1 00:00:01,311 --> 00:00:01,878 >> Jesse: TONIGHT, IT'S THE 2 00:00:01,878 --> 00:00:03,704 SHOCKING CONCLUSION OF 3 00:00:03,704 --> 00:00:04,905 "THE BACHELOR." 4 00:00:04,905 --> 00:00:06,540 >> I LOVE YOU! 5 00:00:06,540 --> 00:00:07,474 >> I LOVE YOU TOO, RACHEL. 6 00:00:07,474 --> 00:00:08,842 >> CLAYTON FELL IN LOVE WITH HIS 7 00:00:08,842 --> 00:00:10,344 FINAL THREE WOMEN. 8 00:00:10,344 --> 00:00:11,278 >> IT'S NO LONGER ABOUT ME 9 00:00:11,278 --> 00:00:12,379 FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU. 10 00:00:12,379 --> 00:00:14,348 LIKE, I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU. 11 00:00:14,348 --> 00:00:15,549 >> Jesse: BUT SUSIE WALKED AWAY 12 00:00:15,549 --> 00:00:16,583 FROM LOVE. 13 00:00:16,583 --> 00:00:17,785 >> I COULDN'T IMAGINE YOU 14 00:00:17,785 --> 00:00:18,919 BECOMING PHYSICALLY INTIMATE 15 00:00:18,919 --> 00:00:19,586 WITH ANY OTHER WOMAN. 16 00:00:19,586 --> 00:00:20,654 LIKE, I DON'T THINK I CAN GET 17 00:00:20,654 --> 00:00:21,722 PAST THAT. 18 00:00:21,722 --> 00:00:22,322 >> Jesse: AND HIS WORLD CAME 19 00:00:22,322 --> 00:00:23,991 CRASHING DOWN. 20 00:00:23,991 --> 00:00:24,892 >> THIS IS SHATTERING ME. 21 00:00:24,892 --> 00:00:26,260 LIKE, IF YOU HAD THIS BIG OLD 22 00:00:26,260 --> 00:00:27,327 RESERVATION, WHY WOULD YOU NOT 23 00:00:27,327 --> 00:00:29,129 BRING THIS UP? 24 00:00:29,129 --> 00:00:33,100 YOU JUST INVALIDATED EVERYTHING. 25 00:00:33,100 --> 00:00:35,602 I WAS IN LOVE WITH SUSIE. 26 00:00:35,602 --> 00:00:36,670 AND I AM IN LOVE WITH EACH OF 27 00:00:36,670 --> 00:00:38,806 YOU. 28 00:00:38,806 --> 00:00:40,374 >> [CRYING] 29 00:00:40,374 --> 00:00:41,809 >> HE'S IN LOVE WITH ALL THREE 30 00:00:41,809 --> 00:00:42,776 OF US, SO HOW CAN IT BE SPECIAL 31 00:00:42,776 --> 00:00:44,011 AT ALL? 32 00:00:44,011 --> 00:00:45,312 >> IT HURTS. 33 00:00:45,312 --> 00:00:46,079 >> I DON'T WANT TO LET YOU WALK 34 00:00:46,079 --> 00:00:47,648 OUT WITHOUT AT LEAST TRYING. 35 00:00:47,648 --> 00:00:50,484 >> I JUST AM SO IN LOVE WITH 36 00:00:50,484 --> 00:00:50,918 YOU. 37 00:00:50,918 --> 00:00:51,885 >> THIS ISN'T OVER. 38 00:00:51,885 --> 00:00:52,920 >> YOU SCREWED THE POOCH, IN MY 39 00:00:52,920 --> 00:00:53,654 OPINION. 40 00:00:53,654 --> 00:00:54,755 >> I WISH I NEVER WOULD NEVER 41 00:00:54,755 --> 00:00:55,522 WOULD HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE. 42 00:00:55,522 --> 00:00:56,523 >> Jesse: HOW WILL CLAYTON'S 43 00:00:56,523 --> 00:00:57,458 JOURNEY END? 44 00:00:57,458 --> 00:00:57,925 >> I'M NERVOUS. 45 00:00:57,925 --> 00:00:58,926 I'M SCARED. 46 00:00:58,926 --> 00:01:02,930 I COULD BE LEFT WITH NOTHING. 47 00:01:02,930 --> 00:01:03,831 >> Jesse: CAN CLAYTON STILL FIND 48 00:01:03,831 --> 00:01:05,332 THE LOVE HE'S BEEN DREAMING 49 00:01:05,332 --> 00:01:06,600 ABOUT? 50 00:01:06,600 --> 00:01:07,301 >> THERE'S HOPE HERE IN THIS 51 00:01:07,301 --> 00:01:07,868 RING. 52 00:01:07,868 --> 00:01:08,936 >> Jesse: OR WILL HE END UP 53 00:01:08,936 --> 00:01:09,736 ALONE? 54 00:01:09,736 --> 00:01:10,637 >> I'M FIGHTING WITH EVERYTHING 55 00:01:10,637 --> 00:01:12,072 I HAVE. 56 00:01:12,072 --> 00:01:13,373 I DO LOVE YOU. 57 00:01:13,373 --> 00:01:14,808 >> THAT IS [BLEEP]. 58 00:01:14,808 --> 00:01:16,109 >> I FOUGHT FOR THIS. 59 00:01:16,109 --> 00:01:17,044 AND YOU NEVER ONCE FOUGHT FOR 60 00:01:17,044 --> 00:01:20,314 ME. 61 00:01:20,314 --> 00:01:21,215 >> Jesse: IT'S THE MOST DRAMATIC 62 00:01:21,215 --> 00:01:22,149 FINALE IN "BACHELOR" HISTORY. 63 00:01:22,149 --> 00:01:22,783 >> I WANT TO BELIEVE LOVE IS 64 00:01:22,783 --> 00:01:23,417 HERE, BUT I JUST DON'T KNOW 65 00:01:23,417 --> 00:01:29,256 WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN.ú>> SUSIY 66 00:01:29,256 --> 00:01:30,691 REGRETS HOW IT ENDED. 67 00:01:30,691 --> 00:01:31,425 IF YOU'RE UP FOR IT, YOU SHOULD 68 00:01:31,425 --> 00:01:35,028 GO AND SEE CLAYTON. 69 00:01:35,028 --> 00:01:35,829 >> Jesse: AND IT ALL STARTS 70 00:01:35,829 --> 00:01:40,901 RIGHT NOW. 71 00:01:40,901 --> 00:01:47,140 ♪ 72 00:01:47,140 --> 00:01:47,975 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 73 00:01:47,975 --> 00:01:52,212 GOOD EVENING! 74 00:01:52,212 --> 00:01:53,480 WELCOME! 75 00:01:53,480 --> 00:01:56,850 THANK YOU SO MUCH. 76 00:01:56,850 --> 00:01:57,985 THANK YOU. 77 00:01:57,985 --> 00:01:59,887 GOOD EVENING, BACHELOR NATION. 78 00:01:59,887 --> 00:02:00,954 I AM YOUR HOST, IT JESSE PALMER. 79 00:02:00,954 --> 00:02:02,656 IT IS SO GREAT SEEING YOU ALL 80 00:02:02,656 --> 00:02:03,090 AGAIN. 81 00:02:03,090 --> 00:02:05,158 OF COURSE, WE ARE COMING TO YOU 82 00:02:05,158 --> 00:02:07,661 LIVE FROM LOS ANGELES. 83 00:02:07,661 --> 00:02:11,298 THIS IS NIGHT TWO OF 84 00:02:11,298 --> 00:02:13,267 EXTRAORDINARY "BACHELOR" FINALE, 85 00:02:13,267 --> 00:02:14,568 JUDGING FROM THE CRAZY DRAMA 86 00:02:14,568 --> 00:02:16,837 THAT UNFOLDED LAST NIGHT, WE CAN 87 00:02:16,837 --> 00:02:18,906 HONESTLY SAY THAT THIS IS THE 88 00:02:18,906 --> 00:02:19,907 MOST CONTROVERSIAL FINALE IN 89 00:02:19,907 --> 00:02:21,408 "BACHELOR" HISTORY. 90 00:02:21,408 --> 00:02:22,643 BUT WHAT WE STILL DON'T KNOW IS 91 00:02:22,643 --> 00:02:25,078 HOW IT IS ALL GOING TO END. 92 00:02:25,078 --> 00:02:26,580 BUT TONIGHT IS THE NIGHT. 93 00:02:26,580 --> 00:02:28,649 WE ARE GOING TO FIND THIS ALL 94 00:02:28,649 --> 00:02:30,918 OUT TOGETHER RIGHT HERE. 95 00:02:30,918 --> 00:02:31,118 NOW -- 96 00:02:31,118 --> 00:02:32,553 THAT'S RIGHT. 97 00:02:32,553 --> 00:02:33,186 UNLESS YOU'VE BEEN LIVING UNDER 98 00:02:33,186 --> 00:02:35,222 A ROCK, YOU KNOW THAT OUR 99 00:02:35,222 --> 00:02:36,990 BACHELOR, CLAYTON, FELL IN LOVE 100 00:02:36,990 --> 00:02:43,096 WITH NOT ONE, NOT TWO, BUT THREE 101 00:02:43,096 --> 00:02:43,297 WOMEN. 102 00:02:43,297 --> 00:02:43,697 YEAH. 103 00:02:43,697 --> 00:02:44,898 AND LAST NIGHT, CLAYTON 104 00:02:44,898 --> 00:02:45,899 CONFESSED THAT WHILE HE HAD FELT 105 00:02:45,899 --> 00:02:48,936 IN LOVE WITH RACHEL AND GABBY, 106 00:02:48,936 --> 00:02:51,104 HE JUST COULD NOT STOP THINKING 107 00:02:51,104 --> 00:02:53,941 ABOUT SUSIE. 108 00:02:53,941 --> 00:02:58,679 AND NOW HE IS IN TROUBLE... 109 00:02:58,679 --> 00:02:59,846 WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT? 110 00:02:59,846 --> 00:03:01,114 ALL I CAN PROMISE YOU IS THAT 111 00:03:01,114 --> 00:03:02,883 TONIGHT IS SO FULL OF SHOCKING 112 00:03:02,883 --> 00:03:04,718 TWISTS, GOING TO BE SO MUCH 113 00:03:04,718 --> 00:03:06,119 DEVASTATING HEARTBREAK AND THAT 114 00:03:06,119 --> 00:03:07,721 THE DRAMA IS GOING TO CONTINUE 115 00:03:07,721 --> 00:03:09,523 RIGHT HERE ON THIS VERY STAGE. 116 00:03:09,523 --> 00:03:10,557 CLAYTON IS GOING TO BE HERE 117 00:03:10,557 --> 00:03:12,893 TONIGHT. 118 00:03:12,893 --> 00:03:14,828 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 119 00:03:14,828 --> 00:03:17,297 SO WILL RACHEL. 120 00:03:17,297 --> 00:03:20,801 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 121 00:03:20,801 --> 00:03:23,804 AND GABBY IS HERE AS WELL. 122 00:03:23,804 --> 00:03:26,006 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 123 00:03:26,006 --> 00:03:27,541 SO DID CLAYTON GET ENGAGED TO 124 00:03:27,541 --> 00:03:28,609 ANY OF THESE WOMEN? 125 00:03:28,609 --> 00:03:31,111 WELL, I NOTE ONE THING. 126 00:03:31,111 --> 00:03:33,680 NEIL LANE IS HERE TONIGHT, SO 127 00:03:33,680 --> 00:03:36,550 THAT'S GOT TO MEAN SOMETHING 128 00:03:36,550 --> 00:03:37,284 ABOUT RIGHT? 129 00:03:37,284 --> 00:03:38,085 AND NEIL LANE ISN'T THE ONLY 130 00:03:38,085 --> 00:03:39,086 SPECIAL GUEST WE HAVE IN OUR 131 00:03:39,086 --> 00:03:40,354 ATTENDANCE IN IT. 132 00:03:40,354 --> 00:03:43,156 SO MANY SPECIAL FAMILY MEMBERS 133 00:03:43,156 --> 00:03:45,993 ARE HERE, INCLUDING RACHEL'S D 134 00:03:45,993 --> 00:03:47,427 DAD, BIG TONY. 135 00:03:47,427 --> 00:03:49,596 GABBY'S GRANDFATHER IS ALSO HERE 136 00:03:49,596 --> 00:03:49,896 TONIGHT. 137 00:03:49,896 --> 00:03:51,765 AND ALSO SOME OF YOUR 138 00:03:51,765 --> 00:03:52,566 BACHELOR NATION FAVORITES, THEY 139 00:03:52,566 --> 00:03:53,333 TRAVELED FROM ALL OVER THE 140 00:03:53,333 --> 00:03:55,402 COUNTRY TO BE RIGHT HERE FOR ALL 141 00:03:55,402 --> 00:03:56,670 OF THIS. 142 00:03:56,670 --> 00:03:57,571 LET'S GIVE THEM A HAND. 143 00:03:57,571 --> 00:04:01,041 [APPLAUSE] 144 00:04:01,041 --> 00:04:02,909 ALL RIGHT, WHAT DO YOU THINK? 145 00:04:02,909 --> 00:04:04,444 YOU GUYS READY TO BEGIN? 146 00:04:04,444 --> 00:04:07,080 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 147 00:04:07,080 --> 00:04:09,850 OKAY. 148 00:04:09,850 --> 00:04:10,417 THE "BACHELOR" LIVE FINALE 149 00:04:10,417 --> 00:04:12,786 STARTS RIGHT NOW. 150 00:04:12,786 --> 00:04:14,454 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 151 00:04:14,454 --> 00:04:23,330 ♪ 152 00:04:27,134 --> 00:04:29,770 ♪ 153 00:04:29,770 --> 00:04:33,674 [BELL DINGS] 154 00:04:33,874 --> 00:04:36,209 ♪ 155 00:04:36,209 --> 00:04:37,377 >> THERE'S SO MUCH GOING ON IN 156 00:04:37,377 --> 00:04:38,979 MY HEAD RIGHT NOW. 157 00:04:38,979 --> 00:04:41,848 I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH 158 00:04:41,848 --> 00:04:43,016 GABBY, WITH RACHEL, BUT I CAN'T 159 00:04:43,016 --> 00:04:45,619 STOP THINKING ABOUT SUSIE AND 160 00:04:45,619 --> 00:04:46,386 WHAT WE HAD. 161 00:04:46,386 --> 00:04:47,254 IT'S LIKE YOU DON'T REALIZE WHAT 162 00:04:47,254 --> 00:04:48,522 YOU HAVE UNTIL IT'S GONE, AND -- 163 00:04:48,522 --> 00:04:50,190 AND THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED. 164 00:04:50,190 --> 00:04:52,793 I'M WILLING TO RISK EVERYTHING 165 00:04:52,793 --> 00:04:54,995 JUST TO TALK TO HER AGAIN, 166 00:04:54,995 --> 00:04:55,896 BECAUSE IT'S WORTH IT FOR ME TO 167 00:04:55,896 --> 00:04:57,264 HAVE ANOTHER CONVERSATION AND 168 00:04:57,264 --> 00:04:57,864 FIND OUT WE CAN'T MAKE IT WORK 169 00:04:57,864 --> 00:04:59,099 THAN TO ALWAYS WONDER IF I 170 00:04:59,099 --> 00:04:59,866 COULD. 171 00:04:59,866 --> 00:05:04,871 ♪ 172 00:05:04,871 --> 00:05:09,776 [KNOCKS ON DOOR] 173 00:05:09,776 --> 00:05:10,477 >> HI. 174 00:05:10,477 --> 00:05:11,144 >> HEY. 175 00:05:11,144 --> 00:05:11,611 >> HOW'S IT GOING? 176 00:05:11,611 --> 00:05:12,479 >> HOW ARE YOU? 177 00:05:12,479 --> 00:05:13,246 YOU OKAY IF I COME IN? 178 00:05:13,246 --> 00:05:13,814 >> YEAH, OF COURSE. 179 00:05:13,814 --> 00:05:15,315 >> THANKS SO MUCH. 180 00:05:15,315 --> 00:05:16,850 >> OH, MY GOSH. 181 00:05:16,850 --> 00:05:17,017 HI. 182 00:05:17,017 --> 00:05:17,451 >> HI. 183 00:05:17,451 --> 00:05:18,285 >> YOU WANT TO SIT DOWN? 184 00:05:18,285 --> 00:05:19,720 >> I WOULD LOVE TO. 185 00:05:19,720 --> 00:05:19,953 >> OKAY. 186 00:05:19,953 --> 00:05:21,488 >> THANK YOU. 187 00:05:21,488 --> 00:05:22,689 SO HOW'RE YOU DOING? 188 00:05:22,689 --> 00:05:23,790 >> OH, GOSH. 189 00:05:23,790 --> 00:05:24,958 I'M GOING TO GET EMOTIONAL JUST, 190 00:05:24,958 --> 00:05:26,426 LIKE, SEEING YOU HERE. 191 00:05:26,426 --> 00:05:29,196 I FEEL LIKE... 192 00:05:29,196 --> 00:05:31,598 UM, YEAH. 193 00:05:31,598 --> 00:05:35,902 LIKE, I'M ACTUALLY DOING OKAY. 194 00:05:35,902 --> 00:05:38,638 BUT IT DIDN'T GO AS PLANNED THE 195 00:05:38,638 --> 00:05:40,140 OTHER NIGHT, SO... 196 00:05:40,140 --> 00:05:43,110 >> I'VE GOT SOME NEWS FOR YOU 197 00:05:43,110 --> 00:05:43,944 THAT I THINK IS GOING TO CHANGE 198 00:05:43,944 --> 00:05:47,581 EVERYTHING FOR YOU. 199 00:05:47,581 --> 00:05:48,582 CLAYTON'S BEEN A WRECK SINCE YOU 200 00:05:48,582 --> 00:05:51,518 LEFT HIM. 201 00:05:51,518 --> 00:05:52,786 I THINK HE REALLY, REALLY 202 00:05:52,786 --> 00:05:57,891 REGRETS HOW IT ENDED. 203 00:05:57,891 --> 00:06:00,794 AND... 204 00:06:00,794 --> 00:06:02,496 IF YOU'RE UP FOR IT, SUSIE, I 205 00:06:02,496 --> 00:06:03,597 REALLY THINK YOU SHOULD GO AND 206 00:06:03,597 --> 00:06:05,932 SEE CLAYTON TODAY. 207 00:06:05,932 --> 00:06:21,648 ♪ 208 00:06:21,648 --> 00:06:23,450 >> SO WHAT IS IT ABOUT SUSIE 209 00:06:23,450 --> 00:06:25,919 THAT YOU LOVE? 210 00:06:25,919 --> 00:06:27,420 I MEAN, WHAT IS IT ABOUT HER 211 00:06:27,420 --> 00:06:31,124 THAT SETS HER APART FROM ANYBODY 212 00:06:31,124 --> 00:06:33,360 ELSE? 213 00:06:33,360 --> 00:06:33,927 >> FROM OUR FIRST ONE-ON-ONE 214 00:06:33,927 --> 00:06:34,628 DATE, IT WAS, YOU KNOW, SHOWING 215 00:06:34,628 --> 00:06:35,629 HOW ADVENTUROUS SHE WAS, HOW 216 00:06:35,629 --> 00:06:36,997 MUCH FUN, HOW APPRECIATIVE. 217 00:06:36,997 --> 00:06:37,764 SHE'S A ONCE-IN- A-LIFETIME KIND 218 00:06:37,764 --> 00:06:38,732 OF GIRL. 219 00:06:38,732 --> 00:06:39,966 LIKE, SHE REALLY IS. 220 00:06:39,966 --> 00:06:41,568 I KNOW I CAN FIGHT FOR HER, 221 00:06:41,568 --> 00:06:43,003 LIKE, EVERY SINGLE DAY AND, 222 00:06:43,003 --> 00:06:44,271 LIKE, LET HER KNOW THAT IF YOU 223 00:06:44,271 --> 00:06:45,972 JUST GIVE ME A SECOND CHANCE, I 224 00:06:45,972 --> 00:06:47,674 PROMISE YOU IT'LL BE WORTH IT. 225 00:06:47,674 --> 00:06:49,209 >> BUT I'M ALSO AFRAID THAT 226 00:06:49,209 --> 00:06:52,746 THAT'S NOT GOING TO HAPPEN. 227 00:06:52,746 --> 00:06:53,547 >> IN MY OPINION, I THINK IT'S 228 00:06:53,547 --> 00:06:54,147 SLIM TO NONE THAT SHE'LL BE 229 00:06:54,147 --> 00:06:55,081 HERE. 230 00:06:55,081 --> 00:06:56,183 >> YEAH. 231 00:06:56,183 --> 00:07:03,123 [DOOR CLICKS] 232 00:07:03,123 --> 00:07:03,590 HEY, SUSIE. 233 00:07:03,590 --> 00:07:04,524 >> HI. 234 00:07:04,524 --> 00:07:05,792 >> HI. 235 00:07:05,792 --> 00:07:06,059 >> SUSIE. 236 00:07:06,059 --> 00:07:06,726 >> HI. 237 00:07:06,726 --> 00:07:07,427 >> IT'S NICE TO MEET YOU GUYS. 238 00:07:07,427 --> 00:07:09,596 >> IT'S NICE TO MEET YOU, SUSIE. 239 00:07:09,596 --> 00:07:09,863 PLEASURE. 240 00:07:09,863 --> 00:07:10,363 >> CAN I GIVE YOU A HUG? 241 00:07:10,363 --> 00:07:11,598 >> YEAH, ABSOLUTELY. 242 00:07:11,598 --> 00:07:12,666 NICE TO MEET YOU GUYS. 243 00:07:12,666 --> 00:07:13,700 >> NICE TO MEET YOU TOO. 244 00:07:13,700 --> 00:07:15,735 >> HOW'S IT GOING? 245 00:07:15,735 --> 00:07:17,637 OKAY. 246 00:07:17,637 --> 00:07:19,005 >> YEAH, DO YOU WANT TO SIT? 247 00:07:19,005 --> 00:07:20,907 >> CAN I TAKE YOUR JACKET OR 248 00:07:20,907 --> 00:07:21,174 ANYTHING? 249 00:07:21,174 --> 00:07:22,075 >> I THINK -- I THINK MAYBE WE 250 00:07:22,075 --> 00:07:24,711 GO TALK OUTSIDE, IF THAT'S OKAY? 251 00:07:24,711 --> 00:07:24,945 >> YEAH. 252 00:07:24,945 --> 00:07:25,312 >> OKAY. 253 00:07:25,312 --> 00:07:26,313 >> YEAH, YEAH. 254 00:07:26,313 --> 00:07:27,080 ABSOLUTELY. 255 00:07:27,080 --> 00:07:27,447 >> OKAY. 256 00:07:27,447 --> 00:07:31,151 >> OKAY, LET'S GO. 257 00:07:31,151 --> 00:07:31,484 >> ALL RIGHT. 258 00:07:31,484 --> 00:07:34,988 >> [SIGHS] 259 00:07:34,988 --> 00:07:37,657 >> I'M HOPING HE CAN POUR OUT 260 00:07:37,657 --> 00:07:38,592 HIS HEART. 261 00:07:38,592 --> 00:07:41,494 I MEAN, THIS IS IT. 262 00:07:41,494 --> 00:07:43,096 >> I MEAN, HE'S -- HE'S PURSUING 263 00:07:43,096 --> 00:07:43,730 WHO HE THINKS IS THE LOVE OF HIS 264 00:07:43,730 --> 00:07:45,665 LIFE. 265 00:07:45,665 --> 00:07:47,601 >> I DEFINITELY RESPECT HER AND 266 00:07:47,601 --> 00:07:49,236 UNDERSTAND, YOU KNOW, HER 267 00:07:49,236 --> 00:07:52,239 FEELINGS, BUT SELFISHLY FOR 268 00:07:52,239 --> 00:07:54,875 CLAYTON, I'M HOPING THAT SHE CAN 269 00:07:54,875 --> 00:08:00,580 FORGIVE HIM AND MOVE ON. 270 00:08:00,580 --> 00:08:01,114 >> HOW ARE YOU? 271 00:08:01,114 --> 00:08:02,616 >> [CLEARS THROAT] 272 00:08:02,616 --> 00:08:03,516 IT'S BEEN REALLY TOUGH, IF I'M 273 00:08:03,516 --> 00:08:05,552 BEING HONEST. 274 00:08:05,552 --> 00:08:07,120 IT'S BEEN A REALLY ROUGH FEW 275 00:08:07,120 --> 00:08:08,788 DAYS. 276 00:08:08,788 --> 00:08:10,290 BUT, LIKE, I'M DOING, LIKE, THE 277 00:08:10,290 --> 00:08:11,458 BEST I CAN, I GUESS, AND, LIKE, 278 00:08:11,458 --> 00:08:12,692 KIND OF JUST, LIKE, HAD ACCEPTED 279 00:08:12,692 --> 00:08:14,394 EVERYTHING AS IT WAS. 280 00:08:14,394 --> 00:08:16,263 I'M SHOCKED THAT I'M HERE TODAY. 281 00:08:16,263 --> 00:08:18,565 I DIDN'T, LIKE, SEE THIS COMING, 282 00:08:18,565 --> 00:08:19,065 TO BE HONEST. 283 00:08:19,065 --> 00:08:20,267 YOU ARE A GOOD HUMAN. 284 00:08:20,267 --> 00:08:22,602 I GENUINELY BELIEVE THAT. 285 00:08:22,602 --> 00:08:23,737 BUT I WAS REALLY SHOCKED BY HOW 286 00:08:23,737 --> 00:08:24,771 EVERYTHING ENDED. 287 00:08:24,771 --> 00:08:28,275 >> YEAH. 288 00:08:28,275 --> 00:08:29,709 >> THE WAY YOU TREATED ME, LIKE, 289 00:08:29,709 --> 00:08:31,611 THE WAY YOU TURNED, I WAS, LIKE, 290 00:08:31,611 --> 00:08:33,613 THAT'S WHEN MY MENTALITY ON YOU 291 00:08:33,613 --> 00:08:34,080 CHANGED. 292 00:08:34,080 --> 00:08:35,315 I -- I COULDN'T EVEN DEFEND 293 00:08:35,315 --> 00:08:36,249 MYSELF. 294 00:08:36,249 --> 00:08:38,351 I FELT SO VULNERABLE. 295 00:08:38,351 --> 00:08:39,452 I FELT LIKE THAT NIGHT YOU MADE 296 00:08:39,452 --> 00:08:41,288 ME QUESTION, LIKE, MY INNER 297 00:08:41,288 --> 00:08:42,589 VOICE, MY INTUITION, LIKE, 298 00:08:42,589 --> 00:08:43,790 EVERYTHING, AND I FELT LIKE AN 299 00:08:43,790 --> 00:08:45,558 AWFUL PERSON. 300 00:08:45,558 --> 00:08:46,493 LIKE, I FELT BAD ABOUT WHAT I 301 00:08:46,493 --> 00:08:48,695 DID, AND, LIKE, IT WAS 302 00:08:48,695 --> 00:08:50,697 HUMILIATING, IF I'M BEING 303 00:08:50,697 --> 00:08:52,866 HONEST. 304 00:08:52,866 --> 00:08:54,134 I FELT LIKE A STRAY DOG THAT 305 00:08:54,134 --> 00:08:55,135 HAD, LIKE, COME INTO YOUR HOME, 306 00:08:55,135 --> 00:08:56,569 AND YOU WERE, LIKE, SHOOING ME 307 00:08:56,569 --> 00:08:57,537 OUT, AND I WAS, LIKE -- I WAS 308 00:08:57,537 --> 00:08:58,204 ALREADY SO EMBARRASSED BY THE 309 00:08:58,204 --> 00:08:59,973 WHOLE CONVERSATION, THE WHOLE 310 00:08:59,973 --> 00:09:01,775 TOPIC, LIKE, EVERYTHING WAS SO 311 00:09:01,775 --> 00:09:05,845 HURTFUL. 