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‐ This night
is gonna be torture.
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[dramatic music]
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Literally, stop.
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‐ Oh, my God.
Oh, my God.
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‐ What? What?
‐ There's Victoria.
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‐ This is not fun!
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‐ Do you guys see her?
‐ Yeah. She looks upset.
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‐ It's, like, frustrating.
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‐ I can hear her.
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‐ I'm, like, two steps away
from just going home
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and not dealing
with this [bleep].
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‐ Things are not well.
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‐ Like, I hope I don't
get sent home for this.
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If that happens,
I'll literally die.
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‐ What just happened?
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‐ A dramatic new episode
of "The Bachelor"
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starts right now.
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[birds chirping]
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‐ Yeah.
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[tense music]
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♪ ♪
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‐ Coming in, you know,
as one of the newer girls,
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we already knew that it was not
going to be easy,
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but honestly,
it's been horrible.
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All you hear is,
"The new girls versus the OGs,"
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and it's like, "Why does it
have to be a versus thing?"
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Tonight is a Rose Ceremony,
and I deserve a rose
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just as much as any
of the other girls here do.
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‐ It's been a really hard week
for me.
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One of the girls in the house
is spreading a rumor about me
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that I was an escort,
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and it's just kind of, like,
bizarre to me.
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‐ I'm fine with her.
I don't give a [bleep] anymore.
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‐ When I heard about the stuff
that was being said about me,
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it hurt.
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I've never dealt with, like,
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any, like, harassment,
bullying‐‐like, any of this.
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‐ Don't worry.
You're good.
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You did the right thing.
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‐ It's just such a horrible
thing to say to someone.
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I wouldn't wish this
on anybody.
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‐ The energy around the house
is pretty bad.
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Last night, on the group date,
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I did let Matt know that
the house is getting toxic.
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I know some girls
are gonna be upset
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if they ever learn
that it was me
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that kind of sparked
this fire,
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but if you're going
to be a mean girl,
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I'm going to call you out.
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♪ ♪
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[dramatic music]
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♪ ♪
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‐ Going into
the Rose Ceremony,
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the new girls are gonna try
to, like,
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get to the front of the line,
but, like,
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let the varsity squad
go in first.
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Like...
[laughs]
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‐ No matter what, not getting
time those first two weeks
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is always gonna kind of
hold me back, which sucks,
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'cause I feel like we took
such a big step forward.
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But yeah.
Feel better than last week.
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There's 20 girls going
into this Rose Ceremony,
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and there are four new girls,
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which is interesting,
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'cause I feel like I'm finally
above some people.
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‐ I feel excited to see Matt,
of course.
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Like, even though
it has been a couple days,
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I still feel, like, deep enough
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where I can pick up where
I left off, which is nice.
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It still is, like,
OGs versus newbies.
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Like, we want more
of the newbies to go home
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so that we get more time
with Matt.
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Like, it's sad for them,
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'cause, obviously, I'm staying.
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I just know Matt and I
have a strong connection.
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‐ Hey.
‐ Hello!
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‐ Hey.
‐ Hey.
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‐ Hello.
‐ Hello.
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‐ Oh, hello.
‐ Hi.
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‐ Good evening, ladies.
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‐ Hi, Matt.
‐ Hi.
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‐ How we doing?
all: Good.
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‐ Before we get into tonight,
I wanted to address something
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that was brought
to my attention last night
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about the environment
in the house,
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how toxic it is,
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how there's a mob mentality
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with the old women
and the new women.
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This "us versus them"‐‐
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really a culture of bullying.
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I also wanted to address
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some rumors
that were floating around
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that could potentially
ruin someone's life.
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If you're having
to belittle someone else
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for you to shine, then...
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those aren't the qualities
I'm looking for in my wife.
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It sucks, 'cause, like,
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I don't get enough time
with you all,
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and now I gotta deal with this.
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[soft dramatic music]
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There's a lot of answers
to questions
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that I need tonight.
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So, Brittany,
can we talk real quick?
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You all right?
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‐ Anyone have any information?
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‐ Yeah. What?
‐ Right.
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‐ He kept saying "last night."
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‐ Who told him stuff
last night?
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‐ Yeah.
‐ He said something
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that was brought
to his attention last night.
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‐ He must've got the day
mixed up.
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‐ Did he say something about
ruining someone's life?
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‐ No, that's definitely
about...
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‐ You.
‐ The comment I made.
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But I had said something
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completely out of my character
to say.
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It's me.
Like, everyone knew it's me.
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I made a mistake.
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I made a stupid comment
about Brittany.
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I'm just like,
"Who the [bleep] went to him?"
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‐ Yeah, it's totally about
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what Anna said about Brittany.
‐ It is,
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because I said I did not want
to ruin this girl's life,
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so I'm gonna address this.
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‐ When Matt made his speech
to the girls today,
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I was a little uncomfortable
because I knew
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it was because of what I said
to him last night.
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I think the reason
people are so upset
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is because they messed up,
and they know it.
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‐ You good?
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‐ As you know, like,
I came in late,
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so I was already kind of,
like‐‐
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I knew I was gonna come in here
with no open arms from anyone,
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but Anna had came up to me
to apologize,
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and she was just like,
"You know,
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"when you first came here,
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"we kind of went
around the house,
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and we were telling everyone
that you're an escort."
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And I was just completely
caught off guard.
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Like, that's not true,
and, like,
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everyone back at home
knows that it's not true.
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‐ Right.
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‐ It sucks, because
this is on national TV.
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Like, my mom watches this show,
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and, like, this could ruin
my entire life.
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I didn't sign up to be, like,
bullied and harassed.
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Like, I signed up
to, like, find love
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and, like, to meet you finally.
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Like, I was so excited
when I, like, first came here,
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and, like, I've never dealt
with, like, bullying before,
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and, like, it hurts a lot.
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It really hurts.
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‐ [sighs]
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First off, I am so sorry
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that you're having to deal
with that.
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I can't tell you
how much I appreciate
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you bringing that
to my attention.
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‐ Yeah.
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‐ For this to work,
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we have to create a comfortable
environment for everybody.
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That's why I wanted
to address it, because it‐‐
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it is a rumor, it's a lie.
‐ Yeah.
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‐ And those things
can ruin people's lives,
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and I want you to know
how serious I take that,
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and I just want to reiterate
that if you ever feel anything,
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like, please bring it up to me,
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because I could see
a future with you.
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That's why you're still here.
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I'm looking for a wife.
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Like, I want to be able
to share those burdens with you
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so that when you have something
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that's weighing on you
and that's heavy,
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we can deal with it
and move past it.
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‐ I‐‐I have no idea
what's going on right now.
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Like, I don't get it,
and, like, for him
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to walk in there
and be that concerned tonight
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was, like, scary.
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I have not talked to Brittany,
but, like, he pulled her.
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Clearly, there's something
wrong with Matt,
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and we need to make him
feel better right now,
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because, like, there's not
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a toxic environment
in the house.
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‐ I'm so [bleep] annoyed.
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‐ Okay, be annoyed,
but, like,
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if you wanna, like, fix this,
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honestly, just go talk to Matt.
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‐ That's what I need to do.
‐ Go do it.
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‐ I don't know who told who,
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but I said something
that was rude about Brittany,
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so the fact that that all
bites me in the butt now‐‐
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like, I [bleep] hate this.
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I hate everything about this.
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‐ Hello.
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‐ Hi.
‐ Hi. Can I steal you?
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‐ Yes.
Of course.
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[dramatic music]
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‐ I think tonight
is a big deal for Matt.
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I think he's starting
to hear things
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and notice things that, um...
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maybe he didn't notice,
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and I do believe, you know,
Matt is highly intelligent.
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He's a smart man,
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and he's gonna take care
of business,
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and he's not gonna tolerate
any disrespect.
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‐ It's gonna be a long night,
I feel like.
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‐ Oh, my God.
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‐ Apologies are coming,
and it does not feel sincere.
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‐ [crying]
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‐ She lied to his face.
‐ [sniffles]
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‐ You put my character
in question with Matt.
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She said I'm the reason
there's division in the house.
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‐ You have to own up
to things that you've done.
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‐ If that happens,
I'll literally die.
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[solemn music]
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‐ I haven't gotten
to talk to Matt yet.
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‐ He actually just pulled Anna.
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‐ She may have not made
that rumor, but...
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‐ She did spread it.
‐ She brought it into‐‐
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‐ Oh, she did spread it,
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and she did bring it
into the house.
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‐ It's not true,
and that‐‐you know,
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she shouldn't have done it
in the first place.
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‐ I made a mistake.
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I said an offhanded comment,
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and now I just feel like
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the guy I've, like,
given up my life for
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now has a bad opinion about me
that is so not accurate.
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Obviously,
I need to talk to him.
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I just don't even know
how to, like,
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explain it to him.
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I am so sad
and upset with myself.
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It's the first thing
you should know.
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Um...
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Before even coming here,
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I, like, received messages
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about another girl
who would also be here.
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Brittany.
‐ Yeah.
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‐ And then
when she did show up,
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the worst thing I could say
was said,
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and immediately,
I felt horrible about it,
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and I completely apo‐‐
I was like, "This is on me."
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‐ Yeah.
‐ This is me being
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a shallow person
in the worst moment ever.
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‐ I was just shocked...
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‐ Yeah.
‐ When Brittany told me,
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because when I first met her
a few days ago,
253
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she was, like, spunky
254
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and just, like, super bold
and confident,
255
00:10:00,187 --> 00:10:03,290
and then when I pulled her
aside to talk to her tonight,
256
00:10:03,290 --> 00:10:05,025
she just broke down...
‐ Mm‐hmm.
257
00:10:05,025 --> 00:10:06,227
‐ And I was like, "Damn."
258
00:10:06,227 --> 00:10:08,262
‐ I feel horrible.
259
00:10:08,262 --> 00:10:11,065
Like, so immensely horr‐‐
260
00:10:11,065 --> 00:10:12,266
like, I'm breaking out
in a rash
261
00:10:12,266 --> 00:10:16,804
because I'm, like, so sad.
262
00:10:21,275 --> 00:10:23,144
‐ Well, listen.
‐ [sniffles]
263
00:10:23,144 --> 00:10:25,513
‐ You're not a horrible person.
264
00:10:25,513 --> 00:10:29,383
I don't think that at all,
'cause I've been in your shoes.
265
00:10:29,383 --> 00:10:32,186
Like, I've said things
that I wish I could take back
266
00:10:32,186 --> 00:10:34,388
and that I'm not proud of.
267
00:10:34,388 --> 00:10:36,991
Ultimately,
I've had to take responsibility
268
00:10:36,991 --> 00:10:38,959
for my words and my actions,
269
00:10:38,959 --> 00:10:41,295
and I've grown from it,
270
00:10:41,295 --> 00:10:44,165
but I have a responsibility
271
00:10:44,165 --> 00:10:48,135
to the women that are here,
272
00:10:48,135 --> 00:10:51,305
to Brittany,
273
00:10:51,305 --> 00:10:53,807
to myself...
274
00:10:53,807 --> 00:10:55,109
[sighs]
275
00:10:57,311 --> 00:11:01,015
[somber music]
276
00:11:01,015 --> 00:11:03,918
To follow my heart.
277
00:11:03,918 --> 00:11:06,887
♪ ♪
278
00:11:06,887 --> 00:11:09,857
‐ [crying]
279
00:11:09,857 --> 00:11:13,360
♪ ♪
280
00:11:13,360 --> 00:11:15,896
Anna, unfortunately, I‐‐I‐‐
281
00:11:15,896 --> 00:11:16,564
‐ [sniffling]
282
00:11:16,564 --> 00:11:20,234
‐ I can't see you being part
of that journey anymore.
