:07,539
No!
[laughs]
965
00:35:09,541 --> 00:35:10,709
This works.
966
00:35:10,709 --> 00:35:14,613
♪ ♪
967
00:35:14,613 --> 00:35:16,581
You need some more paint.
968
00:35:16,581 --> 00:35:17,682
[laughs]
969
00:35:17,682 --> 00:35:25,256
♪ ♪
970
00:35:29,494 --> 00:35:31,563
[laughs]
971
00:35:31,563 --> 00:35:37,669
♪ ♪
972
00:35:37,669 --> 00:35:39,404
Are you good?
‐ Am I good?
973
00:35:39,404 --> 00:35:41,306
I'm great.
How are you?
974
00:35:41,306 --> 00:35:42,507
‐ I'm fabulous.
975
00:35:42,507 --> 00:35:44,542
♪ ♪
976
00:35:44,542 --> 00:35:45,543
Oh, yeah.
977
00:35:45,543 --> 00:35:46,878
Zac makes me feel
978
00:35:46,878 --> 00:35:50,548
like I'm the only person
in the entire world.
979
00:35:50,548 --> 00:35:52,050
It's actually really soothing.
980
00:35:52,050 --> 00:35:53,885
I want someone
to be that vulnerable
981
00:35:53,885 --> 00:35:56,187
and someone to be that real.
982
00:35:56,187 --> 00:36:00,358
I actually could start seeing
a future with us together.
983
00:36:01,693 --> 00:36:03,695
‐ Okay.
We're dreaming.
984
00:36:03,695 --> 00:36:05,030
Day in summer.
Okay?
985
00:36:05,030 --> 00:36:07,832
‐ If you're taking the lead,
we're probably...
986
00:36:07,832 --> 00:36:09,668
‐ In Orange County.
‐ In Orange County.
987
00:36:09,668 --> 00:36:11,936
‐ Okay. So we wake up.
‐ Uh‐huh.
988
00:36:11,936 --> 00:36:13,538
‐ We're gonna run
a couple miles.
989
00:36:13,538 --> 00:36:14,639
‐ Got it.
990
00:36:14,639 --> 00:36:16,941
‐ And then we'll go
straight down to...
991
00:36:16,941 --> 00:36:18,910
the café down the street
from my house.
992
00:36:18,910 --> 00:36:20,779
‐ I'm all in.
‐ Then we go out on the boat.
993
00:36:20,779 --> 00:36:22,013
‐ Uh‐huh.
‐ And we play music
994
00:36:22,013 --> 00:36:24,816
and we have fun and we dock
and we just stay there all day
995
00:36:24,816 --> 00:36:27,652
and then we just, I don't know,
watch the sunset
996
00:36:27,652 --> 00:36:29,921
and then we go out
for sushi after.
997
00:36:29,921 --> 00:36:31,856
I don't know.
I just got excited.
998
00:36:31,856 --> 00:36:33,625
I thought we were really going.
999
00:36:33,625 --> 00:36:35,593
‐ Perfect day.
I'm in.
1000
00:36:35,593 --> 00:36:37,595
‐ [laughs]
1001
00:36:37,595 --> 00:36:42,901
♪ ♪
1002
00:36:42,901 --> 00:36:45,704
‐ How did I actually get
to this moment in my life?
1003
00:36:45,704 --> 00:36:48,606
Do you love our masterpiece?
‐ I love it!
1004
00:36:48,606 --> 00:36:49,774
What do you wanna call it?
1005
00:36:49,774 --> 00:36:52,544
‐ "Clarky and the Queen."
‐ "Clarky and the Queen!"
1006
00:36:52,544 --> 00:36:54,946
That's really cute, actually.
1007
00:36:54,946 --> 00:36:57,082
‐ I mean,
I can only speak for myself
1008
00:36:57,082 --> 00:36:59,751
and tell you that I'm falling
in love with the girl.
1009
00:36:59,751 --> 00:37:01,519
I can't speak for her.
1010
00:37:01,519 --> 00:37:03,455
‐ [screams]
[laughs]
1011
00:37:03,455 --> 00:37:05,757
‐ Jackpot, baby!
1012
00:37:05,757 --> 00:37:06,891
[both cheer]
1013
00:37:06,891 --> 00:37:09,861
But today's
the closest I've felt
1014
00:37:09,861 --> 00:37:12,797
to feeling like
she's gonna be my wife,
1015
00:37:12,797 --> 00:37:14,999
and I want her to know that.
1016
00:37:14,999 --> 00:37:19,070
If she plans on being intimate
with me later tonight,
1017
00:37:19,070 --> 00:37:20,772
she should know
and she should see
1018
00:37:20,772 --> 00:37:22,607
that I have that side of me.
1019
00:37:22,607 --> 00:37:24,743
And maybe she does know,
1020
00:37:24,743 --> 00:37:27,879
but she just wants to hear it.
1021
00:37:27,879 --> 00:37:29,914
And I can say that
in the current state I'm in,
1022
00:37:29,914 --> 00:37:31,116
I'm covered in paint,
1023
00:37:31,116 --> 00:37:34,519
that I'm pretty certain
of those feelings.
1024
00:37:34,519 --> 00:37:38,356
♪ ♪
1025
00:37:39,691 --> 00:37:42,694
[soft music]
1026
00:37:42,694 --> 00:37:49,667
♪ ♪
1027
00:37:49,667 --> 00:37:51,669
‐ Wait, this is cute.
1028
00:37:51,669 --> 00:37:52,704
[gasps]
‐ Is this for us?
1029
00:37:52,704 --> 00:37:54,706
Wow, this looks so pretty.
‐ I know.
1030
00:37:54,706 --> 00:37:55,940
Very pretty.
1031
00:37:55,940 --> 00:37:58,676
‐ I can confidently say
1032
00:37:58,676 --> 00:38:00,912
I've never felt this strongly
1033
00:38:00,912 --> 00:38:03,681
this quickly this easily.
1034
00:38:03,681 --> 00:38:05,717
It's like there was a wire
1035
00:38:05,717 --> 00:38:07,719
that was disconnected
inside me,
1036
00:38:07,719 --> 00:38:10,054
and Tayshia took the wire
and she went‐‐
1037
00:38:10,054 --> 00:38:12,791
[mimicking electric shock]
1038
00:38:12,791 --> 00:38:14,759
And it, like, turned me on.
1039
00:38:14,759 --> 00:38:15,960
Look at the bell.
1040
00:38:15,960 --> 00:38:17,729
‐ I never noticed
that bell before.
1041
00:38:17,729 --> 00:38:18,830
Have you?
‐ I know. No.
1042
00:38:18,830 --> 00:38:22,000
The only fear
in all of that is,
1043
00:38:22,000 --> 00:38:24,202
she might not know
exactly how I'm feeling.
1044
00:38:24,202 --> 00:38:27,806
It's like, tonight
is possibly Fantasy Suite,
1045
00:38:27,806 --> 00:38:29,874
a few days from her parents
being here,
1046
00:38:29,874 --> 00:38:31,910
and a few more days
from proposing,
1047
00:38:31,910 --> 00:38:34,813
so now might be the time
to stop being a jackass
1048
00:38:34,813 --> 00:38:37,916
and actually tell the girl
how you feel.
1049
00:38:37,916 --> 00:38:39,851
‐ Well, I had fun today.
1050
00:38:39,851 --> 00:38:41,920
‐ I loved the daydream.
I keep thinking about that.
1051
00:38:41,920 --> 00:38:42,921
‐ Really?
‐ Yes.
1052
00:38:42,921 --> 00:38:44,189
That was my favorite part.
1053
00:38:44,189 --> 00:38:46,024
That's, like, another reason
I'm just so attracted to you,
1054
00:38:46,024 --> 00:38:47,892
because I was like,
"All right, you go first."
1055
00:38:47,892 --> 00:38:48,960
You're like, "Okay, cool,"
1056
00:38:48,960 --> 00:38:50,028
and you, like,
did the whole thing.
1057
00:38:50,028 --> 00:38:52,096
Like, you just say yes.
You just, like‐‐
1058
00:38:52,096 --> 00:38:53,765
"Get in the fountain."
"Sure, let's do it."
1059
00:38:53,765 --> 00:38:54,899
‐ [laughs]
‐ Like, it's just‐‐
1060
00:38:54,899 --> 00:38:56,868
‐ Well, I put up
a little fight sometimes.
1061
00:38:56,868 --> 00:38:58,770
‐ Well, not yet, so maybe
that's a good thing for me.
1062
00:38:58,770 --> 00:39:00,138
‐ Maybe it's a good thing
for you.
1063
00:39:00,138 --> 00:39:02,740
I think we have, like,
this level of comfort
1064
00:39:02,740 --> 00:39:05,176
with each other,
and I feel like
1065
00:39:05,176 --> 00:39:07,879
I wouldn't trade any of this
for the world.
1066
00:39:07,879 --> 00:39:09,781
Especially my time with you.
1067
00:39:09,781 --> 00:39:11,015
‐ I feel the same way.
1068
00:39:11,015 --> 00:39:12,183
You just landed here
and, like...
1069
00:39:12,183 --> 00:39:14,352
‐ [laughs]
‐ Swept me off my feet.
1070
00:39:14,352 --> 00:39:18,022
And the first night we kissed,
you said two things to me.
1071
00:39:18,022 --> 00:39:19,123
You said I was trouble...
1072
00:39:19,123 --> 00:39:20,825
‐ I said you were different.
1073
00:39:20,825 --> 00:39:22,060
‐ You said I was different.
1074
00:39:22,060 --> 00:39:24,896
And when you said that, I said,
"Okay, I have a shot."
1075
00:39:24,896 --> 00:39:26,064
‐ Really?
‐ Yeah.
1076
00:39:26,064 --> 00:39:28,766
Because I think it takes
a certain person
1077
00:39:28,766 --> 00:39:29,767
to understand that.
1078
00:39:29,767 --> 00:39:30,802
‐ Mm‐hmm.
1079
00:39:30,802 --> 00:39:32,570
‐ That I'm, like,
a little different and‐‐
1080
00:39:32,570 --> 00:39:33,638
in the best ways.
1081
00:39:33,638 --> 00:39:34,806
‐ In the best ways.
1082
00:39:34,806 --> 00:39:36,674
‐ As far as I can tell.
1083
00:39:36,674 --> 00:39:38,243
‐ Yeah.
1084
00:39:38,243 --> 00:39:40,812
I actually have something
I wanna bring up to you.
1085
00:39:40,812 --> 00:39:41,846
‐ What?
1086
00:39:41,846 --> 00:39:42,914
‐ Well, it's just‐‐
I don't know.
1087
00:39:42,914 --> 00:39:44,916
I'm just thinking.
1088
00:39:44,916 --> 00:39:46,985
You know how we were talking
about having conversations
1089
00:39:46,985 --> 00:39:48,019
with your family this week?
1090
00:39:48,019 --> 00:39:50,021
‐ Mm‐hmm.
1091
00:39:50,021 --> 00:39:53,024
‐ I was actually talking
to your mom, and...
1092
00:39:53,024 --> 00:39:54,692
you told her
that you didn't want kids.
1093
00:39:54,692 --> 00:39:55,994
‐ Mm‐hmm.
1094
00:39:55,994 --> 00:39:57,729
‐ But, like, I told you
I wanted five kids,
1095
00:39:57,729 --> 00:39:59,631
and you've been on board.
1096
00:39:59,631 --> 00:40:00,732
‐ Yeah.
1097
00:40:00,732 --> 00:40:02,367
Well, early on,
1098
00:40:02,367 --> 00:40:05,837
I was telling myself a lie
for a little while there
1099
00:40:05,837 --> 00:40:08,706
that I just wanted to be
the cool uncle,
1100
00:40:08,706 --> 00:40:10,942
I didn't wanna have kids,
1101
00:40:10,942 --> 00:40:13,611
and that I just wanted
to be single.
1102
00:40:13,611 --> 00:40:14,312
‐ Mm‐hmm.
1103
00:40:14,312 --> 00:40:16,948
‐ Because I just, like‐‐
it was the easy thing to say,
1104
00:40:16,948 --> 00:40:20,018
'cause love is hard
and it's hard to...
1105
00:40:20,018 --> 00:40:21,953
‐ You're protecting yourself
1106
00:40:21,953 --> 00:40:23,755
'cause you were hurt
at some point.