312 00:09:05,845 --> 00:09:07,013 IF YOU JUST HAVE LOVE FOR ME AS 313 00:09:07,013 --> 00:09:09,649 A PERSON, HOW CAN YOU TREAT ME 314 00:09:09,649 --> 00:09:09,950 LIKE THIS? 315 00:09:09,950 --> 00:09:11,952 LIKE, I'M SO HUMILIATED. 316 00:09:11,952 --> 00:09:12,752 I FELT SO AWFUL. 317 00:09:12,752 --> 00:09:14,154 AND YOU MADE ME FEEL WRONG AND 318 00:09:14,154 --> 00:09:14,888 BAD AND, LIKE, THAT, TO ME, WAS 319 00:09:14,888 --> 00:09:18,224 LIKE... 320 00:09:18,224 --> 00:09:18,491 [SNIFFLES] 321 00:09:18,491 --> 00:09:21,661 THE HEARTBREAK. 322 00:09:21,661 --> 00:09:24,130 >> YEAH. 323 00:09:24,130 --> 00:09:26,199 I AM SO SORRY THAT, LIKE, I MADE 324 00:09:26,199 --> 00:09:29,102 YOU FEEL THAT WAY, AND I DID NOT 325 00:09:29,102 --> 00:09:31,771 MEAN THE THINGS THAT I SAID. 326 00:09:31,771 --> 00:09:33,340 WHEN I SAID THAT I THOUGHT I 327 00:09:33,340 --> 00:09:33,974 DIDN'T KNOW WHO I WAS LOOKING 328 00:09:33,974 --> 00:09:35,742 AT, LIKE, I GOT TO THAT POINT 329 00:09:35,742 --> 00:09:39,713 BECAUSE I SAW MYSELF LOSING YOU 330 00:09:39,713 --> 00:09:43,984 AND I GOT SCARED AND I -- THE 331 00:09:43,984 --> 00:09:44,851 FEAR OVERCAME ME AND I JUST, 332 00:09:44,851 --> 00:09:47,153 LIKE, WENT WAY OUT OF CHARACTER. 333 00:09:47,153 --> 00:09:54,127 WHAT YOU ARE IS AN INCREDIBLE 334 00:09:54,127 --> 00:09:55,395 WOMAN THAT HAS SO MUCH TO OFFER, 335 00:09:55,395 --> 00:09:56,463 AND, LIKE, TO ME, YOU HAVE 336 00:09:56,463 --> 00:09:58,264 EVERYTHING. 337 00:09:58,264 --> 00:09:59,366 THE SECOND YOU WALKED OUT, I 338 00:09:59,366 --> 00:10:00,667 LOST EVERYTHING. 339 00:10:00,667 --> 00:10:01,568 AND IF YOU DO WALK OUT, I WILL 340 00:10:01,568 --> 00:10:04,070 LOSE EVERYTHING. 341 00:10:04,070 --> 00:10:05,038 YOU SAID, LIKE, YOU SAW ME BEING 342 00:10:05,038 --> 00:10:07,173 YOUR PERSON. 343 00:10:07,173 --> 00:10:09,175 YOU SAW THE FUTURE WITH ME. 344 00:10:09,175 --> 00:10:11,378 AND I KNOW THE LOVE'S THERE. 345 00:10:11,378 --> 00:10:12,645 I KNOW IT COULD BE A LOVE THAT, 346 00:10:12,645 --> 00:10:14,080 LIKE, IS WORTH FIGHTING FOR AND 347 00:10:14,080 --> 00:10:15,281 A LOVE THAT WILL LAST A 348 00:10:15,281 --> 00:10:16,649 LIFETIME. 349 00:10:16,649 --> 00:10:17,517 LIKE, I KNOW IT CAN BE. 350 00:10:17,517 --> 00:10:18,351 AND, LIKE, SUSIE, I WOULD DO 351 00:10:18,351 --> 00:10:19,085 ANYTHING, AND IT'S JUST LIKE -- 352 00:10:19,085 --> 00:10:20,253 IN MY -- IN MY HEART, IT'S JUST 353 00:10:20,253 --> 00:10:22,088 LIKE, I'M, LIKE, ASKING YOU, 354 00:10:22,088 --> 00:10:23,156 IT'S LIKE, IS THERE ANY WAY YOU 355 00:10:23,156 --> 00:10:27,127 CAN GIVE ME A SECOND CHANCE? 356 00:10:27,127 --> 00:10:35,335 ♪ 357 00:10:35,335 --> 00:10:36,403 I LOVE YOU, AND I DON'T WANT TO 358 00:10:36,403 --> 00:10:41,474 LOSE YOU. 359 00:10:41,474 --> 00:10:42,308 >> [SNIFFLES] 360 00:10:42,308 --> 00:10:43,143 ♪ 361 00:10:43,143 --> 00:10:43,877 I DON'T KNOW. 362 00:10:43,877 --> 00:10:45,111 I DON'T FEEL LIKE I'M IN A PLACE 363 00:10:45,111 --> 00:10:45,745 TO, LIKE, MAKE A DECISION RIGHT 364 00:10:45,745 --> 00:10:46,046 NOW. 365 00:10:46,046 --> 00:10:48,114 I JUST DON'T KNOW WHERE I STAND 366 00:10:48,114 --> 00:10:49,249 WITH EVERYTHING, BUT, UM, I DO 367 00:10:49,249 --> 00:10:50,617 WANT YOU TO KNOW I HAVE HEARD 368 00:10:50,617 --> 00:10:51,785 YOU AND I REALLY, REALLY 369 00:10:51,785 --> 00:10:53,620 APPRECIATE YOU, LIKE, IF NOTHING 370 00:10:53,620 --> 00:10:55,388 ELSE, LETTING ME KNOW HOW YOU 371 00:10:55,388 --> 00:10:56,923 FEEL AND, LIKE, BEING SO GENUINE 372 00:10:56,923 --> 00:10:57,924 IN YOUR WORDS. 373 00:10:57,924 --> 00:11:08,068 LIKE, THAT MEANT A LOT. 374 00:11:08,068 --> 00:11:09,069 >> SUSIE, I DON'T WANT YOU TO 375 00:11:09,069 --> 00:11:09,602 RUSH ANYTHING. 376 00:11:09,602 --> 00:11:10,303 I WANT YOU TO THINK ABOUT IT. 377 00:11:10,303 --> 00:11:11,204 BUT I AT LEAST WANTED YOU TO 378 00:11:11,204 --> 00:11:11,871 KNOW -- LIKE, YOU TO KNOW WHERE 379 00:11:11,871 --> 00:11:13,807 I STAND. 380 00:11:13,807 --> 00:11:15,075 >> OKAY. 381 00:11:15,075 --> 00:11:15,975 I APPRECIATE THAT. 382 00:11:15,975 --> 00:11:39,732 ♪ 383 00:11:40,033 --> 00:11:41,868 ♪ 384 00:11:41,868 --> 00:11:42,802 >> THIS IS THE MOST EMOTIONAL 385 00:11:42,802 --> 00:11:44,270 JOURNEY I'VE EVER BEEN ON. 386 00:11:44,270 --> 00:11:48,341 AND I KNOW I'VE SCREWED UP. 387 00:11:48,341 --> 00:11:49,776 BUT I HAVE TO JUST FOLLOW MY 388 00:11:49,776 --> 00:11:51,144 HEART AND, LIKE, MY HEART IS 389 00:11:51,144 --> 00:11:54,981 WITH SUSIE. 390 00:11:54,981 --> 00:11:56,516 AND I WILL DO ANYTHING TO MAKE 391 00:11:56,516 --> 00:11:59,619 IT WORK. 392 00:11:59,619 --> 00:12:01,287 MY HAPPINESS IS IN SUSIE RIGHT 393 00:12:01,287 --> 00:12:02,255 NOW. 394 00:12:02,255 --> 00:12:03,423 LIKE, EVERYTHING IS INVESTED IN 395 00:12:03,423 --> 00:12:04,624 HER. 396 00:12:04,624 --> 00:12:06,092 REGARDLESS OF WHAT HAPPENS WITH 397 00:12:06,092 --> 00:12:07,227 HER, GABBY AND RACHEL DID 398 00:12:07,227 --> 00:12:07,694 NOTHING WRONG. 399 00:12:07,694 --> 00:12:08,495 LIKE, THEY'VE GIVEN ME 100% OF 400 00:12:08,495 --> 00:12:09,362 THEMSELVES. 401 00:12:09,362 --> 00:12:11,898 AND I OWE IT TO THEM TO TELL 402 00:12:11,898 --> 00:12:14,868 THEM EVERYTHING AND -- AND 403 00:12:22,136 --> 00:12:26,507 [APPLAUSE] 404 00:12:28,610 --> 00:12:43,389 ♪ 405 00:12:43,389 --> 00:12:44,557 >> THERE'S, YOU KNOW, A LOT OF 406 00:12:44,557 --> 00:12:45,925 THINGS IN THIS JOURNEY THAT I 407 00:12:45,925 --> 00:12:47,827 WISH I COULD'VE DONE 408 00:12:47,827 --> 00:12:48,461 DIFFERENTLY, AND I CAN'T, SO I 409 00:12:48,461 --> 00:12:49,762 HAVE TO LIVE WITH MY ACTIONS. 410 00:12:49,762 --> 00:12:50,964 YOU KNOW, I DO ACCEPT FULL 411 00:12:50,964 --> 00:12:56,102 RESPONSIBILITY FOR THEM. 412 00:12:56,102 --> 00:12:57,270 AND, YOU KNOW, YESTERDAY'S 413 00:12:57,270 --> 00:13:00,039 CONVERSATION WITH SUSIE, I HOPE 414 00:13:00,039 --> 00:13:01,774 THAT I SAID ENOUGH TO WARRANT, 415 00:13:01,774 --> 00:13:03,042 LIKE, HAVING HER GIVE ME A 416 00:13:03,042 --> 00:13:06,779 SECOND CHANCE, BUT I THINK TODAY 417 00:13:06,779 --> 00:13:09,782 WAKING UP I REALIZED THAT, UM, 418 00:13:09,782 --> 00:13:12,685 THAT HOPE THAT I HAD IS -- IS 419 00:13:12,685 --> 00:13:17,924 KIND OF SLIPPING. 420 00:13:17,924 --> 00:13:20,059 BUT REGARDLESS OF, LIKE, WHAT 421 00:13:20,059 --> 00:13:21,461 HAPPENS WITH SUSIE, MY HEART IS 422 00:13:21,461 --> 00:13:23,396 WITH HER, AND BECAUSE IT'S WITH 423 00:13:23,396 --> 00:13:24,464 HER, IT CAN'T BE WITH GABBY OR 424 00:13:24,464 --> 00:13:28,468 RACHEL. 425 00:13:28,468 --> 00:13:30,069 AND I FEEL EXTREMELY GUILTY, 426 00:13:30,069 --> 00:13:32,005 BECAUSE A FEW DAYS AGO, WHEN I 427 00:13:32,005 --> 00:13:32,639 FOUGHT FOR THESE WOMEN, I WAS 428 00:13:32,639 --> 00:13:33,640 LIKE, EITHER OF YOU COULD BE MY 429 00:13:33,640 --> 00:13:35,008 WIFE. 430 00:13:35,008 --> 00:13:38,311 AND I REALLY DID BELIEVE THAT. 431 00:13:38,311 --> 00:13:44,117 UNFORTUNATELY, THAT HAS CHANGED. 432 00:13:44,117 --> 00:13:45,952 AND I JUST KNOW I HAVE TO LET 433 00:13:45,952 --> 00:13:46,886 THEM BOTH KNOW, AND, LIKE, I 434 00:13:46,886 --> 00:13:48,221 WON'T FAULT THESE WOMEN FOR 435 00:13:48,221 --> 00:13:49,188 HOWEVER THEY REACT. 436 00:13:49,188 --> 00:13:50,990 LIKE, IF THEY EXPRESS NEGATIVE 437 00:13:50,990 --> 00:13:52,925 FEELINGS, IT'S GOING TO HURT TO 438 00:13:52,925 --> 00:13:54,227 HEAR THE WORDS, BUT I DO DESERVE 439 00:13:54,227 --> 00:13:55,561 IT CONSIDERING HOW THIS HAS ALL 440 00:13:55,561 --> 00:13:58,164 PLAYED OUT. 441 00:13:58,164 --> 00:14:00,166 >> I THINK WE BOTH NEED TO TALK 442 00:14:00,166 --> 00:14:00,400 TO HIM. 443 00:14:00,400 --> 00:14:01,401 >> I KNOW, I JUST DON'T KNOW 444 00:14:01,401 --> 00:14:02,635 ANYTHING. 445 00:14:02,635 --> 00:14:04,037 SO... 446 00:14:04,037 --> 00:14:05,305 >> DID YOU MEET HIS FAMILY? 447 00:14:05,305 --> 00:14:05,738 >> YEAH. 448 00:14:05,738 --> 00:14:06,472 DID YOU? 449 00:14:06,472 --> 00:14:07,273 >> YEAH. 450 00:14:07,273 --> 00:14:08,207 >> YEAH. 451 00:14:08,207 --> 00:14:09,676 >> DID YOU GO ON A DATE? 452 00:14:09,676 --> 00:14:10,376 >> NO. 453 00:14:10,376 --> 00:14:11,844 >> OKAY, I DIDN'T EITHER. 454 00:14:11,844 --> 00:14:15,648 >> YEAH. 455 00:14:15,648 --> 00:14:17,083 >> WHAT DO YOU THINK? 456 00:14:17,083 --> 00:14:17,850 >> I DON'T KNOW. 457 00:14:17,850 --> 00:14:35,234 >> I DON'T KNOW EITHER. 458 00:14:35,234 --> 00:14:37,136 >> I MEAN, HE'S CHOOSING TO NOT 459 00:14:37,136 --> 00:14:39,372 HAVE THESE LAST TWO DATES. 460 00:14:39,372 --> 00:14:43,209 >> YEAH. 461 00:14:43,209 --> 00:14:47,814 >> [SIGHS] 462 00:14:53,152 --> 00:14:57,890 [KNOCKS ON DOOR] 463 00:15:01,561 --> 00:15:09,001 [KNOCKS ON DOOR] 464 00:15:14,140 --> 00:15:21,114 HEY. 465 00:15:21,114 --> 00:15:22,248 LET ME -- LET ME START BY SAYING 466 00:15:22,248 --> 00:15:23,783 THIS. 467 00:15:23,783 --> 00:15:25,952 UM... 468 00:15:25,952 --> 00:15:28,888 [SIGHS] 469 00:15:28,888 --> 00:15:32,024 YOU KNOW, THIS WHOLE JOURNEY 470 00:15:32,024 --> 00:15:35,161 WENT NOT AS -- HOW I EXPECTED, 471 00:15:35,161 --> 00:15:37,764 AND, YOU KNOW, I REALLY, THROUGH 472 00:15:37,764 --> 00:15:38,831 EVERYTHING THAT I'VE DONE, I'VE 473 00:15:38,831 --> 00:15:41,968 DONE WHAT I THOUGHT WAS BEST AND 474 00:15:41,968 --> 00:15:43,436 FOLLOWED MY HEART, BUT I REALIZE 475 00:15:43,436 --> 00:15:46,773 THAT I'VE CAUSED SO MUCH PAIN. 476 00:15:46,773 --> 00:15:47,707 AND I WISH THAT I COULD TAKE IT 477 00:15:47,707 --> 00:15:52,779 ALL BACK. 478 00:15:52,779 --> 00:15:55,415 YOU KNOW, I ABSOLUTELY SAW A 479 00:15:55,415 --> 00:15:57,116 FUTURE WITH YOU BOTH AND TOLD 480 00:15:57,116 --> 00:15:58,317 YOU THAT I LOVED YOU, AND I 481 00:15:58,317 --> 00:16:02,688 MEANT ALL OF THAT. 482 00:16:02,688 --> 00:16:03,923 AND I REALIZE THAT IT'S NOT 483 00:16:03,923 --> 00:16:04,857 FEASIBLY POSSIBLE FOR ME TO BE 484 00:16:04,857 --> 00:16:06,092 IN LOVE WITH THREE WOMEN LIKE I 485 00:16:06,092 --> 00:16:10,596 SAID I WAS. 486 00:16:10,596 --> 00:16:11,964 AND, YOU KNOW, EVERYBODY 487 00:16:11,964 --> 00:16:13,032 DESERVES TO HAVE SOMEONE GIVE 488 00:16:13,032 --> 00:16:16,335 THEM 100% OF THEIR HEART, AND 489 00:16:16,335 --> 00:16:17,703 UNFORTUNATELY, LIKE, I JUST 490 00:16:17,703 --> 00:16:20,106 CAN'T BE THAT PERSON FOR EITHER 491 00:16:20,106 --> 00:16:21,040 OF YOU. 492 00:16:21,040 --> 00:16:22,608 BECAUSE MY HEART'S NO LONGER 493 00:16:22,608 --> 00:16:26,245 HERE. 494 00:16:26,245 --> 00:16:27,914 IT'S WITH SUSIE. 495 00:16:27,914 --> 00:16:32,552 ♪ 496 00:16:32,552 --> 00:16:34,654 I'M SO VERY SORRY. 497 00:16:34,654 --> 00:16:36,255 I DIDN'T MEAN TO HURT YOU ALL 498 00:16:36,255 --> 00:16:37,857 AND I HOPE YOU CAN FORGIVE ME 499 00:16:37,857 --> 00:16:38,891 ONE DAY, BUT IF THAT DAY IS NOT 500 00:16:38,891 --> 00:16:40,860 TODAY AND IF YOU DON'T WANT 501 00:16:40,860 --> 00:16:41,761 ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME, I GET 502 00:16:41,761 --> 00:16:52,271 IT. 503 00:16:52,271 --> 00:16:53,039 >> I REALLY DON'T HAVE ANYTHING 504 00:16:53,039 --> 00:16:53,573 TO SAY. 505 00:16:53,573 --> 00:16:54,073 THANK YOU. 506 00:16:54,073 --> 00:16:55,208 I KNOW IT WAS HARD TO COME HERE 507 00:16:55,208 --> 00:16:56,108 AND TELL US, BUT I THINK YOU 508 00:16:56,108 --> 00:16:57,343 WERE TOO LATE, AND FOR BOTH OF 509 00:16:57,343 --> 00:16:58,478 US, YOU COULD HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT 510 00:16:58,478 --> 00:16:59,745 IT BEFORE, PUTTING YOURSELF IN 511 00:16:59,745 --> 00:17:02,215 OUR SHOES. 512 00:17:02,215 --> 00:17:05,017 SO THAT'S IT, I THINK, FOR ME. 513 00:17:05,017 --> 00:17:19,432 ♪ 514 00:17:19,432 --> 00:17:20,399 >> I -- I JUST NEED TO -- 515 00:17:20,399 --> 00:17:28,908 BE RIGHT BACK. 516 00:17:28,908 --> 00:17:35,815 ♪ 517 00:17:35,815 --> 00:17:41,187 [KNOCKS ON DOOR] 518 00:17:41,187 --> 00:17:43,389 GABBY, CAN WE -- CAN WE TALK? 519 00:17:43,389 --> 00:17:49,495 >> YEAH. 520 00:17:49,495 --> 00:17:50,563 I ACTUALLY DON'T KNOW WHO YOU 521 00:17:50,563 --> 00:17:55,868 ARE AT ALL. 522 00:17:55,868 --> 00:17:57,737 AND I'M PISSED BECAUSE I SPENT 523 00:17:57,737 --> 00:18:01,040 THE LAST TWO DAYS AWAY FROM MY 524 00:18:01,040 --> 00:18:02,408 FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS WHO 525 00:18:02,408 --> 00:18:03,976 ACTUALLY GIVE A [BLEEP] ABOUT 526 00:18:03,976 --> 00:18:05,578 ME AND YOU DON'T. 527 00:18:05,578 --> 00:18:06,012 >> THAT'S NOT TRUE. 528 00:18:06,012 --> 00:18:07,179 >> IT IS TRUE, CLAYTON. 529 00:18:07,179 --> 00:18:08,414 I CAN'T BELIEVE ANYTHING YOU 530 00:18:08,414 --> 00:18:09,315 SAY. 531 00:18:09,315 --> 00:18:13,219 NOT ONE THING. 532 00:18:13,219 --> 00:18:14,120 YOU ASKED ME TO STAY BECAUSE YOU 533 00:18:14,120 --> 00:18:15,187 WERE PISSED AND YOUR PRIDE WAS 534 00:18:15,187 --> 00:18:18,691 HURT BECAUSE SUSIE LEFT. 535 00:18:18,691 --> 00:18:19,959 >> I WAS HURT. 536 00:18:19,959 --> 00:18:20,626 I WAS -- 537 00:18:20,626 --> 00:18:22,094 >> YEAH, OBVIOUSLY. 538 00:18:22,094 --> 00:18:22,895 ANYONE WOULD HAVE BEEN. 539 00:18:22,895 --> 00:18:23,729 SO WHY COULDN'T YOU TALK TO US 540 00:18:23,729 --> 00:18:24,463 ABOUT IT INSTEAD OF FIGHTING FOR 541 00:18:24,463 --> 00:18:28,868 EACH OF US TO STAY? 542 00:18:28,868 --> 00:18:29,502 >> BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO 543 00:18:29,502 --> 00:18:30,169 LEAVE. 544 00:18:30,169 --> 00:18:31,237 >> BUT NOW YOU DO. 545 00:18:31,237 --> 00:18:32,371 SO WHAT THE [BLEEP] IS THE 546 00:18:32,371 --> 00:18:32,772 DIFFERENCE? 547 00:18:32,772 --> 00:18:33,940 HONESTLY, LIKE, A COUPLE DAYS 548 00:18:33,940 --> 00:18:34,607 DOESN'T SEEM TO MAKE THAT BIG OF 549 00:18:34,607 --> 00:18:35,908 A DIFFERENCE, CLAYTON, EXCEPT 550 00:18:35,908 --> 00:18:36,742 THAT ONE TIME IT WAS GOING TO BE 551 00:18:36,742 --> 00:18:38,144 MY DECISION, WHICH YOU DIDN'T 552 00:18:38,144 --> 00:18:39,178 WANT IT TO BE, AND NOW IT'S YOUR 553 00:18:39,178 --> 00:18:43,349 DECISION, SO IT'S EASIER. 554 00:18:43,349 --> 00:18:43,549 >> NO. 555 00:18:43,549 --> 00:18:44,317 >> YES, IT IS. 556 00:18:44,317 --> 00:18:45,585 AND YOU DON'T HAVE, LIKE, THE 557 00:18:45,585 --> 00:18:46,419 INSIGHT OR MAYBE THE EXPERIENCE 558 00:18:46,419 --> 00:18:48,588 TO KNOW. 559 00:18:48,588 --> 00:18:49,188 >> I DO LOVE YOU. 560 00:18:49,188 --> 00:18:49,989 I DO CARE ABOUT YOU, BUT -- 561 00:18:49,989 --> 00:18:51,424 >> THAT IS [BLEEP]. 562 00:18:51,424 --> 00:18:52,458 >> NO, BUT THERE'S A DIFFERENCE 563 00:18:52,458 --> 00:18:53,759 BETWEEN ME WITH THAT AND BEING 564 00:18:53,759 --> 00:18:54,360 IN LOVE AND -- OR FALLING IN 565 00:18:54,360 --> 00:18:56,162 LOVE, AND THERE'S ALL THESE 566 00:18:56,162 --> 00:18:56,796 DIFFERENCES, AND IT'S LIKE, FOR 567 00:18:56,796 --> 00:18:57,563 ME, IT WAS A FEELING. 568 00:18:57,563 --> 00:18:58,164 >> THERE IS A DIFFERENCE FROM 569 00:18:58,164 --> 00:18:59,298 BEING IN LOVE AND FALLING IN 570 00:18:59,298 --> 00:18:59,498 LOVE. 571 00:18:59,498 --> 00:19:00,032 >> AND THAT'S WHERE, LIKE, 572 00:19:00,032 --> 00:19:00,833 AGAIN, LIKE, I -- 573 00:19:00,833 --> 00:19:01,567 >> BUT YOU TOLD ALL OF US YOU 574 00:19:01,567 --> 00:19:02,435 WERE FALLING IN, THAT YOU LOVED 575 00:19:02,435 --> 00:19:03,336 US. 576 00:19:03,336 --> 00:19:04,937 >> AND I WAS FALLING IN LOVE 577 00:19:04,937 --> 00:19:06,439 WITH ALL THREE OF YOU. 578 00:19:06,439 --> 00:19:07,406 BUT I REALIZED, LIKE, YOU CAN 579 00:19:07,406 --> 00:19:08,274 ONLY SEE YOUR LIFE WITH THAT ONE 580 00:19:08,274 --> 00:19:09,475 PERSON, THEREFORE, IT CAN ONLY 581 00:19:09,475 --> 00:19:09,875 BE ONE PERSON. 582 00:19:09,875 --> 00:19:11,377 >> YOU SOUND ACTUALLY 583 00:19:11,377 --> 00:19:12,278 RIDICULOUS. 584 00:19:12,278 --> 00:19:13,012 >> AND I KNOW -- 585 00:19:13,012 --> 00:19:13,946 >> 'CAUSE YOU DON'T WANT TO 586 00:19:13,946 --> 00:19:15,081 ADMIT THAT YOU WERE WRONG. 587 00:19:15,081 --> 00:19:15,915 >> NO, I AM WRONG. 588 00:19:15,915 --> 00:19:19,251 I'M TELLING YOU I'M WRONG. 589 00:19:19,251 --> 00:19:20,519 >> LIKE, ALL THE HARD DECISIONS 590 00:19:20,519 --> 00:19:22,822 YOU'RE MAKING BY TELLING RACHEL 591 00:19:22,822 --> 00:19:24,357 AND I TOGETHER THAT YOU TOLD 592 00:19:24,357 --> 00:19:25,458 EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US YOU 593 00:19:25,458 --> 00:19:26,459 LOVE US. 594 00:19:26,459 --> 00:19:27,660 LIKE, OH, MY GOD, THAT IS SUCH A 595 00:19:27,660 --> 00:19:28,127 BIG MAN. 596 00:19:28,127 --> 00:19:28,828 LIKE, YOU COULD'VE PULLED US 597 00:19:28,828 --> 00:19:30,463 ASIDE. 598 00:19:30,463 --> 00:19:31,497 OR YOU COULD HAVE JUST WITHHELD 599 00:19:31,497 --> 00:19:33,099 YOUR WORDS. 600 00:19:33,099 --> 00:19:34,200 >> YES, YES. 601 00:19:34,200 --> 00:19:35,735 >> OKAY, WE GET PAST THAT. 602 00:19:35,735 --> 00:19:37,670 AND THEN YOU DO THE SAME [BLEEP] 603 00:19:37,670 --> 00:19:38,638 TO US? 604 00:19:38,638 --> 00:19:39,805 ADDRESS US AS A GROUP THAT YOU 605 00:19:39,805 --> 00:19:43,542 DON'T GIVE A [BLEEP] ABOUT US? 606 00:19:43,542 --> 00:19:44,243 AND NOW YOU'RE TRYING TO SAY 607 00:19:44,243 --> 00:19:46,278 THAT IN THE MOMENT IT WAS REAL? 608 00:19:46,278 --> 00:19:47,346 YOUR ACTIONS SPEAK WAY LOUDER 609 00:19:47,346 --> 00:19:49,015 THAN WORDS, AND YOU STILL CAN'T 610 00:19:49,015 --> 00:19:49,982 SAY THAT MAYBE YOU FOUGHT FOR ME 611 00:19:49,982 --> 00:19:53,519 FOR A WRONG REASON. 612 00:19:53,519 --> 00:19:53,919 LIKE, YEAH, RIGHT. 613 00:19:53,919 --> 00:19:56,055 YEAH, RIGHT. 614 00:19:56,055 --> 00:19:57,023 LIKE, AND -- 615 00:19:57,023 --> 00:19:59,291 >> I -- I HEAR YOU. 616 00:19:59,291 --> 00:19:59,959 I DO HEAR YOU. 617 00:19:59,959 --> 00:20:01,360 I DO. 618 00:20:01,360 --> 00:20:02,161 AND I'M SORRY. 