283
00:11:20,234 --> 00:11:22,136
♪ ♪
284
00:11:22,136 --> 00:11:25,172
‐ [crying]
285
00:11:25,172 --> 00:11:31,045
♪ ♪
286
00:11:31,045 --> 00:11:34,014
‐ [sighs]
287
00:11:34,014 --> 00:11:35,216
[sighs]
288
00:11:35,216 --> 00:11:38,953
‐ [sniffs, whimpers]
Sorry.
289
00:11:38,953 --> 00:11:40,854
Just...
[bleep].
290
00:11:40,854 --> 00:11:42,056
[sniffs]
291
00:11:42,056 --> 00:11:44,225
‐ I'll walk you out.
292
00:11:44,225 --> 00:11:45,659
‐ [sniffling]
293
00:11:45,659 --> 00:11:49,263
‐ Anna said something
that was out of character,
294
00:11:49,263 --> 00:11:52,066
but the damage has been done.
295
00:11:52,066 --> 00:11:54,401
‐ [sniffling]
296
00:11:54,401 --> 00:11:57,338
‐ I've seen how words
can affect people,
297
00:11:57,338 --> 00:12:00,107
and I owe it to these women
298
00:12:00,107 --> 00:12:01,275
to create a safe space
for them,
299
00:12:01,275 --> 00:12:02,409
and that's what I'ma do.
300
00:12:02,409 --> 00:12:05,312
‐ [sniffling]
301
00:12:05,312 --> 00:12:08,215
‐ What‐‐what‐‐what is he doing?
302
00:12:08,215 --> 00:12:10,050
‐ What's happening?
303
00:12:10,050 --> 00:12:12,086
I'm scared.
304
00:12:12,086 --> 00:12:15,356
♪ ♪
305
00:12:15,356 --> 00:12:16,457
‐ What?
306
00:12:16,457 --> 00:12:18,259
‐ What just happened?
307
00:12:18,259 --> 00:12:21,228
‐ Is she gone?
Is she going home?
308
00:12:21,228 --> 00:12:28,736
♪ ♪
309
00:12:42,316 --> 00:12:44,218
‐ [sighs]
310
00:12:46,420 --> 00:12:49,890
‐ I just can't believe
this happened.
311
00:12:50,958 --> 00:12:52,826
‐ [sighs]
312
00:12:54,295 --> 00:12:55,429
[gentle music]
313
00:12:55,429 --> 00:12:57,364
I'm just really disappointed
in myself,
314
00:12:57,364 --> 00:13:00,134
and that's what
it comes down to.
315
00:13:00,134 --> 00:13:02,169
‐ [sighs]
316
00:13:02,169 --> 00:13:04,371
‐ Matt's, like, a great guy.
317
00:13:04,371 --> 00:13:06,373
He doesn't need
to be with someone
318
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who that could come
out of their mouth.
319
00:13:09,977 --> 00:13:11,478
♪ ♪
320
00:13:11,478 --> 00:13:16,016
One dumb decision‐‐
it's gonna take you down.
321
00:13:16,016 --> 00:13:18,485
♪ ♪
322
00:13:18,485 --> 00:13:21,255
Just wanna, like,
go cry in a shower.
323
00:13:21,255 --> 00:13:24,591
♪ ♪
324
00:13:24,591 --> 00:13:27,428
‐ Can I ask, like,
Michelle, Ryan, Catalina,
325
00:13:27,428 --> 00:13:29,496
like, I feel like "bullying"
is a very strong word,
326
00:13:29,496 --> 00:13:31,398
and "toxic"‐‐I don't feel like
327
00:13:31,398 --> 00:13:33,167
the environment in the house
is toxic, but...
328
00:13:33,167 --> 00:13:34,435
‐ I concur.
329
00:13:34,435 --> 00:13:36,236
‐ Do you guys think it is?
330
00:13:36,236 --> 00:13:38,472
‐ I'm fairly uncomfortable
in the house.
331
00:13:38,472 --> 00:13:40,574
People have said
disrespectful things,
332
00:13:40,574 --> 00:13:43,477
and also, people have laughed
at those things,
333
00:13:43,477 --> 00:13:45,479
and there are times
when it crosses the line,
334
00:13:45,479 --> 00:13:46,680
and it's not okay.
335
00:13:46,680 --> 00:13:49,249
‐ We don't want
this divisiveness.
336
00:13:49,249 --> 00:13:50,617
We don't want any bullying.
337
00:13:50,617 --> 00:13:53,354
Even though
I put up a brave face,
338
00:13:53,354 --> 00:13:56,156
it obviously hurts.
339
00:13:56,156 --> 00:13:57,524
[tense music]
340
00:13:57,524 --> 00:13:59,460
There's tension tonight
341
00:13:59,460 --> 00:14:01,662
just because, finally,
342
00:14:01,662 --> 00:14:03,664
what has been going on
in the house‐‐
343
00:14:03,664 --> 00:14:08,168
old girls versus new girls‐‐
came to Matt's attention.
344
00:14:08,168 --> 00:14:09,269
‐ I feel sick to my stomach
345
00:14:09,269 --> 00:14:10,371
that you guys were
going through that
346
00:14:10,371 --> 00:14:12,239
and we were just
completely oblivious to it.
347
00:14:12,239 --> 00:14:14,308
‐ I will say right now,
348
00:14:14,308 --> 00:14:17,478
I apologize
for not being more open,
349
00:14:17,478 --> 00:14:19,446
and I, from now on,
350
00:14:19,446 --> 00:14:22,416
will do my very best
to make it better.
351
00:14:22,416 --> 00:14:24,251
‐ Suddenly,
people are apologizing
352
00:14:24,251 --> 00:14:25,452
from left and right.
353
00:14:25,452 --> 00:14:27,588
It's kind of hard to know
if everyone is sincere.
354
00:14:27,588 --> 00:14:29,490
‐ If something
does bother you, like,
355
00:14:29,490 --> 00:14:32,526
please come tell me, and‐‐
and we can talk about it.
356
00:14:32,526 --> 00:14:36,463
‐ I can't even explain
357
00:14:36,463 --> 00:14:39,299
the kiss‐assery
that is going on.
358
00:14:39,299 --> 00:14:40,768
‐ I'm sorry I took your crown.
359
00:14:40,768 --> 00:14:43,637
It was just, like, silly.
It was never malicious.
360
00:14:43,637 --> 00:14:46,640
‐ Victoria, just today,
apologized
361
00:14:46,640 --> 00:14:49,576
for what she did
on my night one,
362
00:14:49,576 --> 00:14:52,713
when I walked in the room
and she ripped off my crown.
363
00:14:52,713 --> 00:14:54,782
She only addressed it today,
364
00:14:54,782 --> 00:14:59,720
so I can't say I 100% buy
Victoria's apology.
365
00:14:59,720 --> 00:15:02,322
‐ I would've warmed up to you
eventually.
366
00:15:02,322 --> 00:15:03,490
Like, you came in hot,
367
00:15:03,490 --> 00:15:06,660
but I do not think
that you were treated fairly,
368
00:15:06,660 --> 00:15:10,164
so I wanted to make sure that
that was known to you.
369
00:15:10,164 --> 00:15:11,398
[dramatic music]
370
00:15:11,398 --> 00:15:12,599
‐ At the end of the day,
371
00:15:12,599 --> 00:15:14,334
you know wrong is wrong.
372
00:15:14,334 --> 00:15:17,204
You could've said this
two days ago,
373
00:15:17,204 --> 00:15:20,207
last night, immediately,
374
00:15:20,207 --> 00:15:21,608
and now you're saying it
375
00:15:21,608 --> 00:15:24,178
out of convenience
for yourself.
376
00:15:24,178 --> 00:15:24,745
♪ ♪
377
00:15:24,745 --> 00:15:26,680
‐ I just wanted
to check in with you
378
00:15:26,680 --> 00:15:28,248
to see how you're feeling
379
00:15:28,248 --> 00:15:30,350
and just kind of...
380
00:15:30,350 --> 00:15:32,586
get your take
on what's going on.
381
00:15:32,586 --> 00:15:35,255
‐ The main thing
that has just aggravated me
382
00:15:35,255 --> 00:15:36,557
is with Victoria.
383
00:15:36,557 --> 00:15:37,624
‐ Yeah.
384
00:15:37,624 --> 00:15:38,625
‐ It's constantly digs
385
00:15:38,625 --> 00:15:40,427
left and right, in my face.
386
00:15:40,427 --> 00:15:42,763
It's a cheers
on my very first group date
387
00:15:42,763 --> 00:15:46,366
when I was really excited
to be with you and see you
388
00:15:46,366 --> 00:15:50,471
and she made a cheers
to the OGs.
389
00:15:50,471 --> 00:15:53,640
You know, it's‐‐it's constant.
390
00:15:53,640 --> 00:15:57,678
I mean, she told me
to my face that‐‐
391
00:15:57,678 --> 00:15:58,712
because I'm a dancer,
392
00:15:58,712 --> 00:16:01,849
she flat‐out stated
that I was a ho,
393
00:16:01,849 --> 00:16:06,487
and, you know,
she laughed about it after.
394
00:16:06,487 --> 00:16:07,855
[solemn music]
395
00:16:07,855 --> 00:16:11,592
The word "ho" is just,
like, really, like...
396
00:16:11,592 --> 00:16:14,294
Oh, my God.
[scoffs]
397
00:16:14,294 --> 00:16:15,362
♪ ♪
398
00:16:15,362 --> 00:16:16,363
[sniffs]
399
00:16:16,363 --> 00:16:18,565
♪ ♪
400
00:16:18,565 --> 00:16:19,666
And it's just hard to, like,
401
00:16:19,666 --> 00:16:20,934
hear somebody say that
about you,
402
00:16:20,934 --> 00:16:23,437
and it's so not true,
and you don't even know me,
403
00:16:23,437 --> 00:16:24,938
and then to apologize
in the hallway
404
00:16:24,938 --> 00:16:28,575
when the only reason
apologies are coming my way
405
00:16:28,575 --> 00:16:30,544
is because you stood up
and said something about it,
406
00:16:30,544 --> 00:16:31,678
and it does not feel sincere,
407
00:16:31,678 --> 00:16:34,615
and I do not believe it
one bit.
408
00:16:34,615 --> 00:16:36,283
So...
409
00:16:36,283 --> 00:16:38,819
‐ I am so sorry
410
00:16:38,819 --> 00:16:40,521
that you're having
to deal with that,
411
00:16:40,521 --> 00:16:42,856
'cause that's not
the type of environment
412
00:16:42,856 --> 00:16:44,658
that I'm trying
to create for you,
413
00:16:44,658 --> 00:16:46,293
and I'm not gonna stand
for that.
414
00:16:46,293 --> 00:16:46,860
‐ Mm‐hmm.
415
00:16:46,860 --> 00:16:49,596
‐ I have a conversation
with Ryan,
416
00:16:49,596 --> 00:16:50,797
and she breaks down.
417
00:16:50,797 --> 00:16:55,636
She's talking about how
she's been treated by Victoria
418
00:16:55,636 --> 00:16:59,706
and the hurtful words
Victoria's using towards Ryan.
419
00:16:59,706 --> 00:17:01,775
Through all the antics,
420
00:17:01,775 --> 00:17:04,011
I felt like Victoria
had a big heart,
421
00:17:04,011 --> 00:17:07,714
but there's no excuse
for that type of behavior.