1107
00:40:23,755 --> 00:40:26,024
‐ Yeah, walls.
1108
00:40:26,024 --> 00:40:28,159
And what I realized coming here
1109
00:40:28,159 --> 00:40:30,962
and putting every other area
of my life on hold
1110
00:40:30,962 --> 00:40:34,799
is that I do wanna be a dad.
1111
00:40:34,799 --> 00:40:35,800
‐ You do?
1112
00:40:35,800 --> 00:40:36,968
‐ And I do wanna have kids,
1113
00:40:36,968 --> 00:40:40,838
and I know
that I'll be a good dad
1114
00:40:40,838 --> 00:40:42,140
and that I'll be a good husband
1115
00:40:42,140 --> 00:40:46,878
and that I deserve
all those things.
1116
00:40:46,878 --> 00:40:48,479
And I think part of being
in a partnership
1117
00:40:48,479 --> 00:40:53,084
or, like, a marriage is, like,
having those conversations
1118
00:40:53,084 --> 00:40:54,185
and working together.
1119
00:40:54,185 --> 00:40:56,120
‐ Mm‐hmm.
‐ So that doesn't scare me.
1120
00:40:56,120 --> 00:40:59,023
Those things don't scare me.
1121
00:40:59,023 --> 00:41:01,025
‐ That's good.
‐ Yeah.
1122
00:41:01,025 --> 00:41:04,429
But I appreciate you asking.
1123
00:41:04,429 --> 00:41:06,998
‐ What are you thinking?
‐ I'm not thinking anything.
1124
00:41:06,998 --> 00:41:08,866
Why are you looking at me
like that?
1125
00:41:08,866 --> 00:41:10,068
‐ Because!
1126
00:41:10,068 --> 00:41:12,236
I feel like there's‐‐
there's something else.
1127
00:41:12,236 --> 00:41:15,039
‐ So I'm‐‐all right, I'm gonna
talk here for a second.
1128
00:41:15,039 --> 00:41:16,107
‐ Okay.
‐ Let me get through this.
1129
00:41:16,107 --> 00:41:17,108
Tell you something.
1130
00:41:17,108 --> 00:41:18,309
‐ It looks like
you're stressed.
1131
00:41:18,309 --> 00:41:20,178
‐ No, I'm not stressed.
I wanna tell you something.
1132
00:41:20,178 --> 00:41:21,813
‐ Okay?
‐ I wanna tell you something.
1133
00:41:21,813 --> 00:41:22,814
‐ Okay.
1134
00:41:22,814 --> 00:41:26,918
‐ So I...
1135
00:41:26,918 --> 00:41:29,020
made a promise to myself
when I came here.
1136
00:41:29,020 --> 00:41:30,922
‐ Mm‐hmm.
‐ Be honest.
1137
00:41:30,922 --> 00:41:32,190
Be authentic.
1138
00:41:32,190 --> 00:41:36,060
And then meeting you,
spending time with you,
1139
00:41:36,060 --> 00:41:39,430
and I've told you several times
about this whole idea
1140
00:41:39,430 --> 00:41:42,000
of, like, this light
that you've turned on
1141
00:41:42,000 --> 00:41:44,002
and I'm happy and that
I'm feeling something...
1142
00:41:44,002 --> 00:41:45,870
‐ Mm‐hmm.
‐ Very strong.
1143
00:41:49,774 --> 00:41:52,777
And I...
1144
00:41:56,014 --> 00:41:57,382
You know, Tayshia,
I think it's‐‐
1145
00:41:57,382 --> 00:42:01,085
I don't think,
I know that I love you.
1146
00:42:01,085 --> 00:42:03,221
I love your smile,
your strength.
1147
00:42:03,221 --> 00:42:05,123
I love how you treat
other people.
1148
00:42:05,123 --> 00:42:06,991
I just love
the human being that you are.
1149
00:42:06,991 --> 00:42:08,192
Like, I just see it,
1150
00:42:08,192 --> 00:42:10,862
but I think it's important
for you to know that,
1151
00:42:10,862 --> 00:42:11,929
so...
1152
00:42:11,929 --> 00:42:15,099
♪ ♪
1153
00:42:15,099 --> 00:42:17,035
[both laugh]
1154
00:42:17,035 --> 00:42:20,304
‐ I don't know.
It's just wild.
1155
00:42:20,304 --> 00:42:22,373
'Cause I love you too,
and it's only‐‐
1156
00:42:22,373 --> 00:42:24,809
I've, like, known
that I love you though.
1157
00:42:24,809 --> 00:42:25,510
That's the thing.
1158
00:42:25,510 --> 00:42:28,813
It's like, I don't think
I've ever felt this way before.
1159
00:42:28,813 --> 00:42:30,314
‐ I don't think I have.
1160
00:42:30,314 --> 00:42:32,183
‐ And it's like,
I'm trying to figure it out
1161
00:42:32,183 --> 00:42:34,152
and I'm trying
to, like, find things wrong
1162
00:42:34,152 --> 00:42:35,219
and I'm trying to, like‐‐
1163
00:42:35,219 --> 00:42:39,057
‐ But what if
there's nothing wrong?
1164
00:42:39,057 --> 00:42:40,725
‐ And I'm just like...
1165
00:42:40,725 --> 00:42:46,064
♪ ♪
1166
00:42:46,064 --> 00:42:48,066
I'm just so happy.
1167
00:42:48,066 --> 00:42:49,934
‐ You deserve it.
1168
00:42:49,934 --> 00:42:50,935
And I mean that.
1169
00:42:50,935 --> 00:42:52,837
‐ [laughs]
1170
00:42:52,837 --> 00:42:59,877
♪ ♪
1171
00:43:01,079 --> 00:43:03,948
[laughs]
1172
00:43:03,948 --> 00:43:05,283
How do you feel again?
1173
00:43:05,283 --> 00:43:08,953
‐ That I love you.
‐ [laughs]
1174
00:43:08,953 --> 00:43:10,188
‐ It was much easier that time.
1175
00:43:10,188 --> 00:43:14,258
[both laugh]
1176
00:43:14,258 --> 00:43:16,194
‐ I think what feels the best
is, like,
1177
00:43:16,194 --> 00:43:19,564
the sincerity behind
him saying "I love you."
1178
00:43:19,564 --> 00:43:23,067
Like, the way he says it
is just so intentional
1179
00:43:23,067 --> 00:43:25,369
and natural and organic
1180
00:43:25,369 --> 00:43:27,939
and it's just like‐‐
it's been amazing.
1181
00:43:29,841 --> 00:43:31,709
This is for you.
1182
00:43:31,709 --> 00:43:34,212
‐ Wow.
1183
00:43:34,212 --> 00:43:35,446
"Tayshia and Zac,
1184
00:43:35,446 --> 00:43:39,283
"should you choose to forego
your individual rooms,
1185
00:43:39,283 --> 00:43:42,220
"please use this key
to stay as a couple
1186
00:43:42,220 --> 00:43:44,021
"in the Fantasy Suite.
1187
00:43:44,021 --> 00:43:45,189
Chris Harrison."
1188
00:43:45,189 --> 00:43:48,359
♪ ♪
1189
00:43:48,359 --> 00:43:52,396
I mean, I'm completely fine
foregoing my individual room.
1190
00:43:52,396 --> 00:43:54,298
‐ You didn't wanna take a pause
and think about it?
1191
00:43:54,298 --> 00:43:55,500
‐ No, I'm in.
1192
00:43:55,500 --> 00:43:58,302
‐ That's the quickest decision
you've made thus far.
1193
00:43:58,302 --> 00:44:00,905
Well, then, it's time to go.
1194
00:44:00,905 --> 00:44:02,073
‐ Okay.
‐ [laughs]
1195
00:44:02,073 --> 00:44:04,008
‐ Let's get outta here.
1196
00:44:04,008 --> 00:44:05,176
There is no doubt
1197
00:44:05,176 --> 00:44:08,012
about how Zac Clark feels
about Tayshia Adams.
1198
00:44:08,012 --> 00:44:09,247
‐ Are you excited?
1199
00:44:09,247 --> 00:44:11,883
‐ I've never been more excited
for anything in my life.
1200
00:44:11,883 --> 00:44:12,550
‐ Same.
1201
00:44:12,550 --> 00:44:15,086
‐ Number one, I'm in love
with this girl.
1202
00:44:15,086 --> 00:44:18,990
And two, how am I...
1203
00:44:18,990 --> 00:44:21,225
even worthy of this?
1204
00:44:21,225 --> 00:44:23,928
both: Ooh.
‐ [laughs]
1205
00:44:23,928 --> 00:44:26,197
‐ Nice.
1206
00:44:26,197 --> 00:44:28,299
Tonight gives us
the foundation
1207
00:44:28,299 --> 00:44:31,235
to keep moving forward
and seeing if this is gonna be
1208
00:44:31,235 --> 00:44:35,139
a relationship
that can carry on forever.
1209
00:44:35,139 --> 00:44:36,340
‐ [chuckles]
1210
00:44:36,340 --> 00:44:38,876
‐ I'm living in a dream.
1211
00:44:38,876 --> 00:44:40,144
‐ [laughs]
1212
00:44:40,144 --> 00:44:41,913
‐ The best dream I've ever had.
1213
00:44:41,913 --> 00:44:43,314
‐ [laughs]
1214
00:44:43,314 --> 00:44:46,184
‐ All right.
‐ [laughs]
1215
00:44:46,184 --> 00:44:49,220
[romantic music]
1216
00:44:49,220 --> 00:44:54,392
♪ ♪
1217
00:44:54,392 --> 00:44:56,394
I just honestly feel like
this is all a dream.
1218
00:44:56,394 --> 00:44:59,997
Everything's been,
like, so romantic.
1219
00:44:59,997 --> 00:45:06,270
♪ ♪
1220
00:45:06,270 --> 00:45:09,273
Tonight, I just want
that validation
1221
00:45:09,273 --> 00:45:11,008
that my heart is right
1222
00:45:11,008 --> 00:45:12,877
and that he's right.
1223
00:45:12,877 --> 00:45:17,348
♪ ♪
1224
00:45:17,348 --> 00:45:20,218
Zac loves me and I love Zac.
1225
00:45:20,218 --> 00:45:27,758
♪ ♪
1226
00:45:30,695 --> 00:45:34,031
‐ An engagement ring means
you're gonna be mine forever.
1227
00:45:34,031 --> 00:45:35,199
‐ Don't get nervous.
1228
00:45:35,199 --> 00:45:36,634
‐ It is such a scary step
for me.
1229
00:45:36,634 --> 00:45:40,304
Am I ready to propose
to Tayshia?
1230
00:45:40,304 --> 00:45:41,305
I don't know.
1231
00:45:41,305 --> 00:45:44,041
[knock at door]
1232
00:45:44,041 --> 00:45:45,209
‐ What?
1233
00:45:45,209 --> 00:45:46,978
I am so confused.
1234
00:45:46,978 --> 00:45:47,612
He was the last person
1235
00:45:47,612 --> 00:45:49,413
I thought was gonna be
at that door.
1236
00:45:49,413 --> 00:45:51,716
What do I do with that?
1237
00:45:53,184 --> 00:45:56,220
[birds chirping]
1238
00:45:58,456 --> 00:46:00,424
‐ [grunting]
‐ Okay.
1239
00:46:00,424 --> 00:46:02,293
Okay.
Oh!
1240
00:46:02,293 --> 00:46:04,095
[both laugh]
1241
00:46:04,095 --> 00:46:06,230
[upbeat music]
1242
00:46:06,230 --> 00:46:07,365
‐ We actually can
keep it going.
1243
00:46:07,365 --> 00:46:08,399
‐ Of course we can.
1244
00:46:08,399 --> 00:46:09,500
Once you have,
like, the movement‐‐
1245
00:46:09,500 --> 00:46:11,068
‐ I'm a big elbow guy.
Watch out, so‐‐
1246
00:46:11,068 --> 00:46:12,169
‐ [laughs]
1247
00:46:12,169 --> 00:46:14,171
Oh, no. Oh, God.
That's your move.
1248
00:46:14,171 --> 00:46:16,173
[laughs]
Zac.
1249
00:46:16,173 --> 00:46:18,943
‐ What?
‐ You're such a dork.
1250
00:46:18,943 --> 00:46:20,411
‐ I am totally
1251
00:46:20,411 --> 00:46:22,446
spun outta control
on this girl.