619 00:20:02,161 --> 00:20:03,562 AND THAT'S ALL I CAN SAY IS, I'M 620 00:20:03,562 --> 00:20:03,996 SORRY. 621 00:20:03,996 --> 00:20:04,764 THERE'S NOTHING I CAN SAY TO FIX 622 00:20:04,764 --> 00:20:05,698 THIS. 623 00:20:05,698 --> 00:20:06,666 EVERYTHING I'VE DONE, I'VE DONE, 624 00:20:06,666 --> 00:20:07,600 AND I HAVE TO ANSWER TO THAT AND 625 00:20:07,600 --> 00:20:14,707 I WILL ANSWER TO IT. 626 00:20:14,707 --> 00:20:17,343 AM I ABLE TO WALK YOU OUT? 627 00:20:17,343 --> 00:20:18,177 >> NO. 628 00:20:18,177 --> 00:20:19,078 >> NO. 629 00:20:19,078 --> 00:20:21,147 OKAY. 630 00:20:21,147 --> 00:20:25,151 OKAY. 631 00:20:25,151 --> 00:20:27,586 [SIGHS] 632 00:20:27,586 --> 00:20:38,364 ♪ 633 00:20:38,364 --> 00:20:40,533 [SIGHS] 634 00:20:40,533 --> 00:20:53,679 ♪ 635 00:20:54,180 --> 00:21:32,151 ♪ 636 00:21:32,151 --> 00:21:32,651 [APPLAUSE] 637 00:21:32,651 --> 00:21:35,988 >> Jesse: THAT WAS BRUTAL. 638 00:21:35,988 --> 00:21:37,857 GABBY AND CLAYTON HAVEN'T SPOKEN 639 00:21:37,857 --> 00:21:39,358 SINCE THAT DATE IN ICELAND, AND 640 00:21:39,358 --> 00:21:40,326 WHEN WE COME BACK, GABBY WILL 641 00:21:40,326 --> 00:21:42,294 JOIN IT RIGHT HERE ON STAGE. 642 00:21:42,294 --> 00:21:43,863 I KNOW SHE'S GOT A LOT TO SAY 643 00:21:50,334 --> 00:22:00,712 [APPLAUSE] 644 00:22:00,712 --> 00:22:01,713 >> Jesse: WELCOME BACK. 645 00:22:01,713 --> 00:22:03,381 WE ARE HERE LIVE IN LOS ANGELES 646 00:22:03,381 --> 00:22:06,317 WITH THE MOST SHOCKING FINALE IN 647 00:22:06,317 --> 00:22:07,752 "BACHELOR" HISTORY. 648 00:22:07,752 --> 00:22:12,590 GABBY LEFT ICELAND TEARY AND IN 649 00:22:12,590 --> 00:22:12,790 TEARS. 650 00:22:12,790 --> 00:22:14,158 IT HASN'T SPOKEN TO CLAYTON 651 00:22:14,158 --> 00:22:14,358 SINCE. 652 00:22:14,358 --> 00:22:16,427 LET'S GIVE HER A CHANCE TO SPEAK 653 00:22:16,427 --> 00:22:18,429 RIGHT NOW. 654 00:22:18,429 --> 00:22:22,467 EVERYBODY, PLEASE WELCOME GABBY. 655 00:22:22,467 --> 00:22:27,071 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 656 00:22:27,071 --> 00:22:32,310 >> I KNOW. 657 00:22:32,310 --> 00:22:33,478 [LAUGHS] 658 00:22:33,478 --> 00:22:36,948 >> Jesse: [INDISTINCT] 659 00:22:36,948 --> 00:22:40,585 >> OH, NO. 660 00:22:40,585 --> 00:22:43,888 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 661 00:22:43,888 --> 00:22:46,724 WHOA, HI. 662 00:22:46,724 --> 00:22:50,361 HI, GOOD, HOW ARE YOU. 663 00:22:50,361 --> 00:22:52,396 >> Jesse: IT IS SO GREAT 664 00:22:52,396 --> 00:22:53,531 SEEING YOU, IT'S BEEN A WHILE 665 00:22:53,531 --> 00:22:54,565 SINCE ICELAND. 666 00:22:54,565 --> 00:22:55,366 A BEAUTIFUL MOMENT THEY ARE 667 00:22:55,366 --> 00:22:57,301 BETWEEN YOUR GRANDFATHER AND 668 00:22:57,301 --> 00:22:57,568 YOURSELF. 669 00:22:57,568 --> 00:22:59,537 I KNOW HE MEANS SO MUCH TO YOU, 670 00:22:59,537 --> 00:23:00,304 YOUR FAMILY IS LOVE AND SUPPORT 671 00:23:00,304 --> 00:23:02,006 THROUGHOUT THIS ENTIRE THING. 672 00:23:02,006 --> 00:23:03,174 LISTEN, IT'S BEEN A MINUTE SINCE 673 00:23:03,174 --> 00:23:03,608 I'VE SEEN YOU. 674 00:23:03,608 --> 00:23:05,243 I WANT TO CHECK IN WITH YOU. 675 00:23:05,243 --> 00:23:09,614 HOW HAVE YOU BEEN DOING? 676 00:23:09,614 --> 00:23:10,648 >> UM... 677 00:23:10,648 --> 00:23:10,882 [LAUGHS] 678 00:23:10,882 --> 00:23:13,484 I THINK, LIKE, SINCE THE SHOW, 679 00:23:13,484 --> 00:23:13,751 YOU MEAN? 680 00:23:13,751 --> 00:23:15,453 IT'S BEEN UP AND DOWN WATCHING 681 00:23:15,453 --> 00:23:18,356 THE SHOW BACK. 682 00:23:18,356 --> 00:23:19,991 IT HAS OBVIOUSLY BROUGHT UP LOTS 683 00:23:19,991 --> 00:23:21,893 OF EMOTIONS, GOOD AND BAD, AND I 684 00:23:21,893 --> 00:23:23,094 THINK THESE LAST COUPLE WEEKS 685 00:23:23,094 --> 00:23:24,829 HAVE BEEN REALLY HEAVY, BUT I 686 00:23:24,829 --> 00:23:27,098 THINK THEY'VE ALSO GIVEN ME MORE 687 00:23:27,098 --> 00:23:28,332 CLARITY AND KIND OF THE CLOSURE 688 00:23:28,332 --> 00:23:33,237 THAT I WAS LOOKING FOR FROM, YOU 689 00:23:33,237 --> 00:23:34,839 KNOW, AND SEEING ALL SIDES OF 690 00:23:34,839 --> 00:23:35,439 THE STORY PAGE BECAUSE I ONLY 691 00:23:35,439 --> 00:23:40,244 KNEW MY SIDE. 692 00:23:40,244 --> 00:23:42,880 NOT THAT IT WAS REALLY MUDDLED, 693 00:23:42,880 --> 00:23:44,148 BECAUSE AS YOU GUYS SAW, I 694 00:23:44,148 --> 00:23:46,751 THINK THAT I WAS ABLE TO SAY MY 695 00:23:46,751 --> 00:23:48,619 PIECE, BUT SEEING MORE OF THE 696 00:23:48,619 --> 00:23:51,289 OTHER SIDE OF CLAYTON AND OTHER 697 00:23:51,289 --> 00:23:52,523 STORIES COMING TOGETHER MAKES A 698 00:23:52,523 --> 00:23:55,793 LITTLE BIT MORE SENSE, I THINK. 699 00:23:55,793 --> 00:23:57,528 IT'S ALSO A LITTLE 700 00:23:57,528 --> 00:23:58,262 DISHEARTENING. 701 00:23:58,262 --> 00:23:59,730 >> Jesse: YEAH, TAKE ME BACKS 702 00:23:59,730 --> 00:24:00,631 THAT DAY IN ICELAND WHEN CLAYTON 703 00:24:00,631 --> 00:24:01,766 CAME IN YOUR ROOM AND HE BROKE 704 00:24:01,766 --> 00:24:05,536 UP WITH BOTH YOU AND RACHEL THE 705 00:24:05,536 --> 00:24:05,970 SAME TIME. 706 00:24:05,970 --> 00:24:08,139 I KNOW YOU ARE HEARTBROKEN, BUT 707 00:24:08,139 --> 00:24:10,608 IT SEEMED LIKE IT WAS MORE ABOUT 708 00:24:10,608 --> 00:24:12,009 ANGER THAN SADNESS IN THAT 709 00:24:12,009 --> 00:24:12,243 MOMENT. 710 00:24:12,243 --> 00:24:12,410 WHY? 711 00:24:12,410 --> 00:24:15,046 >> I THINK, IF YOU GUYS REMEMBER 712 00:24:15,046 --> 00:24:16,314 LAST NIGHT, AT THE ROSE 713 00:24:16,314 --> 00:24:20,818 CEREMONY, THAT WAS, LIKE, REAL 714 00:24:20,818 --> 00:24:21,118 RAW EMOTION. 715 00:24:21,118 --> 00:24:23,387 I DROPPED ALL MY GUARD. 716 00:24:23,387 --> 00:24:24,755 I THINK THE ONLY THING I WAS 717 00:24:24,755 --> 00:24:26,824 FEELING WAS SADNESS AND 718 00:24:26,824 --> 00:24:27,592 HEARTBREAK. 719 00:24:27,592 --> 00:24:29,393 AND WE MADE IT THROUGH THAT AND 720 00:24:29,393 --> 00:24:31,929 THEN WENT ON TO MEET HIS FAMILY 721 00:24:31,929 --> 00:24:32,730 TO HAVE ANOTHER WEEK. 722 00:24:32,730 --> 00:24:34,899 AND THAT WEEK WAS HARD AS HELL. 723 00:24:34,899 --> 00:24:36,400 BUT I REALLY THOUGHT IT WAS 724 00:24:36,400 --> 00:24:39,203 GOING TO BE ME AT THE END, LIKE, 725 00:24:39,203 --> 00:24:40,471 ALL OF US DID. 726 00:24:40,471 --> 00:24:42,139 BUT, OF COURSE, I WAS ALSO 727 00:24:42,139 --> 00:24:44,375 PREPARING MYSELF, KIND OF, FOR 728 00:24:44,375 --> 00:24:46,210 THE WORST, AND JUST THE UPS AND 729 00:24:46,210 --> 00:24:47,612 DOWNS AND KIND OF THE NATURE OF 730 00:24:47,612 --> 00:24:48,980 THE JOURNEY IS A LITTLE 731 00:24:48,980 --> 00:24:50,314 TUMULTUOUS WHEN YOU DON'T HAVE 732 00:24:50,314 --> 00:24:50,681 ANSWERS. 733 00:24:50,681 --> 00:24:53,751 AT THAT POINT I JUST NEEDED AN 734 00:24:53,751 --> 00:24:55,887 ANSWER, NEED CLARITY, SO WHEN 735 00:24:55,887 --> 00:24:59,223 I GOT IT, I THINK I WAS READY TO 736 00:24:59,223 --> 00:25:00,124 GO TO PROCESSING. 737 00:25:00,124 --> 00:25:01,125 AND I WAS ANGRY. 738 00:25:01,125 --> 00:25:02,326 I FELT BETRAYED. 739 00:25:02,326 --> 00:25:03,761 I FELT HURT. 740 00:25:03,761 --> 00:25:05,429 AND I THINK THAT'S A TOTALLY 741 00:25:05,429 --> 00:25:06,898 APPROPRIATE EMOTION TO FEEL AT 742 00:25:06,898 --> 00:25:07,531 THE TIME. 743 00:25:07,531 --> 00:25:10,768 IT'S A NATURAL HUMAN EMOTION, 744 00:25:10,768 --> 00:25:13,738 AND IT IS, YOU KNOW -- THAT WAS 745 00:25:13,738 --> 00:25:14,338 IT. 746 00:25:14,338 --> 00:25:15,740 >> Jesse: IN THE MOMENT, IT 747 00:25:15,740 --> 00:25:17,675 WASN'T JUST ANGER AND 748 00:25:17,675 --> 00:25:19,543 FRUSTRATION THOUGH. 749 00:25:19,543 --> 00:25:21,345 WE SOW, YOU WERE GENUINELY HURT. 750 00:25:21,345 --> 00:25:21,746 >> YEAH. 751 00:25:21,746 --> 00:25:24,215 >> Jesse: WERE YOU IN LOVE 752 00:25:24,215 --> 00:25:25,182 WITH CLAYTON? 753 00:25:25,182 --> 00:25:25,750 >> OF COURSE. 754 00:25:25,750 --> 00:25:27,285 I REALLY WAS. 755 00:25:27,285 --> 00:25:31,355 AND IT TOOK ME A WHILE, I THINK 756 00:25:31,355 --> 00:25:33,057 THE AUDIENCE COULD KIND OF SEE, 757 00:25:33,057 --> 00:25:35,326 TO SHED MY LAYERS AND REALLY 758 00:25:35,326 --> 00:25:36,928 OPEN UP. 759 00:25:36,928 --> 00:25:37,995 I DON'T REGRET ANYTHING. 760 00:25:37,995 --> 00:25:40,765 THAT IS KIND OF WHO I AM AS A 761 00:25:40,765 --> 00:25:41,499 PERSON. 762 00:25:41,499 --> 00:25:45,369 AND THIS HAS HELPED ME LEARN SO 763 00:25:45,369 --> 00:25:47,204 MUCH BUT, YOU KNOW, CLAYTON WAS 764 00:25:47,204 --> 00:25:49,307 ALWAYS A REALLY SAFE SPACE FOR 765 00:25:49,307 --> 00:25:49,473 ME. 766 00:25:49,473 --> 00:25:51,208 HE REALLY ALLOWED ME TO BE 767 00:25:51,208 --> 00:25:52,610 MYSELF, AND I FELT LIKE HE TRULY 768 00:25:52,610 --> 00:25:54,045 SAW ME. 769 00:25:54,045 --> 00:25:55,646 AND WITH THE INFORMATION I HAD 770 00:25:55,646 --> 00:25:56,514 AND THE PERSON THAT WAS BEING 771 00:25:56,514 --> 00:25:59,050 GIVEN TO ME IN THE MOMENT, THAT 772 00:25:59,050 --> 00:26:01,018 IS THE PERSON THAT I LOVE. 773 00:26:01,018 --> 00:26:05,756 SO LOOKING BACK, I DIDN'T KNOW 774 00:26:05,756 --> 00:26:06,557 EVERYTHING. 775 00:26:06,557 --> 00:26:07,391 YOU KNOW? 776 00:26:07,391 --> 00:26:09,593 AND I FEEL LIKE I WAS SUPPOSED 777 00:26:09,593 --> 00:26:11,128 TO BE PRIVY TO THAT KNOWLEDGE, 778 00:26:11,128 --> 00:26:12,363 BUT THINGS ARE KEPT FOR A LONG 779 00:26:12,363 --> 00:26:12,563 TIME. 780 00:26:12,563 --> 00:26:14,398 >> Jesse: I KNOW YOU HAVEN'T 781 00:26:14,398 --> 00:26:15,132 SEEN CLAYTON SINCE ICELAND. 782 00:26:15,132 --> 00:26:18,002 ARE YOU READY TO SEE HIM 783 00:26:18,002 --> 00:26:18,569 TONIGHT? 784 00:26:18,569 --> 00:26:18,803 >> YEAH. 785 00:26:18,803 --> 00:26:19,370 >> Jesse: HAVE YOU THOUGHT 786 00:26:19,370 --> 00:26:20,738 ABOUT WHAT YOU WANT TO SAY? 787 00:26:20,738 --> 00:26:21,739 >> I HAVE. 788 00:26:21,739 --> 00:26:23,040 >> Jesse: THANK YOU SO MUCH 789 00:26:23,040 --> 00:26:25,343 FOR BEING HERE TONIGHT WITH US 790 00:26:25,343 --> 00:26:25,576 ALL. 791 00:26:25,576 --> 00:26:28,913 >> OH, THANK YOU. 792 00:26:28,913 --> 00:26:29,380 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 793 00:26:29,380 --> 00:26:30,181 >> Jesse: WHEN WE COME BACK, 794 00:26:30,181 --> 00:26:31,449 GABBY WILL TALK TO CLAYTON, AND 795 00:26:31,449 --> 00:26:33,384 I DON'T THINK I WOULD WANT TO BE 796 00:26:33,384 --> 00:26:34,685 IN HIS SHOES RIGHT NOW. 797 00:26:34,685 --> 00:26:36,220 DON'T GO AWAY. 798 00:26:52,974 --> 00:26:57,078 ♪ 799 00:26:57,078 --> 00:27:02,324 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 800 00:27:02,324 --> 00:27:04,760 >> Jesse: WELCOME BACK TO THE 801 00:27:04,760 --> 00:27:06,161 LIVE FINALE OF "THE BACHELOR." 802 00:27:06,161 --> 00:27:07,696 IT'S ALREADY BEEN EMOTIONAL 803 00:27:07,696 --> 00:27:10,065 NIGHT, ESPECIALLY FOR YOU, OF 804 00:27:10,065 --> 00:27:10,899 COURSE, GABBY, AND THE MOMENT 805 00:27:10,899 --> 00:27:11,934 HAS FINALLY ARRIVED. 806 00:27:11,934 --> 00:27:14,069 ARE YOU READY TO FINALLY SEE 807 00:27:14,069 --> 00:27:15,170 CLAYTON? 808 00:27:15,170 --> 00:27:17,339 OKAY, LET'S DO THAT. 809 00:27:17,339 --> 00:27:18,741 EVERYBODY, PLEASE WELCOME 810 00:27:18,741 --> 00:27:18,974 CLAYTON. 811 00:27:18,974 --> 00:27:20,976 ♪ 812 00:27:20,976 --> 00:27:29,752 [APPLAUSE] 813 00:27:29,752 --> 00:27:31,153 >> HOW ARE YOU DOING? 814 00:27:31,153 --> 00:27:32,688 >> GOOD, HOW ARE YOU? 815 00:27:32,688 --> 00:27:33,856 >> Jesse: CLAYTON, THANKS SO 816 00:27:33,856 --> 00:27:34,823 MUCH FOR JOINING US BOTH OUT A 817 00:27:34,823 --> 00:27:36,925 BIT I KNOW IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME 818 00:27:36,925 --> 00:27:38,527 SINCE YOU'VE SEEN EACH OTHER OR 819 00:27:38,527 --> 00:27:40,796 SPOKEN, I'M SURE YOU THOUGHT 820 00:27:40,796 --> 00:27:42,131 ABOUT WHAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO 821 00:27:42,131 --> 00:27:42,598 SAY. 822 00:27:42,598 --> 00:27:44,032 GABBY, I'LL OPEN THE FLOOR TO 823 00:27:44,032 --> 00:27:45,768 YOU, ANYTHING YOU WOULD LIKE TO 824 00:27:45,768 --> 00:27:45,934 SAY? 825 00:27:45,934 --> 00:27:46,535 >> YEAH. 826 00:27:46,535 --> 00:27:51,140 AFTER HAVING WATCHED IT BACK, 827 00:27:51,140 --> 00:27:52,107 THE FIRST THING THAT COMES TO 828 00:27:52,107 --> 00:27:54,543 MIND AS I FEEL SO MISLED AND I 829 00:27:54,543 --> 00:27:57,079 FEEL LIKE I WASN'T GIVEN ALL OF 830 00:27:57,079 --> 00:28:00,149 THE INFORMATION, EVEN THOUGH YOU 831 00:28:00,149 --> 00:28:00,582 DID HAVE ALL OF THE 832 00:28:00,582 --> 00:28:01,917 INFORMATION AT THE TIMES WHEN I 833 00:28:01,917 --> 00:28:03,385 WAS MAKING THOSE DECISIONS ON 834 00:28:03,385 --> 00:28:06,288 WHETHER I WANTED TO LEAVE OR N 835 00:28:06,288 --> 00:28:06,588 NOT. 836 00:28:06,588 --> 00:28:08,690 SO THAT IS SOMETHING I DIDN'T 837 00:28:08,690 --> 00:28:09,124 EXPECT. 838 00:28:09,124 --> 00:28:10,759 I DIDN'T KNOW. 839 00:28:10,759 --> 00:28:13,162 SO I THINK THAT REALLY IS WHAT 840 00:28:13,162 --> 00:28:14,530 HURTS THE MOST FOR ME IS THAT I 841 00:28:14,530 --> 00:28:19,268 TRULY FEEL BETRAYED. 842 00:28:19,268 --> 00:28:19,935 >> I'M ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLY 843 00:28:19,935 --> 00:28:22,204 SORRY THAT YOU FEEL THAT WAY, 844 00:28:22,204 --> 00:28:23,105 AND YOU HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO FEEL 845 00:28:23,105 --> 00:28:26,475 THAT WAY. 846 00:28:26,475 --> 00:28:28,477 I CAN DO NOTHING MORE THAN FOR 847 00:28:28,477 --> 00:28:30,646 WHAT I'VE PUT YOU THROUGH, AND I 848 00:28:30,646 --> 00:28:31,780 FEEL TERRIBLE. 849 00:28:31,780 --> 00:28:33,649 BECAUSE I WATCH IT BACK MYSELF 850 00:28:33,649 --> 00:28:35,117 AND I SEE THE EMOTION AND THE 851 00:28:35,117 --> 00:28:36,718 PAIN THAT YOU FELT, AND I WISH 852 00:28:36,718 --> 00:28:37,719 IS THAT I COULD HAVE TAKEN AND 853 00:28:37,719 --> 00:28:38,787 ALL THE WAY AND FOND A BETTER 854 00:28:38,787 --> 00:28:40,122 WAY TO APPROACH IT ON THE WAY 855 00:28:40,122 --> 00:28:40,689 THAT IT DID. 856 00:28:40,689 --> 00:28:42,624 BUT I PROMISE YOU I HAD NO 857 00:28:42,624 --> 00:28:45,160 MALICIOUS INTENT WITH ANY OF MY 858 00:28:45,160 --> 00:28:45,561 ACTIONS. 859 00:28:45,561 --> 00:28:47,796 I JUST DIDN'T GO ABOUT THINGS IN 860 00:28:47,796 --> 00:28:48,363 THE BEST WAY. 861 00:28:48,363 --> 00:28:49,431 >> YEAH. 862 00:28:49,431 --> 00:28:50,032 I DON'T THINK YOU'RE MALICIOUS 863 00:28:50,032 --> 00:28:54,269 AT ALL, BUT I DO THINK THAT I 864 00:28:54,269 --> 00:28:57,039 HAD GIVEN YOU CHANCES IN THE 865 00:28:57,039 --> 00:29:00,576 MOMENT TO BE MORE HONEST WITH 866 00:29:00,576 --> 00:29:00,742 ME. 867 00:29:00,742 --> 00:29:01,510 EVEN AT THE ROSE CEREMONY WHEN 868 00:29:01,510 --> 00:29:03,745 YOU SAID YOU WERE BEING 869 00:29:03,745 --> 00:29:04,980 TRANSARENT, BUT YOUR 870 00:29:04,980 --> 00:29:05,981 TRANSPARENCY HAD CONDITIONS. 871 00:29:05,981 --> 00:29:07,683 AND WHEN YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU 872 00:29:07,683 --> 00:29:08,984 WERE GOING TO LEAVE ICELAND WITH 873 00:29:08,984 --> 00:29:11,787 THE WOMAN HE LOVED THE MOST, AND 874 00:29:11,787 --> 00:29:15,490 YOU SAW MY VISCERAL REACTION. 875 00:29:15,490 --> 00:29:17,092 AND THEN THE PREVIOUS WEEK, IT 876 00:29:17,092 --> 00:29:18,594 YOU WERE TELLING SUSIE THAT YOU 877 00:29:18,594 --> 00:29:20,529 LOVED HER THE MOST, SO YOU KNOW 878 00:29:20,529 --> 00:29:20,963 THAT THAT WOULD BE A 879 00:29:20,963 --> 00:29:24,900 DEAL BREAKER FOR ME. 880 00:29:24,900 --> 00:29:26,501 I FELT -- BEFORE NOW -- BEFORE 881 00:29:26,501 --> 00:29:28,704 HAVING WATCHED IT BACK -- I 882 00:29:28,704 --> 00:29:30,205 TRULY FELT THAT WE WERE ON OUR 883 00:29:30,205 --> 00:29:32,374 OWN JOURNEY, AS WITH YOU AND 884 00:29:32,374 --> 00:29:34,943 RACHEL, AS WITH YOU AND SUSIE. 885 00:29:34,943 --> 00:29:37,079 AS HE SAID, YOU 886 00:29:37,079 --> 00:29:38,513 COMPARTMENTALIZED OUR 887 00:29:38,513 --> 00:29:38,847 RELATIONSHIPS. 888 00:29:38,847 --> 00:29:40,749 WATCHING IT BACK, EVERYTHING IS 889 00:29:40,749 --> 00:29:42,050 STILL MODELED AND YOU ARE 890 00:29:42,050 --> 00:29:43,385 CLEARLY PITTING US AGAINST EACH 891 00:29:43,385 --> 00:29:43,585 OTHER. 892 00:29:43,585 --> 00:29:46,288 IT REALLY SEEMS LIKE A 893 00:29:46,288 --> 00:29:47,222 COMPETITION, WHICH HAD EXPRESSED 894 00:29:47,222 --> 00:29:49,524 TO YOU THAT I DIDN'T WANT TO BE 895 00:29:49,524 --> 00:29:50,859 A PART OF. 896 00:29:50,859 --> 00:29:52,361 AND IT SEEMED LIKE YOU HAD YOUR 897 00:29:52,361 --> 00:29:55,864 MIND-SET ON SUSIE WAY BEFORE HE 898 00:29:55,864 --> 00:29:58,834 WANTED TO TELL US, AND YOU KEPT 899 00:29:58,834 --> 00:29:59,735 GOING BACK TO RACHEL AND I COME 900 00:29:59,735 --> 00:30:01,370 I WANT TO TRY THIS, I WANT 901 00:30:01,370 --> 00:30:03,772 YOU TO MEET MY FAMILY, BUT I 902 00:30:03,772 --> 00:30:04,406 CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT SUSIE. 903 00:30:04,406 --> 00:30:06,541 BUT I LOVE SUSIE THE MOST. 904 00:30:06,541 --> 00:30:12,147 I JUST FEEL EXTREMELY DISMISSED. 905 00:30:12,147 --> 00:30:13,949 IT'S OKAY IF I'M NOT GOING TO BE 906 00:30:13,949 --> 00:30:15,584 THE ONE WITH YOU AT THE END. 907 00:30:15,584 --> 00:30:17,853 I THINK THAT IS WHAT THE JOURNEY 908 00:30:17,853 --> 00:30:19,221 IS ABOUT IS TO SEE IF YOU AND I 909 00:30:19,221 --> 00:30:20,088 ARE COMPATIBLE FOR EACH OTHER, 910 00:30:20,088 --> 00:30:20,956 IF WE ARE THE BEST MATCH FOR 911 00:30:20,956 --> 00:30:23,959 EACH OTHER, BUT NOT IF I'M THE 912 00:30:23,959 --> 00:30:25,727 BEST WOMAN, BECAUSE WHO IS 913 00:30:25,727 --> 00:30:29,164 MAKING THOSE DECISIONS? 