422
00:17:07,714 --> 00:17:09,750
Not here, not anywhere.
423
00:17:09,750 --> 00:17:11,752
‐ Like, I'm‐‐
I'm just over this.
424
00:17:11,752 --> 00:17:14,454
Like, whole‐‐the‐‐
425
00:17:14,454 --> 00:17:15,622
all of it, really.
‐ Yeah.
426
00:17:15,622 --> 00:17:16,723
‐ What did you talk to him
about?
427
00:17:16,723 --> 00:17:18,926
‐ I mean, I talked to him
just about
428
00:17:18,926 --> 00:17:21,628
how it has been difficult
and how, like‐‐
429
00:17:21,628 --> 00:17:22,930
I did‐‐you know, I referenced
430
00:17:22,930 --> 00:17:25,766
when you did the cheers‐‐
the toast‐‐at the group date,
431
00:17:25,766 --> 00:17:27,668
when it was like,
"Cheers to the OGs,"
432
00:17:27,668 --> 00:17:29,570
and it just continuously
feels like
433
00:17:29,570 --> 00:17:32,472
it's the new girls
versus the OGs.
434
00:17:32,472 --> 00:17:33,574
‐ I'm always playful.
435
00:17:33,574 --> 00:17:34,875
I'm never, like, malicious.
436
00:17:34,875 --> 00:17:37,678
‐ Yeah, but then, like,
when you hear it all the time,
437
00:17:37,678 --> 00:17:40,614
it's like‐‐it's like,
okay, enough's enough.
438
00:17:40,614 --> 00:17:41,815
And then it was brought
to our attention‐‐
439
00:17:41,815 --> 00:17:44,718
‐ It just makes your actions
look fake towards me.
440
00:17:44,718 --> 00:17:45,886
‐ Me?
‐ Yeah.
441
00:17:45,886 --> 00:17:49,590
The fact that you'd kind of
go talk to him about me.
442
00:17:49,590 --> 00:17:50,757
‐ I'm not a fake person.
‐ Yeah.
443
00:17:50,757 --> 00:17:52,559
‐ I mean, I'm gonna be nice,
always,
444
00:17:52,559 --> 00:17:54,328
but I also feel like‐‐
I mean...
445
00:17:54,328 --> 00:17:56,830
[dramatic music]
446
00:17:56,830 --> 00:17:58,865
‐ What she did right now,
walking away
447
00:17:58,865 --> 00:18:01,635
while you were talking to her
was still disrespectful.
448
00:18:01,635 --> 00:18:04,805
‐ That really pissed me
the [bleep] off.
449
00:18:04,805 --> 00:18:08,642
Literally, everything
was going amazing, literally.
450
00:18:08,642 --> 00:18:10,911
I am the perfect person
to be his wife,
451
00:18:10,911 --> 00:18:12,746
but then these [bleep] losers
452
00:18:12,746 --> 00:18:15,549
create these problems
when everything is fine.
453
00:18:15,549 --> 00:18:16,650
♪ ♪
454
00:18:16,650 --> 00:18:19,353
I don't wanna feel
this annoyed,
455
00:18:19,353 --> 00:18:21,455
but I am.
456
00:18:21,455 --> 00:18:23,256
Ugh!
457
00:18:25,492 --> 00:18:27,661
[tense music]
458
00:18:27,661 --> 00:18:29,696
‐ Hey.
Can I talk to you?
459
00:18:29,696 --> 00:18:30,831
‐ Yeah, absolutely.
460
00:18:30,831 --> 00:18:32,966
‐ How are you?
‐ Good.
461
00:18:32,966 --> 00:18:36,036
‐ Tonight, I have
to definitely talk to Matt.
462
00:18:36,036 --> 00:18:38,672
The girls,
they're all fake as [bleep],
463
00:18:38,672 --> 00:18:39,840
and they're not his wives,
464
00:18:39,840 --> 00:18:43,010
so I think that, like,
he'll be able to decipher
465
00:18:43,010 --> 00:18:47,114
the truth from other girls,
because obviously,
466
00:18:47,114 --> 00:18:51,652
my good outshines any
of the [bleep] in the house.
467
00:18:51,652 --> 00:18:55,555
Okay, so I loved what you said
468
00:18:55,555 --> 00:18:57,024
and how you handled
the situation
469
00:18:57,024 --> 00:18:58,825
and, like, how serious
you're taking it,
470
00:18:58,825 --> 00:19:01,228
so I really admire that.
471
00:19:02,329 --> 00:19:02,863
‐ Thank you.
472
00:19:02,863 --> 00:19:04,631
‐ Ryan told me
that she was upset
473
00:19:04,631 --> 00:19:06,033
about the OG cheers,
474
00:19:06,033 --> 00:19:09,002
so there's definitely, like,
things I can work on.
475
00:19:09,002 --> 00:19:13,507
‐ That's why it was hard when I
was having these conversations
476
00:19:13,507 --> 00:19:14,741
tonight and last night
477
00:19:14,741 --> 00:19:17,778
when it was brought
to my attention by Katie
478
00:19:17,778 --> 00:19:22,816
that there's this toxicity
in the house,
479
00:19:22,816 --> 00:19:25,919
and I didn't know any
of this stuff was going on,
480
00:19:25,919 --> 00:19:27,054
and when it was brought
to my attention,
481
00:19:27,054 --> 00:19:28,855
I thought that we had
squashed everything.
482
00:19:28,855 --> 00:19:30,724
I thought that everything
was gonna be great,
483
00:19:30,724 --> 00:19:32,325
and we could continue
with the night...
484
00:19:32,325 --> 00:19:32,926
‐ Yeah.
485
00:19:32,926 --> 00:19:34,194
‐ And I had this conversation
with Ryan,
486
00:19:34,194 --> 00:19:37,731
and before I could even ask her
a question, she's crying.
487
00:19:37,731 --> 00:19:39,700
And I'm just like...
[sighs]
488
00:19:39,700 --> 00:19:41,768
[tense music]
489
00:19:41,768 --> 00:19:43,403
[sighs]
490
00:19:43,403 --> 00:19:45,672
♪ ♪
491
00:19:45,672 --> 00:19:48,742
It was kind of similar
to how...
492
00:19:48,742 --> 00:19:51,978
my conversation with Brittany
went, about Anna.
493
00:19:51,978 --> 00:19:54,815
Now I'm doing the other women
here a disservice
494
00:19:54,815 --> 00:19:58,885
by not making this a safe space
for everybody.
495
00:19:58,885 --> 00:20:01,021
‐ Yeah.
‐ You know what I'm saying?
496
00:20:01,021 --> 00:20:04,858
People's words are so powerful,
497
00:20:04,858 --> 00:20:10,530
and when you said that Ryan
was a ho for being a dancer,
498
00:20:10,530 --> 00:20:11,665
I don't think you know how‐‐
499
00:20:11,665 --> 00:20:14,501
‐ That was completely taken
out of context.
500
00:20:14,501 --> 00:20:16,036
♪ ♪
501
00:20:16,036 --> 00:20:18,105
‐ Like, I'm just curious.
Like, what context
502
00:20:18,105 --> 00:20:22,409
would calling somebody a ho
be acceptable to be taken in?
503
00:20:22,409 --> 00:20:25,712
♪ ♪
504
00:20:25,712 --> 00:20:27,514
[sighs]
505
00:20:27,514 --> 00:20:33,754
♪ ♪
506
00:20:33,754 --> 00:20:36,356
I just have a lot
to think about.
507
00:20:36,857 --> 00:20:38,725
‐ Am I missing something here?
508
00:20:38,725 --> 00:20:40,794
Like, I make the house toxic.
509
00:20:40,794 --> 00:20:43,830
That's completely
[bleep] crazy.
510
00:20:43,830 --> 00:20:44,965
Completely crazy.
511
00:20:44,965 --> 00:20:48,001
And, like, I know there
is no truth to that,
512
00:20:48,001 --> 00:20:50,904
so okay, someone
who just came in the house
513
00:20:50,904 --> 00:20:52,873
said I called her a ho.
514
00:20:52,873 --> 00:20:56,510
♪ ♪
515
00:20:56,510 --> 00:20:57,511
‐ Ladies.
516
00:20:57,511 --> 00:20:58,145
all: Hi.
517
00:20:58,145 --> 00:20:59,780
‐ Unfortunately,
I'm here to tell you
518
00:20:59,780 --> 00:21:01,515
the cocktail party's over.
519
00:21:01,515 --> 00:21:03,984
♪ ♪
520
00:21:03,984 --> 00:21:05,919
I just talked to Matt,
521
00:21:05,919 --> 00:21:08,822
and he wants to go
straight to the Rose Ceremony.
522
00:21:08,822 --> 00:21:12,859
‐ I don't want to ever be
called, like, a bully or toxic.
523
00:21:12,859 --> 00:21:14,895
That pisses me off.
524
00:21:14,895 --> 00:21:16,129
♪ ♪
525
00:21:16,129 --> 00:21:18,632
Now that I found out
Katie's the one
526
00:21:18,632 --> 00:21:19,900
who fed Matt the information,
527
00:21:19,900 --> 00:21:21,668
[bleep] you, Katie.
528
00:21:21,668 --> 00:21:23,703
Katie's not here for him.
529
00:21:23,703 --> 00:21:24,871
[bleep] loser.
530
00:21:24,871 --> 00:21:27,908
[dramatic music]
531
00:21:27,908 --> 00:21:30,210
♪ ♪
532
00:21:30,210 --> 00:21:32,078
It's, like,
not even funny anymore,
533
00:21:32,078 --> 00:21:34,381
because I am, like,
getting feelings invested,
534
00:21:34,381 --> 00:21:37,818
and, like‐‐and that was, like,
a really hard conversation,
535
00:21:37,818 --> 00:21:39,052
but I feel like
he did believe me,
536
00:21:39,052 --> 00:21:41,087
and now that, like,
I am taking it serious
537
00:21:41,087 --> 00:21:45,158
to be his wife,
it's, like, frustrating.
538
00:21:45,158 --> 00:21:47,327
‐ Honestly, if we're not
gonna talk to him tonight,
539
00:21:47,327 --> 00:21:49,529
I kind of just, like, want
this night to be over already.
540
00:21:49,529 --> 00:21:50,630
‐ Yeah.
‐ Same.
541
00:21:50,630 --> 00:21:51,765
‐ I mean, it affects all of us
542
00:21:51,765 --> 00:21:53,466
because it affects Matt,
you know?
543
00:21:53,466 --> 00:21:53,967
‐ Yeah.
544
00:21:53,967 --> 00:21:55,235
‐ Tonight is awful.
545
00:21:55,235 --> 00:21:58,738
Everyone's emotions
are just, like, an 11/10.
546
00:21:58,738 --> 00:22:00,040
‐ I'm so pissed off.
547
00:22:00,040 --> 00:22:01,842
‐ Oh, my God.
Oh, my God.
548
00:22:01,842 --> 00:22:02,843
‐ What?
What?
549
00:22:02,843 --> 00:22:04,010
‐ There's Victoria.
550
00:22:04,010 --> 00:22:05,812
‐ Shh.
Victoria.
551
00:22:05,812 --> 00:22:07,147
♪ ♪
552
00:22:07,147 --> 00:22:08,815
‐ Was she upset?
Did you guys see her?
553
00:22:08,815 --> 00:22:10,016
‐ Yeah, she looks upset.
554
00:22:10,016 --> 00:22:12,219
‐ I'm, like, two steps away
from just going home
555
00:22:12,219 --> 00:22:14,821
and not dealing
with this [bleep].