1252
00:46:22,446 --> 00:46:25,216
I've never danced on a bed
with anyone.
1253
00:46:25,216 --> 00:46:26,484
‐ [laughs]
1254
00:46:26,484 --> 00:46:31,255
‐ The last 20 hours of my life
have been unbelievable.
1255
00:46:31,255 --> 00:46:33,291
There was definitely
moments of passion
1256
00:46:33,291 --> 00:46:35,493
and kissing and closeness.
1257
00:46:35,493 --> 00:46:38,462
‐ Oh, my goodness.
1258
00:46:38,462 --> 00:46:41,465
‐ But also just really
digging in with each other
1259
00:46:41,465 --> 00:46:43,434
and saying, like,
"Oh, could you be my husband?
1260
00:46:43,434 --> 00:46:46,337
"Could you be my wife?"
1261
00:46:46,337 --> 00:46:47,438
‐ [panting]
I already told you.
1262
00:46:47,438 --> 00:46:49,273
Told you day one.
1263
00:46:49,273 --> 00:46:51,142
Tell it to you again.
1264
00:46:51,142 --> 00:46:52,143
You're trouble.
1265
00:46:52,143 --> 00:46:53,277
‐ Trouble's good.
1266
00:46:53,277 --> 00:46:55,146
Different's good.
1267
00:46:55,146 --> 00:46:57,448
Good morning.
‐ Good morning.
1268
00:46:57,448 --> 00:46:59,083
Are you ready to make
some breakfast?
1269
00:46:59,083 --> 00:47:00,451
‐ Yup.
1270
00:47:00,451 --> 00:47:04,155
I feel as confident as I have
about our relationship.
1271
00:47:04,155 --> 00:47:05,690
‐ Thank you.
1272
00:47:05,690 --> 00:47:07,725
‐ I know it's gonna get hard
for her‐‐
1273
00:47:07,725 --> 00:47:11,429
her family coming in,
other guys being here,
1274
00:47:11,429 --> 00:47:13,464
a potential engagement coming.
1275
00:47:13,464 --> 00:47:16,434
It's scary,
but at the end of the day,
1276
00:47:16,434 --> 00:47:17,802
we've chosen
to trust each other,
1277
00:47:17,802 --> 00:47:21,472
and that trust will allow us
to get through anything.
1278
00:47:21,472 --> 00:47:23,374
‐ Coffee cheers.
1279
00:47:23,374 --> 00:47:25,376
‐ To an amazing day, night,
and morning.
1280
00:47:25,376 --> 00:47:26,610
‐ Yeah.
1281
00:47:26,610 --> 00:47:28,612
‐ I'm just gonna keep trying
to make her feel like
1282
00:47:28,612 --> 00:47:32,083
the most desired person
in the world.
1283
00:47:32,083 --> 00:47:33,484
[soft music]
1284
00:47:33,484 --> 00:47:36,354
For a very, very long time.
1285
00:47:36,354 --> 00:47:37,655
‐ What?
1286
00:47:37,655 --> 00:47:41,359
‐ I just feel very lucky
to be here with you.
1287
00:47:41,359 --> 00:47:46,197
You're making me feel a way
that I haven't felt
1288
00:47:46,197 --> 00:47:48,299
in a long time,
1289
00:47:48,299 --> 00:47:50,101
and it's pretty simple.
1290
00:47:50,101 --> 00:47:51,769
It's that I love you.
1291
00:47:51,769 --> 00:47:54,572
‐ It sounds so good.
Say it one more time.
1292
00:47:54,572 --> 00:47:57,074
‐ I love you.
‐ [laughs]
1293
00:47:57,074 --> 00:48:00,778
♪ ♪
1294
00:48:00,778 --> 00:48:05,182
This feeling that I have
right now is just amazing.
1295
00:48:05,182 --> 00:48:08,386
Like...
1296
00:48:08,386 --> 00:48:11,055
he loves me.
1297
00:48:13,090 --> 00:48:13,657
‐ Wow.
1298
00:48:13,657 --> 00:48:15,259
I won't be sad.
I'll be happy.
1299
00:48:15,259 --> 00:48:16,460
'Cause we had fun.
1300
00:48:16,460 --> 00:48:18,295
‐ Ready?
‐ Yeah.
1301
00:48:18,295 --> 00:48:20,498
I mean, no, but yes.
‐ [laughs]
1302
00:48:20,498 --> 00:48:22,466
He's, like, so intentional,
1303
00:48:22,466 --> 00:48:24,502
and you can feel, like,
there's so much emotion
1304
00:48:24,502 --> 00:48:26,504
and meaning behind it all.
1305
00:48:26,504 --> 00:48:27,638
You know
he doesn't take it lightly.
1306
00:48:27,638 --> 00:48:30,141
He's not just saying it
just to say it.
1307
00:48:30,141 --> 00:48:37,148
♪ ♪
1308
00:48:40,251 --> 00:48:42,686
As much as I care for Zac,
1309
00:48:42,686 --> 00:48:45,823
I do have feelings
for Ivan and Brendan as well.
1310
00:48:45,823 --> 00:48:48,826
Brendan's had my heart
since day one.
1311
00:48:48,826 --> 00:48:52,430
So it's been hard to navigate
the fact that you can love
1312
00:48:52,430 --> 00:48:55,633
more than one person
at one time.
1313
00:48:55,633 --> 00:48:57,435
I can see myself ending up
1314
00:48:57,435 --> 00:49:00,671
with, honestly,
any of these men,
1315
00:49:00,671 --> 00:49:03,140
and I'm gonna have to say
some really tough goodbyes
1316
00:49:03,140 --> 00:49:04,442
pretty soon.
1317
00:49:04,442 --> 00:49:07,978
[birds chirping]
1318
00:49:12,216 --> 00:49:14,151
[insect buzzing]
1319
00:49:17,688 --> 00:49:19,623
‐ All right, where is Zac at?
1320
00:49:19,623 --> 00:49:21,525
‐ I'm sure he's gonna come in
straight‐faced.
1321
00:49:21,525 --> 00:49:23,594
Like, you know,
not smirking at all.
1322
00:49:23,594 --> 00:49:24,995
Like, strictly business.
‐ Yeah.
1323
00:49:24,995 --> 00:49:27,498
He's gonna be like, you know,
"I made the most of my time,
1324
00:49:27,498 --> 00:49:29,433
"and, you know,
it was a great time.
1325
00:49:29,433 --> 00:49:30,634
Tayshia's great."
Like, that's about‐‐
1326
00:49:30,634 --> 00:49:33,204
‐ Yeah, yeah, yeah.
‐ That's what I'm expecting.
1327
00:49:33,204 --> 00:49:35,072
[door squeaks]
1328
00:49:36,740 --> 00:49:37,808
‐ There he is.
‐ What up, Zac?
1329
00:49:37,808 --> 00:49:39,610
‐ What's up, guys?
‐ Sup, brother?
1330
00:49:39,610 --> 00:49:41,579
‐ What's going on?
‐ How are you?
1331
00:49:41,579 --> 00:49:42,746
‐ Doing pretty good.
‐ How you doing, buddy?
1332
00:49:42,746 --> 00:49:44,482
‐ Doing pretty good.
‐ Hey, good. You look good.
1333
00:49:44,482 --> 00:49:46,350
Ready to go.
1334
00:49:48,452 --> 00:49:51,388
So...
1335
00:49:57,528 --> 00:50:00,030
‐ [exhales]
1336
00:50:01,332 --> 00:50:04,835
[soft laughter]
1337
00:50:04,835 --> 00:50:07,438
‐ How was your day yesterday?
All right?
1338
00:50:07,438 --> 00:50:08,806
‐ Yeah, it was a good day.
1339
00:50:08,806 --> 00:50:12,510
We had an awesome time.
The day was intense.
1340
00:50:12,510 --> 00:50:13,777
We created some art.
1341
00:50:13,777 --> 00:50:16,680
That was the exploration part
of it.
1342
00:50:16,680 --> 00:50:18,782
Not easy to, like,
leave this morning,
1343
00:50:18,782 --> 00:50:23,454
but I think
the moral of the story is that
1344
00:50:23,454 --> 00:50:24,655
she's the real deal.
1345
00:50:24,655 --> 00:50:27,258
‐ Mm‐hmm.
‐ You know?
1346
00:50:28,792 --> 00:50:30,861
Did you get a date card? Yeah?
‐ Yeah.
1347
00:50:30,861 --> 00:50:34,632
Date card said, "Let's see
what the future holds."
1348
00:50:34,632 --> 00:50:38,802
So looking to pick up
where we left off and...
1349
00:50:38,802 --> 00:50:42,540
yeah, excited to have a date
with Tayshia for sure.
1350
00:50:42,540 --> 00:50:44,575
Just hearing Ivan and Zac,
1351
00:50:44,575 --> 00:50:45,743
knowing how they felt
1352
00:50:45,743 --> 00:50:47,912
about their dates
and their overnights
1353
00:50:47,912 --> 00:50:50,748
and how great they left
that moment,
1354
00:50:50,748 --> 00:50:52,950
definitely puts
a little pressure on me,
1355
00:50:52,950 --> 00:50:56,620
but I can't concern myself
too much with that.
1356
00:50:56,620 --> 00:50:58,656
I have to focus in on Tayshia
1357
00:50:58,656 --> 00:51:01,825
and continue to make her
the top priority.
1358
00:51:01,825 --> 00:51:04,728
This date and potential
overnight would be
1359
00:51:04,728 --> 00:51:06,630
one of the defining moments
in my life.
1360
00:51:06,630 --> 00:51:09,633
[tense music]
1361
00:51:09,633 --> 00:51:15,039
♪ ♪
1362
00:51:15,639 --> 00:51:19,376
[pleasant music]
1363
00:51:19,376 --> 00:51:26,083
♪ ♪
1364
00:51:30,788 --> 00:51:32,623
‐ Going into today,
1365
00:51:32,623 --> 00:51:36,160
I have certain nerves
and feel a little anxious.
1366
00:51:36,160 --> 00:51:40,064
Preparing myself to be ready
for that next step in life
1367
00:51:40,064 --> 00:51:42,800
and that next engagement
and next marriage
1368
00:51:42,800 --> 00:51:45,703
is a concern of mine.
1369
00:51:45,703 --> 00:51:48,405
I'm hoping that today
is gonna allow me
1370
00:51:48,405 --> 00:51:49,807
to take a big step forward
1371
00:51:49,807 --> 00:51:52,910
to be able to feel
really confident
1372
00:51:52,910 --> 00:51:55,779
and really ready
and really at peace
1373
00:51:55,779 --> 00:51:58,482
with the decision
of proposing.
1374
00:51:58,482 --> 00:51:59,817
But I'm excited.
1375
00:51:59,817 --> 00:52:01,785
I know Tayshia and I
are gonna have a great day.
1376
00:52:01,785 --> 00:52:03,787
I know we're gonna have fun.
1377
00:52:03,787 --> 00:52:05,222
Whatever our future holds,
I think
1378
00:52:05,222 --> 00:52:09,727
today's the most important day
of this entire journey for me.
1379
00:52:09,727 --> 00:52:11,762
You look amazing.
‐ Thank you.
1380
00:52:11,762 --> 00:52:12,930
‐ How are you?
‐ Hi.
1381
00:52:12,930 --> 00:52:15,866
‐ You look beautiful.
‐ Thank you.
1382
00:52:15,866 --> 00:52:18,469
‐ You smell amazing as usual.
‐ I do?
1383
00:52:18,469 --> 00:52:19,603
‐ You do. You do.
You look great.
1384
00:52:19,603 --> 00:52:21,672
‐ Why, thank you.
You look good too.
1385
00:52:21,672 --> 00:52:24,708
I have a friend of mine,
actually,
1386
00:52:24,708 --> 00:52:26,343
that I would love
for you to meet.
1387
00:52:26,343 --> 00:52:26,944
‐ All right.
1388
00:52:26,944 --> 00:52:29,713
‐ Just to kinda have fun
with us today
1389
00:52:29,713 --> 00:52:31,482
and show us
a little something‐something.
1390
00:52:31,482 --> 00:52:32,483
‐ All right.
‐ Are you ready?
1391
00:52:32,483 --> 00:52:33,517
‐ Yeah.
‐ Are you excited?
1392
00:52:33,517 --> 00:52:34,551
‐ Let's see
who this friend is.