914 00:30:29,164 --> 00:30:31,199 >> I UNDERSTAND ALL OF THAT. 915 00:30:31,199 --> 00:30:33,635 AND I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW 916 00:30:33,635 --> 00:30:34,736 AGAIN THAT, YEAH, I DID FEEL THE 917 00:30:34,736 --> 00:30:37,806 WAY I FELT WITH HER ABOUT HAVING 918 00:30:37,806 --> 00:30:38,740 THOSE FEELINGS, BUT I ALSO HAD 919 00:30:38,740 --> 00:30:40,809 LOVE FOR YOU ALL AND I FELT THAT 920 00:30:40,809 --> 00:30:42,244 ONE CONVERSATION COULD CHANGE 921 00:30:42,244 --> 00:30:42,778 EVERYTHING. 922 00:30:42,778 --> 00:30:45,147 >> I KNOW, IT'S HARD, BUT IT 923 00:30:45,147 --> 00:30:47,082 DOESN'T -- WHEN YOU SAY IT LOVE, 924 00:30:47,082 --> 00:30:50,018 WHEN YOU SAY YOU LOVE SOMEONE, 925 00:30:50,018 --> 00:30:51,153 YOU ARE ASSUMING RESPONSIBILITYO 926 00:30:51,153 --> 00:30:53,121 PROTECT THEM, TO CARE FOR THEM, 927 00:30:53,121 --> 00:30:55,357 AND TO NOT HURT THEM, AND YOU 928 00:30:55,357 --> 00:30:58,560 DIDN'T DO ANY OF THOSE THINGS. 929 00:30:58,560 --> 00:30:59,828 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 930 00:30:59,828 --> 00:31:02,731 AND I KNOW -- I KNOW -- I KNOW 931 00:31:02,731 --> 00:31:04,499 THAT YOU HAD REALLY, REALLY DEEP 932 00:31:04,499 --> 00:31:06,034 FEELINGS FOR US, AND I 933 00:31:06,034 --> 00:31:06,401 APPRECIATE THAT. 934 00:31:06,401 --> 00:31:08,837 AND LIKE I SAID, I DON'T THINK 935 00:31:08,837 --> 00:31:09,538 YOU'RE MALICIOUS. 936 00:31:09,538 --> 00:31:10,939 BUT I DON'T THINK YOU KNOW THE 937 00:31:10,939 --> 00:31:12,074 WEIGHT YOUR WORDS CARRY. 938 00:31:12,074 --> 00:31:20,749 I TAKE WORDS AS BOW VOW, BUT YOR 939 00:31:20,749 --> 00:31:21,817 WORDS DID NOT CARRY THAT OUT. 940 00:31:21,817 --> 00:31:22,451 >> Jesse: DO YOU REGRET 941 00:31:22,451 --> 00:31:24,519 TELLING GABBY THAT YOU ARE IN 942 00:31:24,519 --> 00:31:26,188 LOVE WITH AND INTIMATE WITH 943 00:31:26,188 --> 00:31:26,621 MULTIPLE WOMEN? 944 00:31:26,621 --> 00:31:28,423 >> YOU KNOW, I FELT THAT I 945 00:31:28,423 --> 00:31:30,759 NEEDED TO BE FULLY TRANSPARENT. 946 00:31:30,759 --> 00:31:32,761 I DIDN'T WANT TO WITHHOLD 947 00:31:32,761 --> 00:31:33,595 ANYTHING, BECAUSE I KNEW THAT IF 948 00:31:33,595 --> 00:31:34,896 I DIDN'T TELL YOU ALL AND WE 949 00:31:34,896 --> 00:31:37,132 WERE AT THE END OF IT, YOU'D SEE 950 00:31:37,132 --> 00:31:37,799 THAT ALL BACK. 951 00:31:37,799 --> 00:31:39,101 >> BUT YOU DIDN'T TELL ME THAT 952 00:31:39,101 --> 00:31:41,136 YOU LOVED SUSIE THE MOST, WHICH 953 00:31:41,136 --> 00:31:42,871 IS WHAT WOULD HAVE REALLY HURT 954 00:31:42,871 --> 00:31:45,140 ME, AND I DON'T HAVE THE SAME 955 00:31:45,140 --> 00:31:46,241 NEEDS AS SUSIE. 956 00:31:46,241 --> 00:31:46,742 I'M NOT SUSIE. 957 00:31:46,742 --> 00:31:48,443 AND NEITHER IS RACHEL. 958 00:31:48,443 --> 00:31:51,046 SO YOU HAVE TO TREAT US AS 959 00:31:51,046 --> 00:31:51,346 INDIVIDUALS. 960 00:31:51,346 --> 00:31:52,514 BUT YOU NEVER ASKED IF THAT 961 00:31:52,514 --> 00:31:54,416 WOULD BE SOMETHING THAT I WOULD 962 00:31:54,416 --> 00:31:55,650 WANT TO KNOW. 963 00:31:55,650 --> 00:31:56,585 YOU JUST ASSUMED. 964 00:31:56,585 --> 00:31:57,486 AND EVEN IN THE PLATFORM THAT 965 00:31:57,486 --> 00:32:01,523 YOU SAID IT, THERE WAS NO 966 00:32:01,523 --> 00:32:02,024 CONVERSATION AVAILABLE. 967 00:32:02,024 --> 00:32:03,325 >> ABSOLUTELY. 968 00:32:03,325 --> 00:32:04,626 ONE OF THE BIGGEST THINGS THAT 969 00:32:04,626 --> 00:32:06,328 I'VE LEARNED, AMONG MANY, IS 970 00:32:06,328 --> 00:32:07,229 THAT I DIDN'T ASK ENOUGH 971 00:32:07,229 --> 00:32:08,897 QUESTIONS AND I MADE TOO MANY 972 00:32:08,897 --> 00:32:09,765 ASSUMPTIONS THAT WERE WRONG, AND 973 00:32:09,765 --> 00:32:11,566 I WISHED I HADN'T DONE THAT. 974 00:32:11,566 --> 00:32:13,635 SOMETHING I LEARNED IN THIS 975 00:32:13,635 --> 00:32:14,036 ENTIRE EXPERIENCE. 976 00:32:14,036 --> 00:32:16,271 AND I APOLOGIZE FOR NOT FIGURING 977 00:32:16,271 --> 00:32:17,672 THAT OUT UNTIL IT WAS ALL SAID 978 00:32:17,672 --> 00:32:18,306 AND DONE. 979 00:32:18,306 --> 00:32:19,274 >> Jesse: GABBY, CLAYTON, 980 00:32:19,274 --> 00:32:20,442 THANK YOU FOR BEING HERE AND 981 00:32:20,442 --> 00:32:22,010 BEING SO OPEN AND HONEST ABOUT 982 00:32:22,010 --> 00:32:22,310 THIS. 983 00:32:22,310 --> 00:32:24,179 I KNOW BREAKUPS ARE NEVER EASY. 984 00:32:24,179 --> 00:32:25,447 GABBY, I REALLY HOPE YOU DO FIND 985 00:32:25,447 --> 00:32:28,150 LOVE HERE IN THE NEAR FUTURE. 986 00:32:28,150 --> 00:32:28,750 THANK YOU SO MUCH. 987 00:32:28,750 --> 00:32:30,385 LET'S HEAR IT FOR GABBY, 988 00:32:30,385 --> 00:32:32,788 EVERYBODY. 989 00:32:32,788 --> 00:32:35,624 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 990 00:32:35,624 --> 00:32:37,492 BUT WILL CLAYTON FIND LOVE IN 991 00:32:37,492 --> 00:32:38,560 HIS FUTURE? 992 00:32:38,560 --> 00:32:39,428 WELL, I STILL DON'T KNOW. 993 00:32:39,428 --> 00:32:41,296 BUT WHAT I DO KNOW IS THAT 994 00:32:41,296 --> 00:32:43,799 THINGS ARE ABOUT TO GET EVEN 995 00:32:43,799 --> 00:32:44,266 WILDER. 996 00:32:44,266 --> 00:32:45,500 JUST TRUST ME. 997 00:32:45,500 --> 00:32:47,202 PLUS, WHO'S GOING TO BE THE NEXT 998 00:32:47,202 --> 00:32:49,938 BACHELORETTE? 999 00:32:49,938 --> 00:32:50,405 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 1000 00:32:50,405 --> 00:32:52,707 IT IS ALL COMING UP WHEN THE 1001 00:32:52,707 --> 00:32:55,577 LIVE "BACHELOR" FINALE CONT 1002 00:32:55,577 --> 00:32:57,245 CONTINUES. 1003 00:32:57,245 --> 00:32:58,180 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 1004 00:32:58,180 --> 00:32:59,448 ♪ 1005 00:33:09,582 --> 00:33:14,019 ♪ 1006 00:33:14,019 --> 00:33:16,122 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 1007 00:33:16,122 --> 00:33:18,624 >> Jesse: WELCOME BACK TO OUR 1008 00:33:18,624 --> 00:33:19,091 "BACHELOR" LIVE FINALE. 1009 00:33:19,091 --> 00:33:21,861 IT HAS BEEN A REAL RIDE FOR ALL 1010 00:33:21,861 --> 00:33:24,263 OF US HERE TONIGHT, BUT TO BE 1011 00:33:24,263 --> 00:33:26,832 HONEST, WELL, IT'S ABOUT TO GET 1012 00:33:26,832 --> 00:33:27,800 EVEN MORE EMOTIONAL. 1013 00:33:27,800 --> 00:33:28,634 GRAB SOME TISSUES, BECAUSE HERE 1014 00:33:28,634 --> 00:33:32,238 WE GO. 1015 00:33:32,238 --> 00:33:34,140 [SEAGULLS SQUAWKING] 1016 00:33:34,140 --> 00:33:53,526 ♪ 1017 00:33:53,526 --> 00:33:57,096 >> RACHEL, I WANT YOU TO KNOW 1018 00:33:57,096 --> 00:34:01,567 THAT, AGAIN, LIKE, I'M SORRY. 1019 00:34:01,567 --> 00:34:05,004 >> I THINK, YOU KNOW, YOU ASKED 1020 00:34:05,004 --> 00:34:06,238 ABOUT OUR DEFINITION OF LOVE, SO 1021 00:34:06,238 --> 00:34:07,406 I JUST WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT A 1022 00:34:07,406 --> 00:34:09,508 LITTLE. 1023 00:34:09,508 --> 00:34:13,112 WHEN WE WERE IN HOUSTON, AFTER 1024 00:34:13,112 --> 00:34:14,947 YOU GAVE ME THAT ROSE, I 1025 00:34:14,947 --> 00:34:17,383 REMEMBER THINKING I WAS FALLING 1026 00:34:17,383 --> 00:34:21,554 IN LOVE WITH YOU. 1027 00:34:21,554 --> 00:34:23,589 AND THEN, WHEN WE WENT HOME TO 1028 00:34:23,589 --> 00:34:25,925 MY PARENTS, MY MOM SAID "YOU'RE 1029 00:34:25,925 --> 00:34:29,662 IN LOVE," AND I KNEW I WAS AT 1030 00:34:29,662 --> 00:34:32,598 THAT POINT. 1031 00:34:32,598 --> 00:34:35,534 AND, YOU KNOW, BEING HERE, WE -- 1032 00:34:35,534 --> 00:34:39,104 I'VE HAD THE BEST -- THE BEST 1033 00:34:39,104 --> 00:34:41,340 DATE I'VE EVER BEEN ON, AND, 1034 00:34:41,340 --> 00:34:43,542 LIKE, YELLING "I LOVE YOU" FROM 1035 00:34:43,542 --> 00:34:47,146 THE TOP OF A ROOF. 1036 00:34:47,146 --> 00:34:48,280 AND I REMEMBER BEING LIKE, I 1037 00:34:48,280 --> 00:34:49,849 HOPE THAT PEOPLE CAN EXPERIENCE 1038 00:34:49,849 --> 00:34:52,218 THIS LOVE THAT I'M FEELING, 1039 00:34:52,218 --> 00:34:54,987 'CAUSE I FEEL LIKE IT DOESN'T 1040 00:34:54,987 --> 00:34:56,222 COME TO EVERYONE IN THEIR LIFE, 1041 00:34:56,222 --> 00:35:02,261 AND I'VE FELT IT. 1042 00:35:02,261 --> 00:35:03,629 AND THEN WHAT YOU PUT US THROUGH 1043 00:35:03,629 --> 00:35:07,233 AT THE ROSE CEREMONY, AND THEN 1044 00:35:07,233 --> 00:35:09,401 ME CHOOSING TO STAND THERE WITH 1045 00:35:09,401 --> 00:35:10,903 YOU, I WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT 1046 00:35:10,903 --> 00:35:15,040 CHOSE TO STAND THERE, AND YOU 1047 00:35:15,040 --> 00:35:16,442 TOLD ME THAT YOU WERE WILLING TO 1048 00:35:16,442 --> 00:35:18,477 FIGHT FOR THIS AND THAT MOVING 1049 00:35:18,477 --> 00:35:20,379 FORWARD IT WOULD MAKE US STRONG, 1050 00:35:20,379 --> 00:35:23,115 AND I BELIEVED YOU. 1051 00:35:23,115 --> 00:35:26,051 AND I CONTINUED TO FIGHT FOR YOU 1052 00:35:26,051 --> 00:35:29,255 WITH YOUR PARENTS WHEN I WAS 1053 00:35:29,255 --> 00:35:30,856 HEARTBROKEN AND TELLING THEM HOW 1054 00:35:30,856 --> 00:35:33,092 MUCH I LOVED YOU. 1055 00:35:33,092 --> 00:35:35,194 WHEN YOU PUT ME IN THIS CAR 1056 00:35:35,194 --> 00:35:37,863 TODAY, I'M NOT GOING TO JUST 1057 00:35:37,863 --> 00:35:39,899 STOP LOVING YOU. 1058 00:35:39,899 --> 00:35:42,334 AND I PROMISE YOU THAT WHEN YOU 1059 00:35:42,334 --> 00:35:46,705 LOOK BACK ON THIS, YOU WILL -- 1060 00:35:46,705 --> 00:35:47,506 THIS IS GOING TO HAUNT YOU, THE 1061 00:35:47,506 --> 00:35:54,213 FACT THAT YOU LET ME GO. 1062 00:35:54,213 --> 00:35:57,116 >> RACHEL, I'M SORRY. 1063 00:35:57,116 --> 00:35:58,217 AND I UNDERSTAND WHAT YOUR 1064 00:35:58,217 --> 00:35:58,717 FEELINGS ARE RIGHT NOW. 1065 00:35:58,717 --> 00:35:59,084 I UNDERSTAND. 1066 00:35:59,084 --> 00:35:59,952 I SEE THE FRUSTRATION. 1067 00:35:59,952 --> 00:36:03,422 I GET IT. 1068 00:36:03,422 --> 00:36:05,124 I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING. 1069 00:36:05,124 --> 00:36:05,958 I FOUGHT FOR THIS EVERY SINGLE 1070 00:36:05,958 --> 00:36:07,126 DAY, AND YOU NEVER ONCE FOUGHT 1071 00:36:07,126 --> 00:36:08,327 FOR ME. 1072 00:36:08,327 --> 00:36:10,496 YOU NEVER DID. 1073 00:36:10,496 --> 00:36:12,264 I WAS THE ONE WHO FOUGHT 1074 00:36:12,264 --> 00:36:13,566 BY MYSELF FOR YOU, BECAUSE I 1075 00:36:13,566 --> 00:36:14,900 THOUGHT THIS WAS WORTH IT. 1076 00:36:14,900 --> 00:36:16,068 AND I THOUGHT IT WAS US IN THE 1077 00:36:16,068 --> 00:36:17,369 END, AND I COULDN'T IMAGINE A 1078 00:36:17,369 --> 00:36:21,040 WAY IT WASN'T. 1079 00:36:21,040 --> 00:36:22,608 >> RACHEL, I'M SORRY -- 1080 00:36:22,608 --> 00:36:24,443 >> YOU DIDN'T GIVE ME ANYTHING. 1081 00:36:24,443 --> 00:36:25,711 AND WHAT LITTLE YOU GAVE ME, I 1082 00:36:25,711 --> 00:36:30,416 HELD ONTO. 1083 00:36:30,416 --> 00:36:31,884 >> RACHEL, I'M SORRY YOU FEEL 1084 00:36:31,884 --> 00:36:33,285 THAT WAY, BUT I DID FEEL THE 1085 00:36:33,285 --> 00:36:33,586 CONNECTION. 1086 00:36:33,586 --> 00:36:34,720 LIKE, I DID SEE A FUTURE WITH 1087 00:36:34,720 --> 00:36:35,321 YOU. 1088 00:36:35,321 --> 00:36:38,257 LIKE, I HAD THOSE THOUGHTS. 1089 00:36:38,257 --> 00:36:40,492 I WON'T TAKE BACK ANYTHING THAT 1090 00:36:40,492 --> 00:36:42,394 WE HAD, AND I HOPE YOU KNOW, 1091 00:36:42,394 --> 00:36:43,195 LIKE, I DID FIGHT FOR YOU, AND I 1092 00:36:43,195 --> 00:36:45,464 REALLY FOUGHT AS HARD AS I COULD 1093 00:36:45,464 --> 00:36:46,165 UNTIL I REALIZED, LIKE, MY HEART 1094 00:36:46,165 --> 00:36:47,232 WASN'T GOING TO ALLOW ME TO GO 1095 00:36:47,232 --> 00:36:49,668 ANYWHERE ELSE. 1096 00:36:49,668 --> 00:36:53,539 I CAN'T JUST CONTINUE TO TRY TO 1097 00:36:53,539 --> 00:36:54,773 LOVE YOU WHEN I CAN'T BE 100% IN 1098 00:36:54,773 --> 00:36:57,576 IT. 1099 00:36:57,576 --> 00:36:58,410 I DON'T -- 1100 00:36:58,410 --> 00:37:00,946 >> [CRYING] 1101 00:37:00,946 --> 00:37:01,146 OKAY. 1102 00:37:01,146 --> 00:37:07,019 OKAY. 1103 00:37:07,019 --> 00:37:07,753 >> CAN I -- CAN I AT LEAST GIVE 1104 00:37:07,753 --> 00:37:10,589 YOU A HUG AND SAY GOODBYE? 1105 00:37:10,589 --> 00:37:11,991 YEAH. 1106 00:37:11,991 --> 00:37:27,072 ♪ 1107 00:37:27,072 --> 00:37:29,408 RACHEL, I'M SO SORRY. 1108 00:37:29,408 --> 00:37:32,544 >> YOU GAVE UP ON US. 1109 00:37:32,544 --> 00:37:34,213 YOU GAVE UP. 1110 00:37:34,213 --> 00:37:41,153 I NEVER GAVE UP. 1111 00:37:41,153 --> 00:37:42,855 I'LL NEVER STOP FIGHTING FOR YOU 1112 00:37:42,855 --> 00:37:43,355 EVER. 1113 00:37:43,355 --> 00:37:44,056 >> I KNOW YOU DIDN'T. 1114 00:37:44,056 --> 00:37:46,158 I KNOW YOU DIDN'T. 1115 00:37:46,158 --> 00:37:49,128 RACHEL, I KNOW YOU DIDN'T. 1116 00:37:49,128 --> 00:37:49,762 >> YOU'RE GOING TO PUT ME IN 1117 00:37:49,762 --> 00:37:51,330 THIS CAR RIGHT NOW? 1118 00:37:51,330 --> 00:37:52,264 >> AND IT COULD BE THE BIGGEST 1119 00:37:52,264 --> 00:37:52,531 MISTAKE -- 1120 00:37:52,531 --> 00:37:53,465 >> IT IS. 1121 00:37:53,465 --> 00:37:59,271 I PROMISE YOU, IT IS. 1122 00:37:59,271 --> 00:38:01,373 I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU'RE GOING TO 1123 00:38:01,373 --> 00:38:02,841 PUT ME IN THE CAR RIGHT -- 1124 00:38:02,841 --> 00:38:06,879 [CRYING] 1125 00:38:06,879 --> 00:38:09,648 GOD. 1126 00:38:09,648 --> 00:38:13,419 >> JUST UNDERSTAND THAT YOU DID 1127 00:38:13,419 --> 00:38:14,486 EVERYTHING, OKAY? 1128 00:38:14,486 --> 00:38:14,887 AND I'M SO SORRY. 1129 00:38:14,887 --> 00:38:15,454 I WISH I COULD HAVE FOUND AN 1130 00:38:15,454 --> 00:38:17,456 EASIER WAY. 1131 00:38:17,456 --> 00:38:18,724 I DID SEE THIS ENDING 1132 00:38:18,724 --> 00:38:18,991 DIFFERENTLY. 1133 00:38:18,991 --> 00:38:22,828 I'M SO SORRY. 1134 00:38:22,828 --> 00:38:35,941 ♪ 1135 00:38:35,941 --> 00:38:41,180 >> [CRYING] 1136 00:38:41,346 --> 00:38:58,630 ♪ 1137 00:38:58,630 --> 00:39:01,366 ♪ 1138 00:39:01,366 --> 00:39:05,838 [CRYING] 1139 00:39:05,838 --> 00:39:10,209 HE DIDN'T EVEN SHED A TEAR. 1140 00:39:10,209 --> 00:39:12,644 HE DIDN'T EVEN CRY. 1141 00:39:12,644 --> 00:39:14,613 HE DIDN'T EVEN FIGHT AT ALL. 1142 00:39:14,613 --> 00:39:18,617 HE JUST WALKED ME OUT. 1143 00:39:18,617 --> 00:39:20,252 I WAS IN LOVE, BUT HE WAS NEVER 1144 00:39:20,252 --> 00:39:24,490 IN LOVE WITH ME. 1145 00:39:24,490 --> 00:39:25,958 I'M SO HEARTBROKEN, BUT AT LEAST 1146 00:39:25,958 --> 00:39:27,993 I HAVE AN ANSWER, AND NOW I 1147 00:39:27,993 --> 00:39:30,062 DON'T HAVE TO JUST CRY MYSELF TO 1148 00:39:30,062 --> 00:39:31,497 SLEEP EVERY NIGHT WONDERING 1149 00:39:31,497 --> 00:39:33,499 WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN. 1150 00:39:33,499 --> 00:39:49,014 ♪ 1151 00:39:57,456 --> 00:39:59,424 >> Jesse: JOINING ME NOW IS 1152 00:39:59,424 --> 00:40:01,393 RACHEL, WHO HAS JUST WATCHED ALL 1153 00:40:01,393 --> 00:40:07,466 THAT BACK FOR THE FIRST TIME. 1154 00:40:07,466 --> 00:40:12,271 >> IT WAS REALLY HARD. 1155 00:40:12,271 --> 00:40:15,774 UM... 1156 00:40:15,774 --> 00:40:16,608 I THINK THE HARDEST PART FOR ME 1157 00:40:16,608 --> 00:40:22,347 WATCHING THIS BACK IS KNOWING 1158 00:40:22,347 --> 00:40:28,921 HOW IN LOVE WITH HIM I WAS, AND 1159 00:40:28,921 --> 00:40:30,222 WATCHING THESE LAST FEW 1160 00:40:30,222 --> 00:40:31,323 EPISODES, I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS 1161 00:40:31,323 --> 00:40:33,625 GOING ON BEHIND THE SCENES, AND 1162 00:40:33,625 --> 00:40:36,662 I FEEL LIKE I WAS WATCHING 1163 00:40:36,662 --> 00:40:38,831 SOMEONE JUST GET COMPLETELY 1164 00:40:38,831 --> 00:40:47,639 BLINDSIDED. 1165 00:40:47,639 --> 00:40:50,909 AND I JUST FEEL LIKE THE HARDEST 1166 00:40:50,909 --> 00:40:55,214 PART OF ALL OF THIS IS JUST 1167 00:40:55,214 --> 00:40:55,848 ANNOYING HOW HARD I THOUGHT FOR 1168 00:40:55,848 --> 00:41:02,354 OUR RELATIONSHIP AND TO SEE 1169 00:41:02,354 --> 00:41:02,988 JUST COMPLETE DISRESPECT TO BOTH 1170 00:41:02,988 --> 00:41:07,092 ME AND GABBY IN THE SENSE THAT 1171 00:41:07,092 --> 00:41:09,528 HE COULDN'T EVEN BREAK UP WITH 1172 00:41:09,528 --> 00:41:12,798 US SEPARATELY, AND THAT, FOR ME, 1173 00:41:12,798 --> 00:41:14,132 HE BROKE MY HEART AT THE ROSE 1174 00:41:14,132 --> 00:41:17,402 CEREMONY AND I KEPT GOING 1175 00:41:17,402 --> 00:41:18,604 BECAUSE HE HAD NEVER GIVEN ME A 1176 00:41:18,604 --> 00:41:25,978 REASON TO BELIEVE IT WASN'T ME. 1177 00:41:25,978 --> 00:41:29,615 AND THEN HE BROKE MY HEART FOR A 1178 00:41:29,615 --> 00:41:30,249 SECOND TIME AND -- I'M GETTING 1179 00:41:30,249 --> 00:41:35,954 EMOTIONAL RIGHT NOW, AND IT IS 1180 00:41:35,954 --> 00:41:37,022 NOTHING TO DO WITH LINGERING 1181 00:41:37,022 --> 00:41:39,057 FEELINGS OR STILL FEELING THIS 1182 00:41:39,057 --> 00:41:39,992 WAY TOWARDS HIM. 1183 00:41:39,992 --> 00:41:42,828 I JUST FEEL LIKE I WAS SO 1184 00:41:42,828 --> 00:41:45,564 BLINDSIDED, AND JUST WATCHING 1185 00:41:45,564 --> 00:41:48,700 MYSELF, IT FEELS LIKE ALMOST AN 1186 00:41:48,700 --> 00:41:50,269 OUT-OF-BODY EXPERIENCE. 1187 00:41:50,269 --> 00:41:52,237 TO SEE MYSELF BE SO BLINDSIDED, 1188 00:41:52,237 --> 00:41:54,606 I FEEL LIKE I WAS ROBBED OF THE 1189 00:41:54,606 --> 00:41:58,010 OPPORTUNITY TO ACTUALLY STAND UP 1190 00:41:58,010 --> 00:41:59,511 FOR MYSELF, BECAUSE I WAS 1191 00:41:59,511 --> 00:42:01,213 BEGGING HIM TO NOT PUT ME INTO A 1192 00:42:01,213 --> 00:42:02,414 CARPET SPOON CAN ASK ABOUT THAT. 1193 00:42:02,414 --> 00:42:02,981 IN THAT 1194 00:42:05,817 --> 00:42:06,418 MOMENT, YOU SAID "ARE YOU 1195 00:42:06,418 --> 00:42:08,587 ACTUALLY PUT THEM IN THIS CAR?" 1196 00:42:08,587 --> 00:42:12,624 EVEN IN THAT MOMENT, RACHEL, 1197 00:42:12,624 --> 00:42:14,359 AFTER ALL THE THINGS HE PUT YOU 1198 00:42:14,359 --> 00:42:15,160 THROUGH, WHERE YOU STILL WILLING 1199 00:42:15,160 --> 00:42:21,066 TO FIGHT FOR HIM? 1200 00:42:21,066 --> 00:42:25,938 >> I TOLD HIM, I TOLD HIS FAMILY 1201 00:42:25,938 --> 00:42:29,875 AND MY FAMILY, I HAVE NEVER FELT 1202 00:42:29,875 --> 00:42:30,142 THIS WAY. 1203 00:42:30,142 --> 00:42:36,281 AND, TO ME, WHEN I AM TRULY IN 1204 00:42:36,281 --> 00:42:38,583 LOVE, YOU FIGHT, AND I'VE 1205 00:42:38,583 --> 00:42:40,485 THOUGHT TO THE END, WAY PAST THE 1206 00:42:40,485 --> 00:42:42,955 POINT WHERE I THOUGHT I COULD GO 1207 00:42:42,955 --> 00:42:44,089 PERSONALLY. 