556
00:22:14,821 --> 00:22:16,690
‐ She walked outside?
‐ Yeah.
557
00:22:16,690 --> 00:22:17,824
‐ I can hear her.
558
00:22:17,824 --> 00:22:19,159
‐ Things are not well.
559
00:22:19,159 --> 00:22:21,361
‐ Like, Ryan,
she's the shadiest bitch,
560
00:22:21,361 --> 00:22:24,164
and, like, I hope I don't
get sent home for this.
561
00:22:24,164 --> 00:22:26,900
Literally,
there's no one in here
562
00:22:26,900 --> 00:22:28,235
he can marry besides me.
563
00:22:28,235 --> 00:22:30,871
Like, I'm literally
the best option for him,
564
00:22:30,871 --> 00:22:32,038
and, like, I'm the only one
565
00:22:32,038 --> 00:22:35,175
with a working [bleep] brain
in this room,
566
00:22:35,175 --> 00:22:36,743
and I'm not even being rude.
567
00:22:36,743 --> 00:22:38,211
I'm being serious.
568
00:22:38,211 --> 00:22:41,715
If he's gonna believe
some idiot over me,
569
00:22:41,715 --> 00:22:43,149
he's not my person,
570
00:22:43,149 --> 00:22:46,086
and, like, if that does happen,
that'll really [bleep] suck
571
00:22:46,086 --> 00:22:48,955
because that's not the way I
wanted to leave this situation,
572
00:22:48,955 --> 00:22:51,992
and, like, you know
I'll be so heartbroken,
573
00:22:51,992 --> 00:22:53,293
and I'm, like,
trying to be positive,
574
00:22:53,293 --> 00:22:56,730
but, like, if that happens,
I'll literally die.
575
00:22:56,730 --> 00:22:59,666
♪ ♪
576
00:23:01,835 --> 00:23:04,671
[tense music]
577
00:23:04,671 --> 00:23:09,109
♪ ♪
578
00:23:09,109 --> 00:23:10,810
‐ Tonight wasn't fun.
579
00:23:10,810 --> 00:23:12,112
This whole place is messy.
580
00:23:12,112 --> 00:23:13,914
It is a hot mess in here.
581
00:23:13,914 --> 00:23:15,382
We had Anna go home,
582
00:23:15,382 --> 00:23:18,852
and then Matt ended
the cocktail party early
583
00:23:18,852 --> 00:23:19,920
because of drama,
584
00:23:19,920 --> 00:23:22,188
and now Victoria
is bugging out.
585
00:23:22,188 --> 00:23:25,892
‐ [crying]
I'm gonna, like, throw up.
586
00:23:25,892 --> 00:23:28,128
I need to sit down,
'cause I'm, like‐‐
587
00:23:28,128 --> 00:23:31,631
I'm, like, scared
to go in this Rose Ceremony.
588
00:23:31,631 --> 00:23:34,634
[crying]
589
00:23:34,634 --> 00:23:37,604
[hyperventilating]
590
00:23:37,604 --> 00:23:38,371
♪ ♪
591
00:23:38,371 --> 00:23:42,275
‐ I have no idea, like,
what is in store for tonight,
592
00:23:42,275 --> 00:23:47,213
but Victoria comes in,
and she was kind of panicking.
593
00:23:47,213 --> 00:23:49,916
I think she might
be going home.
594
00:23:49,916 --> 00:23:55,422
♪ ♪
595
00:24:02,796 --> 00:24:04,731
‐ [sighs]
596
00:24:05,832 --> 00:24:08,835
[suspenseful music]
597
00:24:08,835 --> 00:24:15,875
♪ ♪
598
00:24:17,677 --> 00:24:18,678
‐ Brittany.
599
00:24:18,678 --> 00:24:22,983
♪ ♪
600
00:24:22,983 --> 00:24:24,718
Brittany, will you accept
this rose?
601
00:24:24,718 --> 00:24:26,720
‐ Of course.
602
00:24:26,720 --> 00:24:30,790
♪ ♪
603
00:24:30,790 --> 00:24:32,659
‐ [sighs]
604
00:24:32,659 --> 00:24:38,999
♪ ♪
605
00:24:38,999 --> 00:24:40,600
Ryan.
606
00:24:40,600 --> 00:24:43,837
♪ ♪
607
00:24:43,837 --> 00:24:45,038
Ryan, will you accept
this rose?
608
00:24:45,038 --> 00:24:47,674
‐ Yes. Thank you.
‐ Absolutely.
609
00:24:47,674 --> 00:24:49,342
♪ ♪
610
00:24:49,342 --> 00:24:51,978
‐ Brittany got the first rose,
611
00:24:51,978 --> 00:24:53,113
Ryan got the second,
612
00:24:53,113 --> 00:24:55,482
and that was definitely
very telling.
613
00:24:55,482 --> 00:24:58,084
The new girls are getting
reassurance from Matt,
614
00:24:58,084 --> 00:25:01,021
so Victoria should be scared.
615
00:25:01,021 --> 00:25:03,823
♪ ♪
616
00:25:03,823 --> 00:25:04,958
‐ Rachael.
617
00:25:04,958 --> 00:25:08,294
♪ ♪
618
00:25:08,294 --> 00:25:09,996
Rachael, will you accept
this rose?
619
00:25:09,996 --> 00:25:11,698
‐ Of course.
Thank you.
620
00:25:11,698 --> 00:25:12,699
‐ Absolutely.
621
00:25:12,699 --> 00:25:19,773
♪ ♪
622
00:25:19,973 --> 00:25:21,141
Serena P.
623
00:25:21,141 --> 00:25:24,110
♪ ♪
624
00:25:24,110 --> 00:25:25,845
Serena, will you accept
this rose?
625
00:25:25,845 --> 00:25:27,881
‐ Yes, I will.
626
00:25:27,881 --> 00:25:31,017
♪ ♪
627
00:25:31,017 --> 00:25:32,819
‐ [sighs]
628
00:25:32,819 --> 00:25:37,057
♪ ♪
629
00:25:37,057 --> 00:25:38,058
Magi.
630
00:25:38,058 --> 00:25:40,360
[dramatic music]
631
00:25:40,360 --> 00:25:42,362
‐ Victoria has stirred up
a lot of drama
632
00:25:42,362 --> 00:25:44,064
in the house
the past few weeks.
633
00:25:44,064 --> 00:25:45,331
I think she thinks
that she has
634
00:25:45,331 --> 00:25:47,000
a really strong connection
with Matt.
635
00:25:47,000 --> 00:25:48,668
I don't know how Matt feels...
636
00:25:48,668 --> 00:25:49,469
‐ Kit.
637
00:25:49,469 --> 00:25:52,172
‐ But I didn't get to speak
to Matt at the Rose Ceremony
638
00:25:52,172 --> 00:25:54,007
because of all of the drama,
639
00:25:54,007 --> 00:25:56,876
so if he gives her a rose
instead of me,
640
00:25:56,876 --> 00:25:59,045
it's like...
[laughs]
641
00:25:59,045 --> 00:26:00,213
It's so ridiculous.
642
00:26:00,213 --> 00:26:03,049
I can't even, like‐‐I can't.
643
00:26:03,049 --> 00:26:04,184
‐ MJ.
644
00:26:04,184 --> 00:26:07,220
♪ ♪
645
00:26:07,220 --> 00:26:10,223
‐ Victoria has been
a mean girl since day one.
646
00:26:10,223 --> 00:26:11,958
I've experienced it firsthand.
647
00:26:11,958 --> 00:26:13,193
I've witnessed it.
648
00:26:13,193 --> 00:26:15,061
Victoria,
if she stays tonight,
649
00:26:15,061 --> 00:26:16,296
I would be pretty surprised
650
00:26:16,296 --> 00:26:19,265
and pretty disappointed
in his judgment on her.
651
00:26:19,265 --> 00:26:21,034
There's no way you come back
from this.
652
00:26:21,034 --> 00:26:22,969
Like, she needs to go home
after this.
653
00:26:22,969 --> 00:26:26,039
♪ ♪
654
00:26:26,039 --> 00:26:27,340
‐ [sighs]
655
00:26:27,340 --> 00:26:29,609
‐ I know that Matt
still sees me in a good light.
656
00:26:29,609 --> 00:26:34,814
Like, I was clear and concise
in my communication to him.
657
00:26:34,814 --> 00:26:36,883
‐ Jessenia.
658
00:26:36,883 --> 00:26:38,051
‐ I'm not malicious.
659
00:26:38,051 --> 00:26:39,352
I have a good heart.
660
00:26:39,352 --> 00:26:41,087
Does Matt really want a wife
661
00:26:41,087 --> 00:26:43,022
that's constantly
creating drama?
662
00:26:43,022 --> 00:26:46,059
Or does he want a wife like me?
663
00:26:46,059 --> 00:26:47,894
‐ Katie.
664
00:26:47,894 --> 00:26:50,330
♪ ♪
665
00:26:50,330 --> 00:26:52,065
Katie, will you accept
this rose?
666
00:26:52,065 --> 00:26:53,933
‐ Absolutely.
667
00:26:53,933 --> 00:26:56,169
♪ ♪
668
00:26:56,169 --> 00:26:59,239
‐ Katie over me?
Are you blind?
669
00:26:59,239 --> 00:27:03,209
Katie's disgusting.
We've known that for weeks now.
670
00:27:03,209 --> 00:27:06,813
She's been disgusting.
671
00:27:06,813 --> 00:27:08,681
‐ Abigail.
672
00:27:08,681 --> 00:27:12,986
‐ These girls are just telling
him complete [bleep]...
673
00:27:12,986 --> 00:27:14,154
♪ ♪
674
00:27:14,154 --> 00:27:15,421
‐ [sighs]
675
00:27:15,421 --> 00:27:19,025
‐ And I'm so proud of myself
for saying to him the truth.
676
00:27:19,025 --> 00:27:20,260
♪ ♪
677
00:27:20,260 --> 00:27:21,761
‐ Chelsea.
678
00:27:21,761 --> 00:27:23,263
♪ ♪
679
00:27:23,263 --> 00:27:26,065
‐ I'm actually kindhearted,
honest, genuine,
680
00:27:26,065 --> 00:27:29,402
hardworking, fun, loyal‐‐
681
00:27:29,402 --> 00:27:31,204
I'm, like, the most loyal‐‐
682
00:27:31,204 --> 00:27:34,941
and I'm not, like, fake.
683
00:27:34,941 --> 00:27:40,213
♪ ♪
684
00:27:40,213 --> 00:27:45,118
‐ Ladies, Matt,
this is the final rose tonight.
685
00:27:45,118 --> 00:27:46,419
When you're ready.
686
00:27:46,419 --> 00:27:49,923
[suspenseful music]
687
00:27:49,923 --> 00:27:56,930
♪ ♪
688
00:28:11,878 --> 00:28:13,913
‐ Serena C.
689
00:28:13,913 --> 00:28:20,420
♪ ♪
690
00:28:20,420 --> 00:28:22,222
Serena, will you accept
this rose?
691
00:28:22,222 --> 00:28:24,224
‐ Of course.
692
00:28:24,224 --> 00:28:28,027
‐ [breathes deeply]
693
00:28:28,027 --> 00:28:31,030
[solemn music]
694
00:28:31,030 --> 00:28:36,869
♪ ♪
695
00:28:36,869 --> 00:28:38,037
‐ [sighs]
696
00:28:38,037 --> 00:28:39,305
Ladies, I'm sorry.
697
00:28:39,305 --> 00:28:41,441
If you did not receive a rose,
take a moment.
698
00:28:41,441 --> 00:28:43,142
Say your goodbyes.