1393
00:52:34,551 --> 00:52:35,552
[both laugh]
1394
00:52:35,552 --> 00:52:37,688
‐ Okay.
‐ Let's go.
1395
00:52:37,688 --> 00:52:39,790
‐ I'm really excited
for today.
1396
00:52:39,790 --> 00:52:42,893
Brendan was my first
real connection here,
1397
00:52:42,893 --> 00:52:45,863
and I really feel like
he's husband material
1398
00:52:45,863 --> 00:52:47,765
and someone
that I can see myself
1399
00:52:47,765 --> 00:52:49,600
at the end of this with.
1400
00:52:49,600 --> 00:52:50,734
In fact, I think he was
the first guy
1401
00:52:50,734 --> 00:52:52,569
I started
falling in love with.
1402
00:52:52,569 --> 00:52:54,438
I mean,
after our first one‐on‐one,
1403
00:52:54,438 --> 00:52:56,607
I was like, "Brendan's it."
1404
00:52:56,607 --> 00:52:57,708
'Cause he literally is it.
1405
00:52:57,708 --> 00:52:59,176
Like, I love everything
about him.
1406
00:52:59,176 --> 00:53:02,780
I felt great with Brendan
last week meeting his family.
1407
00:53:02,780 --> 00:53:05,783
So today's date with Brendan
is going to be
1408
00:53:05,783 --> 00:53:08,719
a little look into our future,
1409
00:53:08,719 --> 00:53:10,888
and he is gonna meet a guy
1410
00:53:10,888 --> 00:53:15,659
that he's going to want
to be friends with.
1411
00:53:15,659 --> 00:53:18,629
[piano playing]
Oh, look who it is.
1412
00:53:18,629 --> 00:53:20,597
‐ Oh. Hi.
‐ Hi!
1413
00:53:20,597 --> 00:53:21,765
‐ I'm Neil.
1414
00:53:21,765 --> 00:53:23,567
‐ Brendan?
‐ Yeah.
1415
00:53:23,567 --> 00:53:24,768
‐ This is Neil Lane.
1416
00:53:24,768 --> 00:53:26,737
He's a very important man.
‐ That's amazing.
1417
00:53:26,737 --> 00:53:29,440
‐ But he's most known
for the diamonds,
1418
00:53:29,440 --> 00:53:30,040
the glitz, the glam.
1419
00:53:30,040 --> 00:53:31,809
‐ Yeah.
‐ You're the diamond guy? Okay.
1420
00:53:31,809 --> 00:53:32,943
‐ I'm the diamond guy.
1421
00:53:32,943 --> 00:53:34,812
I'm the guy that does the rings
for the show.
1422
00:53:34,812 --> 00:53:36,513
So don't get nervous.
‐ Okay.
1423
00:53:36,513 --> 00:53:37,848
[laughter]
1424
00:53:37,848 --> 00:53:39,683
‐ It's really important
that Brendan knows
1425
00:53:39,683 --> 00:53:40,951
who Neil Lane is.
1426
00:53:40,951 --> 00:53:43,120
Neil is a huge part
of the "Bachelor" franchise,
1427
00:53:43,120 --> 00:53:46,523
and getting a diamond ring
at the end of all of this
1428
00:53:46,523 --> 00:53:47,925
is in the near future.
1429
00:53:47,925 --> 00:53:50,694
It's the symbolism
of that love.
1430
00:53:50,694 --> 00:53:52,863
‐ So, jewelry.
1431
00:53:52,863 --> 00:53:54,965
It's really
an important aspect
1432
00:53:54,965 --> 00:53:56,734
of walking down the aisle.
1433
00:53:56,734 --> 00:53:58,902
You know,
when a bride comes down,
1434
00:53:58,902 --> 00:54:00,037
first you see her earrings,
1435
00:54:00,037 --> 00:54:02,840
so that's why I made
these glamorous earrings,
1436
00:54:02,840 --> 00:54:04,675
and these are
really, really beautiful.
1437
00:54:04,675 --> 00:54:06,643
‐ Those are stunning.
‐ We designed them.
1438
00:54:06,643 --> 00:54:08,512
I make everything by hand.
1439
00:54:08,512 --> 00:54:09,713
These are really cool.
1440
00:54:09,713 --> 00:54:10,881
Look at that.
1441
00:54:10,881 --> 00:54:12,082
Come here.
‐ Okay.
1442
00:54:12,082 --> 00:54:14,685
‐ Usually, it's very romantic
on a wedding,
1443
00:54:14,685 --> 00:54:17,121
and pearls and diamonds
really go well.
1444
00:54:17,121 --> 00:54:19,189
These jewels, this is
the 19th‐century jewel.
1445
00:54:19,189 --> 00:54:22,126
Over a hundred years ago.
‐ That's beautiful.
1446
00:54:22,126 --> 00:54:24,595
‐ This is Neil Lane.
‐ Oh, this is Neil Lane.
1447
00:54:24,595 --> 00:54:25,329
‐ We can load you up.
1448
00:54:25,329 --> 00:54:27,731
‐ I mean, a girl can never have
too many diamonds, right?
1449
00:54:27,731 --> 00:54:28,966
‐ Nope, never can have
too many diamonds,
1450
00:54:28,966 --> 00:54:30,601
especially on your wedding day.
1451
00:54:30,601 --> 00:54:33,670
‐ Mm.
1452
00:54:33,670 --> 00:54:35,539
‐ How does it feel?
‐ Feels amazing.
1453
00:54:35,539 --> 00:54:36,173
Are you kidding?
1454
00:54:36,173 --> 00:54:38,609
I don't think I've ever felt
so glamorous,
1455
00:54:38,609 --> 00:54:39,710
I'm not gonna lie.
1456
00:54:39,710 --> 00:54:41,712
‐ So don't get nervous.
‐ Yeah.
1457
00:54:41,712 --> 00:54:44,681
‐ We have a lot
of diamond engagement bands.
1458
00:54:44,681 --> 00:54:45,682
‐ Okay.
‐ For women.
1459
00:54:45,682 --> 00:54:46,817
‐ Beautiful.
1460
00:54:46,817 --> 00:54:49,920
‐ Then we have a lot
of men's engagement bands.
1461
00:54:49,920 --> 00:54:50,988
‐ Okay.
1462
00:54:50,988 --> 00:54:52,923
‐ Well, let's look
at some gold bands.
1463
00:54:52,923 --> 00:54:54,925
‐ Okay.
1464
00:54:54,925 --> 00:54:56,126
‐ Um...
1465
00:54:56,126 --> 00:54:59,997
‐ Let's decide
what I like exactly.
1466
00:54:59,997 --> 00:55:02,466
‐ Those are French‐cut diamonds
in the middle.
1467
00:55:02,466 --> 00:55:03,700
‐ [gasps]
1468
00:55:03,700 --> 00:55:04,868
Oh, my God.
1469
00:55:04,868 --> 00:55:07,538
[tense music]
1470
00:55:07,538 --> 00:55:08,939
‐ This is round diamonds.
1471
00:55:08,939 --> 00:55:10,841
That's a very powerful
wedding band.
1472
00:55:10,841 --> 00:55:12,843
It's strong.
It's big diamonds.
1473
00:55:12,843 --> 00:55:14,578
It's platinum.
Handmade.
1474
00:55:14,578 --> 00:55:15,913
Again, handmade.
‐ Gosh.
1475
00:55:15,913 --> 00:55:19,917
‐ Which is not machine‐made.
It's handmade, hand‐set.
1476
00:55:19,917 --> 00:55:22,920
‐ At first, I liked this ring.
‐ Because it was big.
1477
00:55:22,920 --> 00:55:23,954
‐ Because it's big
1478
00:55:23,954 --> 00:55:26,723
and it's stunning,
catches your eye,
1479
00:55:26,723 --> 00:55:29,026
but now that I have
this ring on,
1480
00:55:29,026 --> 00:55:30,227
I think it's just much more me.
1481
00:55:30,227 --> 00:55:31,995
It's delicate, it's dainty,
it's just‐‐
1482
00:55:31,995 --> 00:55:33,764
‐ And it's still sparkly.
‐ It is.
1483
00:55:33,764 --> 00:55:34,998
‐ Very sparkly.
‐ It's stunning.
1484
00:55:34,998 --> 00:55:36,900
‐ Looking at wedding rings
and engagement rings
1485
00:55:36,900 --> 00:55:39,102
and all these pieces of jewelry
1486
00:55:39,102 --> 00:55:42,706
that symbolize
a future commitment
1487
00:55:42,706 --> 00:55:43,874
and a future decision
1488
00:55:43,874 --> 00:55:46,276
that really should
mean forever,
1489
00:55:46,276 --> 00:55:51,114
it is such a huge step
and a scary step for me.
1490
00:55:51,114 --> 00:55:52,883
‐ I would love to see
some men's band.
1491
00:55:52,883 --> 00:55:54,551
‐ So now we're gonna do that.
‐ Yeah.
1492
00:55:54,551 --> 00:55:56,053
‐ Whoo!
1493
00:55:56,053 --> 00:55:57,855
Let's do something
a little blingy.
1494
00:55:57,855 --> 00:55:59,790
This has black diamonds in it.
1495
00:55:59,790 --> 00:56:03,694
♪ ♪
1496
00:56:03,694 --> 00:56:06,296
‐ Ooh.
That's kinda cool.
1497
00:56:06,296 --> 00:56:10,133
‐ I've been here before.
I've looked at rings before.
1498
00:56:10,133 --> 00:56:12,836
But when I propose to someone
1499
00:56:12,836 --> 00:56:14,204
for the second time,
1500
00:56:14,204 --> 00:56:16,940
that person
is gonna be my wife
1501
00:56:16,940 --> 00:56:18,208
for the rest of my life.
1502
00:56:18,208 --> 00:56:21,111
‐ These rings,
they're always circular.
1503
00:56:21,111 --> 00:56:22,779
They're never usually broken.
1504
00:56:22,779 --> 00:56:24,147
It's called an eternity.
1505
00:56:24,147 --> 00:56:26,049
And so when you slip
this eternity
1506
00:56:26,049 --> 00:56:27,217
around your finger,
1507
00:56:27,217 --> 00:56:29,152
you're saying "I do"
with this person,
1508
00:56:29,152 --> 00:56:33,390
this significant other,
this love of your life forever.
1509
00:56:33,390 --> 00:56:36,793
‐ An engagement ring means
you're gonna be mine forever
1510
00:56:36,793 --> 00:56:38,095
and we're gonna be
together forever,
1511
00:56:38,095 --> 00:56:40,197
and that means so much.
1512
00:56:40,197 --> 00:56:44,968
But am I ready to give Tayshia
1513
00:56:44,968 --> 00:56:48,038
the commitment of forever?
1514
00:56:48,038 --> 00:56:50,073
I don't know.
1515
00:56:50,073 --> 00:56:52,876
‐ This is kind of a trip
to sit down with you guys.
1516
00:56:52,876 --> 00:56:53,911
‐ I know.
1517
00:56:53,911 --> 00:56:55,178
‐ I don't usually do that
on the show.
1518
00:56:55,178 --> 00:56:57,047
‐ First time for everything.
‐ I'm usually with the guy.
1519
00:56:57,047 --> 00:56:58,148
‐ Mm‐hmm.
‐ You know?
1520
00:56:58,148 --> 00:57:00,083
And it's been
an amazing journey
1521
00:57:00,083 --> 00:57:03,020
and it's taken me to places
which I never would've been,
1522
00:57:03,020 --> 00:57:04,988
and I know everybody,
1523
00:57:04,988 --> 00:57:07,858
and now, like, I go
to some of the reunions.
1524
00:57:07,858 --> 00:57:08,926
‐ Yeah.
1525
00:57:08,926 --> 00:57:10,127
‐ And then all the girls,
they go like,
1526
00:57:10,127 --> 00:57:11,962
"Hey, Neil, look.
Look at that."
1527
00:57:11,962 --> 00:57:14,031
You know, "Look at that."
And it's‐‐wow.
1528
00:57:14,031 --> 00:57:15,232
And now they have babies.
‐ I know.
1529
00:57:15,232 --> 00:57:17,534
‐ I think Catherine and Sean
have two or three.
1530
00:57:17,534 --> 00:57:18,101
‐ Mm‐hmm.
1531
00:57:18,101 --> 00:57:19,736
‐ And I've kept in contact
with them.
1532
00:57:19,736 --> 00:57:20,971
An amazing couple.