1208 00:42:44,089 --> 00:42:46,525 AND IN THAT MOMENT, IF HE WAS 1209 00:42:46,525 --> 00:42:48,226 LIKE, I'VE MADE A MISTAKE, I 1210 00:42:48,226 --> 00:42:49,328 CAN'T SAY WHAT I WOULD HAVE 1211 00:42:49,328 --> 00:42:50,162 DONE. 1212 00:42:50,162 --> 00:42:51,563 BECAUSE I TRULY BELIEVED IT WAS 1213 00:42:51,563 --> 00:42:51,730 ME. 1214 00:42:51,730 --> 00:42:53,498 >> Jesse: I'M WATCHING YOU GET 1215 00:42:53,498 --> 00:42:54,833 EMOTIONAL NOW, SO I HAVE TO ASK, 1216 00:42:54,833 --> 00:42:58,770 ARE YOU STILL IN LOVE WITH HIM? 1217 00:42:58,770 --> 00:43:01,373 >> I DO NOT HAVE FEELINGS FOR 1218 00:43:01,373 --> 00:43:02,841 HIM ANYMORE. 1219 00:43:02,841 --> 00:43:11,917 [APPLAUSE] 1220 00:43:11,917 --> 00:43:13,452 WATCHING HIM COMPLETELY 1221 00:43:13,452 --> 00:43:16,188 DISRESPECT GABBY AND I, SINCE 1222 00:43:16,188 --> 00:43:19,725 THE BEGINNING OF ICELAND, I 1223 00:43:19,725 --> 00:43:21,593 DON'T FEEL LIKE IT'S POSSIBLE 1224 00:43:21,593 --> 00:43:22,894 FOR ME TO WATCH THAT BACK AND 1225 00:43:22,894 --> 00:43:25,063 FEEL LIKE SOMEONE WHO COULD ACT 1226 00:43:25,063 --> 00:43:26,031 LIKE THAT TRULY LOVED ME. 1227 00:43:26,031 --> 00:43:28,967 SO, NO, I DON'T. 1228 00:43:28,967 --> 00:43:29,534 >> Jesse: LISTEN, THANK YOU 1229 00:43:29,534 --> 00:43:30,569 FOR BEING HERE. 1230 00:43:30,569 --> 00:43:32,137 IT TAKES A STRONG PERSON TO COME 1231 00:43:32,137 --> 00:43:33,305 HERE AND DO THIS. 1232 00:43:33,305 --> 00:43:34,840 WE ARE NOT DONE JUST YET. 1233 00:43:34,840 --> 00:43:36,975 WHEN WE COME BACK, RACHEL WILL 1234 00:43:36,975 --> 00:43:39,978 HAVE THE CHANCE TO TELL CLAYTON 1235 00:43:39,978 --> 00:43:40,979 HOW SHE REALLY FEELS. 1236 00:43:40,979 --> 00:43:41,813 STAY WITH US. 1237 00:43:50,534 --> 00:43:50,734 ♪ 1238 00:43:50,734 --> 00:43:56,478 [APPLAUSE] 1239 00:43:56,478 --> 00:43:58,647 >> Jesse: WELCOME BACK TO THE 1240 00:43:58,647 --> 00:44:00,015 "BACHELOR" LIVE FINALE. 1241 00:44:00,015 --> 00:44:01,449 RACHEL, I WANT TO CHECK IN WITH 1242 00:44:01,449 --> 00:44:04,085 YOU ONE LAST TIME BEFORE WE DO 1243 00:44:04,085 --> 00:44:04,419 THIS. 1244 00:44:04,419 --> 00:44:05,353 OBVIOUSLY, YOU KNOW CLAYTON IS 1245 00:44:05,353 --> 00:44:05,587 HERE. 1246 00:44:05,587 --> 00:44:10,692 ARE YOU READY TO DO THIS? 1247 00:44:10,692 --> 00:44:12,894 >> I AM READY TO SEE THEM. 1248 00:44:12,894 --> 00:44:14,129 I TRULY DON'T FEEL LIKE HE 1249 00:44:14,129 --> 00:44:18,033 REALLY DESERVES TO TALK TO ME, 1250 00:44:18,033 --> 00:44:21,336 BUT I FEEL LIKE HE'S BEEN PRETTY 1251 00:44:21,336 --> 00:44:22,671 SELFISH THIS WHOLE JOURNEY, AND 1252 00:44:22,671 --> 00:44:26,074 I THINK I DO DESERVE THE CHANCE 1253 00:44:26,074 --> 00:44:26,942 TO SPEAK UP FOR MYSELF. 1254 00:44:26,942 --> 00:44:29,177 >> Jesse: WELCOME AT THE TIME 1255 00:44:29,177 --> 00:44:29,578 HAS COME. 1256 00:44:29,578 --> 00:44:32,814 EVERYBODY, PLEASE WELCOME BACK 1257 00:44:32,814 --> 00:44:33,048 CLAYTON. 1258 00:44:33,048 --> 00:44:38,019 [APPLAUSE] 1259 00:44:38,019 --> 00:44:38,353 WELCOME BACK. 1260 00:44:38,353 --> 00:44:44,025 HAVE A SEAT. 1261 00:44:44,025 --> 00:44:44,659 CLAYTON, THANKS FOR JOINING US 1262 00:44:44,659 --> 00:44:44,859 AGAIN. 1263 00:44:44,859 --> 00:44:48,663 I KNOW YOU BOTH THOUGHT LONG AND 1264 00:44:48,663 --> 00:44:49,898 HARD, BUT WHAT DO YOU WANT TO 1265 00:44:49,898 --> 00:44:51,900 SAY TO EACH OTHER? 1266 00:44:51,900 --> 00:44:59,507 RACHEL, WE'LL START WITH YOU. 1267 00:44:59,507 --> 00:45:01,509 >> UM... 1268 00:45:01,509 --> 00:45:03,845 I JUST WANT TO START OUT BY 1269 00:45:03,845 --> 00:45:06,248 SAYING, NONE OF THESE EMOTIONS 1270 00:45:06,248 --> 00:45:08,049 ARE FOR YOU OR ABOUT YOU. 1271 00:45:08,049 --> 00:45:10,919 IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ANY 1272 00:45:10,919 --> 00:45:13,488 LINGERING FEELINGS, BECAUSE I 1273 00:45:13,488 --> 00:45:17,559 BECAME COLLATERAL DAMAGE IN YOUR 1274 00:45:17,559 --> 00:45:22,530 JOURNEY FOR LOVE THAT WAS THE 1275 00:45:22,530 --> 00:45:25,300 MOST COMPLETELY SELFISH JOURNEY. 1276 00:45:25,300 --> 00:45:27,102 I FEEL LIKE, WATCHING THAT BACK, 1277 00:45:27,102 --> 00:45:28,003 THERE WAS NO EMPATHY AT ALL FOR 1278 00:45:28,003 --> 00:45:32,007 ME OR GABBY. 1279 00:45:32,007 --> 00:45:36,244 BUT YOU NOT SHEDDING A SINGLE 1280 00:45:36,244 --> 00:45:37,846 TEAR, AND WATCHING MYSELF, I 1281 00:45:37,846 --> 00:45:41,783 JUST CAN'T EVEN IMAGINE HOW YOU 1282 00:45:41,783 --> 00:45:42,584 COULD DO THAT. 1283 00:45:42,584 --> 00:45:44,819 AND I JUST THINK IT'S SO 1284 00:45:44,819 --> 00:45:48,857 DISRESPECTFUL. 1285 00:45:48,857 --> 00:45:52,794 >> I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I 1286 00:45:52,794 --> 00:45:53,328 AM INCREDIBLY SORRY FOR MY 1287 00:45:53,328 --> 00:45:54,796 ACTIONS ON THE SHOW AND THE WAY 1288 00:45:54,796 --> 00:45:55,764 THAT I HANDLE THINGS. 1289 00:45:55,764 --> 00:45:57,299 I COULD HAVE DONE THINGS WAY 1290 00:45:57,299 --> 00:45:58,867 BETTER THAN WHAT I DID. 1291 00:45:58,867 --> 00:46:03,171 BUT I REALLY WASN'T TRYING TO 1292 00:46:03,171 --> 00:46:03,505 HURT ANYBODY. 1293 00:46:03,505 --> 00:46:04,939 AND I DID THOUGH. 1294 00:46:04,939 --> 00:46:05,140 I DID. 1295 00:46:05,140 --> 00:46:06,708 AND I'M SO VERY SORRY FOR THAT. 1296 00:46:06,708 --> 00:46:09,177 I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT, LIKE, 1297 00:46:09,177 --> 00:46:11,980 AND DOES PAIN ME TO WATCH IT 1298 00:46:11,980 --> 00:46:14,382 BACK, TO REALIZE THAT I SHOULD 1299 00:46:14,382 --> 00:46:16,051 HAVE TAKEN A STEP BACK, I 1300 00:46:16,051 --> 00:46:18,953 SHOULD'VE CHECKED IN WITH YOU, I 1301 00:46:18,953 --> 00:46:21,356 SHOULD HAVE MADE SURE THAT -- 1302 00:46:21,356 --> 00:46:23,458 JUST ASKING MORE QUESTIONS 1303 00:46:23,458 --> 00:46:24,693 INSTEAD OF MAKING ASSUMPTIONS. 1304 00:46:24,693 --> 00:46:27,262 AND I DID THAT TOO MANY TIMES, I 1305 00:46:27,262 --> 00:46:27,896 MADE ASUMPTIONS AND I COULDN'T 1306 00:46:27,896 --> 00:46:28,396 HAVE BEEN MORE WRONG. 1307 00:46:28,396 --> 00:46:30,498 AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW I AM 1308 00:46:30,498 --> 00:46:30,899 INCREDIBLY SORRY. 1309 00:46:30,899 --> 00:46:32,200 I REALLY AM. 1310 00:46:32,200 --> 00:46:33,435 YOU SHOULDN'T OF HAD TO ANY OF 1311 00:46:33,435 --> 00:46:36,004 THAT. 1312 00:46:36,004 --> 00:46:39,107 >> I JUST DON'T BELIEVE YOU, 1313 00:46:39,107 --> 00:46:42,043 LIKE -- 1314 00:46:42,043 --> 00:46:43,745 [APPLAUSE] 1315 00:46:43,745 --> 00:46:47,582 THE FACT THAT THIS IS THE FIRST 1316 00:46:47,582 --> 00:46:49,617 TIME THAT I'M HEARING ANY SORT 1317 00:46:49,617 --> 00:46:50,952 OF APOLOGY ON CAMERA, 1318 00:46:50,952 --> 00:46:52,754 WATCHING -- WE WATCHED WHAT YOU 1319 00:46:52,754 --> 00:46:53,955 SAID THESE LAST TWO EPISODES. 1320 00:46:53,955 --> 00:46:55,390 AND HE TOLD US HE WANTED TO GIVE 1321 00:46:55,390 --> 00:46:56,758 US TRANSPARENCY, BUT YOU LEFT 1322 00:46:56,758 --> 00:47:00,295 OUT THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS. 1323 00:47:00,295 --> 00:47:01,763 YOU LEFT OUT THE PART THAT YOU 1324 00:47:01,763 --> 00:47:04,699 ALREADY KNEW WHO THE ONE WAS WHO 1325 00:47:04,699 --> 00:47:07,202 YOU LOVE THE MOST. 1326 00:47:07,202 --> 00:47:08,737 WE ARE GOING TO SEE THAT BACK. 1327 00:47:08,737 --> 00:47:11,072 AND SO THAT'S WHY I JUST DON'T 1328 00:47:11,072 --> 00:47:12,006 BELIEVE YOU. 1329 00:47:12,006 --> 00:47:13,108 AND I DON'T BELIEVE YOU WERE IN 1330 00:47:13,108 --> 00:47:15,043 LOVE WITH HIM AT ALL. 1331 00:47:15,043 --> 00:47:17,245 I DON'T EVEN KNOW -- I DON'T 1332 00:47:17,245 --> 00:47:19,047 EVEN KNOW WHAT YOUR VERSION OF 1333 00:47:19,047 --> 00:47:21,082 LOVE IS NOW SINCE WE'VE LAST 1334 00:47:21,082 --> 00:47:22,183 TALKED ABOUT IT. 1335 00:47:22,183 --> 00:47:23,518 I KNOW I'VE LOVED YOU. 1336 00:47:23,518 --> 00:47:29,591 I THINK THAT WAS REALLY OBVIOUS. 1337 00:47:29,591 --> 00:47:30,759 BUT YOU JUST COMPLETELY 1338 00:47:30,759 --> 00:47:32,427 DISRESPECTED ME, NOT ONLY ASK 1339 00:47:32,427 --> 00:47:34,596 SOMEONE YOU LOVE, BUT AS A 1340 00:47:34,596 --> 00:47:34,796 HUMAN. 1341 00:47:34,796 --> 00:47:40,201 THE ROSE CEREMONY AND THEN A 1342 00:47:40,201 --> 00:47:41,035 GROUP BREAKUP? 1343 00:47:41,035 --> 00:47:41,736 LIKE, I'VE WRAPPED MY HEAD 1344 00:47:41,736 --> 00:47:45,073 AROUND THIS FOR MONTHS TRYING TO 1345 00:47:45,073 --> 00:47:45,673 WONDER WHERE IT WENT WRONG OR 1346 00:47:45,673 --> 00:47:49,077 WHAT WENT WRONG, AND WATCHING IT 1347 00:47:49,077 --> 00:47:50,779 BACK, IT WAS ALMOST AS IF YOU 1348 00:47:50,779 --> 00:47:52,280 CAST US ASIDE AS QUICKLY AS YOU 1349 00:47:52,280 --> 00:47:53,982 COULD TAKE IT TO THE PERSON YOU 1350 00:47:53,982 --> 00:47:57,619 LOVED THE MOST. 1351 00:47:57,619 --> 00:47:59,754 >>> Jesse: RACHEL, I KNOW 1352 00:47:59,754 --> 00:48:00,422 YOU'VE HAD LOVE AND SUPPORT FROM 1353 00:48:00,422 --> 00:48:02,424 YOUR FAMILY THROUGH ALL THIS, 1354 00:48:02,424 --> 00:48:04,159 AND YOU'RE LUCKY ENOUGH, WE ARE 1355 00:48:04,159 --> 00:48:05,493 ALL LUCKY ENOUGH TO HAVE YOUR 1356 00:48:05,493 --> 00:48:08,463 MOM AND DAD WITH US TONIGHT, 1357 00:48:08,463 --> 00:48:10,498 MR.MR. AND MRS. RECCHIA. 1358 00:48:10,498 --> 00:48:11,366 TONY, I COULD SEE YOU HAVE 1359 00:48:11,366 --> 00:48:12,700 SOMETHING YOU WANT TO SAY. 1360 00:48:12,700 --> 00:48:14,235 YOUR THOUGHTS ON THIS, ANYTHING 1361 00:48:14,235 --> 00:48:16,237 YOU WOULD LIKE TO SAY TO 1362 00:48:16,237 --> 00:48:16,471 CLAYTON? 1363 00:48:16,471 --> 00:48:17,238 >> I HAVE PLENTY OF THINGS I 1364 00:48:17,238 --> 00:48:19,574 WANT TO SAY, BUT I'M NOT GOING 1365 00:48:19,574 --> 00:48:22,477 TO SAY ANYTHING, BUT BECAUSE MY 1366 00:48:22,477 --> 00:48:24,712 WIFE TOLD ME, DON'T SAY ANYTHING 1367 00:48:24,712 --> 00:48:25,613 UNLESS IT'S SOMETHING GOOD. 1368 00:48:25,613 --> 00:48:27,282 >> NO, I DIDN'T SAY THAT. 1369 00:48:27,282 --> 00:48:28,249 BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE GOOD THINGS 1370 00:48:28,249 --> 00:48:29,884 TO SAY EITHER. 1371 00:48:29,884 --> 00:48:31,352 I'M VERY ANGRY MYSELF. 1372 00:48:31,352 --> 00:48:32,120 >> Jesse: CLAYTON, ANYTHING 1373 00:48:32,120 --> 00:48:33,888 YOU WANT TO SAY TO RACHEL'S 1374 00:48:33,888 --> 00:48:35,457 PARENTS WHILE THEY ARE HERE? 1375 00:48:35,457 --> 00:48:36,391 >> YEAH. 1376 00:48:36,391 --> 00:48:37,759 I UNDERSTAND THOSE FEELINGS AND 1377 00:48:37,759 --> 00:48:38,726 I AM INCREDIBLY SORRY THAT IT 1378 00:48:38,726 --> 00:48:40,595 PUT HER THROUGH WHAT I DID. 1379 00:48:40,595 --> 00:48:42,464 I AM, I PROMISE YOU AT THE 1380 00:48:42,464 --> 00:48:43,898 BOTTOM OF MY HEART, I DID NOT 1381 00:48:43,898 --> 00:48:45,834 HAVE ANY INTENTION TO TAKE HER 1382 00:48:45,834 --> 00:48:46,468 THROUGH THAT AMOUNT OF PAIN THAT 1383 00:48:46,468 --> 00:48:47,902 I DID. 1384 00:48:47,902 --> 00:48:49,904 AND I WISH THAT I COULD TAKE IT 1385 00:48:49,904 --> 00:48:50,104 BACK. 1386 00:48:50,104 --> 00:48:50,505 BUT I CAN'T. 1387 00:48:50,505 --> 00:48:53,575 I HAVE TO LIVE WITH WHAT I DID. 1388 00:48:53,575 --> 00:48:54,909 I TAKE FULL ACCOUNTABILITY, FULL 1389 00:48:54,909 --> 00:48:56,144 OF RESPONSIBILITY, AND I WANT 1390 00:48:56,144 --> 00:48:58,079 YOU TO KNOW THAT I AM LEARNING 1391 00:48:58,079 --> 00:49:00,815 TO BE A BETTER PERSON OVERALL, 1392 00:49:00,815 --> 00:49:02,016 AND I MADE A LOT OF MISTAKES, 1393 00:49:02,016 --> 00:49:05,253 AND I'M JUST SO VERY SORRY THAT, 1394 00:49:05,253 --> 00:49:07,589 AS I LEARNED, I WAS CREATING 1395 00:49:07,589 --> 00:49:08,656 COLLATERAL DAMAGE ALONG THE WAY. 1396 00:49:08,656 --> 00:49:11,025 AND I'M SORRY YOU HAD TO BE A 1397 00:49:11,025 --> 00:49:12,060 PART OF THAT. 1398 00:49:12,060 --> 00:49:12,894 >> Jesse: CLAYTON, RACHEL TOLD 1399 00:49:12,894 --> 00:49:13,695 HER THAT BREAKING UP WITH HER 1400 00:49:13,695 --> 00:49:16,130 WAS A DECISION THAT WAS GOING TO 1401 00:49:16,130 --> 00:49:17,799 HAUNT YOU FOREVER. 1402 00:49:17,799 --> 00:49:24,239 ARE YOU HAUNTED? 1403 00:49:24,239 --> 00:49:24,572 >> [SIGHS] 1404 00:49:24,572 --> 00:49:26,741 AGAIN, I WANT TO SAY, I FEEL 1405 00:49:26,741 --> 00:49:28,943 TERRIBLE, BUT WITH ALL MY 1406 00:49:28,943 --> 00:49:30,311 DECISIONS, I WAS FOLLOWING MY 1407 00:49:30,311 --> 00:49:32,780 HEART, DOING WHAT I THOUGHT WAS 1408 00:49:32,780 --> 00:49:32,981 BEST. 1409 00:49:32,981 --> 00:49:36,084 AND AT THE END OF THE DAY, 1410 00:49:36,084 --> 00:49:37,852 THAT'S ALL I CAN SAY THAT I DID. 1411 00:49:37,852 --> 00:49:38,820 I DID DO THAT. 1412 00:49:38,820 --> 00:49:40,021 AND ALL OF THE ACTIONS AND 1413 00:49:40,021 --> 00:49:41,556 EVERYTHING THAT COMES FROM THAT, 1414 00:49:41,556 --> 00:49:42,290 I HAVE TO LIVE WITH. 1415 00:49:42,290 --> 00:49:44,092 >> Jesse: RACHEL, I WANT TO 1416 00:49:44,092 --> 00:49:46,127 GIVE YOU THE FINAL WORD. 1417 00:49:46,127 --> 00:49:48,663 ANYTHING ELSE YOU WANT TO SAY? 1418 00:49:48,663 --> 00:49:51,900 >> YO TOLD ME THAT I WAS THE 1419 00:49:51,900 --> 00:49:54,168 FIRST PERSON THAT YOU SAID "I 1420 00:49:54,168 --> 00:49:57,038 LOVE YOU" TWO AND SIX YEARS. 1421 00:49:57,038 --> 00:50:01,075 I HAD NO REASON TO EVER DOUBT 1422 00:50:01,075 --> 00:50:02,043 YOU. 1423 00:50:02,043 --> 00:50:05,079 SO DID YOU TELL ME THAT YOU WERE 1424 00:50:05,079 --> 00:50:05,847 IN LOVE WITH ME BECAUSE HE 1425 00:50:05,847 --> 00:50:09,851 WANTED TO SLEEP WITH ME? 1426 00:50:09,851 --> 00:50:11,452 >> NO. 1427 00:50:11,452 --> 00:50:11,619 NO. 1428 00:50:11,619 --> 00:50:12,820 >> WHY? 1429 00:50:12,820 --> 00:50:14,289 AND WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT? 1430 00:50:14,289 --> 00:50:16,491 >> BY WHAT I SAY THAT? 1431 00:50:16,491 --> 00:50:17,425 >> YEAH. 1432 00:50:17,425 --> 00:50:19,661 >> BECAUSE I FELT THOSE FEELINGS 1433 00:50:19,661 --> 00:50:20,662 FOR YOU THEN. 1434 00:50:20,662 --> 00:50:20,995 I BELIEVED IT. 1435 00:50:20,995 --> 00:50:22,664 I REALLY DID FEEL I FELT THOSE 1436 00:50:22,664 --> 00:50:22,931 FEELINGS. 1437 00:50:22,931 --> 00:50:26,868 >> I JUST DON'T BELIEVE YOU. 1438 00:50:26,868 --> 00:50:27,302 >> Jesse: ALL RIGHT. 1439 00:50:27,302 --> 00:50:31,205 RACHEL, CLAYTON, THANKS TO BOTH 1440 00:50:31,205 --> 00:50:31,940 OF YOU FOR BEING HERE AND FOR 1441 00:50:31,940 --> 00:50:32,173 SHARING. 1442 00:50:32,173 --> 00:50:35,109 I KNOW IT'S NEVER EASY. 1443 00:50:35,109 --> 00:50:36,411 RACHEL, ALL BACHELOR NATION 1444 00:50:36,411 --> 00:50:37,745 WISHES YOU THE BEST IN WHATEVER 1445 00:50:37,745 --> 00:50:38,746 IS NEXT. 1446 00:50:38,746 --> 00:50:39,314 THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING 1447 00:50:39,314 --> 00:50:41,482 HERE. 1448 00:50:41,482 --> 00:50:42,951 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 1449 00:50:42,951 --> 00:50:43,217 ALL RIGHT. 1450 00:50:43,217 --> 00:50:45,787 SO HOW DOES THIS ALL END FOR 1451 00:50:45,787 --> 00:50:46,087 CLAYTON? 1452 00:50:46,087 --> 00:50:47,789 WELL, SUSIE IS STILL IN ICELAND. 1453 00:50:47,789 --> 00:50:49,157 WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? 1454 00:50:49,157 --> 00:50:51,192 WELL, IT MEANS THINGS ARE ABOUT 1455 00:50:51,192 --> 00:50:52,393 TO TAKE YET ANOTHER DRAMATIC 1456 00:50:52,393 --> 00:50:52,594 TURN. 1457 00:50:52,594 --> 00:50:54,228 AND IF YOU THINK YOU KNOW HOW 1458 00:50:54,228 --> 00:50:56,431 THIS WHOLE THING PLAYS OUT, YOU 1459 00:50:56,431 --> 00:50:57,065 DON'T. 1460 00:50:57,065 --> 00:50:57,632 YOU REALLY DON'T. 1461 00:50:57,632 --> 00:51:00,001 AND THEN LATER, WE ARE GOING TO 1462 00:51:00,001 --> 00:51:01,869 FIND OUT WHO OUR NEXT 1463 00:51:01,869 --> 00:51:02,303 BACHELORETTE IS. 1464 00:51:02,303 --> 00:51:02,937 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 1465 00:51:02,937 --> 00:51:04,272 MAKE SURE YOU STICK AROUND. 1466 00:51:04,272 --> 00:51:12,923 ♪ 1467 00:51:14,484 --> 00:51:15,185 ♪ 1468 00:51:15,185 --> 00:51:20,147 [APPLAUSE] 1469 00:51:20,147 --> 00:51:20,747 >> Jesse: WELCOME BACK TO WHAT 1470 00:51:20,747 --> 00:51:23,650 HAS BEEN A VERY EMOTIONAL 1471 00:51:23,650 --> 00:51:24,384 "BACHELOR" FINALE. 1472 00:51:24,384 --> 00:51:26,520 WE ARE HERE LIVE WITH OUR STUDIO 1473 00:51:26,520 --> 00:51:29,056 AUDIENCE AND THINGS HAVE BEEN 1474 00:51:29,056 --> 00:51:30,490 PRETTY INTENSE SO FAR. 1475 00:51:30,490 --> 00:51:32,459 MY RIGHT? 1476 00:51:32,459 --> 00:51:33,427 [AUDIENCE REACTS] 1477 00:51:33,427 --> 00:51:35,128 I'M WITH YOU, BUT NOTHING 1478 00:51:35,128 --> 00:51:37,064 COMPARES TO WHAT IS ABOUT TO 1479 00:51:37,064 --> 00:51:37,764 HAPPEN NEXT. 1480 00:51:37,764 --> 00:51:41,301 CLAYTON IS ABOUT TO THROW THE 1481 00:51:41,301 --> 00:51:41,869 BIGGEST HAIL MARY BATCHELOR 1482 00:51:41,869 --> 00:51:44,771 NATION HAS EVER SEEN. 1483 00:51:44,771 --> 00:51:47,107 IT IS NOW OR NEVER. 1484 00:51:47,107 --> 00:51:50,277 SO HOW FAR WILL CLAYTON GO TO 1485 00:51:50,277 --> 00:51:51,311 END SUSIE BACK? 1486 00:51:51,311 --> 00:52:07,594 YOU ARE ABOUT TO FIND OUT. 1487 00:52:07,594 --> 00:52:08,528 >> [SIGHS] 1488 00:52:08,528 --> 00:52:09,696 RIGHT NOW, IN THIS MOMENT, I'M 1489 00:52:09,696 --> 00:52:09,930 NERVOUS. 1490 00:52:09,930 --> 00:52:10,797 I'M SCARED. 1491 00:52:10,797 --> 00:52:12,099 LIKE, THIS IS ONE OF THE MOST 1492 00:52:12,099 --> 00:52:16,169 LIFE-CHANGING DAYS OF MY LIFE. 1493 00:52:16,169 --> 00:52:20,641 YOU KNOW, SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED. 1494 00:52:20,641 --> 00:52:22,109 THIS JOURNEY HAS BEEN SO MUCH. 1495 00:52:22,109 --> 00:52:24,144 AND, LIKE, I SCREWED UP. 1496 00:52:24,144 --> 00:52:25,479 BUT I STILL HAVE SUSIE HERE. 1497 00:52:25,479 --> 00:52:28,348 I DON'T KNOW WHERE SHE'S AT. 1498 00:52:28,348 --> 00:52:29,750 I HAVEN'T TALKED TO HER IN A 1499 00:52:29,750 --> 00:52:31,585 COUPLE DAYS. 1500 00:52:31,585 --> 00:52:33,620 BUT I WANT SUSIE BACK MORE THAN 1501 00:52:33,620 --> 00:52:35,322 ANYTHING, AND I WILL DO WHATEVER 1502 00:52:35,322 --> 00:52:40,093 IT TAKES TO WIN HER BACK OVER. 1503 00:52:40,093 --> 00:52:46,266 [BIRDS CHIRPING] 1504 00:52:46,266 --> 00:52:48,335 I WANT TO MAKE A LIFELONG 1505 00:52:48,335 --> 00:52:48,635 COMMITMENT. 