699
00:28:43,142 --> 00:28:46,479
♪ ♪
700
00:28:46,479 --> 00:28:48,948
‐ It was so nice meeting you.
701
00:28:48,948 --> 00:28:50,016
‐ You too.
702
00:28:50,016 --> 00:28:52,018
[indistinct murmuring]
703
00:28:52,018 --> 00:28:52,785
♪ ♪
704
00:28:52,785 --> 00:28:57,223
‐ I'm upset because I know
I didn't do anything wrong.
705
00:28:57,223 --> 00:28:58,925
‐ It was great meeting you.
706
00:28:58,925 --> 00:29:00,026
‐ Likewise.
707
00:29:00,026 --> 00:29:02,328
Thank you.
Bye.
708
00:29:02,328 --> 00:29:05,231
‐ I was invested.
709
00:29:05,231 --> 00:29:07,467
I cared about him.
710
00:29:07,467 --> 00:29:09,335
‐ Good luck.
‐ Thank you.
711
00:29:09,335 --> 00:29:12,138
♪ ♪
712
00:29:12,138 --> 00:29:13,640
‐ Bye, guys.
713
00:29:13,640 --> 00:29:17,076
‐ So I think
he made a huge mistake.
714
00:29:17,076 --> 00:29:23,349
♪ ♪
715
00:29:23,349 --> 00:29:25,318
I honestly feel
so sorry for you
716
00:29:25,318 --> 00:29:26,586
that you would listen
to hearsay
717
00:29:26,586 --> 00:29:30,123
and not all of the facts
behind a situation.
718
00:29:34,060 --> 00:29:36,296
So goodbye.
719
00:29:36,296 --> 00:29:37,430
[dramatic music]
720
00:29:37,430 --> 00:29:40,033
You think I'm gonna go
hug him goodbye?
721
00:29:40,033 --> 00:29:41,334
No.
722
00:29:41,334 --> 00:29:44,070
And he just stared at me.
723
00:29:44,070 --> 00:29:45,371
Like, how dare you?
724
00:29:45,371 --> 00:29:48,441
He is not my king,
and I am still a queen.
725
00:29:48,441 --> 00:29:50,543
Matt is a jester.
726
00:29:50,543 --> 00:29:53,713
The fact that, like,
he chose Katie over me‐‐ugh.
727
00:29:53,713 --> 00:29:57,250
Yeah, Matt, I feel sorry
for you with your choices.
728
00:29:57,250 --> 00:29:59,319
‐ Cheers to just moving forward
729
00:29:59,319 --> 00:30:01,621
and starting this week
with a clean slate,
730
00:30:01,621 --> 00:30:04,190
and to finding love with Matt.
731
00:30:04,190 --> 00:30:06,159
‐ Yes.
‐ Cheers.
732
00:30:06,159 --> 00:30:07,627
‐ I would be very surprised
733
00:30:07,627 --> 00:30:09,862
if the girls are, like,
okay that I left.
734
00:30:09,862 --> 00:30:13,666
The whole house is gonna feel
like [bleep] that I'm gone.
735
00:30:13,666 --> 00:30:16,269
Like, I brought
so many people joy.
736
00:30:16,269 --> 00:30:19,372
‐ Here's to turning a new page.
737
00:30:19,372 --> 00:30:22,375
Hopefully a better week
next week in the house.
738
00:30:22,375 --> 00:30:24,043
‐ Cheers.
739
00:30:24,043 --> 00:30:24,577
‐ Whatever.
740
00:30:24,577 --> 00:30:26,379
Matt's not the guy for me.
741
00:30:26,379 --> 00:30:29,415
I'm never dating another Matt
as long as I live.
742
00:30:29,415 --> 00:30:31,351
Ever.
I hate that name now.
743
00:30:31,351 --> 00:30:32,485
‐ Here's to love.
744
00:30:32,485 --> 00:30:34,320
all: To love.
745
00:30:34,320 --> 00:30:36,723
[glasses clinking]
746
00:30:36,723 --> 00:30:40,026
‐ This is hands down,
hands down my favorite.
747
00:30:40,026 --> 00:30:41,060
‐ Ooh!
748
00:30:41,060 --> 00:30:42,128
‐ You lucky bitch!
749
00:30:42,128 --> 00:30:43,196
[laughter]
750
00:30:43,196 --> 00:30:44,530
‐ It's definitely scary
751
00:30:44,530 --> 00:30:46,532
that we're all dating
the same guy.
752
00:30:46,532 --> 00:30:48,034
‐ I'm so over it.
753
00:30:48,034 --> 00:30:48,568
‐ [gasps]
754
00:30:48,568 --> 00:30:49,802
‐ You made it uncomfortable.
755
00:30:49,802 --> 00:30:52,538
‐ Girls do not need to pit
themselves against each other.
756
00:30:52,538 --> 00:30:54,540
‐ After tonight, it's
gonna hurt that much more.
757
00:30:54,540 --> 00:30:57,143
‐ You are not gonna
knock me out.
758
00:30:58,378 --> 00:31:01,481
[thunder rumbling]
759
00:31:01,481 --> 00:31:04,117
[rain pattering]
760
00:31:04,117 --> 00:31:06,652
[soft music]
761
00:31:06,652 --> 00:31:08,621
‐ I think last night
just left everyone unsettled.
762
00:31:08,621 --> 00:31:10,523
[overlapping chatter]
‐ I knew it would be, like...
763
00:31:10,523 --> 00:31:13,359
‐ It's kind of a dreary day
in the house.
764
00:31:13,359 --> 00:31:15,428
The mood's not very high today.
765
00:31:15,428 --> 00:31:18,297
I think last night
was super taxing,
766
00:31:18,297 --> 00:31:21,501
and we just saw
a lot of girls go.
767
00:31:21,501 --> 00:31:26,506
I'm hopeful that things will be
more settled in the house now,
768
00:31:26,506 --> 00:31:28,775
and we can all just, like,
769
00:31:28,775 --> 00:31:32,145
pay attention to our own
relationship with Matt.
770
00:31:32,145 --> 00:31:33,613
♪ ♪
771
00:31:33,613 --> 00:31:35,348
‐ Good morning.
all: Good morning!
772
00:31:35,348 --> 00:31:37,450
‐ How's everybody doing?
773
00:31:37,450 --> 00:31:39,585
That was a wild night
last night.
774
00:31:39,585 --> 00:31:40,753
A lot of emotions.
775
00:31:40,753 --> 00:31:42,622
I know there was a little drama
as well.
776
00:31:42,622 --> 00:31:45,758
‐ You know, none of us expected
the night to go the way it did,
777
00:31:45,758 --> 00:31:48,561
but I think that
Matt certainly wanted
778
00:31:48,561 --> 00:31:50,363
to take charge of the situation
779
00:31:50,363 --> 00:31:52,665
and get down to the root
of the problem.
780
00:31:52,665 --> 00:31:55,535
‐ At this point, Matt doesn't
have time for petty [bleep],
781
00:31:55,535 --> 00:31:59,505
and why waste his precious time
782
00:31:59,505 --> 00:32:03,609
and spend it on things
that are not gonna benefit him
783
00:32:03,609 --> 00:32:06,679
or his relationship
with any woman here?
784
00:32:06,679 --> 00:32:09,282
‐ Hopefully,
we can kind of shed that,
785
00:32:09,282 --> 00:32:10,583
and we can move forward,
786
00:32:10,583 --> 00:32:13,753
because things are changing
dramatically this week.
787
00:32:13,753 --> 00:32:15,421
We're past the halfway point.
788
00:32:15,421 --> 00:32:17,557
There's less women,
we get more time,
789
00:32:17,557 --> 00:32:19,725
but that only makes each date
790
00:32:19,725 --> 00:32:21,427
and each time
you get to see him
791
00:32:21,427 --> 00:32:23,663
that much more important.
792
00:32:23,663 --> 00:32:25,798
I have your first date card
for the week right here.
793
00:32:25,798 --> 00:32:27,667
It's gonna be a big week,
so enjoy it,
794
00:32:27,667 --> 00:32:29,569
and I'll see you all very soon.
795
00:32:29,569 --> 00:32:30,636
‐ Thank you.
‐ Thank you.
796
00:32:30,636 --> 00:32:32,438
‐ Bye, ladies.
‐ Bye, Chris Harrison.
797
00:32:32,438 --> 00:32:35,441
[tense music]
798
00:32:35,441 --> 00:32:36,776
♪ ♪
799
00:32:36,776 --> 00:32:38,678
‐ I really want
the one‐on‐one this week.
800
00:32:38,678 --> 00:32:40,813
While I feel very good
about our connection
801
00:32:40,813 --> 00:32:42,648
that we've made
in group date settings,
802
00:32:42,648 --> 00:32:44,817
the one‐on‐one
is that next step
803
00:32:44,817 --> 00:32:48,187
that I just think will take
everything to the next level.
804
00:32:48,187 --> 00:32:50,456
♪ ♪
805
00:32:50,456 --> 00:32:52,225
‐ Rachael.
806
00:32:54,594 --> 00:32:57,530
"Our fairy tale begins today."
‐ Oh, my God.
807
00:32:57,530 --> 00:32:58,598
‐ "Matt."
808
00:32:58,598 --> 00:33:00,433
[women squeal]
‐ Yay!
809
00:33:00,433 --> 00:33:02,201
[laughter, light applause]
810
00:33:02,201 --> 00:33:04,437
I'm about to cry.
811
00:33:04,437 --> 00:33:06,239
Well, I'm awake now.
812
00:33:06,239 --> 00:33:07,540
[laughter]
813
00:33:07,540 --> 00:33:09,575
I cannot believe
that I am about to spend
814
00:33:09,575 --> 00:33:13,446
the whole day with Matt,
uninterrupted.
815
00:33:13,446 --> 00:33:16,415
I'm so excited!
816
00:33:16,415 --> 00:33:17,850
I'm so excited.
817
00:33:17,850 --> 00:33:20,853
I feel like I just like him
more and more and more
818
00:33:20,853 --> 00:33:23,489
every time I see him,
every time I talk to him.
819
00:33:23,489 --> 00:33:24,857
I feel nervous,
820
00:33:24,857 --> 00:33:26,959
'cause I know
there is that pressure there,
821
00:33:26,959 --> 00:33:31,531
and he needs to see if he
really can see me as his wife.
822
00:33:31,531 --> 00:33:33,499
‐ Are you excited?
823
00:33:33,499 --> 00:33:34,567
‐ I mean, super anxious.
824
00:33:34,567 --> 00:33:35,768
I just, like, wanna go
'cause I'm, like,
825
00:33:35,768 --> 00:33:38,204
dying to know, like,
what we're doing.
826
00:33:38,204 --> 00:33:39,372
[loud knocking]
827
00:33:39,372 --> 00:33:40,373
Oh, my God.
828
00:33:40,373 --> 00:33:42,441
[laughter]
829
00:33:42,441 --> 00:33:43,442
‐ Hello, ladies.
830
00:33:43,442 --> 00:33:45,177
I'm looking for Miss Rachael.
831
00:33:45,177 --> 00:33:45,678
‐ Hi.
832
00:33:45,678 --> 00:33:48,047
[women exclaiming]
[laughter]
833
00:33:48,047 --> 00:33:50,449
‐ Miss Rachael, your ride is
here to take you on your date.
834
00:33:50,449 --> 00:33:51,450
‐ Okay.
‐ Matt is waiting for you.
835
00:33:51,450 --> 00:33:52,485
Please come with me.
836
00:33:52,485 --> 00:33:53,753
‐ Okay, thank you.