1533
00:57:20,971 --> 00:57:22,272
And now here with you guys,
1534
00:57:22,272 --> 00:57:26,143
and I wish you,
like, lots of success.
1535
00:57:26,143 --> 00:57:27,878
[both laugh]
‐ Oh, thank you.
1536
00:57:27,878 --> 00:57:29,346
‐ You know?
1537
00:57:29,346 --> 00:57:32,115
So how does it look
the next few weeks?
1538
00:57:32,115 --> 00:57:35,252
‐ You know, it's been amazing,
1539
00:57:35,252 --> 00:57:37,854
but it's also been
a little tough,
1540
00:57:37,854 --> 00:57:39,723
and I feel like
1541
00:57:39,723 --> 00:57:43,360
if I didn't meet Brendan
1542
00:57:43,360 --> 00:57:45,996
so early on, I would've
probably been so skeptical,
1543
00:57:45,996 --> 00:57:47,264
I'm not gonna lie.
1544
00:57:47,264 --> 00:57:50,200
So the next couple of weeks
are gonna be a little tough,
1545
00:57:50,200 --> 00:57:53,737
but there's a light
at the end of the tunnel.
1546
00:57:53,737 --> 00:57:55,105
‐ So I wanna give a toast.
1547
00:57:55,105 --> 00:57:58,008
First off, it's my pleasure
to be here
1548
00:57:58,008 --> 00:58:02,012
with Tayshia and Brendan.
1549
00:58:02,012 --> 00:58:04,047
Whatever path you take,
1550
00:58:04,047 --> 00:58:05,849
I hope you find love.
1551
00:58:05,849 --> 00:58:07,284
‐ Aww.
both: Thank you.
1552
00:58:07,284 --> 00:58:09,987
‐ Appreciate that.
both: Cheers.
1553
00:58:09,987 --> 00:58:11,288
‐ I am really interested
in Brendan
1554
00:58:11,288 --> 00:58:13,156
and he makes me very excited,
1555
00:58:13,156 --> 00:58:15,993
but now, all of a sudden,
it seems like
1556
00:58:15,993 --> 00:58:19,096
there is some type
of, like, disconnect.
1557
00:58:19,096 --> 00:58:21,131
I just can't read him.
1558
00:58:21,131 --> 00:58:23,166
I just don't know
where he's at.
1559
00:58:23,166 --> 00:58:27,137
So it's kind of
a weird feeling.
1560
00:58:27,137 --> 00:58:31,475
I hope that there isn't
something wrong.
1561
00:58:34,978 --> 00:58:37,814
[soft melancholic music]
1562
00:58:37,814 --> 00:58:43,153
♪ ♪
1563
00:58:43,153 --> 00:58:46,223
‐ Going into tonight,
I'm hopeful.
1564
00:58:46,223 --> 00:58:48,959
Brendan has been in my heart
and on my mind
1565
00:58:48,959 --> 00:58:50,260
since the very first day,
1566
00:58:50,260 --> 00:58:52,896
and I definitely see
me and Brendan
1567
00:58:52,896 --> 00:58:54,965
building a life together.
1568
00:58:54,965 --> 00:58:58,235
But I feel like
there is something
1569
00:58:58,235 --> 00:59:00,771
that he was
still struggling with.
1570
00:59:00,771 --> 00:59:02,472
I don't know.
1571
00:59:02,472 --> 00:59:05,809
‐ Keep outdoing yourself
with the dresses here.
1572
00:59:05,809 --> 00:59:07,110
‐ [laughs]
Hi, B.
1573
00:59:07,110 --> 00:59:08,178
‐ You look amazing.
How are you?
1574
00:59:08,178 --> 00:59:11,014
‐ How are you?
‐ Good.
1575
00:59:11,014 --> 00:59:13,150
‐ I genuinely feel like
Brendan cares.
1576
00:59:13,150 --> 00:59:15,085
Maybe he's just not aware
of how I feel
1577
00:59:15,085 --> 00:59:17,187
and I need to let him know.
1578
00:59:17,187 --> 00:59:19,122
‐ You're gonna sit here?
‐ I'm gonna sit right here.
1579
00:59:19,122 --> 00:59:21,358
‐ Okay.
‐ Thank you.
1580
00:59:21,358 --> 00:59:24,327
I'm hoping tonight,
we can really see
1581
00:59:24,327 --> 00:59:27,964
if we have something
to grow on.
1582
00:59:27,964 --> 00:59:30,033
Today was really fun.
‐ Yeah.
1583
00:59:30,033 --> 00:59:31,168
‐ Were you surprised
with today?
1584
00:59:31,168 --> 00:59:33,236
I guarantee
you weren't expecting that.
1585
00:59:33,236 --> 00:59:34,304
‐ No, I wasn't.
1586
00:59:34,304 --> 00:59:36,840
But the biggest takeaway
for me was just,
1587
00:59:36,840 --> 00:59:38,308
like, seeing you happy
1588
00:59:38,308 --> 00:59:41,111
and seeing you,
you know, all blinged out
1589
00:59:41,111 --> 00:59:43,313
and with the jewelry on and‐‐
1590
00:59:43,313 --> 00:59:45,148
yeah, so it was
really fun for me.
1591
00:59:45,148 --> 00:59:47,250
‐ So today was fun.
‐ Yeah.
1592
00:59:47,250 --> 00:59:51,054
‐ And I'm glad I had you...
‐ Mm‐hmm.
1593
00:59:51,054 --> 00:59:52,923
‐ To experience
that whole thing with,
1594
00:59:52,923 --> 00:59:55,959
just because...I don't know.
1595
00:59:55,959 --> 00:59:59,029
I feel like...
1596
00:59:59,029 --> 01:00:00,964
I'm gonna be honest, okay?
1597
01:00:00,964 --> 01:00:03,266
‐ Okay.
1598
01:00:03,266 --> 01:00:05,168
‐ I feel like this whole time
that we've been here,
1599
01:00:05,168 --> 01:00:06,870
it's, like,
been quite a journey.
1600
01:00:06,870 --> 01:00:08,438
‐ Yeah.
1601
01:00:08,438 --> 01:00:10,373
‐ But you were
my first one‐on‐one,
1602
01:00:10,373 --> 01:00:14,077
and I feel like
we had a connection,
1603
01:00:14,077 --> 01:00:16,480
and I'm not gonna lie,
I thought‐‐I was like,
1604
01:00:16,480 --> 01:00:18,248
"I could totally see myself
marrying him
1605
01:00:18,248 --> 01:00:20,150
at the end of this."
1606
01:00:20,150 --> 01:00:23,186
And that made me so excited.
1607
01:00:23,186 --> 01:00:24,454
‐ Yeah.
1608
01:00:24,454 --> 01:00:27,324
‐ But I just feel like
I've been kind of lost
1609
01:00:27,324 --> 01:00:30,293
in the sense of, like,
I don't know where you are.
1610
01:00:30,293 --> 01:00:31,995
And I feel like
I've just been‐‐
1611
01:00:31,995 --> 01:00:34,064
[sighs]
I've been stressed.
1612
01:00:34,064 --> 01:00:35,198
‐ Yeah.
1613
01:00:35,198 --> 01:00:38,568
I completely agree with you,
as far as,
1614
01:00:38,568 --> 01:00:42,038
you know, the moment
you stepped in front of me
1615
01:00:42,038 --> 01:00:44,074
and I laid eyes on you,
1616
01:00:44,074 --> 01:00:47,244
this entire experience for me
1617
01:00:47,244 --> 01:00:48,545
completely shifted,
1618
01:00:48,545 --> 01:00:51,915
and it brought me to the place
where I'm like,
1619
01:00:51,915 --> 01:00:53,517
"Yeah, this woman could be
1620
01:00:53,517 --> 01:00:57,988
someone that I could envision
as the mother of my children."
1621
01:00:59,389 --> 01:01:04,161
But today definitely...
1622
01:01:04,161 --> 01:01:07,097
reinforced the gravity
1623
01:01:07,097 --> 01:01:09,466
of, you know, that moment
1624
01:01:09,466 --> 01:01:12,936
and, you know, giving someone
1625
01:01:12,936 --> 01:01:16,173
that engagement ring is...
1626
01:01:16,173 --> 01:01:20,177
is, you know,
giving them eternity with you,
1627
01:01:20,177 --> 01:01:21,344
in a certain sense...
‐ Yeah.
1628
01:01:21,344 --> 01:01:23,446
‐ And this is
the forever moment.
1629
01:01:23,446 --> 01:01:25,115
Like I've always said to you,
1630
01:01:25,115 --> 01:01:27,083
I don't take that lightly
at all,
1631
01:01:27,083 --> 01:01:29,586
and I'm not gonna lie.
1632
01:01:29,586 --> 01:01:34,057
This has been challenging
past couple days
1633
01:01:34,057 --> 01:01:38,695
and past few weeks for me.
1634
01:01:42,232 --> 01:01:44,334
[sighs]
1635
01:01:44,334 --> 01:01:48,104
When I came here,
I thought I was ready
1636
01:01:48,104 --> 01:01:50,340
and I knew I was ready
in my own mind,
1637
01:01:50,340 --> 01:01:52,175
and I even expressed that
to you.
1638
01:01:52,175 --> 01:01:54,377
‐ Mm‐hmm.
1639
01:01:54,377 --> 01:01:57,314
‐ But knowing you're ready
1640
01:01:57,314 --> 01:01:59,482
because you want something
so bad
1641
01:01:59,482 --> 01:02:03,353
and, you know,
I want a wife and...
1642
01:02:03,353 --> 01:02:05,322
[clears throat]
I'm sorry.
1643
01:02:05,322 --> 01:02:07,557
‐ It's okay.
1644
01:02:07,557 --> 01:02:10,293
I want a wife and kids
and a family
1645
01:02:10,293 --> 01:02:13,230
more than anything
on the face of this earth.
1646
01:02:13,230 --> 01:02:15,265
Um...
1647
01:02:15,265 --> 01:02:18,335
But then coming
to the realization that
1648
01:02:18,335 --> 01:02:22,973
there's a big part of me
that's still broken.
1649
01:02:22,973 --> 01:02:24,140
[soft solemn music]
1650
01:02:24,140 --> 01:02:27,077
There's a big part of me that
1651
01:02:27,077 --> 01:02:30,413
still needs time to heal.
1652
01:02:30,413 --> 01:02:34,451
There's a big part of me that
1653
01:02:34,451 --> 01:02:38,455
needs time to grow.
1654
01:02:38,455 --> 01:02:41,458
Because I still think
there are...
1655
01:02:41,458 --> 01:02:44,294
pieces of myself
that I need to pick up,
1656
01:02:44,294 --> 01:02:48,965
and all I want is to give you
my whole heart.
1657
01:02:49,299 --> 01:02:52,969
But as I sit here today,
my heart isn't whole,
1658
01:02:52,969 --> 01:02:55,171
and...
1659
01:02:55,171 --> 01:03:01,911
♪ ♪
1660
01:03:02,412 --> 01:03:05,915
And it really breaks my heart
because...
1661
01:03:05,915 --> 01:03:10,253
♪ ♪
1662
01:03:10,253 --> 01:03:14,090
You deserve a man
that is complete.
1663
01:03:14,090 --> 01:03:18,528
♪ ♪
1664
01:03:18,528 --> 01:03:23,300
And you deserve a man who...
1665
01:03:23,300 --> 01:03:27,370
is healed from his past, and...
1666
01:03:27,370 --> 01:03:29,339
[sighs]
1667
01:03:29,339 --> 01:03:33,143
And unfortunately, right now,
I'm not that man.
1668
01:03:33,143 --> 01:03:37,347
♪ ♪
1669
01:03:37,347 --> 01:03:40,183
So I'm so sorry.
1670
01:03:46,323 --> 01:03:48,224
‐ Um...
1671
01:03:54,064 --> 01:03:56,866
I feel like...
1672
01:03:58,134 --> 01:03:59,803
I mean, sure, maybe in‐‐
1673
01:03:59,803 --> 01:04:02,772
you know, a younger version
of me would've been, like,
1674
01:04:02,772 --> 01:04:05,342
really pissed off at you,
but also, at the same time,
1675
01:04:05,342 --> 01:04:07,110
I know what you've
gone through.
1676
01:04:07,110 --> 01:04:07,711
‐ Mm‐hmm.