1506 00:52:48,635 --> 00:52:49,503 I WANT TO BE ABLE TO WAKE UP 1507 00:52:49,503 --> 00:52:50,304 EACH DAY NEXT TO HER AND CHOOSE 1508 00:52:50,304 --> 00:52:53,840 HER. 1509 00:52:53,840 --> 00:52:54,608 I'M READY TO TAKE THAT STEP WITH 1510 00:52:54,608 --> 00:52:55,842 SUSIE BUT, LIKE, THIS IS NOT 1511 00:52:55,842 --> 00:52:56,410 YOUR TYPICAL CIRCUMSTANCES. 1512 00:52:56,410 --> 00:52:57,878 PEOPLE OF COURSE ARE GOING TO 1513 00:52:57,878 --> 00:52:59,346 SEE THIS AND THINK I'M CRAZY 1514 00:52:59,346 --> 00:53:00,447 AND, LIKE, IT'S A LONG SHOT, AND 1515 00:53:00,447 --> 00:53:02,182 I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF SHE'S GOING 1516 00:53:02,182 --> 00:53:05,052 TO ALLOW ME TO FIGHT FOR ANOTHER 1517 00:53:05,052 --> 00:53:06,820 DAY. 1518 00:53:06,820 --> 00:53:08,288 BUT THIS IS HOW SERIOUSLY I TAKE 1519 00:53:08,288 --> 00:53:10,190 OUR RELATIONSHIP. 1520 00:53:10,190 --> 00:53:11,091 SEEING A RING IN FRONT OF MY 1521 00:53:11,091 --> 00:53:12,192 FACE, IT JUST, LIKE, SHOWS ME I 1522 00:53:12,192 --> 00:53:18,665 BELIEVE THAT SUSIE IS THE ONE. 1523 00:53:18,665 --> 00:53:19,666 THERE IS HOPE HERE IN THIS RING, 1524 00:53:19,666 --> 00:53:21,134 AND I'M FIGHTING WITH EVERYTHING 1525 00:53:21,134 --> 00:53:24,304 THAT I HAVE RIGHT NOW, AND I 1526 00:53:24,304 --> 00:53:25,105 THINK I OWE IT TO BOTH OF US TO 1527 00:53:25,105 --> 00:53:26,006 LET HER KNOW HOW I FEEL, TO 1528 00:53:26,006 --> 00:53:27,274 REALLY SHOW SUSIE, LIKE, HOW 1529 00:53:27,274 --> 00:53:30,477 SERIOUS I AM. 1530 00:53:30,477 --> 00:53:34,982 [KNOCKS ON DOOR] 1531 00:53:34,982 --> 00:53:37,017 >> HEY. 1532 00:53:37,017 --> 00:53:37,217 >> HI. 1533 00:53:37,217 --> 00:53:38,385 >> I'M SO SORRY TO SHOW UP 1534 00:53:38,385 --> 00:53:38,685 UNANNOUNCED. 1535 00:53:38,685 --> 00:53:39,586 >> NO, IT'S TOTALLY FINE. 1536 00:53:39,586 --> 00:53:41,054 >> CLAYTON WANTED ME TO GIVE YOU 1537 00:53:41,054 --> 00:53:41,288 THIS. 1538 00:53:41,288 --> 00:53:41,989 >> OKAY. 1539 00:53:41,989 --> 00:53:42,756 >> I'LL LEAVE YOU WITH THAT. 1540 00:53:42,756 --> 00:53:43,523 >> OKAY, THANK YOU. 1541 00:53:43,523 --> 00:53:47,194 >> YEP. 1542 00:53:47,194 --> 00:54:01,208 ♪ 1543 00:54:01,208 --> 00:54:02,809 >> "SUSIE, I THINK IT'S SAFE TO 1544 00:54:02,809 --> 00:54:04,544 SAY THAT THIS JOURNEY HAS BEEN 1545 00:54:04,544 --> 00:54:05,412 ONE THAT HAS TESTED EACH OF US 1546 00:54:05,412 --> 00:54:08,849 IN OUR OWN WAYS. 1547 00:54:08,849 --> 00:54:11,051 IN A MATTER OF A COUPLE MONTHS, 1548 00:54:11,051 --> 00:54:12,486 WE HAVE TRAVELED ACROSS THE 1549 00:54:12,486 --> 00:54:13,353 WORLD NOT KNOWING WHAT WAS 1550 00:54:13,353 --> 00:54:14,955 AROUND EACH CORNER. 1551 00:54:14,955 --> 00:54:16,890 DOING SO CHALLENGED OUR LOVE 1552 00:54:16,890 --> 00:54:18,091 BEYOND WHAT WE IMAGINED, BUT IT 1553 00:54:18,091 --> 00:54:19,192 WAS IN THESE MOMENTS THAT I 1554 00:54:19,192 --> 00:54:22,496 LEARNED THE MOST. 1555 00:54:22,496 --> 00:54:24,131 SUSIE, I AM INCREDIBLY SORRY FOR 1556 00:54:24,131 --> 00:54:25,866 HURTING YOU AND NOT BEING THE 1557 00:54:25,866 --> 00:54:27,434 MAN YOU THOUGHT I WAS, 1558 00:54:27,434 --> 00:54:29,569 ESPECIALLY IN THE MOMENT WHERE 1559 00:54:29,569 --> 00:54:31,838 YOU NEEDED ME THE MOST. 1560 00:54:31,838 --> 00:54:33,273 BUT IF YOU GIVE ME THE CHANCE, I 1561 00:54:33,273 --> 00:54:34,408 WILL FIGHT FOR YOUR LOVE DAY IN 1562 00:54:34,408 --> 00:54:36,877 AND DAY OUT TO PROVE TO YOU THAT 1563 00:54:36,877 --> 00:54:38,145 I CAN BE THAT MAN, BECAUSE 1564 00:54:38,145 --> 00:54:40,514 WITHOUT YOU I AM NOTHING AND 1565 00:54:40,514 --> 00:54:44,818 WITH YOU I HAVE EVERYTHING. 1566 00:54:44,818 --> 00:54:45,819 I WANT TO RESPECT THE TIME THAT 1567 00:54:45,819 --> 00:54:48,055 YOU NEED TO TAKE TO FIGURE OUT A 1568 00:54:48,055 --> 00:54:49,956 DECISION, BUT IF YOU'D BE 1569 00:54:49,956 --> 00:54:52,826 WILLING TO MEET ME, I'D BE 1570 00:54:52,826 --> 00:54:54,461 PATIENTLY WAITING FOR YOU IN THE 1571 00:54:54,461 --> 00:54:55,529 COUNTRYSIDE." 1572 00:54:55,529 --> 00:54:56,563 >> GOOD LUCK. 1573 00:54:56,563 --> 00:54:57,230 >> THANKS, JESSE. 1574 00:54:57,230 --> 00:55:09,810 ♪ 1575 00:55:09,810 --> 00:55:10,877 TODAY, I EITHER LEAVE ALONE 1576 00:55:10,877 --> 00:55:11,645 OR I LEAVE HERE WITH THE LOVE OF 1577 00:55:11,645 --> 00:55:18,752 MY LIFE. 1578 00:55:18,752 --> 00:55:19,553 I'M SCARED. 1579 00:55:19,553 --> 00:55:20,587 YOU KNOW, SUSIE EITHER COULD 1580 00:55:20,587 --> 00:55:21,555 SHOW UP TODAY OR SHE COULD NOT. 1581 00:55:21,555 --> 00:55:23,090 AND I COULD BE LEFT WITH 1582 00:55:23,090 --> 00:55:27,260 NOTHING. 1583 00:55:27,260 --> 00:55:34,501 [WIND WHISTLING] 1584 00:55:34,501 --> 00:55:50,684 ♪ 1585 00:55:53,053 --> 00:55:53,253 ♪ 1586 00:55:53,253 --> 00:55:54,121 >> HI. 1587 00:55:54,121 --> 00:55:54,554 >> HI. 1588 00:55:54,554 --> 00:56:00,827 >> YOU OKAY? 1589 00:56:00,827 --> 00:56:01,361 >> OH, MY GOSH. 1590 00:56:01,361 --> 00:56:02,295 [YELPS] 1591 00:56:02,295 --> 00:56:02,996 >> IT'S VERY WINDY AND VERY WET. 1592 00:56:02,996 --> 00:56:04,531 LET'S GET YOU INSIDE WHERE IT'S 1593 00:56:04,531 --> 00:56:05,098 DRY. 1594 00:56:05,098 --> 00:56:32,425 ♪ 1595 00:56:32,425 --> 00:56:34,060 >> YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL. 1596 00:56:34,060 --> 00:56:34,661 >> THANK YOU. 1597 00:56:34,661 --> 00:56:37,030 YOU LOOK HANDSOME AS WELL. 1598 00:56:37,030 --> 00:56:41,635 HOW ARE YOU? 1599 00:56:41,635 --> 00:56:42,269 >> I'M NERVOUS. 1600 00:56:42,269 --> 00:56:42,969 VERY NERVOUS. 1601 00:56:42,969 --> 00:56:44,070 >> YEAH, ME TOO. 1602 00:56:44,070 --> 00:56:44,871 >> I WANT TO THANK YOU, FIRST 1603 00:56:44,871 --> 00:56:49,910 OFF, FOR COMING HERE. 1604 00:56:49,910 --> 00:56:54,014 WELL, SUSIE, WE HAVE WENT 1605 00:56:54,014 --> 00:56:57,851 THROUGH A WILD JOURNEY, AND, YOU 1606 00:56:57,851 --> 00:56:59,386 KNOW, FROM THE MOMENT THAT YOU 1607 00:56:59,386 --> 00:57:03,757 STEPPED OUT, I WAS INCREDIBLY 1608 00:57:03,757 --> 00:57:05,158 BLOWN AWAY, AND OVER TIME, LIKE, 1609 00:57:05,158 --> 00:57:07,227 I STARTED TO SEE SIDES OF YOU 1610 00:57:07,227 --> 00:57:08,995 THAT I REALIZED WERE BEYOND, 1611 00:57:08,995 --> 00:57:11,164 LIKE, ANYTHING THAT I COULD HAVE 1612 00:57:11,164 --> 00:57:11,932 IMAGINED. 1613 00:57:11,932 --> 00:57:13,900 AND IT'S JUST YOU AND ME HERE 1614 00:57:13,900 --> 00:57:15,001 BECAUSE, LIKE, I DON'T WANT 1615 00:57:15,001 --> 00:57:17,070 ANYTHING ELSE. 1616 00:57:17,070 --> 00:57:20,674 AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I'M 1617 00:57:20,674 --> 00:57:21,841 SO FULLY COMMITTED INTO, LIKE, 1618 00:57:21,841 --> 00:57:23,243 SHOWING YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU 1619 00:57:23,243 --> 00:57:25,212 AND HOW I WILL NEVER STOP 1620 00:57:25,212 --> 00:57:28,114 FIGHTING FOR YOU. 1621 00:57:28,114 --> 00:57:30,016 AND I KNOW THAT I CAN'T TAKE 1622 00:57:30,016 --> 00:57:31,251 BACK WHAT I'VE DONE, AND I TAKE 1623 00:57:31,251 --> 00:57:33,086 FULL ACCOUNTABILITY FOR IT. 1624 00:57:33,086 --> 00:57:34,788 LIKE, I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW, 1625 00:57:34,788 --> 00:57:36,590 IF YOU EVER QUESTION HOW SERIOUS 1626 00:57:36,590 --> 00:57:38,592 THAT I AM, LIKE -- LIKE, THIS, 1627 00:57:38,592 --> 00:57:40,493 SERIOUSLY, LIKE, I AM THIS 1628 00:57:40,493 --> 00:57:45,465 SERIOUS ABOUT IT. 1629 00:57:45,465 --> 00:57:46,333 I TOLD YOU FROM THE BEGINNING 1630 00:57:46,333 --> 00:57:46,933 THAT I WAS LOOKING TO GET DOWN 1631 00:57:46,933 --> 00:57:47,200 ON A KNEE. 1632 00:57:47,200 --> 00:57:48,034 AND, LIKE, I WANT THAT. 1633 00:57:48,034 --> 00:57:48,768 AND WITH YOU I SEE THAT, AND I 1634 00:57:48,768 --> 00:57:50,337 SEE SO MUCH BEYOND THAT, TO 1635 00:57:50,337 --> 00:57:51,871 GROW, HAVE A FAMILY, TO GO 1636 00:57:51,871 --> 00:57:53,640 THROUGH ALL THE STAGES OF LIFE 1637 00:57:53,640 --> 00:57:59,312 TOGETHER. 1638 00:57:59,312 --> 00:58:00,580 IF YOU JUST GIVE ME THE CHANCE. 1639 00:58:00,580 --> 00:58:01,514 IF YOU ALLOW ME TO LOVE YOU FOR 1640 00:58:01,514 --> 00:58:02,816 ONE MORE DAY, TO TAKE ONE MORE 1641 00:58:02,816 --> 00:58:04,217 STEP WITH YOU, TO SHOW YOU THAT, 1642 00:58:04,217 --> 00:58:05,452 LIKE, I CAN BE THAT MAN THAT YOU 1643 00:58:05,452 --> 00:58:06,820 THOUGHT I WAS AND, LIKE, I CAN 1644 00:58:06,820 --> 00:58:08,788 PROVE IT IF YOU JUST GIVE ME THE 1645 00:58:08,788 --> 00:58:15,895 CHANCE. 1646 00:58:15,895 --> 00:58:18,231 >> UM, LIKE, OOF. 1647 00:58:18,231 --> 00:58:21,001 LIKE, GETTING YOUR LETTER, 1648 00:58:21,001 --> 00:58:23,169 READING YOUR WORDS AND HEARING 1649 00:58:23,169 --> 00:58:25,405 YOU RIGHT NOW, I CAN'T EVEN TELL 1650 00:58:25,405 --> 00:58:27,407 YOU HOW MUCH IT MEANT TO ME AND, 1651 00:58:27,407 --> 00:58:29,209 LIKE, HOW POWERFUL YOUR WORDS 1652 00:58:29,209 --> 00:58:30,310 WERE AND, LIKE, I TRULY BELIEVE 1653 00:58:30,310 --> 00:58:36,616 EVERY WORD OF THEM. 1654 00:58:36,616 --> 00:58:37,217 AND IT JUST, LIKE, REITERATED, 1655 00:58:37,217 --> 00:58:37,851 LIKE, THE PERSON THAT YOU TRULY 1656 00:58:37,851 --> 00:58:38,785 ARE. 1657 00:58:38,785 --> 00:58:40,153 YOU ARE THIS INCREDIBLE PERSON 1658 00:58:40,153 --> 00:58:41,054 THAT I HAVE SEEN THIS WHOLE 1659 00:58:41,054 --> 00:58:45,992 TIME. 1660 00:58:45,992 --> 00:58:46,960 THIS PERSON THAT, LIKE, I KNOW 1661 00:58:46,960 --> 00:58:47,394 YOU ARE. 1662 00:58:47,394 --> 00:58:48,194 LIKE, I -- I STILL BELIEVE IT. 1663 00:58:48,194 --> 00:58:49,929 I JUST KNOW IT TO BE TRUE, AND 1664 00:58:49,929 --> 00:58:50,964 THERE'S NO DOUBT ABOUT OUR 1665 00:58:50,964 --> 00:58:55,101 CONNECTION. 1666 00:58:55,101 --> 00:58:56,236 THE LOVE THAT I HAVE FOR YOU IN 1667 00:58:56,236 --> 00:58:57,470 MY HEART, LIKE, IT'S SO REAL, 1668 00:58:57,470 --> 00:59:02,208 AND I KNOW THAT YOU HAVE IT TOO. 1669 00:59:02,208 --> 00:59:13,186 UM, BUT... 1670 00:59:13,186 --> 00:59:14,554 LIKE, I DON'T FEEL LIKE THE KIND 1671 00:59:14,554 --> 00:59:16,089 OF LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU RIGHT NOW 1672 00:59:16,089 --> 00:59:17,457 IS THE KIND OF LOVE THAT YOU 1673 00:59:17,457 --> 00:59:18,892 HAVE FOR ME RIGHT NOW. 1674 00:59:18,892 --> 00:59:20,527 LIKE, YOU HAVE AN UNCONDITIONAL 1675 00:59:20,527 --> 00:59:21,928 LOVE OF SOMEBODY THAT YOU WANT 1676 00:59:21,928 --> 00:59:22,629 TO SPEND A LIFETIME WITH, AND, 1677 00:59:22,629 --> 00:59:29,102 LIKE, THAT'S NOT WHERE I'M AT. 1678 00:59:29,102 --> 00:59:29,769 I HAVE MADE THE DECISION TO 1679 00:59:29,769 --> 00:59:32,072 LEAVE ICELAND ALONE. 1680 00:59:32,072 --> 00:59:33,006 IT DOESN'T MAKE IT, LIKE, AN 1681 00:59:33,006 --> 00:59:33,973 EASY DECISION. 1682 00:59:33,973 --> 00:59:39,012 IT'S... 1683 00:59:39,012 --> 00:59:39,546 DEVASTATING, IF I'M BEING 1684 00:59:39,546 --> 00:59:44,784 HONEST. 1685 00:59:44,784 --> 00:59:45,952 BUT, LIKE, I'VE THOUGHT THIS 1686 00:59:45,952 --> 00:59:46,786 THROUGH, AND, LIKE, I -- 1687 00:59:46,786 --> 00:59:47,554 I DON'T THINK THAT I'M YOUR 1688 00:59:47,554 --> 00:59:48,188 PERSON. 1689 00:59:48,188 --> 00:59:49,556 AND, LIKE, AND I DON'T THINK 1690 00:59:49,556 --> 00:59:53,259 THAT YOU'RE MINE. 1691 00:59:53,259 --> 00:59:54,294 BUT IT DOESN'T, LIKE, TAKE AWAY 1692 00:59:54,294 --> 00:59:55,128 FROM EVERYTHING THAT WE'VE HAD 1693 00:59:55,128 --> 00:59:56,296 AND THE LOVE THAT I GENUINELY, 1694 00:59:56,296 --> 01:00:02,802 LIKE, FEEL IN MY HEART FOR YOU. 1695 01:00:02,802 --> 01:00:04,304 >> AS HARD AS IT IS TO HEAR, I 1696 01:00:04,304 --> 01:00:05,004 MEAN, I DO APPRECIATE YOU 1697 01:00:05,004 --> 01:00:08,041 SHARING ALL THAT. 1698 01:00:08,041 --> 01:00:14,514 I -- I GUESS -- I MEAN -- 1699 01:00:14,514 --> 01:00:15,415 DO YOU FEEL LIKE THERE IS A 1700 01:00:15,415 --> 01:00:16,182 CHANCE IT COULD EVER BE 1701 01:00:16,182 --> 01:00:17,617 SOMETHING, OR DO YOU, LIKE, FEEL 1702 01:00:17,617 --> 01:00:20,820 THAT IT'S -- IT'S OVER? 1703 01:00:20,820 --> 01:00:21,888 BECAUSE HONESTLY, LIKE, I SEE A 1704 01:00:21,888 --> 01:00:23,022 WHOLE FUTURE WITH YOU. 1705 01:00:23,022 --> 01:00:25,325 I SEE FOREVER WITH YOU. 1706 01:00:25,325 --> 01:00:26,092 BUT I ALSO WILL TAKE AS LONG AS 1707 01:00:26,092 --> 01:00:27,660 THAT NEEDS TO GET TO THAT POINT, 1708 01:00:27,660 --> 01:00:28,495 BECAUSE TO ME, LIKE, IT'S NOT 1709 01:00:28,495 --> 01:00:29,462 OVER UNTIL YOU TELL ME IT'S 1710 01:00:29,462 --> 01:00:40,940 OVER. 1711 01:00:40,940 --> 01:00:48,348 >> I FEEL LIKE IT'S OVER. 1712 01:00:48,348 --> 01:00:50,483 >> ALL RIGHT. 1713 01:00:50,483 --> 01:00:54,821 ALL RIGHT. 1714 01:00:54,821 --> 01:01:03,263 ♪ 1715 01:01:03,263 --> 01:01:03,897 >> CAN I GIVE YOU A HUG? 1716 01:01:03,897 --> 01:01:19,479 >> YEAH. 1717 01:01:19,479 --> 01:01:20,713 CAN I WALK YOU OUT? 1718 01:01:20,713 --> 01:01:22,148 >> MM-HMM. 1719 01:01:22,148 --> 01:01:48,508 ♪ 1720 01:01:48,508 --> 01:01:48,775 [THUNDER] 1721 01:01:48,775 --> 01:01:51,010 OH, CLAYTON. 1722 01:01:51,010 --> 01:01:51,845 >> I WISH NOTHING BUT THE BEST 1723 01:01:51,845 --> 01:01:52,145 FOR YOU. 1724 01:01:52,145 --> 01:02:08,862 ♪ 1725 01:02:09,028 --> 01:02:20,240 ♪ 1726 01:02:20,240 --> 01:02:23,176 >> [SIGHS] 1727 01:02:23,176 --> 01:02:43,062 ♪ 1728 01:02:43,463 --> 01:02:57,143 ♪ 1729 01:03:12,692 --> 01:03:13,693 >> Jesse: THAT'S REALLY TOUGH 1730 01:03:13,693 --> 01:03:14,327 TO WATCH. 1731 01:03:14,327 --> 01:03:16,396 OBVIOUSLY I WAS IN ICELAND AND I 1732 01:03:16,396 --> 01:03:16,996 KNOW FIRSTHAND HOW DEVASTATED 1733 01:03:16,996 --> 01:03:19,966 CLAYTON WAS IN THAT MOMENT. 1734 01:03:19,966 --> 01:03:23,069 SO THAT'S THE END OF HIS 1735 01:03:23,069 --> 01:03:23,336 JOURNEY. 1736 01:03:23,336 --> 01:03:26,205 FOR THE FIRST TIME IN HISTORY, 1737 01:03:26,205 --> 01:03:28,408 OUR BACHELOR WAS REJECTED ON THE 1738 01:03:28,408 --> 01:03:37,317 FINAL DAY, AND HE ENDS UP ALONE. 1739 01:03:37,317 --> 01:03:43,122 OR DOES HE? 1740 01:03:43,122 --> 01:03:44,791 [AUDIENCE REACTING] 1741 01:03:44,791 --> 01:03:46,526 I TOLD YOU TONIGHT WAS GOING TO 1742 01:03:46,526 --> 01:03:46,993 BE ABSOLUTELY CRAZY. 1743 01:03:46,993 --> 01:03:49,862 DO NOT GO ANYWHERE. 1744 01:03:49,862 --> 01:03:50,697 WE'LL BE RIGHT BACK. 1745 01:04:02,075 --> 01:04:06,412 ♪ 1746 01:04:06,412 --> 01:04:10,116 >> Jesse: WELCOME BACK TO THE 1747 01:04:10,116 --> 01:04:11,884 LIVE "BACHELOR" FINALE. 1748 01:04:11,884 --> 01:04:13,653 SO MANY TWISTS AND TURNS HAVE 1749 01:04:13,653 --> 01:04:14,854 LOST FOUR COAT YEARS OFF MY 1750 01:04:14,854 --> 01:04:15,622 LIFE. 1751 01:04:15,622 --> 01:04:17,156 I CAN'T EVEN KEEP UP. 1752 01:04:17,156 --> 01:04:17,757 CLAYTON BROKE THE HEARTS OF 1753 01:04:17,757 --> 01:04:20,994 RACHEL AND GABBY, ONLY TO HAVE 1754 01:04:20,994 --> 01:04:25,064 HIS HEART BROKEN BY SUSIE. 1755 01:04:25,064 --> 01:04:27,367 FOR THE FIRST TIME, OUR BACHELOR 1756 01:04:27,367 --> 01:04:28,901 WAS REJECTED AND WALKED AWAY A 1757 01:04:28,901 --> 01:04:29,669 SINGLE MAN. 1758 01:04:29,669 --> 01:04:31,571 BUT THAT IS NOT WHERE CLAYTON'S 1759 01:04:31,571 --> 01:04:31,904 JOURNEY ENDED. 1760 01:04:31,904 --> 01:04:33,940 I DON'T KNOW WHERE THIS IS GOING 1761 01:04:33,940 --> 01:04:34,307 TO END. 1762 01:04:34,307 --> 01:04:35,575 YOU DON'T KNOW HOW THIS IS GOING 1763 01:04:35,575 --> 01:04:36,209 TO END. 1764 01:04:36,209 --> 01:04:37,677 THERE'S ONLY ONE PERSON IN THE 1765 01:04:37,677 --> 01:04:39,212 WORLD THAT CAN GIVE US THE 1766 01:04:39,212 --> 01:04:40,680 ANSWERS WE NEED RIGHT NOW, AND 1767 01:04:40,680 --> 01:04:42,548 HE IS SITTING RIGHT HERE IN 1768 01:04:42,548 --> 01:04:43,983 FRONT OF ME. 1769 01:04:43,983 --> 01:04:45,585 CLAYTON, WELCOME BACK. 1770 01:04:45,585 --> 01:04:46,719 TO SAY THAT YOUR JOURNEY WAS A 1771 01:04:46,719 --> 01:04:49,155 WILD ONE, THAT IS A MAJOR 1772 01:04:49,155 --> 01:04:49,522 UNDERSTATEMENT. 1773 01:04:49,522 --> 01:04:52,191 WHAT HAS THIS ALL BEEN LIKE FOR 1774 01:04:52,191 --> 01:04:53,893 YOU? 1775 01:04:53,893 --> 01:04:57,830 >> YOU KNOW, HONESTLY, THIS WAS 1776 01:04:57,830 --> 01:04:59,932 FIVE YEARS OF GROWTH PACKED IN 1777 01:04:59,932 --> 01:05:00,566 TWO MONTHS. 1778 01:05:00,566 --> 01:05:06,472 I LEARNED SO MUCH ALONG THE WAY. 1779 01:05:06,472 --> 01:05:07,807 I HURT A LOT OF PEOPLE AND I'M 1780 01:05:07,807 --> 01:05:08,708 AWARE OF THAT. 1781 01:05:08,708 --> 01:05:09,976 I WISH I COULD'VE DONE THINGS 1782 01:05:09,976 --> 01:05:10,276 DIFFERENTLY. 1783 01:05:10,276 --> 01:05:12,445 WISH I COULD TAKE BACK THE PAIN. 1784 01:05:12,445 --> 01:05:14,013 BUT I DID EVERYTHING FOLLOWING 1785 01:05:14,013 --> 01:05:17,817 MY HEART THINKING THAT I JUST 1786 01:05:17,817 --> 01:05:19,719 WANTED TO DO WHAT WAS BEST. 1787 01:05:19,719 --> 01:05:21,788 AND I CLEARLY, AT TIMES, WAS 1788 01:05:21,788 --> 01:05:21,954 NOT. 1789 01:05:21,954 --> 01:05:25,158 BUT I THINK I'M A BETTER PERSON 1790 01:05:25,158 --> 01:05:26,459 NOW FROM ALL THE LESSONS I'VE 1791 01:05:26,459 --> 01:05:26,693 LEARNED. 1792 01:05:26,693 --> 01:05:27,927 >> Jesse: I KNOW HOW BAD HE 1793 01:05:27,927 --> 01:05:29,696 WANTED THIS TO END WITHIN 1794 01:05:29,696 --> 01:05:29,996 ENGAGEMENT. 1795 01:05:29,996 --> 01:05:30,863 HOW MUCH PRESSURE YOU PUT ON 1796 01:05:30,863 --> 01:05:31,698 YOUR CELL. 1797 01:05:31,698 --> 01:05:32,932 I WAS THERE IN ICELAND. 1798 01:05:32,932 --> 01:05:36,436 I WAS WATCHING YOU. 1799 01:05:36,436 --> 01:05:38,304 IN THAT MOMENT, WHEN SUSIE WAS 1800 01:05:38,304 --> 01:05:40,707 DRIVING AWAY, DID YOU FEEL LIKE 1801 01:05:40,707 --> 01:05:41,007 YOU FAILED? 