‐ I am jelly.
837
00:33:53,753 --> 00:33:55,421
‐ Mm‐hmm.
‐ Mm‐hmm.
838
00:33:55,421 --> 00:33:56,489
‐ It's gonna be so fun.
839
00:33:56,489 --> 00:33:57,657
[tense music]
840
00:33:57,657 --> 00:33:59,759
‐ It sucks to watch somebody
go on a date
841
00:33:59,759 --> 00:34:02,295
that you would've killed
to go on.
842
00:34:02,295 --> 00:34:03,896
It sucks knowing
843
00:34:03,896 --> 00:34:07,300
that they're getting
all this time that I want.
844
00:34:07,300 --> 00:34:07,900
‐ At this point,
845
00:34:07,900 --> 00:34:11,404
my biggest thing
that I'm feeling is fear
846
00:34:11,404 --> 00:34:12,572
that I'm gonna leave here
847
00:34:12,572 --> 00:34:14,073
and not get
that one‐on‐one time.
848
00:34:14,073 --> 00:34:19,312
So the fear is just literally
eating me alive at this point.
849
00:34:19,312 --> 00:34:22,315
[gentle music]
850
00:34:22,315 --> 00:34:26,385
♪ ♪
851
00:34:26,385 --> 00:34:28,287
‐ [chuckles]
852
00:34:28,287 --> 00:34:29,555
♪ ♪
853
00:34:29,555 --> 00:34:30,957
‐ Hi!
‐ Hi.
854
00:34:30,957 --> 00:34:34,727
‐ What the heck is going on?
‐ [laughing]
855
00:34:34,727 --> 00:34:36,562
How are you doing?
‐ I'm good.
856
00:34:36,562 --> 00:34:37,630
How are you?
You look cute.
857
00:34:37,630 --> 00:34:38,698
‐ You look great.
‐ Thanks.
858
00:34:38,698 --> 00:34:39,765
‐ This your whip?
This is your whip?
859
00:34:39,765 --> 00:34:41,667
‐ This is.
This is actually my car now.
860
00:34:41,667 --> 00:34:43,235
‐ [laughs]
‐ He gave this to me.
861
00:34:43,235 --> 00:34:43,736
‐ I like it.
862
00:34:43,736 --> 00:34:45,504
You've been so patient,
863
00:34:45,504 --> 00:34:46,839
and I've been telling you
864
00:34:46,839 --> 00:34:48,741
that there is gonna
come a time...
865
00:34:48,741 --> 00:34:49,976
‐ [laughs]
‐ Where you'll get time...
866
00:34:49,976 --> 00:34:53,546
‐ Yeah.
‐ And today's your day.
867
00:34:53,546 --> 00:34:54,847
And I wanna spoil you.
‐ It's our day.
868
00:34:54,847 --> 00:34:56,882
‐ Today is your day.
‐ Oh, no!
869
00:34:56,882 --> 00:34:58,784
‐ I'm gonna spoil you...
‐ Okay.
870
00:34:58,784 --> 00:35:02,254
‐ And I've got a lot of fun
things planned for us...
871
00:35:02,254 --> 00:35:02,855
‐ Okay.
872
00:35:02,855 --> 00:35:04,690
‐ And I'm excited
to spend the day with you.
873
00:35:04,690 --> 00:35:06,959
[romantic music]
874
00:35:06,959 --> 00:35:09,061
Rachael caught my eye
night one,
875
00:35:09,061 --> 00:35:12,832
and week after week,
she continues to impress me.
876
00:35:12,832 --> 00:35:14,834
She's never been the first one
to run to me,
877
00:35:14,834 --> 00:35:16,002
the loudest one in the room,
878
00:35:16,002 --> 00:35:19,805
but she's very confident
and sure of herself,
879
00:35:19,805 --> 00:35:22,408
and that shines louder
than anything else.
880
00:35:22,408 --> 00:35:24,343
‐ Oh, my God.
881
00:35:24,343 --> 00:35:24,977
[laughs]
882
00:35:24,977 --> 00:35:26,846
‐ [laughs]
‐ This is out of my element.
883
00:35:26,846 --> 00:35:28,714
I'm not‐‐I'm not kidding you.
884
00:35:28,714 --> 00:35:30,716
‐ Hey, guys.
‐ Hi!
885
00:35:30,716 --> 00:35:31,717
‐ [laughs]
‐ Oh, my God.
886
00:35:31,717 --> 00:35:32,785
You look so awesome.
887
00:35:32,785 --> 00:35:33,886
‐ How are you doing?
‐ Thank you.
888
00:35:33,886 --> 00:35:35,821
‐ Today I've got
a great friend of mine,
889
00:35:35,821 --> 00:35:38,524
celebrity stylist
Ty Hunter here
890
00:35:38,524 --> 00:35:40,993
to help me and Rachael
get right.
891
00:35:40,993 --> 00:35:42,728
‐ You guys look cute
together too.
892
00:35:42,728 --> 00:35:44,530
‐ Thank you.
We're kind of matching today.
893
00:35:44,530 --> 00:35:45,798
‐ Yeah. [laughs]
Yes, I see.
894
00:35:45,798 --> 00:35:47,667
So we're gonna go...
‐ Okay.
895
00:35:47,667 --> 00:35:48,868
‐ And start trying on stuff.
‐ Okay.
896
00:35:48,868 --> 00:35:51,470
‐ I'll be back for you, fella.
‐ All right, sounds good.
897
00:35:51,470 --> 00:35:52,538
‐ Oh, my gosh.
898
00:35:52,538 --> 00:35:55,574
[dance music]
899
00:35:55,574 --> 00:35:57,710
♪ ♪
900
00:35:57,710 --> 00:35:58,811
‐ Damn.
901
00:35:58,811 --> 00:35:59,945
♪ ♪
902
00:35:59,945 --> 00:36:02,114
‐ I actually love it.
‐ I think it looks great.
903
00:36:02,114 --> 00:36:03,883
Rachael reminds me a lot
of back home.
904
00:36:03,883 --> 00:36:04,984
She's from Georgia,
905
00:36:04,984 --> 00:36:08,020
and we kind of
are on the same page
906
00:36:08,020 --> 00:36:10,890
on how we carry ourselves
and what we find important,
907
00:36:10,890 --> 00:36:12,958
so when I'm around her,
it's just easy.
908
00:36:12,958 --> 00:36:14,126
‐ I'm ready to go
to the grocery store.
909
00:36:14,126 --> 00:36:16,729
‐ Yeah, this is, like,
a casual, weekday look.
910
00:36:16,729 --> 00:36:18,631
[both laugh]
911
00:36:18,631 --> 00:36:20,700
‐ I'm, like,
definitely overwhelmed.
912
00:36:20,700 --> 00:36:23,836
I've never been treated
like an actual princess,
913
00:36:23,836 --> 00:36:25,805
like, ever, like this.
914
00:36:25,805 --> 00:36:27,673
‐ Voilà.
915
00:36:27,673 --> 00:36:30,710
‐ What do you think?
‐ I like it a lot.
916
00:36:30,710 --> 00:36:32,945
‐ And it's not even the fact
that, you know,
917
00:36:32,945 --> 00:36:34,814
he's giving me
these nice things.
918
00:36:34,814 --> 00:36:35,948
[laughs]
919
00:36:35,948 --> 00:36:37,783
I need some heels.
‐ This is the runway.
920
00:36:37,783 --> 00:36:40,853
‐ It's just about, like,
this is, like, his way
921
00:36:40,853 --> 00:36:43,789
of showing me
that he can care for me
922
00:36:43,789 --> 00:36:46,859
and he wants to make me happy
in all sorts of ways.
923
00:36:46,859 --> 00:36:47,993
‐ See, look at this.
Look at this.
924
00:36:47,993 --> 00:36:49,562
Y'all together.
Look at that.
925
00:36:49,562 --> 00:36:50,663
Boom.
‐ Is that me?
926
00:36:50,663 --> 00:36:51,764
♪ ♪
927
00:36:51,764 --> 00:36:52,765
‐ How do we look?
928
00:36:52,765 --> 00:36:53,933
‐ You guys look amazing.
‐ Yeah?
929
00:36:53,933 --> 00:36:55,000
‐ I love the black and white
story.
930
00:36:55,000 --> 00:36:57,369
‐ Natural?
‐ Yeah, it's very natural.
931
00:36:57,369 --> 00:36:58,003
[laughs]
932
00:36:58,003 --> 00:36:59,972
‐ What‐‐what were you doing?
‐ I did a pose!
933
00:36:59,972 --> 00:37:01,907
‐ I feel like I've been
really playful with him,
934
00:37:01,907 --> 00:37:04,810
and I have yet to find
one thing
935
00:37:04,810 --> 00:37:06,812
that I don't love about him.
936
00:37:06,812 --> 00:37:07,947
‐ Wow.
937
00:37:07,947 --> 00:37:10,683
This is hands down,
hands down my favorite.
938
00:37:10,683 --> 00:37:11,684
‐ Really?
‐ Yes.
939
00:37:11,684 --> 00:37:12,752
‐ No, mine too.
I like this.
940
00:37:12,752 --> 00:37:13,853
‐ You look incredible.
941
00:37:13,853 --> 00:37:15,821
‐ My heart is full.
942
00:37:15,821 --> 00:37:17,022
Full of Matt.
[laughs]
943
00:37:17,022 --> 00:37:19,558
‐ This dress is just missing
one thing.
944
00:37:19,558 --> 00:37:20,893
Some shoes.
‐ What?
945
00:37:20,893 --> 00:37:23,429
[suspenseful music]
946
00:37:23,429 --> 00:37:24,263
I'm scared.
947
00:37:24,263 --> 00:37:26,799
‐ I just think that it would
look better with those shoes.
948
00:37:26,799 --> 00:37:28,801
‐ Oh, my God, they're s‐‐
[gasps]
949
00:37:28,801 --> 00:37:31,570
Oh, my God.
What?
950
00:37:31,570 --> 00:37:32,972
Wow.
No, I'm not worthy.
951
00:37:32,972 --> 00:37:35,808
I've never had
a pair of shoes...
952
00:37:35,808 --> 00:37:38,310
[laughing]
Over, like, $40.
953
00:37:38,310 --> 00:37:42,982
Like, I can't believe these
are even on my feet right now.
954
00:37:42,982 --> 00:37:45,818
I just feel like
I'm so lucky right now,
955
00:37:45,818 --> 00:37:48,721
and I hope that‐‐
hope the luck continues.
956
00:37:48,721 --> 00:37:50,122
Good?
957
00:37:50,122 --> 00:37:52,591
‐ I'm literally speechless.
Thank you.
958
00:37:52,591 --> 00:37:53,726
‐ Yeah.
‐ This is awesome.
959
00:37:53,726 --> 00:37:54,794
[laughs]
960
00:37:54,794 --> 00:37:57,797
[romantic music]
961
00:37:57,797 --> 00:38:01,967
♪ ♪
962
00:38:01,967 --> 00:38:04,937
‐ The time component here
is so frustrating,
963
00:38:04,937 --> 00:38:08,007
because you have
literally no control
964
00:38:08,007 --> 00:38:09,742
over your time here.
965
00:38:09,742 --> 00:38:11,010
Having had a one‐on‐one,
966
00:38:11,010 --> 00:38:13,646
like, I still want more time.
967
00:38:13,646 --> 00:38:15,748
[playful music]
968
00:38:15,748 --> 00:38:17,016
‐ Oh, I see her.
‐ Oh, look at her.
969
00:38:17,016 --> 00:38:18,884
‐ O‐M‐G.