1677
01:04:07,711 --> 01:04:12,048
‐ Because we've both
been married before,
1678
01:04:12,048 --> 01:04:13,283
and...
1679
01:04:13,283 --> 01:04:17,354
♪ ♪
1680
01:04:17,354 --> 01:04:20,590
As much as, like, I would love
1681
01:04:20,590 --> 01:04:22,392
to be with you
at the end of all of this,
1682
01:04:22,392 --> 01:04:24,594
if you're not ready,
1683
01:04:24,594 --> 01:04:26,763
that's not something
I'm gonna push you to do.
1684
01:04:26,763 --> 01:04:31,368
I've already fought for someone
to try and love me once.
1685
01:04:31,368 --> 01:04:33,236
I'm not gonna do it again.
1686
01:04:33,236 --> 01:04:34,337
You know?
1687
01:04:34,337 --> 01:04:41,845
♪ ♪
1688
01:04:45,348 --> 01:04:48,385
I don't know what else to say.
1689
01:04:48,385 --> 01:04:55,892
♪ ♪
1690
01:04:57,227 --> 01:05:01,097
Can I walk you out?
1691
01:05:01,097 --> 01:05:02,165
‐ Yeah.
1692
01:05:02,165 --> 01:05:09,172
♪ ♪
1693
01:05:28,358 --> 01:05:29,859
‐ I'm sad.
1694
01:05:29,859 --> 01:05:33,763
I mean, Brendan is definitely
someone I saw a future with,
1695
01:05:33,763 --> 01:05:37,467
and I really thought
I was gonna be with him.
1696
01:05:37,467 --> 01:05:40,203
I really thought I was gonna
end up with Brendan.
1697
01:05:42,639 --> 01:05:44,474
He's been a person
every single day
1698
01:05:44,474 --> 01:05:48,344
that I've been like,
"It's Brendan."
1699
01:05:48,344 --> 01:05:50,246
Every single day.
1700
01:05:50,246 --> 01:05:55,718
♪ ♪
1701
01:05:55,718 --> 01:05:58,354
Bye, Brendan.
‐ Bye, Tayshia.
1702
01:05:58,354 --> 01:06:01,558
Thank you so much.
1703
01:06:01,558 --> 01:06:05,161
I wish you every amazing thing
that life has to offer.
1704
01:06:05,161 --> 01:06:06,563
I really do.
1705
01:06:06,563 --> 01:06:08,331
‐ Thank you.
1706
01:06:08,331 --> 01:06:15,305
♪ ♪
1707
01:06:17,106 --> 01:06:20,677
[sniffling]
1708
01:06:20,677 --> 01:06:21,878
Since our first one‐on‐one,
1709
01:06:21,878 --> 01:06:25,582
he's the one that made me
put my walls down.
1710
01:06:25,582 --> 01:06:27,550
I just felt, like,
safe with him.
1711
01:06:27,550 --> 01:06:35,091
♪ ♪
1712
01:06:35,558 --> 01:06:38,528
‐ Thank you, Tayshia.
‐ Yeah.
1713
01:06:38,528 --> 01:06:40,230
‐ God bless you, okay?
1714
01:06:40,230 --> 01:06:41,598
‐ You too.
1715
01:06:41,598 --> 01:06:45,101
[sniffling]
1716
01:06:47,403 --> 01:06:49,239
Bye.
‐ Bye, Tayshia.
1717
01:06:49,239 --> 01:06:54,344
♪ ♪
1718
01:06:54,344 --> 01:06:56,579
‐ [sobbing]
Oh, my God.
1719
01:06:56,579 --> 01:07:04,153
♪ ♪
1720
01:07:11,594 --> 01:07:14,163
[engine turns over]
1721
01:07:14,163 --> 01:07:21,170
♪ ♪
1722
01:07:25,408 --> 01:07:28,478
[sniffling]
1723
01:07:28,478 --> 01:07:34,684
♪ ♪
1724
01:07:34,684 --> 01:07:35,818
‐ Tayshia told me
1725
01:07:35,818 --> 01:07:37,854
that she really could
picture me
1726
01:07:37,854 --> 01:07:41,424
as her husband
at the end of this.
1727
01:07:41,424 --> 01:07:44,761
She could picture
a life with me.
1728
01:07:44,761 --> 01:07:47,664
And, I mean, that is
really the first time
1729
01:07:47,664 --> 01:07:49,632
she's expressed that to me,
1730
01:07:49,632 --> 01:07:52,468
so it makes it
that much harder.
1731
01:07:52,468 --> 01:07:57,740
♪ ♪
1732
01:07:57,740 --> 01:08:00,410
‐ [softly]
Oh, my God.
1733
01:08:00,410 --> 01:08:05,882
♪ ♪
1734
01:08:05,882 --> 01:08:10,119
‐ Me not being ready
comes at a huge price.
1735
01:08:11,454 --> 01:08:13,623
Giving up the opportunity
1736
01:08:13,623 --> 01:08:15,992
to have a future with Tayshia
1737
01:08:15,992 --> 01:08:18,661
and me ending something
really special
1738
01:08:18,661 --> 01:08:21,898
before it even started.
1739
01:08:21,898 --> 01:08:25,735
Seeing Tayshia that upset
was devastating.
1740
01:08:25,735 --> 01:08:28,371
It was absolutely devastating.
1741
01:08:28,371 --> 01:08:35,411
♪ ♪
1742
01:08:38,414 --> 01:08:40,717
‐ [softly]
Oh, my gosh.
1743
01:08:40,717 --> 01:08:42,685
[sniffling]
1744
01:08:42,685 --> 01:08:50,193
♪ ♪
1745
01:08:52,395 --> 01:08:55,598
[somber music]
1746
01:08:55,598 --> 01:09:02,405
♪ ♪
1747
01:09:03,706 --> 01:09:05,008
‐ Waking up this morning,
1748
01:09:05,008 --> 01:09:07,877
I've been in a whirlwind
of emotions
1749
01:09:07,877 --> 01:09:12,482
'cause I said goodbye
to Brendan last night,
1750
01:09:12,482 --> 01:09:15,818
and Brendan was someone
1751
01:09:15,818 --> 01:09:17,954
I was falling for,
1752
01:09:17,954 --> 01:09:20,056
someone that
I really saw myself
1753
01:09:20,056 --> 01:09:22,959
bringing home to my parents.
[knock at door]
1754
01:09:22,959 --> 01:09:25,695
And so I have a lot on my mind
1755
01:09:25,695 --> 01:09:27,597
that I'm trying
to sort through,
1756
01:09:27,597 --> 01:09:29,732
and these are
very big decisions,
1757
01:09:29,732 --> 01:09:30,867
so I wanna talk to someone
1758
01:09:30,867 --> 01:09:32,935
who's been
in this position before
1759
01:09:32,935 --> 01:09:37,473
and can help me navigate
these next few weeks.
1760
01:09:37,473 --> 01:09:39,075
[both squeal]
1761
01:09:39,075 --> 01:09:41,844
‐ I'm happy to be here today
to talk to Tayshia,
1762
01:09:41,844 --> 01:09:43,946
because I remember
what it's like to get down,
1763
01:09:43,946 --> 01:09:45,882
you know, to your final three.
1764
01:09:45,882 --> 01:09:48,685
You're meeting families,
they're meeting your family,
1765
01:09:48,685 --> 01:09:50,887
and it's just a lot
and it's overwhelming.
1766
01:09:50,887 --> 01:09:52,789
Basically, I'm just here to be
1767
01:09:52,789 --> 01:09:55,525
the big sister
that she never wanted.
1768
01:09:55,525 --> 01:09:56,893
[laughter]
1769
01:09:56,893 --> 01:09:57,960
I don't even know
where to start.
1770
01:09:57,960 --> 01:09:59,696
‐ I know.
‐ How are you?
1771
01:09:59,696 --> 01:10:00,963
That's how I should start.
How are you?
1772
01:10:00,963 --> 01:10:02,832
‐ Okay.
We'll start there.
1773
01:10:02,832 --> 01:10:04,701
I actually had a Fantasy Suite
last night.
1774
01:10:04,701 --> 01:10:05,868
‐ Mm‐hmm.
1775
01:10:05,868 --> 01:10:07,870
‐ It was actually my last one,
so I've already had two.
1776
01:10:07,870 --> 01:10:09,572
‐ Mm‐hmm.
‐ And this was my third one.
1777
01:10:09,572 --> 01:10:10,707
‐ Mm‐hmm.
1778
01:10:10,707 --> 01:10:14,010
‐ But actually, it didn't
really go as planned.
1779
01:10:14,010 --> 01:10:16,813
So it was with Brendan,
and Brendan happened to be
1780
01:10:16,813 --> 01:10:18,114
a guy that I noticed
since night one.
1781
01:10:18,114 --> 01:10:21,084
He was my first one‐on‐one,
and after my first one‐on‐one,
1782
01:10:21,084 --> 01:10:23,119
I walked away being like,
"I'm marrying him."
1783
01:10:23,119 --> 01:10:26,689
But last night, we had dinner
and he was like,
1784
01:10:26,689 --> 01:10:27,890
"You are the person I want,
1785
01:10:27,890 --> 01:10:29,826
"and it's weird that I have
everything that I want,
1786
01:10:29,826 --> 01:10:31,527
but I can't get there."
1787
01:10:31,527 --> 01:10:32,628
‐ Mm.
‐ So it just‐‐
1788
01:10:32,628 --> 01:10:33,663
‐ I'm sorry.
1789
01:10:33,663 --> 01:10:34,864
‐ 'Cause he's
a really good guy,
1790
01:10:34,864 --> 01:10:36,699
and it just‐‐it does suck.
1791
01:10:36,699 --> 01:10:37,867
I didn't really sleep‐‐
1792
01:10:37,867 --> 01:10:39,769
but in the sense of, like,
I'm happy he told me now.
1793
01:10:39,769 --> 01:10:40,970
Could you imagine
if I were to leave with him
1794
01:10:40,970 --> 01:10:42,872
and then he'd be like,
"Tayshia, I'm not ready"?
1795
01:10:42,872 --> 01:10:44,707
‐ Exactly.
‐ Then I'd be really upset.
1796
01:10:44,707 --> 01:10:45,808
‐ Exactly.
1797
01:10:45,808 --> 01:10:47,009
Do you feel like
you were thorough
1798
01:10:47,009 --> 01:10:49,879
and you got the questions
and the clarity that you needed
1799
01:10:49,879 --> 01:10:50,880
from each Fantasy Suite?
1800
01:10:50,880 --> 01:10:52,014
‐ I do.
‐ Okay, good.
1801
01:10:52,014 --> 01:10:54,917
‐ 'Cause I feel like
I actually left
1802
01:10:54,917 --> 01:10:56,986
the first two feeling...
1803
01:10:56,986 --> 01:10:58,621
I got the feelings
that I needed.
1804
01:10:58,621 --> 01:10:59,756
‐ Mm‐hmm.
1805
01:10:59,756 --> 01:11:01,124
‐I got the validation I needed.
‐ Okay, good.
1806
01:11:01,124 --> 01:11:02,859
I'm so glad you had
these conversations.
1807
01:11:02,859 --> 01:11:04,894
‐ Absolutely‐‐well,
I've already been married.
1808
01:11:04,894 --> 01:11:06,863
I'm not doing it again
just for the hell of it.
1809
01:11:06,863 --> 01:11:08,731
‐ Right, but people don't‐‐
they get scared, right?
1810
01:11:08,731 --> 01:11:09,932
‐ Absolutely.
‐ Like, you're scared of,
1811
01:11:09,932 --> 01:11:11,634
"What if he says something
that I don't agree with,"
1812
01:11:11,634 --> 01:11:12,802
and then
you're in a relationship
1813
01:11:12,802 --> 01:11:14,771
that's, you know‐‐
it's the beginning of the end.
1814
01:11:14,771 --> 01:11:15,805
‐ Right, right.
1815
01:11:15,805 --> 01:11:18,007
‐ Okay, so tell me
about each guy‐‐
1816
01:11:18,007 --> 01:11:19,108
‐ Okay.
‐ That you have left.
1817
01:11:19,108 --> 01:11:21,911
‐ So Ivan is someone
that has been here,
1818
01:11:21,911 --> 01:11:24,747
and he's just been,
like, a solid,
1819
01:11:24,747 --> 01:11:26,482
like, a constant,
like, this whole time.
1820
01:11:26,482 --> 01:11:27,016
‐ Uh‐huh.