1802 01:05:41,007 --> 01:05:44,010 >> YEAH. 1803 01:05:44,010 --> 01:05:44,911 I DID. 1804 01:05:44,911 --> 01:05:45,745 BECAUSE THAT WAS MY INTENTION 1805 01:05:45,745 --> 01:05:48,681 WAS TO WALK OUT WITH SOMEBODY. 1806 01:05:48,681 --> 01:05:50,216 I HAD REALLY HOPED THAT THAT WAS 1807 01:05:50,216 --> 01:05:52,318 GOING TO BE THE OUTCOME. 1808 01:05:52,318 --> 01:05:53,619 AND AS I STOOD THERE IN THE 1809 01:05:53,619 --> 01:05:57,590 RAIN, I JUST REALIZED, YOU CAME 1810 01:05:57,590 --> 01:06:01,394 IN BY YOURSELF AND YOUR LIVING 1811 01:06:01,394 --> 01:06:02,061 BY YOURSELF. 1812 01:06:02,061 --> 01:06:03,496 I DID HAVE THOSE THOUGHTS OF 1813 01:06:03,496 --> 01:06:05,531 MAYBE THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT NEEDED 1814 01:06:05,531 --> 01:06:05,932 TO HAPPEN TO YOU. 1815 01:06:05,932 --> 01:06:08,167 >> Jesse: SO YOU ENDED YOUR 1816 01:06:08,167 --> 01:06:10,570 JOURNEY ALONE. 1817 01:06:10,570 --> 01:06:12,105 BUT THE TRUTH IS, THINGS DIDN'T 1818 01:06:12,105 --> 01:06:14,207 END THERE, DID THEY? 1819 01:06:14,207 --> 01:06:16,843 >> NO. 1820 01:06:16,843 --> 01:06:21,881 I LEFT ICELAND, WENT BACK TO 1821 01:06:21,881 --> 01:06:23,216 WHAT I THOUGHT WAS MY NORMAL 1822 01:06:23,216 --> 01:06:25,284 LIFE GOING BACK INTO THAT 1823 01:06:25,284 --> 01:06:26,686 ENVIRONMENT, AND I WAS REACHED 1824 01:06:26,686 --> 01:06:31,390 OUT TO BY SOMEONE, AND IT WAS 1825 01:06:31,390 --> 01:06:31,958 THE LAST PERSON THAT I EVER 1826 01:06:31,958 --> 01:06:37,263 EXPECTED TO REACH OUT. 1827 01:06:37,263 --> 01:06:41,567 AND, YEAH, I JUST WAS SHOCKED. 1828 01:06:41,567 --> 01:06:44,370 ABSOLUTELY SHOCKED THAT, YOU 1829 01:06:44,370 --> 01:06:45,605 KNOW, THERE WAS MAYBE SOMETHING 1830 01:06:45,605 --> 01:06:46,439 THAT CAME FROM ALL OF IT. 1831 01:06:46,439 --> 01:06:47,173 >> Jesse: I MEAN, AFTER ALL 1832 01:06:47,173 --> 01:06:51,778 THE CRAP YOU PUT THESE WOMEN 1833 01:06:51,778 --> 01:06:53,412 THROUGH, DID YOU THINK ANY OF 1834 01:06:53,412 --> 01:06:55,014 THESE WOMEN WERE GOING TO REACH 1835 01:06:55,014 --> 01:06:55,715 OUT TO YOU? 1836 01:06:55,715 --> 01:06:56,315 >> NO. 1837 01:06:56,315 --> 01:06:57,450 NO. 1838 01:06:57,450 --> 01:06:58,751 I CREATED A WORLD OF PAIN. 1839 01:06:58,751 --> 01:07:00,052 I CAUSED A LOT OF PROBLEMS. 1840 01:07:00,052 --> 01:07:01,621 AND I JUST EXPECT THAT TO BE IT 1841 01:07:01,621 --> 01:07:02,655 FOR ME. 1842 01:07:02,655 --> 01:07:04,123 I WAS GOING TO HAVE TO GROW AND 1843 01:07:04,123 --> 01:07:06,492 I DID GROW FROM THAT EXPERIENCE 1844 01:07:06,492 --> 01:07:07,927 BUT I EXPECTED TO JUST HAVE TO 1845 01:07:07,927 --> 01:07:10,096 START NEW AND TO BE A BETTER 1846 01:07:10,096 --> 01:07:11,264 HUMAN BEING AND HOPE THAT I 1847 01:07:11,264 --> 01:07:13,399 COULD EVENTUALLY FIND WHAT IT 1848 01:07:13,399 --> 01:07:15,368 WAS I WAS LOOKING FOR. 1849 01:07:15,368 --> 01:07:15,768 >> Jesse: OKAY. 1850 01:07:15,768 --> 01:07:17,270 THE WOMAN THAT YOU ARE SPEAKING 1851 01:07:17,270 --> 01:07:25,311 ABOUT, SHE IS HERE TONIGHT. 1852 01:07:25,311 --> 01:07:28,748 AND I'M SURE THE SUSPENSE IS 1853 01:07:28,748 --> 01:07:29,382 ABSOLUTELY KILLING EVERYBODY. 1854 01:07:29,382 --> 01:07:30,082 [LAUGHTER] 1855 01:07:30,082 --> 01:07:30,783 AUDIENCE, OUT OF CURIOSITY, WHO 1856 01:07:30,783 --> 01:07:34,921 DO YOU THINK IT IS? 1857 01:07:34,921 --> 01:07:36,956 [AUDIENCE REACTS] 1858 01:07:36,956 --> 01:07:38,324 ALL RIGHT, BACHELOR NATION, 1859 01:07:38,324 --> 01:07:39,492 LET'S BRING THIS MYSTERY WOMAN 1860 01:07:39,492 --> 01:07:41,260 OUT HERE RIGHT NOW. 1861 01:07:41,260 --> 01:07:42,728 EVERYBODY, HERE SHE COMES. 1862 01:07:42,728 --> 01:07:47,300 ♪ 1863 01:07:47,300 --> 01:07:48,968 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 1864 01:07:48,968 --> 01:07:54,073 >> [LAUGHS] 1865 01:07:54,073 --> 01:07:55,007 GOOD TO SEE. 1866 01:07:55,007 --> 01:08:01,581 >> Jesse: GOOD TO SEE YOU. 1867 01:08:01,581 --> 01:08:02,448 [AUDIENCE REACTS] 1868 01:08:02,448 --> 01:08:04,851 >> Jesse: SUSIE, HAVE A SEAT. 1869 01:08:04,851 --> 01:08:06,252 >> THANK YOU. 1870 01:08:06,252 --> 01:08:06,619 >> Jesse: WOW. 1871 01:08:06,619 --> 01:08:08,054 WHAT A PLEASANT SURPRISE. 1872 01:08:08,054 --> 01:08:08,487 >> I KNOW. 1873 01:08:08,487 --> 01:08:09,822 >> Jesse: I DON'T WANT YOU TO 1874 01:08:09,822 --> 01:08:12,225 TAKE THIS THE WRONG WAY, WHAT 1875 01:08:12,225 --> 01:08:13,860 ARE YOU DOING HERE? 1876 01:08:13,860 --> 01:08:14,093 >> YEAH. 1877 01:08:14,093 --> 01:08:15,728 THAT'S A GREAT QUESTION. 1878 01:08:15,728 --> 01:08:19,899 I LEFT ICELAND, AND I HAD TO 1879 01:08:19,899 --> 01:08:21,100 MAKE THAT DECISION FOR MYSELF. 1880 01:08:21,100 --> 01:08:22,468 IT WAS THE BEST DECISION I COULD 1881 01:08:22,468 --> 01:08:24,570 HAVE MADE, AND I THINK THAT'S 1882 01:08:24,570 --> 01:08:26,405 WHY WE ARE HERE TODAY IS BECAUSE 1883 01:08:26,405 --> 01:08:28,274 I WAS PROTECTING MYSELF AND I 1884 01:08:28,274 --> 01:08:29,709 DIDN'T KNOW WHAT I WANTED AND I 1885 01:08:29,709 --> 01:08:30,309 DIDN'T KNOW THE CAPACITY IN 1886 01:08:30,309 --> 01:08:31,644 WHICH I WANT TO CLAYTON IN MY 1887 01:08:31,644 --> 01:08:32,845 LIFE. 1888 01:08:32,845 --> 01:08:35,448 BUT WE TOOK TIME APART AFTER THE 1889 01:08:35,448 --> 01:08:38,017 SHOW AND WHEAT RESET, WE RELAYED 1890 01:08:38,017 --> 01:08:40,987 A FOUNDATION, AND WE'RE WE'RE 1891 01:08:40,987 --> 01:08:43,389 REALLY HAPPY TO BE HERE TODAY. 1892 01:08:43,389 --> 01:08:54,834 WE REALIZE IT'S TOUGH, BUT WERE 1893 01:08:54,834 --> 01:08:55,368 HAPPY TO BE HERE TOGETHER. 1894 01:08:55,368 --> 01:08:55,902 >> Jesse: I'M WATCHING THE 1895 01:08:55,902 --> 01:08:56,535 BODY LANGUAGE, SMILING, HAND ON 1896 01:08:56,535 --> 01:08:56,769 HIS LAP. 1897 01:08:56,769 --> 01:08:57,336 ARE YOU GUYS BACK TOGETHER? 1898 01:08:57,336 --> 01:08:57,837 >> THAT'S MY BOYFRIEND. 1899 01:08:57,837 --> 01:08:58,237 [AUDIENCE REACTS] 1900 01:08:58,237 --> 01:08:58,437 YEAH. 1901 01:08:58,437 --> 01:08:58,838 >> Jesse: WEIGHT. 1902 01:08:58,838 --> 01:08:59,839 I WAS IN ICELAND. 1903 01:08:59,839 --> 01:09:00,139 I WAS THERE. 1904 01:09:00,139 --> 01:09:03,042 I SAW YOU AT THAT FINAL 1905 01:09:03,042 --> 01:09:04,443 ROSE CEREMONY, YOU WERE ADAMANT 1906 01:09:04,443 --> 01:09:06,779 THAT YOU COULD NOT MOVE FORWARD 1907 01:09:06,779 --> 01:09:07,580 WITH CLAYTON. 1908 01:09:07,580 --> 01:09:09,682 WHAT CHANGED? 1909 01:09:09,682 --> 01:09:11,717 >> WELL, WE WERE ABLE TO 1910 01:09:11,717 --> 01:09:13,619 REESTABLISH A RELATIONSHIP 1911 01:09:13,619 --> 01:09:16,555 BECAUSE I THINK WE TOOK THAT 1912 01:09:16,555 --> 01:09:18,724 TIME APART, AND I REALLY HAD TO 1913 01:09:18,724 --> 01:09:19,825 CHOOSE MYSELF IN THAT MOMENT. 1914 01:09:19,825 --> 01:09:20,993 I DIDN'T HAVE ALL THE ANSWERS I 1915 01:09:20,993 --> 01:09:21,627 NEEDED. 1916 01:09:21,627 --> 01:09:23,429 WE WERE NO LONGER IN A PLACE 1917 01:09:23,429 --> 01:09:25,298 THAT COULD FACILITATE THE 1918 01:09:25,298 --> 01:09:26,132 CONVERSATIONS THAT WE NEEDED TO 1919 01:09:26,132 --> 01:09:29,235 HAVE TWO REESTABLISH TRUST AND 1920 01:09:29,235 --> 01:09:30,436 EVERYTHING THAT WE NEEDED TO 1921 01:09:30,436 --> 01:09:31,404 HAVE A STRONG RELATIONSHIP. 1922 01:09:31,404 --> 01:09:32,939 SO I HAD TO TAKE A STEP AWAY AND 1923 01:09:32,939 --> 01:09:35,207 I HAD TO LET CLAYTON GO BECAUSE 1924 01:09:35,207 --> 01:09:37,910 I KNEW HE HAD OTHER WOMEN IN THE 1925 01:09:37,910 --> 01:09:38,177 EQUATION. 1926 01:09:38,177 --> 01:09:39,979 I KNOW HE WAS FOLLOWING HIS 1927 01:09:39,979 --> 01:09:41,447 HEART AND I HAVE A LOT OF 1928 01:09:41,447 --> 01:09:44,050 RESPECT FOR HIM FOR DOING THAT. 1929 01:09:44,050 --> 01:09:44,917 BUT I JUST HAD TO CHOOSE MYSELF 1930 01:09:44,917 --> 01:09:47,687 IN THAT MOMENT, THAT ALLOWED ME 1931 01:09:47,687 --> 01:09:49,622 TO TAKE A BETTER LOOK AND GET 1932 01:09:49,622 --> 01:09:50,489 THE ANSWERS WE BOTH NEEDED. 1933 01:09:50,489 --> 01:09:51,824 >> Jesse: WE DO HAVE TO TAKE A 1934 01:09:51,824 --> 01:09:52,258 QUICK BREAK. 1935 01:09:52,258 --> 01:09:53,859 I STILL HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS 1936 01:09:53,859 --> 01:09:54,894 ABOUT ALL THIS. 1937 01:09:54,894 --> 01:09:56,629 YOU ARE NOT GOING ANYWHERE. 1938 01:09:56,629 --> 01:09:59,565 WHAT DID CLAYTON AND SUSIE HAVE 1939 01:09:59,565 --> 01:10:00,800 PLANNED FOR THE FUTURE? 1940 01:10:00,800 --> 01:10:02,201 COULD MY GUY HERE BE PUTTING A 1941 01:10:02,201 --> 01:10:04,403 RING ON IT TONIGHT? 1942 01:10:04,403 --> 01:10:05,171 AND WHAT ABOUT YOUR NEW 1943 01:10:05,171 --> 01:10:05,504 BACHELORETTE? 1944 01:10:05,504 --> 01:10:09,875 WHO IS IT GOING TO BE? 1945 01:10:09,875 --> 01:10:11,844 WELL, I'M GOING TO GIVE YOU A 1946 01:10:11,844 --> 01:10:14,380 BIG CLUE ABOUT YOUR NEXT 1947 01:10:14,380 --> 01:10:14,714 BACHELORETTE. 1948 01:10:14,714 --> 01:10:15,581 IT'S NOT GABBY. 1949 01:10:15,581 --> 01:10:17,750 [AUDIENCE REACTS] 1950 01:10:17,750 --> 01:10:19,618 OR RACHEL. 1951 01:10:19,618 --> 01:10:20,086 YOU'LL FIND OUT SOON. 1952 01:10:20,086 --> 01:10:23,456 STAY TUNED. 1953 01:10:23,456 --> 01:10:23,622 ♪ 1954 01:10:28,160 --> 01:10:29,261 >> THE BACHELOR LIVE ON STAGE 1955 01:10:29,261 --> 01:10:30,730 TOUR, HOSTED BY BECCA KUFRIN, 1956 01:10:30,730 --> 01:10:33,165 HIS BACK. 1957 01:10:33,165 --> 01:10:34,166 GO ONLINE FOR AN EVENING OF 1958 01:10:34,166 --> 01:10:35,234 TICKETS WITH YOUR FAVORITE CAST 1959 01:10:45,222 --> 01:10:45,422 ♪ 1960 01:10:45,422 --> 01:10:52,475 [APPLAUSE] 1961 01:10:52,475 --> 01:10:56,746 >> Jesse: WELCOME BACK TO THE 1962 01:10:56,746 --> 01:10:58,581 LIVE "BACHELOR" FINALE, WHERE 1963 01:10:58,581 --> 01:11:00,183 YET AGAIN, THINGS HAVE TAKEN 1964 01:11:00,183 --> 01:11:00,717 ANOTHER SHOCKING TERM. 1965 01:11:00,717 --> 01:11:02,018 WE HAVE CLAYTON AND SUSIE, THEY 1966 01:11:02,018 --> 01:11:03,920 ARE HERE WITH US, AND IT SEEMS 1967 01:11:03,920 --> 01:11:05,355 LIKE JUST WHEN WE LEAST EXPECTED 1968 01:11:05,355 --> 01:11:07,424 IT, THERE MAY BE HOPE FOR MY GUY 1969 01:11:07,424 --> 01:11:08,491 CLAYTON AFTER ALL. 1970 01:11:08,491 --> 01:11:09,693 MAN, I GOT TO BE HONEST WITH 1971 01:11:09,693 --> 01:11:10,226 YOU, I NEVER THOUGHT IN A 1972 01:11:10,226 --> 01:11:12,529 MILLION YEARS IT WOULD BE 1973 01:11:12,529 --> 01:11:14,698 SITTING HERE BESIDE SUSIE. 1974 01:11:14,698 --> 01:11:16,599 >> I DIDN'T THINK IT WAS GOING 1975 01:11:16,599 --> 01:11:17,634 TO HAPPEN EITHER, ESPECIALLY 1976 01:11:17,634 --> 01:11:19,869 AFTER THE WAY WE ENDED THINGS. 1977 01:11:19,869 --> 01:11:22,172 AND I JUST HELD ONTO HOPE, WHEN 1978 01:11:22,172 --> 01:11:24,207 SHE GAVE ME THAT CLOSURE IN THAT 1979 01:11:24,207 --> 01:11:25,075 MOMENT, I FELT LIKE IT WAS THE 1980 01:11:25,075 --> 01:11:25,842 RIGHT THING TO DO. 1981 01:11:25,842 --> 01:11:28,011 THANKFULLY THOUGH, SHE REACHED 1982 01:11:28,011 --> 01:11:31,281 BACK OUT, AND I JUST -- ONE 1983 01:11:31,281 --> 01:11:32,282 CONVERSATION AT A TIME. 1984 01:11:32,282 --> 01:11:33,650 WE JUST REBUILD WHAT WE COULD. 1985 01:11:33,650 --> 01:11:36,019 >> Jesse: I'M SO HAPPY TO HEAR 1986 01:11:36,019 --> 01:11:36,219 THAT. 1987 01:11:36,219 --> 01:11:37,520 THE MILLION-DOLLAR QUESTION NOW, 1988 01:11:37,520 --> 01:11:39,656 OBVIOUSLY, LOOK, I KNOW YOU ARE 1989 01:11:39,656 --> 01:11:41,624 IN LOVE WITH HER A... 1990 01:11:41,624 --> 01:11:42,525 [LAUGHTER] 1991 01:11:42,525 --> 01:11:45,128 SUSIE, ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH 1992 01:11:45,128 --> 01:11:45,362 CLAYTON? 1993 01:11:45,362 --> 01:11:47,097 >> I LOVE YOU. 1994 01:11:47,097 --> 01:11:47,964 I LOVE YOU. 1995 01:11:47,964 --> 01:11:50,033 NO, I DO. 1996 01:11:50,033 --> 01:11:52,035 AND WE TOOK SOME STEPS BACK WHEN 1997 01:11:52,035 --> 01:11:53,737 WE LEFT ICELAND, WHICH I THINK, 1998 01:11:53,737 --> 01:11:55,839 AS I SAID, AS BEST FOR BOTH OF 1999 01:11:55,839 --> 01:11:57,707 US BUT, I MEAN, I ALWAYS HAD 2000 01:11:57,707 --> 01:11:58,975 LOVE FOR CLAYTON. 2001 01:11:58,975 --> 01:12:00,076 I ALWAYS HAD LOVE IN MY HEART. 2002 01:12:00,076 --> 01:12:01,611 I LOVED HIM AS A PERSON BEFORE 2003 01:12:01,611 --> 01:12:04,080 HE EVER FELT IN LOVE WITH HIM, 2004 01:12:04,080 --> 01:12:06,583 AND NOW I CAN CONFIDENTLY SAY, 2005 01:12:06,583 --> 01:12:08,651 YEAH, HE'S INCREDIBLE AND -- 2006 01:12:08,651 --> 01:12:09,152 YEAH. 2007 01:12:09,152 --> 01:12:10,887 WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES AND WE BOTH 2008 01:12:10,887 --> 01:12:11,921 MADE MISTAKES ON THIS JOURNEY 2009 01:12:11,921 --> 01:12:13,823 BUT WE BOTH HAVE SO MUCH LOVE 2010 01:12:13,823 --> 01:12:15,158 FOR EACH OTHER. 2011 01:12:15,158 --> 01:12:17,460 >> Jesse: I THINK BACK TO 2012 01:12:17,460 --> 01:12:18,595 ICELAND, YOUR BREAKUP, THAT WAS 2013 01:12:18,595 --> 01:12:19,329 A VERY CONTROVERSIAL ONE. 2014 01:12:19,329 --> 01:12:21,965 IT HAD ALL OF SOCIAL MEDIA 2015 01:12:21,965 --> 01:12:22,198 TALKING. 2016 01:12:22,198 --> 01:12:24,067 SO YOU CAN HEAR BACHELOR NATION 2017 01:12:24,067 --> 01:12:24,868 COLLECTIVE MINDS BLOWING UP ALL 2018 01:12:24,868 --> 01:12:28,071 AROUND AMERICA RIGHT NOW AT THIS 2019 01:12:28,071 --> 01:12:28,638 NEWS. 2020 01:12:28,638 --> 01:12:29,806 HOW DO YOU THINK 2021 01:12:29,806 --> 01:12:30,940 BACHELOR NATION, AMERICA, IS 2022 01:12:30,940 --> 01:12:31,841 GOING TO REACT TO THE FACT THAT 2023 01:12:31,841 --> 01:12:34,110 YOU ARE IN LOVE AND BACK 2024 01:12:34,110 --> 01:12:34,377 TOGETHER? 2025 01:12:34,377 --> 01:12:35,945 >> I THINK WE ARE BOTH EXPECTING 2026 01:12:35,945 --> 01:12:38,081 A LITTLE BACKLASH. 2027 01:12:38,081 --> 01:12:39,716 I THINK EVERYTHING WAS REALLY 2028 01:12:39,716 --> 01:12:41,317 CONTROVERSIAL AND, YOU KNOW, WE 2029 01:12:41,317 --> 01:12:43,052 DIDN'T HAVE CLEAR DEFINITIONS OF 2030 01:12:43,052 --> 01:12:44,087 LOVE, I THINK, IN ICELAND. 2031 01:12:44,087 --> 01:12:46,189 LIKE I SAID, WE BOTH COULD HAVE 2032 01:12:46,189 --> 01:12:48,324 DONE BETTER IN DIFFERENT WAYS. 2033 01:12:48,324 --> 01:12:51,127 SO, YEAH, I THINK PEOPLE BOTH 2034 01:12:51,127 --> 01:12:52,195 GOOD FOR US INDIVIDUALLY BUT NOT 2035 01:12:52,195 --> 01:12:52,462 TOGETHER. 2036 01:12:52,462 --> 01:12:54,764 ONE THING WE BOTH FEEL, IT'S NOT 2037 01:12:54,764 --> 01:12:58,701 TEAM CLAYTON, IT'S NOT TEAM 2038 01:12:58,701 --> 01:12:59,402 SUSIE COMMENCING TOGETHER. 2039 01:12:59,402 --> 01:13:01,404 WE WANT PEOPLE TO REPROCESS KNOW 2040 01:13:01,404 --> 01:13:03,273 WE HAVE OUR BEST INTENTIONS AT 2041 01:13:03,273 --> 01:13:05,442 THE FOREFRONT OF WHO WE ARE. 2042 01:13:05,442 --> 01:13:06,976 >> Jesse: THE MOST IMPORTANT 2043 01:13:06,976 --> 01:13:09,078 THING IS THAT YOU ARE BOTH 2044 01:13:09,078 --> 01:13:09,546 HAPPY. 2045 01:13:09,546 --> 01:13:10,513 CLAYTON, THINKING BACK TO 2046 01:13:10,513 --> 01:13:13,116 ICELAND, I SAW HOW BROKEN YOU 2047 01:13:13,116 --> 01:13:14,050 WERE AT THE MOMENT. 2048 01:13:14,050 --> 01:13:15,118 THIS HAS BEEN A ROLLER COASTER 2049 01:13:15,118 --> 01:13:15,452 RIDE FOR YOU. 2050 01:13:15,452 --> 01:13:16,853 BUT BEING HERE WITH THIS WOMAN 2051 01:13:16,853 --> 01:13:18,521 SITTING HERE RIGHT NOW, WAS IT 2052 01:13:18,521 --> 01:13:20,256 ALL WORTH IT? 2053 01:13:20,256 --> 01:13:22,025 >> A THOUSAND PERCENT. 2054 01:13:22,025 --> 01:13:22,559 IT COULDN'T BE HAPPY. 2055 01:13:22,559 --> 01:13:24,594 I SPENT THE LAST FOUR MONTHS 2056 01:13:24,594 --> 01:13:25,028 WITH HER. 2057 01:13:25,028 --> 01:13:26,896 SHE JUST IMPRESSES ME MORE AND 2058 01:13:26,896 --> 01:13:28,064 MORE EVERY DAY. 2059 01:13:28,064 --> 01:13:28,932 AND SHE CONTINUES TO GIVE ME 2060 01:13:28,932 --> 01:13:31,468 REASON AFTER REASON WHY 2061 01:13:31,468 --> 01:13:32,302 FOLLOWING MY HEART WAS THE BEST 2062 01:13:32,302 --> 01:13:33,536 DECISION I COULD HAVE EVER MADE, 2063 01:13:33,536 --> 01:13:35,638 AND I COULD NOT BE MORE IN LOVE 2064 01:13:35,638 --> 01:13:36,706 WITH THIS WOMAN. 2065 01:13:36,706 --> 01:13:37,907 >> Jesse: OKAY. 2066 01:13:37,907 --> 01:13:40,276 SO MY FOLLOW-UP TO THE 2067 01:13:40,276 --> 01:13:41,311 MILLION-DOLLAR QUESTION: WHAT IS 2068 01:13:41,311 --> 01:13:42,412 NEXT FOR YOU BOTH? 2069 01:13:42,412 --> 01:13:44,047 I SAY THAT BECAUSE, DUDE, THE 2070 01:13:44,047 --> 01:13:45,482 LAST TIME I SAW YOU IN ICELAND, 2071 01:13:45,482 --> 01:13:48,384 YOU HAD A RING IN YOUR POCKET? 2072 01:13:48,384 --> 01:13:51,287 NEIL LANE IS HERE WITH US IN 2073 01:13:51,287 --> 01:13:52,021 STUDIO? 2074 01:13:52,021 --> 01:13:54,524 SO I DON'T KNOW, IS THERE 2075 01:13:54,524 --> 01:13:55,458 ANYTHING YOU NEED TO DO OR SAY 2076 01:13:55,458 --> 01:13:58,161 OR MAYBE ASK SUSIE WHILE YOU ARE 2077 01:13:58,161 --> 01:13:59,362 HERE? 2078 01:13:59,362 --> 01:14:01,865 >> IF WE WERE GOING TO DO THAT, 2079 01:14:01,865 --> 01:14:02,499 I'D BE ASKING HIM. 2080 01:14:02,499 --> 01:14:06,202 >> Jesse: REALLY? 2081 01:14:06,202 --> 01:14:07,871 >> WE HAVE A LOT OF EXCITING 2082 01:14:07,871 --> 01:14:08,605 THINGS COMING UP, YET. 2083 01:14:08,605 --> 01:14:10,540 THERE IS A LOT WE ARE DOING. 2084 01:14:10,540 --> 01:14:12,141 MOVING RIGHT IN WITH HER, GOING 2085 01:14:12,141 --> 01:14:15,078 TO VIRGINIA IN THE NEXT COUPLE 2086 01:14:15,078 --> 01:14:15,311 OF DAYS. 2087 01:14:15,311 --> 01:14:15,845 >> Jesse: WOW. 2088 01:14:15,845 --> 01:14:17,280 >> I LEFT MY JOB. 2089 01:14:17,280 --> 01:14:21,217 I SOLD MY CONDO, JUST TO GET 2090 01:14:21,217 --> 01:14:23,052 THIS REALLY FAIR SHOT. 2091 01:14:23,052 --> 01:14:24,988 WE KNOW IT REQUIRES EFFORT LIKE 2092 01:14:24,988 --> 01:14:25,555 ANY OTHER RELATIONSHIP. 2093 01:14:25,555 --> 01:14:26,623 A LOT OF EXCITING THINGS I HAD 2094 01:14:26,623 --> 01:14:27,891 PICKED >> Jesse: THIS IS 2095 01:14:27,891 --> 01:14:28,157 SERIOUS. 