‐ [laughing]
970
00:38:18,884 --> 00:38:20,920
‐ You lucky bitch!
971
00:38:20,920 --> 00:38:22,822
[together]
Rachael!
972
00:38:22,822 --> 00:38:24,890
‐ Did you bring something home
for all of us?
973
00:38:24,890 --> 00:38:27,026
‐ Rachael walks in
with tons of shopping bags
974
00:38:27,026 --> 00:38:28,194
on both of her arms.
975
00:38:28,194 --> 00:38:30,830
She's wearing
this beautiful cape dress.
976
00:38:30,830 --> 00:38:32,765
‐ Are the bottom
of your shoes red?
977
00:38:32,765 --> 00:38:35,534
‐ What?
[women exclaiming]
978
00:38:35,534 --> 00:38:36,635
‐ Are you kidding?
979
00:38:36,635 --> 00:38:38,037
‐ Everyone has been fighting
980
00:38:38,037 --> 00:38:39,205
for time with Matt.
981
00:38:39,205 --> 00:38:41,707
They're like, you know,
"I wish that were me."
982
00:38:41,707 --> 00:38:43,642
‐ Oh, my God.
There's more.
983
00:38:43,642 --> 00:38:44,777
[laughter]
‐ Wait.
984
00:38:44,777 --> 00:38:45,911
‐ What?
‐ Oh...
985
00:38:45,911 --> 00:38:47,346
‐ Way to kick us
when we're down.
986
00:38:47,346 --> 00:38:50,683
‐ Miss Rachael, this
is for your dinner tonight.
987
00:38:50,683 --> 00:38:52,151
‐ Rachael looked so happy.
988
00:38:52,151 --> 00:38:54,320
Like, I‐‐I think
she literally held her face
989
00:38:54,320 --> 00:38:57,456
'cause her cheeks hurt
from smiling so much...
990
00:38:57,456 --> 00:38:57,957
[sniffs]
991
00:38:57,957 --> 00:38:59,692
[women gasping]
992
00:38:59,692 --> 00:39:02,795
‐ Ooh!
[women exclaiming]
993
00:39:02,795 --> 00:39:04,096
‐ And, like, that's great,
994
00:39:04,096 --> 00:39:07,666
but then, like, she's feeling
that way because of Matt.
995
00:39:07,666 --> 00:39:08,701
My Matt.
[scoffs]
996
00:39:08,701 --> 00:39:11,871
You know?
And it's just like...
997
00:39:11,871 --> 00:39:13,172
‐ I didn't expect any of this.
998
00:39:13,172 --> 00:39:14,740
I have no idea
what we're doing.
999
00:39:14,740 --> 00:39:16,809
I'm obviously super excited.
1000
00:39:16,809 --> 00:39:18,811
This is so out of my element.
1001
00:39:18,811 --> 00:39:21,213
‐ I see the way that Matt is
1002
00:39:21,213 --> 00:39:23,849
around the girls
who've gotten one‐on‐ones,
1003
00:39:23,849 --> 00:39:25,885
and I feel like,
at this point...
1004
00:39:25,885 --> 00:39:26,952
[laughs]
1005
00:39:26,952 --> 00:39:28,020
It just feels like
I'm just falling behind.
1006
00:39:28,020 --> 00:39:29,021
‐ Okay, I'm gonna go
1007
00:39:29,021 --> 00:39:30,055
get ready for dinner, but...
1008
00:39:30,055 --> 00:39:31,056
‐ Okay. Love you.
‐ Have fun.
1009
00:39:31,056 --> 00:39:32,157
‐ Have fun.
‐ Have fun!
1010
00:39:32,157 --> 00:39:34,159
‐ Have fun.
‐ You're gonna look beautiful.
1011
00:39:34,159 --> 00:39:36,061
‐ It's just hard to watch
other people get what I want
1012
00:39:36,061 --> 00:39:38,097
and me have no control
over the situation.
1013
00:39:38,097 --> 00:39:40,866
No way of doing
anything different.
1014
00:39:40,866 --> 00:39:43,936
I just‐‐I'm so freaking
over it.
1015
00:39:43,936 --> 00:39:45,871
Like...
[sniffs]
1016
00:39:45,871 --> 00:39:47,706
‐ She looks so happy.
Oh, my God.
1017
00:39:47,706 --> 00:39:48,707
‐ Yeah.
‐ I know.
1018
00:39:48,707 --> 00:39:50,542
‐ She's in love, for sure.
1019
00:39:50,542 --> 00:39:51,744
[laughs]
1020
00:39:51,744 --> 00:39:55,681
♪ ♪
1021
00:39:57,683 --> 00:40:01,120
[uneasy music]
1022
00:40:01,120 --> 00:40:04,290
‐ I'm sure we're all definitely
on the edge of our seats
1023
00:40:04,290 --> 00:40:07,126
trying to see, you know,
who's gonna get the one‐on‐one.
1024
00:40:07,126 --> 00:40:08,994
‐ I've been waiting
to get more time,
1025
00:40:08,994 --> 00:40:11,297
and I've been on, like,
a steady incline with him,
1026
00:40:11,297 --> 00:40:13,265
and I think, like,
just having more time
1027
00:40:13,265 --> 00:40:15,701
would be fantastic.
[loud knocking]
1028
00:40:15,701 --> 00:40:16,902
‐ Date card.
1029
00:40:16,902 --> 00:40:18,037
♪ ♪
1030
00:40:18,037 --> 00:40:20,205
‐ Only one more person's
getting a one‐on‐one.
1031
00:40:20,205 --> 00:40:22,074
It's too bad
we can't just have
1032
00:40:22,074 --> 00:40:23,943
three one‐on‐one dates
every week,
1033
00:40:23,943 --> 00:40:25,144
and everyone could just
get their turn.
1034
00:40:25,144 --> 00:40:27,780
What am I gonna do
if I'm on another group date?
1035
00:40:27,780 --> 00:40:31,050
♪ ♪
1036
00:40:31,050 --> 00:40:32,885
‐ Serena P.
1037
00:40:32,885 --> 00:40:34,787
♪ ♪
1038
00:40:34,787 --> 00:40:35,888
Bri.
1039
00:40:35,888 --> 00:40:37,957
Katie.
1040
00:40:37,957 --> 00:40:39,858
Pieper.
1041
00:40:39,858 --> 00:40:40,960
Serena C.
1042
00:40:40,960 --> 00:40:42,594
Ryan.
1043
00:40:42,594 --> 00:40:44,063
Michelle.
1044
00:40:44,063 --> 00:40:46,632
Brittany.
1045
00:40:46,632 --> 00:40:47,766
Magi.
1046
00:40:47,766 --> 00:40:49,568
Abigail.
1047
00:40:49,568 --> 00:40:51,003
Chelsea.
1048
00:40:51,003 --> 00:40:52,938
Jessenia.
1049
00:40:52,938 --> 00:40:55,074
MJ.
1050
00:40:55,074 --> 00:40:58,310
"Love can be messy."
1051
00:40:58,310 --> 00:41:00,012
‐ You're on the one‐on‐one.
Yay!
1052
00:41:00,012 --> 00:41:02,848
[women cheering]
1053
00:41:02,848 --> 00:41:04,116
Oh, I'm so happy for you.
1054
00:41:04,116 --> 00:41:05,751
‐ Good for you.
‐ Oh, my God, yeah.
1055
00:41:05,751 --> 00:41:07,219
‐ Aww.
1056
00:41:07,219 --> 00:41:11,190
‐ Kit has the one‐on‐one,
and I'm jealous, you know?
1057
00:41:11,190 --> 00:41:13,325
I‐‐I really thought my name
would be on the card.
1058
00:41:13,325 --> 00:41:17,029
It's hard to take it
to the next step
1059
00:41:17,029 --> 00:41:18,330
in a group setting,
1060
00:41:18,330 --> 00:41:20,132
and I'm ready
for the next step,
1061
00:41:20,132 --> 00:41:23,202
so I'm just bummed.
1062
00:41:23,202 --> 00:41:25,037
‐ I mean, I'm disappointed.
1063
00:41:25,037 --> 00:41:28,173
Um...I mean...
1064
00:41:28,173 --> 00:41:30,976
[somber music]
1065
00:41:30,976 --> 00:41:33,145
I think I'm just getting
a little confused.
1066
00:41:33,145 --> 00:41:36,982
Just, you know, we're already
halfway through this,
1067
00:41:36,982 --> 00:41:40,085
and...yeah.
1068
00:41:40,085 --> 00:41:41,420
♪ ♪
1069
00:41:41,420 --> 00:41:43,222
It just kind of makes me
question a lot of things.
1070
00:41:43,222 --> 00:41:44,823
You know, like,
does he not want
1071
00:41:44,823 --> 00:41:45,991
that one‐on‐one time with me?
1072
00:41:45,991 --> 00:41:47,993
Does he not want to explore
that relationship?
1073
00:41:47,993 --> 00:41:48,994
I don't know.
1074
00:41:48,994 --> 00:41:50,162
It's just like reality's
1075
00:41:50,162 --> 00:41:51,997
just slapping me in the face
right now.
1076
00:41:51,997 --> 00:41:55,768
♪ ♪
1077
00:41:55,768 --> 00:41:58,771
[soft music]
1078
00:41:58,771 --> 00:42:05,811
♪ ♪
1079
00:42:07,279 --> 00:42:09,381
‐ Thank you.
I appreciate it.
1080
00:42:09,381 --> 00:42:12,084
‐ I had an incredible time
today.
1081
00:42:12,084 --> 00:42:14,053
The more time I spend
with Rachael,
1082
00:42:14,053 --> 00:42:16,789
our relationship
just gets stronger.
1083
00:42:16,789 --> 00:42:17,990
‐ Hi.
‐ Hi.
1084
00:42:17,990 --> 00:42:20,025
Wow.
1085
00:42:20,025 --> 00:42:21,026
‐ Do you like it?
1086
00:42:21,026 --> 00:42:22,061
[laughs]
‐ I love it.
1087
00:42:22,061 --> 00:42:24,196
I've been scared
to let someone
1088
00:42:24,196 --> 00:42:27,132
have a hold of my heart
and of my emotions,
1089
00:42:27,132 --> 00:42:29,168
and when I'm around Rachael,
1090
00:42:29,168 --> 00:42:31,970
I try as best I can
to let those out.
1091
00:42:31,970 --> 00:42:33,839
You look incredible.
‐ Thank you.
1092
00:42:33,839 --> 00:42:34,973
So do you.
1093
00:42:34,973 --> 00:42:36,041
‐ Ready for dinner?
‐ Yeah.
1094
00:42:36,041 --> 00:42:38,010
‐ Tonight, I'm hoping to‐‐
1095
00:42:38,010 --> 00:42:40,112
to dig a little deeper
with Rachael
1096
00:42:40,112 --> 00:42:42,548
and get to know about
what she's been through,
1097
00:42:42,548 --> 00:42:46,151
what her dreams are,
and how I fit into there.
1098
00:42:46,151 --> 00:42:47,419
This is to you
1099
00:42:47,419 --> 00:42:50,989
and to your day
and spoiling you
1100
00:42:50,989 --> 00:42:53,892
and getting to know you better.
1101
00:42:53,892 --> 00:42:56,028
‐ Cheers.
‐ Cheers.
1102
00:42:59,998 --> 00:43:01,166
I was thinking back‐‐
1103
00:43:01,166 --> 00:43:02,968
I was doing a lot
of reminiscing today.
1104
00:43:02,968 --> 00:43:03,969
‐ Okay.