1821
01:11:27,016 --> 01:11:28,951
‐ And we had
a lot of similarities,
1822
01:11:28,951 --> 01:11:30,853
and I feel like we just
understood each other.
1823
01:11:30,853 --> 01:11:33,990
Zac has been very interesting
in the sense of...
1824
01:11:33,990 --> 01:11:35,124
I feel like he kind of‐‐
1825
01:11:35,124 --> 01:11:37,460
he wasn't someone
that stuck out to me night one.
1826
01:11:37,460 --> 01:11:38,161
‐ Mm‐hmm.
1827
01:11:38,161 --> 01:11:40,596
‐ But we've kinda had, like,
little moments each date,
1828
01:11:40,596 --> 01:11:41,264
and it's to the point
1829
01:11:41,264 --> 01:11:44,534
where our one‐on‐one,
like, really propelled us.
1830
01:11:44,534 --> 01:11:45,101
‐ Mm‐hmm.
1831
01:11:45,101 --> 01:11:47,069
So two guys are gonna meet
your parents.
1832
01:11:47,069 --> 01:11:49,038
‐ Correct.
‐ Are you nervous?
1833
01:11:49,038 --> 01:11:50,907
‐ I am nervous,
but in a good way.
1834
01:11:50,907 --> 01:11:52,642
‐ But you know what you have.
‐ Yeah.
1835
01:11:52,642 --> 01:11:54,043
‐ You know‐‐you trust your gut.
1836
01:11:54,043 --> 01:11:56,846
You have to be confident
in the decision that you made,
1837
01:11:56,846 --> 01:11:58,781
and that's what will
carry you through.
1838
01:11:58,781 --> 01:12:00,950
So, like, you're okay.
No regrets.
1839
01:12:00,950 --> 01:12:03,686
'Cause I know, like,
when you get to this point
1840
01:12:03,686 --> 01:12:05,788
where you're down to two now,
1841
01:12:05,788 --> 01:12:06,923
you start thinking
about some people
1842
01:12:06,923 --> 01:12:08,024
that you left behind.
1843
01:12:08,024 --> 01:12:10,092
‐ Yeah.
There was a guy named Ben.
1844
01:12:10,092 --> 01:12:12,895
‐ Ben.
‐ And Ben. Ben, Ben, Ben.
1845
01:12:12,895 --> 01:12:15,298
[both laugh]
I liked Ben.
1846
01:12:15,298 --> 01:12:17,300
I mean, aside from the fact
that he was, like, really hot,
1847
01:12:17,300 --> 01:12:20,203
but he was just really sweet,
and he cared a lot.
1848
01:12:20,203 --> 01:12:23,940
But Ben was in the military
for ten years,
1849
01:12:23,940 --> 01:12:26,943
and I feel like
that in itself has made him
1850
01:12:26,943 --> 01:12:30,446
kind of, like, hardened
towards showing any emotion.
1851
01:12:30,446 --> 01:12:30,947
‐ Mm‐hmm.
1852
01:12:30,947 --> 01:12:32,148
‐ But once, like,
I finally got him
1853
01:12:32,148 --> 01:12:33,983
to start opening up,
it was like
1854
01:12:33,983 --> 01:12:35,718
he was an open book,
and it was amazing.
1855
01:12:35,718 --> 01:12:36,752
‐ Mm‐hmm.
1856
01:12:36,752 --> 01:12:38,254
‐ But saying goodbye to him,
1857
01:12:38,254 --> 01:12:41,057
like, he kinda really didn't
give me any emotion.
1858
01:12:41,057 --> 01:12:43,326
‐ He probably was like,
"I finally opened up to her"...
1859
01:12:43,326 --> 01:12:45,828
‐ "And then I got sent home."
‐ "And then she sends me home."
1860
01:12:45,828 --> 01:12:47,830
So his defense mechanism...
1861
01:12:47,830 --> 01:12:49,165
‐ It just...
‐ It left you wondering.
1862
01:12:49,165 --> 01:12:50,766
‐ I know
there was something there.
1863
01:12:50,766 --> 01:12:51,868
‐ Yeah.
‐ You know?
1864
01:12:51,868 --> 01:12:54,070
So it sucks.
1865
01:12:54,070 --> 01:12:55,905
‐ But now you're like‐‐
it's the end.
1866
01:12:55,905 --> 01:12:57,006
You're down to two people.
1867
01:12:57,006 --> 01:12:59,909
Are you already thinking
about the proposal?
1868
01:12:59,909 --> 01:13:01,744
Because you've been
proposed to before.
1869
01:13:01,744 --> 01:13:02,778
‐ Yes.
1870
01:13:02,778 --> 01:13:04,647
‐ So, like, you know
what's at stake.
1871
01:13:04,647 --> 01:13:05,882
‐ You know what?
1872
01:13:05,882 --> 01:13:07,917
It's more of, like,
an excitement.
1873
01:13:07,917 --> 01:13:09,886
‐ Good.
1874
01:13:09,886 --> 01:13:13,623
[soft music]
1875
01:13:13,623 --> 01:13:18,995
♪ ♪
1876
01:13:18,995 --> 01:13:21,964
‐ This has been an extremely
big, important week,
1877
01:13:21,964 --> 01:13:26,836
and, you know, I went first
with the Fantasy Suites.
1878
01:13:26,836 --> 01:13:28,137
We were able to both express
to each other
1879
01:13:28,137 --> 01:13:32,041
that we're both falling in love
with each other.
1880
01:13:32,041 --> 01:13:34,310
And I think we are
the most natural together.
1881
01:13:34,310 --> 01:13:36,078
I think we could really
take over the world
1882
01:13:36,078 --> 01:13:37,947
or do whatever we want,
1883
01:13:37,947 --> 01:13:39,282
and, you know, I don't think
that's the same thing
1884
01:13:39,282 --> 01:13:43,286
she could really accomplish
with the other guys.
1885
01:13:43,286 --> 01:13:45,788
And we have
a Rose Ceremony tonight,
1886
01:13:45,788 --> 01:13:47,056
and it's gonna be
a great feeling
1887
01:13:47,056 --> 01:13:48,958
when Tayshia calls my name.
1888
01:13:48,958 --> 01:13:55,164
♪ ♪
1889
01:13:55,164 --> 01:13:56,966
‐ I don't know
if Brendan's still here.
1890
01:13:56,966 --> 01:13:58,267
I don't know what happened
last night.
1891
01:13:58,267 --> 01:14:00,836
I don't know what happened
on Ivan's one‐on‐one.
1892
01:14:00,836 --> 01:14:03,172
I know what happened on mine.
1893
01:14:03,172 --> 01:14:06,208
I fell more in love
with Tayshia
1894
01:14:06,208 --> 01:14:10,179
and we looked each other
in the eye
1895
01:14:10,179 --> 01:14:13,215
and said "I love you"
to each other.
1896
01:14:13,215 --> 01:14:16,819
If I really think
into, like, my future
1897
01:14:16,819 --> 01:14:18,254
and being with someone,
1898
01:14:18,254 --> 01:14:20,990
are we gonna be able to create
our own magic?
1899
01:14:20,990 --> 01:14:23,292
Are we gonna be able to create
our own fun?
1900
01:14:23,292 --> 01:14:26,963
And with her,
it's a resounding yes.
1901
01:14:26,963 --> 01:14:28,297
I'm all in.
1902
01:14:28,297 --> 01:14:30,833
There's a Rose Ceremony
tonight,
1903
01:14:30,833 --> 01:14:33,069
and it's exciting,
1904
01:14:33,069 --> 01:14:35,972
but it's also scary, you know,
at the same time,
1905
01:14:35,972 --> 01:14:39,508
because, like,
anything can happen.
1906
01:14:41,911 --> 01:14:44,914
[tense music]
1907
01:14:44,914 --> 01:14:49,185
♪ ♪
1908
01:14:49,185 --> 01:14:51,087
‐ The last time
I interacted with Tayshia,
1909
01:14:51,087 --> 01:14:53,656
she didn't give me a rose.
1910
01:14:55,958 --> 01:14:58,361
I was so caught off guard.
1911
01:14:58,361 --> 01:15:00,162
The way that I saw
the relationship going,
1912
01:15:00,162 --> 01:15:02,965
I was gonna marry her
at the end.
1913
01:15:02,965 --> 01:15:05,201
It was gonna be me and her.
1914
01:15:05,201 --> 01:15:06,335
How's it going?
‐ Ben. Hey, bud.
1915
01:15:06,335 --> 01:15:08,037
What's going on, man?
‐ It's good to see you.
1916
01:15:08,037 --> 01:15:09,105
‐ Good to see you.
‐ How are you?
1917
01:15:09,105 --> 01:15:10,106
‐ Come on in.
I'm good.
1918
01:15:10,106 --> 01:15:11,807
‐ The way that that ended,
1919
01:15:11,807 --> 01:15:13,909
my brain couldn't work,
1920
01:15:13,909 --> 01:15:16,012
and...
1921
01:15:16,012 --> 01:15:18,981
I wish I hadn't shut down
in the moment.
1922
01:15:18,981 --> 01:15:20,049
‐ What's going on?
1923
01:15:20,049 --> 01:15:22,351
I heard you had something
on your mind.
1924
01:15:22,351 --> 01:15:27,123
‐ The last interaction
I had with Tayshia was so...
1925
01:15:27,123 --> 01:15:31,460
not like the relationship
that I had with her.
1926
01:15:31,460 --> 01:15:33,195
I honestly don't even know
if I'm asking
1927
01:15:33,195 --> 01:15:34,296
to be, like, back in her life.
1928
01:15:34,296 --> 01:15:39,101
I just feel the need
to express myself.
1929
01:15:39,101 --> 01:15:41,003
‐ How do you feel about her?
1930
01:15:41,003 --> 01:15:42,304
‐ I'm in love with her.
1931
01:15:42,304 --> 01:15:46,008
‐ You're in love with Tayshia?
‐ I'm in love with Tayshia.
1932
01:15:46,008 --> 01:15:48,277
And I need to tell her.
1933
01:15:48,277 --> 01:15:52,114
In the moment of the breakup,
I didn't feel it appropriate
1934
01:15:52,114 --> 01:15:53,482
to be like, "Oh, by the way,
I also love you,"
1935
01:15:53,482 --> 01:15:55,551
or, like, "Please don't dump me
because I love you,"
1936
01:15:55,551 --> 01:15:59,889
and when things get emotional
or confusing or tough
1937
01:15:59,889 --> 01:16:01,223
or difficult for me,
1938
01:16:01,223 --> 01:16:05,194
I often just, like, shut down.
1939
01:16:05,194 --> 01:16:07,163
But I've thought about it
a lot since,
1940
01:16:07,163 --> 01:16:08,531
and I'm like, "Maybe she did
feel the same way,
1941
01:16:08,531 --> 01:16:12,101
and she was just concerned
that I didn't feel that way."
1942
01:16:12,101 --> 01:16:14,336
And, like, I think that might
be a real possibility.
1943
01:16:14,336 --> 01:16:16,338
I'd love to just be able
to resolve
1944
01:16:16,338 --> 01:16:20,176
that really weird breakup
that happened.
1945
01:16:20,176 --> 01:16:21,877
I just think
I need to talk to her.
1946
01:16:21,877 --> 01:16:23,079
‐ Okay.
1947
01:16:23,079 --> 01:16:24,280
‐ I need to talk to Tayshia
because I need
1948
01:16:24,280 --> 01:16:27,216
to finally tell her
how I feel.
1949
01:16:27,216 --> 01:16:31,087
I kinda regret not saying it
at the hometown date.
1950
01:16:31,087 --> 01:16:33,089
I'm in love with her,
and I know for sure
1951
01:16:33,089 --> 01:16:36,158
that I'd like to have a family
with this woman.
1952
01:16:36,158 --> 01:16:39,328
I need to tell her how I feel,
and so I'm excited
1953
01:16:39,328 --> 01:16:41,931
to tell Tayshia
that I love her
1954
01:16:41,931 --> 01:16:45,401
and to see how she responds.
1955
01:16:45,401 --> 01:16:48,137
Hopefully, she's, like, happy,
1956
01:16:48,137 --> 01:16:50,906
but I don't know
what's gonna happen.