2096 01:14:28,157 --> 01:14:29,893 MOVING OUT TO VIRGINA. 2097 01:14:29,893 --> 01:14:32,629 >> MOVING OUT TO VIRGINIA. 2098 01:14:32,629 --> 01:14:33,630 >> Jesse: WOW. 2099 01:14:33,630 --> 01:14:34,163 >> EAST COAST BOY. 2100 01:14:34,163 --> 01:14:37,200 SPOON CLAYTON, ANY FINAL WORDS? 2101 01:14:37,200 --> 01:14:39,068 >> JUST ONE FINAL THING. 2102 01:14:39,068 --> 01:14:40,503 YEAH, I'VE GOT ONE FINAL THING. 2103 01:14:40,503 --> 01:14:45,208 JUST STAY RIGHT HERE. 2104 01:14:45,208 --> 01:14:46,709 >> IT'S NOT A RING. 2105 01:14:46,709 --> 01:14:47,477 >> Jesse: I DON'T KNOW WHAT 2106 01:14:47,477 --> 01:14:52,515 HE'S DOING. 2107 01:14:52,515 --> 01:14:55,318 [AUDIENCE REACTS] 2108 01:14:55,318 --> 01:15:03,226 >> OKAY. 2109 01:15:03,226 --> 01:15:03,426 SO... 2110 01:15:03,426 --> 01:15:04,060 I WANTED TO BE ABLE TO DO THIS 2111 01:15:04,060 --> 01:15:05,228 BEFORE, BUT I THINK WE BOTH 2112 01:15:05,228 --> 01:15:05,862 REALIZED THAT WHAT HAPPENED WAS 2113 01:15:05,862 --> 01:15:09,232 MEANT TO HAPPEN, AND I FEEL THAT 2114 01:15:09,232 --> 01:15:11,634 WE BOTH HAVE GROWN SO MUCH 2115 01:15:11,634 --> 01:15:12,835 FERMENT, BUT I PROMISE YOU THIS 2116 01:15:12,835 --> 01:15:13,770 WILL BE THE LAST TIME THAT I DO 2117 01:15:13,770 --> 01:15:17,907 THIS, BUT I'VE BEEN WAITING WITH 2118 01:15:17,907 --> 01:15:19,609 EVERYTHING IN MY HEART, 2119 01:15:19,609 --> 01:15:21,544 I'VE BEEN WANTING TO ASK YOU ONE 2120 01:15:21,544 --> 01:15:22,178 FINAL LAST TIME. 2121 01:15:22,178 --> 01:15:26,249 SUSIE, WILL YOU ACCEPT THIS 2122 01:15:26,249 --> 01:15:26,816 FINAL ROSE? 2123 01:15:26,816 --> 01:15:29,285 >> YES, OF COURSE. 2124 01:15:29,285 --> 01:15:33,590 [APPLAUSE] 2125 01:15:33,590 --> 01:15:33,890 [LAUGHS] 2126 01:15:33,890 --> 01:15:35,525 >> Jesse: OIL PLATED, GOOD 2127 01:15:35,525 --> 01:15:35,658 SIR. 2128 01:15:36,392 --> 01:15:37,327 WELL PLAYED. 2129 01:15:37,327 --> 01:15:37,994 YOU GUYS FOUND LOVE. 2130 01:15:37,994 --> 01:15:40,029 YOU FOUND LOVE IN THE END. 2131 01:15:40,029 --> 01:15:41,831 I KNOW IT WAS IN THE 2132 01:15:41,831 --> 01:15:42,599 CONVENTIONAL PATH, IN THE END 2133 01:15:42,599 --> 01:15:44,500 THAT, ALL WORTH IT. 2134 01:15:44,500 --> 01:15:45,501 SO HAPPY FOR YOU BOTH. 2135 01:15:45,501 --> 01:15:47,203 CANNOT WAIT TO SEE WHAT COMES UP 2136 01:15:47,203 --> 01:15:49,739 IN YOUR LIVES TOGETHER. 2137 01:15:49,739 --> 01:15:51,240 EVERYBODY, LET'S HEAR IT FOR 2138 01:15:51,240 --> 01:15:51,774 SUSIE AND CLAYTON. 2139 01:15:51,774 --> 01:15:55,712 SO EXCITED FOR YOU BOTH. 2140 01:15:55,712 --> 01:15:57,547 ALL RIGHT, STICK AROUND, 2141 01:15:57,547 --> 01:15:58,181 BACHELOR NATION, BECAUSE WE ARE 2142 01:15:58,181 --> 01:15:59,449 NOT DONE WITH YOU YET. 2143 01:15:59,449 --> 01:16:01,217 WE'VE GOT A HUGE ANNOUNCEMENT 2144 01:16:01,217 --> 01:16:02,218 COMING OUT. 2145 01:16:02,218 --> 01:16:03,286 THAT'S RIGHT, I'M TALKING ABOUT 2146 01:16:03,286 --> 01:16:06,356 THE NEXT BACHELORETTE. 2147 01:16:06,356 --> 01:16:07,857 WHO COULD IT BE? 2148 01:16:07,857 --> 01:16:10,026 YOU ARE ABOUT TO FIND OUT WHEN 2149 01:16:10,026 --> 01:16:11,427 WE RETURN. 2150 01:16:11,427 --> 01:16:19,939 ♪ 2151 01:16:22,452 --> 01:16:26,718 ♪ 2152 01:16:26,718 --> 01:16:28,786 >> esse: WELCOME BACK TO WHAT 2153 01:16:28,786 --> 01:16:31,723 HAS BEEN A TRULY EPIC "BACHELOR" 2154 01:16:31,723 --> 01:16:31,956 FINALE. 2155 01:16:31,956 --> 01:16:34,292 WE ARE HERE LIVE WITH OUR 2156 01:16:34,292 --> 01:16:35,260 AMAZING STUDIO AUDIENCE. 2157 01:16:35,260 --> 01:16:37,729 HOW IS EVERYBODY FEELING? 2158 01:16:37,729 --> 01:16:39,430 I'M RIGHT THERE WITH YOU. 2159 01:16:39,430 --> 01:16:41,132 WELL, THIS HAS BEEN QUITE THE 2160 01:16:41,132 --> 01:16:42,567 NIGHT, AND CLAYTON'S DRAMATIC 2161 01:16:42,567 --> 01:16:43,701 JOURNEY HAS FINALLY COME TO AN 2162 01:16:43,701 --> 01:16:45,303 END. 2163 01:16:45,303 --> 01:16:46,304 AND, BOY, WHAT AN ENDING THAT 2164 01:16:46,304 --> 01:16:48,773 WAS PAID BUT THE NIGHT IS NOT 2165 01:16:48,773 --> 01:16:49,073 OVER. 2166 01:16:49,073 --> 01:16:51,543 WITH EVERY ENDING COMES A NEW 2167 01:16:51,543 --> 01:16:51,809 BEGINNING. 2168 01:16:51,809 --> 01:16:53,811 SO IT'S TIME TO TURN THE PAGE TO 2169 01:16:53,811 --> 01:16:58,082 THE NEW SEASON OF 2170 01:16:58,082 --> 01:16:59,184 "THE BACHELORETTE." 2171 01:16:59,184 --> 01:17:00,185 JUST ONE IMPORTANT QUESTION. 2172 01:17:00,185 --> 01:17:00,885 WHO WILL THE NEXT BACHELORETTE 2173 01:17:00,885 --> 01:17:01,619 TO BE? 2174 01:17:01,619 --> 01:17:03,555 WHEN I SEE THIS DECISION WAS THE 2175 01:17:03,555 --> 01:17:06,090 HARDEST WE'VE EVER HAD TO MAKE, 2176 01:17:06,090 --> 01:17:07,392 IT WAS THE HARDEST WE'VE EVER 2177 01:17:07,392 --> 01:17:09,327 HAD TO MAKE. 2178 01:17:09,327 --> 01:17:11,095 WE RECEIVED THOUSANDS OF TWEETS 2179 01:17:11,095 --> 01:17:13,331 AND DMs AND COMMENTS FROM 2180 01:17:13,331 --> 01:17:13,698 BACHELOR NATION. 2181 01:17:13,698 --> 01:17:14,866 EVERYONE EXPRESSING THEIR 2182 01:17:14,866 --> 01:17:17,035 SUPPORT FOR SO MANY OF THE 2183 01:17:17,035 --> 01:17:17,669 INCREDIBLE WOMEN FROM CLAYTON'S 2184 01:17:17,669 --> 01:17:18,670 SEASON. 2185 01:17:18,670 --> 01:17:21,773 LOOK, I ALREADY TOLD YOU, IT'S 2186 01:17:21,773 --> 01:17:22,874 NOT GABBY. 2187 01:17:22,874 --> 01:17:23,274 [AUDIENCE REACTS] 2188 01:17:23,274 --> 01:17:26,844 AND IT'S ALSO NOT RACHEL. 2189 01:17:26,844 --> 01:17:33,918 [AUDIENCE REACTS] 2190 01:17:33,918 --> 01:17:36,621 IT'S GABBY AND RACHEL! 2191 01:17:36,621 --> 01:17:44,095 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 2192 01:17:44,095 --> 01:17:44,429 >> OH, MY GOD. 2193 01:17:44,429 --> 01:17:45,730 >> OH, SO GOOD TO SEE YOU. 2194 01:17:45,730 --> 01:17:50,501 OH, MY GOD. 2195 01:17:50,501 --> 01:17:57,775 [LAUGHTER] 2196 01:17:57,775 --> 01:18:05,750 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 2197 01:18:05,750 --> 01:18:08,886 >> Jesse: ALL RIGHT, HOW WE 2198 01:18:08,886 --> 01:18:09,787 DOING? 2199 01:18:09,787 --> 01:18:10,221 CONGRATULATIONS. 2200 01:18:10,221 --> 01:18:10,688 CONGRATULATIONS. 2201 01:18:10,688 --> 01:18:15,126 GUYS, HAVE A SEAT. 2202 01:18:15,126 --> 01:18:16,094 THAT IS RIGHT. 2203 01:18:16,094 --> 01:18:17,061 THIS IS CRAZY. 2204 01:18:17,061 --> 01:18:18,496 FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER, WE WILL 2205 01:18:18,496 --> 01:18:22,433 HAVE TWO BACHELORETTES FOR THE 2206 01:18:22,433 --> 01:18:23,401 ENTIRE SEASON. 2207 01:18:23,401 --> 01:18:24,802 >> OH, MY GOSH. 2208 01:18:24,802 --> 01:18:25,770 >> WAIT, WHAT? 2209 01:18:25,770 --> 01:18:27,772 >> DO WE MEET THE SAME GUYS? 2210 01:18:27,772 --> 01:18:30,275 >> Jesse: WE BEAT OURSELVES 2211 01:18:30,275 --> 01:18:30,441 UP. 2212 01:18:30,441 --> 01:18:33,778 AT THE END OF THE DAY, WATCHING 2213 01:18:33,778 --> 01:18:37,815 YOU BOTH SUPPORT EACH OTHER IN 2214 01:18:37,815 --> 01:18:39,684 ICELAND, AND ALSO HAVE YOU HAVE 2215 01:18:39,684 --> 01:18:41,085 TONIGHT, THAT WAS REALLY THE BIG 2216 01:18:41,085 --> 01:18:44,689 REASON WHY WE DECIDED TO GIVE Y. 2217 01:18:44,689 --> 01:18:45,823 YOU REALLY ARE DESERVING OF 2218 01:18:45,823 --> 01:18:46,457 THIS. 2219 01:18:46,457 --> 01:18:48,593 SO HOW IS THIS THING GOING TO 2220 01:18:48,593 --> 01:18:48,793 WORK? 2221 01:18:48,793 --> 01:18:49,827 >> RIGHT. 2222 01:18:49,827 --> 01:18:50,428 >> Jesse: I HONESTLY HAVE NO 2223 01:18:50,428 --> 01:18:50,762 IDEA. 2224 01:18:50,762 --> 01:18:52,230 BUT I DO WANT TO TELL YOU, 2225 01:18:52,230 --> 01:18:53,698 GABBY, RACHEL, WE ARE GOING TO 2226 01:18:53,698 --> 01:18:54,632 FIGURE THIS WHOLE THING OUT 2227 01:18:54,632 --> 01:18:54,899 TOGETHER. 2228 01:18:54,899 --> 01:18:56,801 THIS IS GOING TO BE AMAZING. 2229 01:18:56,801 --> 01:18:58,503 THIS IS YOUR JOURNEY. 2230 01:18:58,503 --> 01:19:00,471 SO, RACHEL, HOW ARE YOU FEELING? 2231 01:19:00,471 --> 01:19:03,241 >> I AM SO HAPPY FOR HER. 2232 01:19:03,241 --> 01:19:06,210 I TRULY AM! 2233 01:19:06,210 --> 01:19:07,045 >> IT'S CRAZY. 2234 01:19:07,045 --> 01:19:08,012 THIS IS INSANE AND I'M EXCITED 2235 01:19:08,012 --> 01:19:09,314 TO DO THIS JOURNEY WITH YOU. 2236 01:19:09,314 --> 01:19:10,782 WE DID IT ONCE TOGETHER. 2237 01:19:10,782 --> 01:19:12,283 WE'VE BEEN TO THE MOST CRAZY 2238 01:19:12,283 --> 01:19:12,717 EXPERIENCE TOGETHER. 2239 01:19:12,717 --> 01:19:14,686 >> Jesse: I WAS GOING TO SAY 2240 01:19:14,686 --> 01:19:15,820 THAT, GABBY, I THINK THE TWO OF 2241 01:19:15,820 --> 01:19:16,854 YOU WILL BE CONNECTED FOREVER 2242 01:19:16,854 --> 01:19:17,855 BASED ON WHAT YOU WENT THROUGH 2243 01:19:17,855 --> 01:19:18,156 IN ICELAND. 2244 01:19:18,156 --> 01:19:19,524 BUT WHAT IS IT LIKE KNOWING THAT 2245 01:19:19,524 --> 01:19:21,726 YOU ARE GOING TO GO ON THIS 2246 01:19:21,726 --> 01:19:22,393 JOURNEY WITH THIS WOMAN RIGHT 2247 01:19:22,393 --> 01:19:22,927 HERE? 2248 01:19:22,927 --> 01:19:25,296 >> I'M A GIRL'S GIRL THROUGH AND 2249 01:19:25,296 --> 01:19:26,798 THROUGH, SO HAVING A FRIEND BY 2250 01:19:26,798 --> 01:19:28,433 MY SIDE IS THE BEST THING I 2251 01:19:28,433 --> 01:19:29,600 COULD ASK FOR. 2252 01:19:29,600 --> 01:19:34,072 [APPLAUSE] 2253 01:19:34,072 --> 01:19:34,305 I KNOW. 2254 01:19:34,305 --> 01:19:35,006 >> Jesse: ALL RIGHT, SO I'VE 2255 01:19:35,006 --> 01:19:37,208 GOT TO ASK, WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING 2256 01:19:37,208 --> 01:19:38,209 FOR IN THE PERFECT MAN, RACHEL? 2257 01:19:38,209 --> 01:19:40,978 >> OH, MY GOSH. 2258 01:19:40,978 --> 01:19:42,413 WELL, SOMEONE THAT IS SUPPORTIVE 2259 01:19:42,413 --> 01:19:44,015 AND SOMEONE THAT LOVES ME. 2260 01:19:44,015 --> 01:19:44,282 [LAUGHS] 2261 01:19:44,282 --> 01:19:46,084 LET'S START THERE. 2262 01:19:46,084 --> 01:19:47,652 >> Jesse: WHAT ABOUT YOU, 2263 01:19:47,652 --> 01:19:47,852 GABBY? 2264 01:19:47,852 --> 01:19:49,654 >> I THINK SO, SOMEONE WHO IS 2265 01:19:49,654 --> 01:19:52,690 EMOTIONALLY INTELLIGENT, MATURE, 2266 01:19:52,690 --> 01:19:53,925 WHO CAN CHALLENGE ME. 2267 01:19:53,925 --> 01:19:54,492 >> Jesse: I THINK SENSE OF 2268 01:19:54,492 --> 01:19:58,730 HUMOR IS A GOOD ONE FOR YOU TOO. 2269 01:19:58,730 --> 01:19:59,163 >> I FORGOT TO. 2270 01:19:59,163 --> 01:19:59,430 [LAUGHTER] 2271 01:19:59,430 --> 01:20:01,599 >> Jesse: HERE'S THE DEAL, 2272 01:20:01,599 --> 01:20:02,533 RIGHT NOW, THERE'S PROBABLY -- 2273 01:20:02,533 --> 01:20:04,802 THERE IS 30 MEN OUT THERE THAT 2274 01:20:04,802 --> 01:20:05,336 ARE WATCHING THIS BEFORE. 2275 01:20:05,336 --> 01:20:07,171 VERY SOON THEY ARE GOING TO BE 2276 01:20:07,171 --> 01:20:08,906 GETTING OUT OF LIMOS TO MEET THE 2277 01:20:08,906 --> 01:20:09,207 TWO OF YOU. 2278 01:20:09,207 --> 01:20:12,210 WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO SAY TO 2279 01:20:12,210 --> 01:20:12,410 THEM? 2280 01:20:12,410 --> 01:20:15,480 >> HELL YEAH. 2281 01:20:15,480 --> 01:20:18,082 [LAUGHTER] 2282 01:20:18,082 --> 01:20:20,251 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 2283 01:20:20,251 --> 01:20:22,987 >> I'M SO READY TO DO THIS WITH 2284 01:20:22,987 --> 01:20:23,621 YOU. 2285 01:20:23,621 --> 01:20:24,756 >> ME TOO. 2286 01:20:24,756 --> 01:20:26,691 >> Jesse: LISTEN, YOU KNOW 2287 01:20:26,691 --> 01:20:27,925 THAT YOU JUST CAME ON IN SEASON 2288 01:20:27,925 --> 01:20:29,293 WHERE CLAYTON FELL IN LOVE WITH 2289 01:20:29,293 --> 01:20:29,927 MULTIPLE WOMEN. 2290 01:20:29,927 --> 01:20:31,262 DO YOU THINK THAT COULD HAPPEN 2291 01:20:31,262 --> 01:20:33,097 TO THE TWO OF YOU? 2292 01:20:33,097 --> 01:20:34,098 COULD YOU SEE YOURSELF 2293 01:20:34,098 --> 01:20:35,833 POTENTIALLY FALLING IN LOVE WITH 2294 01:20:35,833 --> 01:20:37,268 HER EQUIPMENT AT THE SAME TIME? 2295 01:20:37,268 --> 01:20:40,938 >> I DON'T KNOW . 2296 01:20:40,938 --> 01:20:43,040 >> I -- I THINK SO. 2297 01:20:43,040 --> 01:20:43,641 I THINK HAVING LEARNED I WOULD 2298 01:20:43,641 --> 01:20:45,810 JUST HAVE A LITTLE MORE 2299 01:20:45,810 --> 01:20:52,116 DISCRETION WITH MY WORDS. 2300 01:20:52,116 --> 01:20:56,387 >> Jesse: BIG TONY, I WANT TO 2301 01:20:56,387 --> 01:20:59,390 ASK YOU, BETTER WATCH OUT, HOW 2302 01:20:59,390 --> 01:21:01,159 DOES IT FEEL KNOWING YOUR 2303 01:21:01,159 --> 01:21:01,793 DAUGHTER IS THE BACHELORETTE? 2304 01:21:01,793 --> 01:21:05,930 >> LOVE YOU, BABY. 2305 01:21:05,930 --> 01:21:07,698 >> Jesse: GRANDPA, WHAT ABOUT 2306 01:21:07,698 --> 01:21:07,865 YOU? 2307 01:21:07,865 --> 01:21:09,467 >> CRAZY, MAN. 2308 01:21:09,467 --> 01:21:11,669 ABSOLUTELY CRAZY. 2309 01:21:11,669 --> 01:21:14,472 UNBELIEVABLE. 2310 01:21:14,472 --> 01:21:16,441 >> Jesse: AS SHE IS A BIG 2311 01:21:16,441 --> 01:21:19,544 THING BACK, ISN'T SHE? 2312 01:21:19,544 --> 01:21:25,850 >> -- DINGBAT, ISN'T SHE. 2313 01:21:25,850 --> 01:21:26,651 >> SHE IS. 2314 01:21:26,651 --> 01:21:27,351 I LOVE HER. 2315 01:21:27,351 --> 01:21:28,619 >> Jesse: WHAT ARE THE 2316 01:21:28,619 --> 01:21:28,853 EMPEROR? 2317 01:21:28,853 --> 01:21:31,355 >> THE CHALLENGE OF THEIR LIFE. 2318 01:21:31,355 --> 01:21:31,489 GOOD 2319 01:21:32,356 --> 01:21:32,557 LUCK. 2320 01:21:32,557 --> 01:21:34,425 >> Jesse: TONY, IF YOU ADVICE 2321 01:21:34,425 --> 01:21:35,493 FOR YOU GUYS, WOULD YOU TELL 2322 01:21:35,493 --> 01:21:37,061 THEM? 2323 01:21:37,061 --> 01:21:39,063 >> BE GOOD. 2324 01:21:39,063 --> 01:21:42,800 I'M WATCHING. 2325 01:21:42,800 --> 01:21:45,036 [APPLAUSE] 2326 01:21:45,036 --> 01:21:46,270 >> Jesse: OH, LISTEN, I KNOW 2327 01:21:46,270 --> 01:21:48,206 YOU'VE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH THIS 2328 01:21:48,206 --> 01:21:49,941 SEASON AND TONIGHT AS WELL, I 2329 01:21:49,941 --> 01:21:51,309 KNOW THIS HAS BEEN INCREDIBLY 2330 01:21:51,309 --> 01:21:51,809 EMOTIONAL. 2331 01:21:51,809 --> 01:21:53,344 I WANT TO GIVE YOU BOTH THE 2332 01:21:53,344 --> 01:21:55,246 FINAL WORD HERE AS WE LOOK 2333 01:21:55,246 --> 01:21:57,849 AHEAD, FINDING YOUR BOTH THE 2334 01:21:57,849 --> 01:21:59,550 BACHELORETTE, WHAT IS THIS GOING 2335 01:21:59,550 --> 01:21:59,951 TO BE LIKE? 2336 01:21:59,951 --> 01:22:00,751 >> I DON'T KNOW. 2337 01:22:00,751 --> 01:22:02,587 I WAS HOPING YOU WOULD TELL ME. 2338 01:22:02,587 --> 01:22:03,888 >> Jesse: I DON'T KNOW. 2339 01:22:03,888 --> 01:22:05,556 I'M STILL NEW TO THIS. 2340 01:22:05,556 --> 01:22:06,791 IT'S STILL NEW TO ME. 2341 01:22:06,791 --> 01:22:07,291 RACHEL? 2342 01:22:07,291 --> 01:22:09,227 >> I FEEL LIKE WE BOTH HAVE BEEN 2343 01:22:09,227 --> 01:22:11,295 THROUGH SO MUCH, SO I'M READY 2344 01:22:11,295 --> 01:22:14,065 FOR US BOTH TO GET OUR HAPPY 2345 01:22:14,065 --> 01:22:14,298 ENDING. 2346 01:22:14,298 --> 01:22:14,499 YEAH. 2347 01:22:14,499 --> 01:22:16,033 >> Jesse: WELL, I'VE GOT TO 2348 01:22:16,033 --> 01:22:16,934 TELL YOU, CONGRATULATIONS. 2349 01:22:16,934 --> 01:22:18,569 I THINK I SPEAK FOR ALL THE 2350 01:22:18,569 --> 01:22:19,770 BACHELOR NATION WHEN I SAY THIS, 2351 01:22:19,770 --> 01:22:22,974 AND I MEAN THIS, THERE COULD NOT 2352 01:22:22,974 --> 01:22:25,343 BE TWO BETTER CHOICES, TWO MORE 2353 01:22:25,343 --> 01:22:26,410 DESERVING WOMEN TO GET THIS 2354 01:22:26,410 --> 01:22:28,112 OPPORTUNITY TO FIND LOVE. 2355 01:22:28,112 --> 01:22:29,514 I AM SO EXCITED FOR YOU. 2356 01:22:29,514 --> 01:22:31,549 AND I'LL TELL YOU SOMETHING TOO, 2357 01:22:31,549 --> 01:22:33,818 I ALSO CAN'T WAIT TO BE THERE 2358 01:22:33,818 --> 01:22:34,819 WITH YOU AND JOIN YOU ON YOUR 2359 01:22:34,819 --> 01:22:36,187 JOURNEYS TO FIND LOVE. 2360 01:22:36,187 --> 01:22:36,888 I'LL BE THERE. 2361 01:22:36,888 --> 01:22:40,057 I AM SO EXCITED. 2362 01:22:40,057 --> 01:22:42,026 IT'S GOING TO BE GREAT. 2363 01:22:42,026 --> 01:22:44,262 GABBY, RACHEL, WE ARE SO, SO 2364 01:22:44,262 --> 01:22:44,762 HAPPY. 2365 01:22:44,762 --> 01:22:45,630 WHO KNOWS WHAT THIS THING IS 2366 01:22:45,630 --> 01:22:46,731 GOING TO LOOK LIKE, BUT WE ARE 2367 01:22:46,731 --> 01:22:48,099 ALL GOING TO FIGURE IT OUT. 2368 01:22:48,099 --> 01:22:49,000 THANK YOU BOTH SO MUCH. 2369 01:22:49,000 --> 01:22:51,869 I ALSO WANT TO GIVE A BIG 2370 01:22:51,869 --> 01:22:52,904 THANK YOU TO OUR STUDIO AUDIENCE 2371 01:22:52,904 --> 01:22:53,104 HERE. 2372 01:22:53,104 --> 01:22:57,241 YOU'VE ALL BEEN AMAZING. 2373 01:22:57,241 --> 01:22:57,708 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 2374 01:22:57,708 --> 01:23:00,478 THANK YOU TO RACHEL AND GABBY. 2375 01:23:00,478 --> 01:23:01,712 CLAYTON AND SUSIE. 2376 01:23:01,712 --> 01:23:03,948 AND TO ALL THE FAMILY MEMBERS 2377 01:23:03,948 --> 01:23:04,782 AND BACHELOR NATION 2378 01:23:04,782 --> 01:23:05,449 BACHELOR NATION FAVORITES WHO 2379 01:23:05,449 --> 01:23:06,951 TRAVELED HERE TO BE WITH US 2380 01:23:06,951 --> 01:23:08,319 TONIGHT. 2381 01:23:08,319 --> 01:23:10,421 FOR EVERYONE HERE, TO ALL OF 2382 01:23:10,421 --> 01:23:11,255 BACHELOR NATION, I'M JESSE 2383 01:23:11,255 --> 01:23:13,291 PALMER. 2384 01:23:13,291 --> 01:23:15,793 GOOD NIGHT. 2385 01:23:15,793 --> 01:23:16,260 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 2386 01:23:16,260 --> 01:23:24,402 ♪ 2387 01:23:24,402 --> 01:23:26,103 >> WHAT? 2388 01:23:26,103 --> 01:23:28,039 OH, MY GOD. 2389 01:23:28,039 --> 01:23:29,340 I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS. 2390 01:23:29,340 --> 01:23:39,684 ♪ 2391 01:23:39,684 --> 01:23:41,652 >> OH, NO, I DON'T KNOW. 2392 01:23:41,652 --> 01:23:48,492 ♪ 2393 01:23:48,492 --> 01:23:52,063 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 2394 01:23:52,063 --> 01:23:52,830 >> OH, IT'S CRAZY. 2395 01:23:52,830 --> 01:23:55,066 >> OH, MY GOD. 2396 01:23:55,066 --> 01:24:00,004 ♪ 2397 01:24:00,004 --> 01:24:01,606 >> OH.