1957
01:16:54,076 --> 01:16:57,079
[soft music]
1958
01:16:57,079 --> 01:17:04,053
♪ ♪
1959
01:17:05,421 --> 01:17:09,091
‐ Tonight is a Rose Ceremony,
and I have two roses,
1960
01:17:09,091 --> 01:17:12,361
and I only have two men,
Zac and Ivan.
1961
01:17:12,361 --> 01:17:14,063
But I still feel like
it's important
1962
01:17:14,063 --> 01:17:15,231
to have a Rose Ceremony,
1963
01:17:15,231 --> 01:17:19,301
because I care for them both
very deeply
1964
01:17:19,301 --> 01:17:23,372
and I could see a life
with each of them.
1965
01:17:23,372 --> 01:17:26,342
They're completely different,
1966
01:17:26,342 --> 01:17:29,111
but I could see kids,
I could see‐‐
1967
01:17:29,111 --> 01:17:32,214
I could paint the picture.
1968
01:17:32,214 --> 01:17:36,085
And it's completely wild to me
1969
01:17:36,085 --> 01:17:38,621
that this is where we are.
1970
01:17:38,621 --> 01:17:44,326
So I'm feeling really good
going into tonight.
1971
01:17:44,326 --> 01:17:47,296
I'm so excited because
1972
01:17:47,296 --> 01:17:51,066
I can be engaged soon.
1973
01:17:51,066 --> 01:17:53,102
[tense music]
1974
01:17:53,102 --> 01:17:55,838
[knock at door]
1975
01:18:04,013 --> 01:18:06,081
[exhales]
1976
01:18:11,921 --> 01:18:13,222
‐ Can I come in?
1977
01:18:13,222 --> 01:18:15,024
‐ Hi. Yeah.
‐ Please?
1978
01:18:16,425 --> 01:18:18,060
I know I'm catching you
off guard,
1979
01:18:18,060 --> 01:18:19,495
and I'm sorry.
1980
01:18:19,495 --> 01:18:23,299
I just really need to talk
to you.
1981
01:18:23,299 --> 01:18:24,967
Is that all right?
‐ Mm‐hmm.
1982
01:18:24,967 --> 01:18:26,001
‐ Is it?
1983
01:18:26,001 --> 01:18:27,770
Can we go inside?
‐ Mm‐hmm.
1984
01:18:32,074 --> 01:18:33,943
Of course.
Okay.
1985
01:18:38,914 --> 01:18:40,115
‐ How are you?
1986
01:18:40,115 --> 01:18:41,350
‐ [laughs]
1987
01:18:41,350 --> 01:18:43,352
I'm good, Ben.
How are you?
1988
01:18:43,352 --> 01:18:45,354
‐ I've been better.
1989
01:18:45,354 --> 01:18:47,423
Can we sit?
1990
01:18:47,423 --> 01:18:50,226
‐ Yeah.
Sorry.
1991
01:18:50,226 --> 01:18:52,995
‐ No, I know
I'm catching you off guard.
1992
01:18:56,565 --> 01:18:58,200
And I'm supposed to be
long gone,
1993
01:18:58,200 --> 01:19:01,937
and I know you sent me home
already.
1994
01:19:04,073 --> 01:19:07,509
The way that that ended,
1995
01:19:07,509 --> 01:19:09,612
I was so completely
caught off guard,
1996
01:19:09,612 --> 01:19:14,416
I just, like, didn't even know
what to do or say,
1997
01:19:14,416 --> 01:19:16,952
and I'm sorry for that.
1998
01:19:19,455 --> 01:19:21,357
I know that was just‐‐
1999
01:19:21,357 --> 01:19:24,360
it was horrible, and I‐‐
2000
01:19:24,360 --> 01:19:25,494
for, like, two days after,
2001
01:19:25,494 --> 01:19:27,229
all I've been saying is,
like, "How the [bleep]"
2002
01:19:27,229 --> 01:19:28,430
or "What the [bleep]
just happened?"
2003
01:19:28,430 --> 01:19:31,200
Like, I didn't even
see that coming.
2004
01:19:34,303 --> 01:19:38,240
And...the feelings
that I've had for you,
2005
01:19:38,240 --> 01:19:40,309
I've been describing
this entire time.
2006
01:19:40,309 --> 01:19:43,345
I just didn't know,
like, what it was.
2007
01:19:43,345 --> 01:19:46,615
But I'm in love with you.
2008
01:19:46,615 --> 01:19:49,351
‐ Ben...
‐ I have been in love with you.
2009
01:19:49,351 --> 01:19:52,621
I...
2010
01:19:52,621 --> 01:19:55,190
and now I'm starting
to get nervous.
2011
01:19:57,559 --> 01:20:01,096
I blew it by not telling you
in the moment.
2012
01:20:03,799 --> 01:20:08,771
I've never felt this feeling,
and so I was just terrified.
2013
01:20:09,505 --> 01:20:12,107
But I am in love with you.
2014
01:20:15,544 --> 01:20:18,514
Like, the life
we could have together,
2015
01:20:18,514 --> 01:20:22,084
the thought of that, like,
it keeps me awake at night.
2016
01:20:25,521 --> 01:20:27,222
And I'm not sure what to do
right now.
2017
01:20:27,222 --> 01:20:28,457
I'm not sure
what I'm asking for.
2018
01:20:28,457 --> 01:20:30,125
I don't even know
what I'm doing.
2019
01:20:30,125 --> 01:20:32,161
I just‐‐I couldn't leave.
2020
01:20:35,264 --> 01:20:37,232
But I just had to tell you.
2021
01:20:41,337 --> 01:20:43,138
Like, I see a life with you.
2022
01:20:43,138 --> 01:20:46,275
‐ Ben.
2023
01:20:46,275 --> 01:20:49,511
‐ Yeah.
2024
01:20:49,511 --> 01:20:53,282
And I know‐‐
‐ Hold on a second.
2025
01:20:53,282 --> 01:20:56,352
[dramatic music]
2026
01:20:56,352 --> 01:21:03,892
♪ ♪
2027
01:21:09,565 --> 01:21:12,134
‐ Are you all right?
‐ No, I'm not all right.
2028
01:21:12,134 --> 01:21:14,169
‐ Okay.
2029
01:21:14,169 --> 01:21:18,006
Come here.
2030
01:21:18,006 --> 01:21:19,308
Come here.
2031
01:21:19,308 --> 01:21:26,315
♪ ♪
2032
01:21:35,424 --> 01:21:37,426
‐ I'm gonna need a minute,
okay?
2033
01:21:37,426 --> 01:21:39,495
‐ Yeah.
2034
01:21:39,495 --> 01:21:46,969
♪ ♪
2035
01:21:51,206 --> 01:21:53,342
‐ What?
2036
01:21:55,377 --> 01:21:57,279
‐ [exhales]
2037
01:21:57,279 --> 01:21:58,580
‐ I mean, I just wanna cry.
2038
01:21:58,580 --> 01:22:01,450
I don't know what to do.
‐ It's up to you.
2039
01:22:01,450 --> 01:22:06,188
♪ ♪
2040
01:22:06,188 --> 01:22:08,223
‐ [sighs]
2041
01:22:10,392 --> 01:22:12,227
There's a Rose Ceremony.
2042
01:22:12,227 --> 01:22:15,063
What do I do with that?
2043
01:22:15,063 --> 01:22:17,766
♪ ♪
2044
01:22:17,766 --> 01:22:20,536
‐ Coming up tomorrow night...
2045
01:22:20,536 --> 01:22:23,071
‐ Now this is what
it's all about.
2046
01:22:23,071 --> 01:22:24,473
‐ [whimpers]
2047
01:22:24,473 --> 01:22:25,674
‐ It's the dramatic conclusion
2048
01:22:25,674 --> 01:22:28,544
of Tayshia's journey
to find love.
2049
01:22:28,544 --> 01:22:29,578
‐ I am falling in love
with her
2050
01:22:29,578 --> 01:22:31,280
and she's falling in love
with me.
2051
01:22:31,280 --> 01:22:32,815
‐ There's no way
that anybody has
2052
01:22:32,815 --> 01:22:34,817
a better connection with her
than I do.
2053
01:22:34,817 --> 01:22:38,454
‐ Our chemistry and our love
is stronger than ever.
2054
01:22:38,454 --> 01:22:40,589
But anything can happen.
2055
01:22:40,589 --> 01:22:43,292
‐ Will Tayshia end up
with the man of her dreams?
2056
01:22:43,292 --> 01:22:44,560
‐ I've seen you hurt before.
2057
01:22:44,560 --> 01:22:46,462
Your mom and I
don't want you to be making
2058
01:22:46,462 --> 01:22:47,596
the biggest mistake
of your life.
2059
01:22:47,596 --> 01:22:48,697
‐ [sobbing]
Oh, my God.
2060
01:22:48,697 --> 01:22:50,265
‐ I'm in shock right now.
2061
01:22:50,265 --> 01:22:51,633
‐ Why did I do that?
2062
01:22:51,633 --> 01:22:53,001
‐ [sniffles]
I'm blindsided.
2063
01:22:53,001 --> 01:22:57,406
‐ This could be the bomb
that just explodes everything.
2064
01:22:57,406 --> 01:22:59,775
‐ [sobbing]
Oh, my God.
2065
01:22:59,775 --> 01:23:02,578
‐ It's the emotional ending
you won't believe.
2066
01:23:02,578 --> 01:23:04,746
‐ [sobbing]
2067
01:23:04,746 --> 01:23:06,615
‐ Don't miss the season finale
2068
01:23:06,615 --> 01:23:09,618
tomorrow night
on "The Bachelorette."
2069
01:23:09,618 --> 01:23:11,854
‐ We're actually gonna do
some portraits of each other.
2070
01:23:11,854 --> 01:23:14,256
‐ God, didn't you already see
my art skills?
2071
01:23:14,256 --> 01:23:15,390
‐ [laughs]
2072
01:23:15,390 --> 01:23:17,359
‐ This is a nightmare.
2073
01:23:17,359 --> 01:23:19,361
‐ [laughs]
2074
01:23:19,361 --> 01:23:20,362
Come on.
2075
01:23:20,362 --> 01:23:21,430
‐ All right.
‐ Are you ready?
2076
01:23:21,430 --> 01:23:22,531
‐ Sure.
‐ Okay.
2077
01:23:22,531 --> 01:23:23,599
If you need any help,
let me know.
2078
01:23:23,599 --> 01:23:25,701
‐ I need help.
‐ [laughs]
2079
01:23:25,701 --> 01:23:26,869
‐ Honestly, I don't know
2080
01:23:26,869 --> 01:23:29,371
that I can paint a circle
to make a face.
2081
01:23:29,371 --> 01:23:30,672
‐ [laughs]
2082
01:23:30,672 --> 01:23:32,674
‐ I don't have an orange
over here.
2083
01:23:32,674 --> 01:23:35,477
‐ You know how to make orange,
though, right?
2084
01:23:35,477 --> 01:23:36,678
Red and yellow?
2085
01:23:36,678 --> 01:23:38,680
‐ Sure.
‐ Yeah. Okay.
2086
01:23:38,680 --> 01:23:40,415
What's your favorite color?
2087
01:23:40,415 --> 01:23:41,483
‐ Me?
‐ Yeah.
2088
01:23:41,483 --> 01:23:42,784
‐ I thought you remember
everything.
2089
01:23:42,784 --> 01:23:45,487
‐ You know what?
You told me this the other day.
2090
01:23:45,487 --> 01:23:47,289
Green!
‐ No.
2091
01:23:47,289 --> 01:23:48,790
‐ What is it?
2092
01:23:48,790 --> 01:23:50,592
‐ Red and black.
‐ Oh, that's right.
2093
01:23:50,592 --> 01:23:52,728
I do remember that, actually.
2094
01:23:52,728 --> 01:23:56,665
It was similar
to my white and black.
2095
01:23:56,665 --> 01:23:58,567
‐ What's your favorite color?
2096
01:23:58,567 --> 01:24:00,235
‐ Really?
I just said it.
2097
01:24:00,235 --> 01:24:00,903
‐ I missed it.
2098
01:24:00,903 --> 01:24:03,672
I was thinking about myself.
‐ Yeah. [laughs]
2099
01:24:03,672 --> 01:24:05,474
I believe it.
2100
01:24:05,474 --> 01:24:06,575
‐ I'm done.
2101
01:24:06,575 --> 01:24:08,477
‐ She's really cute.
‐ Yeah.
2102
01:24:08,477 --> 01:24:10,145
I swear she's much better here.