1105
00:43:03,969 --> 00:43:05,003
‐ I, uh...
‐ [laughs]
1106
00:43:05,003 --> 00:43:06,171
‐ 'Cause I just try
to think back
1107
00:43:06,171 --> 00:43:08,207
to our first
actual conversation,
1108
00:43:08,207 --> 00:43:10,542
and one of the things
that you had said
1109
00:43:10,542 --> 00:43:13,412
was that you've never
been in love before...
1110
00:43:13,412 --> 00:43:15,147
‐ Okay.
‐ So I just wanted to hear more
1111
00:43:15,147 --> 00:43:19,218
about why you hadn't
felt that yet.
1112
00:43:19,218 --> 00:43:22,988
‐ I think a lot of it
has to do with, like, me,
1113
00:43:22,988 --> 00:43:27,326
and, I mean, even today,
1114
00:43:27,326 --> 00:43:31,363
there were times
when, like, I felt like...
1115
00:43:31,363 --> 00:43:34,233
like I was, like,
undeserving of it all.
1116
00:43:34,233 --> 00:43:36,902
I mean, first off, like, I
think you're out of my league.
1117
00:43:36,902 --> 00:43:38,103
‐ [laughs]
1118
00:43:38,103 --> 00:43:39,538
That's ridiculous.
‐ No, I really do.
1119
00:43:39,538 --> 00:43:42,274
I don't have, like,
a lot of confidence in myself
1120
00:43:42,274 --> 00:43:45,077
a lot of the time,
and sometimes,
1121
00:43:45,077 --> 00:43:47,246
that can be, like, projected
1122
00:43:47,246 --> 00:43:50,315
onto, you know,
my relationships,
1123
00:43:50,315 --> 00:43:52,284
and I have a hard time
opening up because of that,
1124
00:43:52,284 --> 00:43:53,385
because I'm scared.
1125
00:43:53,385 --> 00:43:56,922
I've come to realize that,
1126
00:43:56,922 --> 00:43:59,525
you know, for me,
1127
00:43:59,525 --> 00:44:02,461
to, like, have a relationship
that really works,
1128
00:44:02,461 --> 00:44:05,464
um, I do need to gain
that confidence
1129
00:44:05,464 --> 00:44:09,501
and, um,
stop all that self‐doubt.
1130
00:44:09,501 --> 00:44:13,338
I just worry
that these little things,
1131
00:44:13,338 --> 00:44:15,107
like, might push someone away.
1132
00:44:15,107 --> 00:44:16,208
I don't know, I'm‐‐
1133
00:44:16,208 --> 00:44:17,676
I'm not trying to push you away
right now.
1134
00:44:17,676 --> 00:44:20,379
I'm like, "Please like me."
‐ You're pulling me in.
1135
00:44:20,379 --> 00:44:22,080
‐ Okay, good.
[laughs]
1136
00:44:22,080 --> 00:44:23,348
‐ I like everything about you.
1137
00:44:23,348 --> 00:44:26,451
You know, even the things
that you may be...
1138
00:44:26,451 --> 00:44:28,253
ultra‐aware of...
‐ Mm‐hmm.
1139
00:44:28,253 --> 00:44:31,190
‐ Like, I find those things
attractive,
1140
00:44:31,190 --> 00:44:34,159
and I love 'em about you,
you know?
1141
00:44:34,159 --> 00:44:35,594
Like, when I'm around you,
1142
00:44:35,594 --> 00:44:37,362
you don't even have to try
to get my attention.
1143
00:44:37,362 --> 00:44:38,931
Like, you just have it.
1144
00:44:38,931 --> 00:44:40,299
Like, it's just like,
1145
00:44:40,299 --> 00:44:42,000
if you're in the room,
you've got it.
1146
00:44:42,000 --> 00:44:42,534
‐ [laughing]
1147
00:44:42,534 --> 00:44:44,436
‐ And you've never
been the loudest.
1148
00:44:44,436 --> 00:44:46,171
You've never been the first one
to run up.
1149
00:44:46,171 --> 00:44:48,340
Like, you're‐‐you're so subtle,
1150
00:44:48,340 --> 00:44:50,142
and you're just
sure of yourself,
1151
00:44:50,142 --> 00:44:51,343
and I love that about you.
1152
00:44:51,343 --> 00:44:52,711
‐ You know, I‐‐
I wanted to tell you this.
1153
00:44:52,711 --> 00:44:57,516
Like, the butterflies have not
stopped since night one.
1154
00:44:57,516 --> 00:44:59,418
Like, super, super nervous,
obviously,
1155
00:44:59,418 --> 00:45:01,086
getting out of that limo.
1156
00:45:01,086 --> 00:45:03,055
Like, I knew I was in trouble.
1157
00:45:03,055 --> 00:45:04,256
‐ [laughs]
1158
00:45:04,256 --> 00:45:07,526
‐ And although I've gotten
more comfortable with you,
1159
00:45:07,526 --> 00:45:11,196
um, the nerves have not
gone away at all.
1160
00:45:11,196 --> 00:45:14,132
The butterflies‐‐if anything,
they've grown.
1161
00:45:14,132 --> 00:45:16,134
‐ [laughs]
1162
00:45:16,134 --> 00:45:18,570
‐ I really am already, like,
1163
00:45:18,570 --> 00:45:20,539
completely falling in love
with you,
1164
00:45:20,539 --> 00:45:25,310
and I wanna walk out of here
with you,
1165
00:45:25,310 --> 00:45:28,080
and I wanna start my life
with you,
1166
00:45:28,080 --> 00:45:29,248
and I hope that'll happen.
1167
00:45:29,248 --> 00:45:31,116
The‐‐the scary part about it
1168
00:45:31,116 --> 00:45:33,485
is I just don't know
if that's...
1169
00:45:33,485 --> 00:45:36,054
you know,
gonna be the outcome.
1170
00:45:36,054 --> 00:45:37,122
♪ ♪
1171
00:45:37,122 --> 00:45:38,323
‐ Can I share something
with you?
1172
00:45:38,323 --> 00:45:40,058
‐ Mm‐hmm.
1173
00:45:40,058 --> 00:45:41,193
Um...
1174
00:45:41,193 --> 00:45:44,196
[romantic music]
1175
00:45:44,196 --> 00:45:45,197
[sighs]
1176
00:45:45,197 --> 00:45:46,198
‐ [whispers]
I'm scared now.
1177
00:45:46,198 --> 00:45:48,367
‐ So...you're not crazy,
1178
00:45:48,367 --> 00:45:49,401
'cause I feel the same way.
1179
00:45:49,401 --> 00:45:51,203
‐ [quietly]
Okay, good.
1180
00:45:51,203 --> 00:45:55,240
♪ ♪
1181
00:45:55,240 --> 00:45:56,375
Or maybe we're both crazy.
1182
00:45:56,375 --> 00:45:58,377
‐ Maybe we're both crazy.
‐ [laughs]
1183
00:45:58,377 --> 00:46:03,415
♪ ♪
1184
00:46:03,415 --> 00:46:05,284
‐ Anytime we're about
to see Matt‐‐
1185
00:46:05,284 --> 00:46:08,253
I mean, I get excited
just to see him,
1186
00:46:08,253 --> 00:46:10,722
but it's not ideal
to go on a group date.
1187
00:46:10,722 --> 00:46:15,527
‐ I'm actually kind of excited
to just see what happens.
1188
00:46:15,527 --> 00:46:19,531
I know that the group dates
have been fairly tough,
1189
00:46:19,531 --> 00:46:22,567
but I'm hoping to just be able
to, like, embrace that.
1190
00:46:22,567 --> 00:46:26,571
It's weird having gotten
the last one‐on‐one date
1191
00:46:26,571 --> 00:46:29,141
and you make
that really strong connection.
1192
00:46:29,141 --> 00:46:29,841
A few days pass,
1193
00:46:29,841 --> 00:46:31,843
and now someone else is getting
that one‐on‐one date
1194
00:46:31,843 --> 00:46:34,546
and is getting, like,
that attention and that time,
1195
00:46:34,546 --> 00:46:37,115
and so it's, like,
this really, like, weird,
1196
00:46:37,115 --> 00:46:39,451
uncomfortable feeling.
1197
00:46:39,451 --> 00:46:41,353
I kind of have the same worries
as you, Ryan,
1198
00:46:41,353 --> 00:46:44,256
of being able
to hopefully still be able
1199
00:46:44,256 --> 00:46:46,591
to get a good chunk of time
to talk to Matt.
1200
00:46:46,591 --> 00:46:48,293
I don't know how
that's gonna work,
1201
00:46:48,293 --> 00:46:49,728
especially with the numbers.
1202
00:46:49,728 --> 00:46:54,333
I'm not really sure
how things are gonna go as is.
1203
00:46:54,333 --> 00:46:55,434
‐ Yeah.
1204
00:46:55,434 --> 00:46:58,303
‐ So it'll be interesting.
1205
00:46:58,303 --> 00:46:59,438
♪ ♪
1206
00:46:59,438 --> 00:47:03,241
‐ I have really enjoyed
this night with you...
1207
00:47:03,241 --> 00:47:04,242
‐ Mm‐hmm.
1208
00:47:04,242 --> 00:47:07,245
‐ And the entire day.
1209
00:47:07,245 --> 00:47:09,481
♪ ♪
1210
00:47:09,481 --> 00:47:11,183
‐ [quietly]
Okay, good.
1211
00:47:11,183 --> 00:47:13,452
[both laughing]
1212
00:47:13,452 --> 00:47:15,620
♪ ♪
1213
00:47:15,620 --> 00:47:18,957
‐ Rachael, I'm falling in love
with you, too,
1214
00:47:18,957 --> 00:47:20,092
and...
1215
00:47:20,092 --> 00:47:23,328
♪ ♪
1216
00:47:23,328 --> 00:47:24,730
It is scary to say,
1217
00:47:24,730 --> 00:47:27,232
but when I'm with you,
it just feels right,
1218
00:47:27,232 --> 00:47:29,267
you know?
1219
00:47:29,267 --> 00:47:31,236
With that being said,
1220
00:47:31,236 --> 00:47:33,438
Rachael, would you accept
this rose?
1221
00:47:33,438 --> 00:47:35,140
‐ Of course.
1222
00:47:35,140 --> 00:47:37,275
Thank you.
1223
00:47:37,275 --> 00:47:41,613
♪ ♪
1224
00:47:41,613 --> 00:47:43,515
‐ Tonight just confirms
1225
00:47:43,515 --> 00:47:47,152
that I'm‐‐I'm falling
for Rachael.
1226
00:47:47,152 --> 00:47:48,320
Feels really good to say
1227
00:47:48,320 --> 00:47:49,654
that I'm falling in love
with somebody,
1228
00:47:49,654 --> 00:47:51,823
especially when
it's reciprocated.
1229
00:47:51,823 --> 00:47:56,728
I'm laying it all on the line,
and there's no fear anymore.
1230
00:47:56,728 --> 00:48:00,098
Rachael's someone
that I could see,
1231
00:48:00,098 --> 00:48:01,733
at the end of this,
1232
00:48:01,733 --> 00:48:04,202
getting down on one knee
and proposing to.
1233
00:48:04,202 --> 00:48:05,570
[horse neighs]
1234
00:48:05,570 --> 00:48:09,408
‐ Oh, my God.
‐ [laughing]
1235
00:48:09,408 --> 00:48:13,512
‐ I feel so unbelievably
reassured.
1236
00:48:13,512 --> 00:48:15,347
‐ Do you have a hand warmer?
1237
00:48:15,347 --> 00:48:17,182
‐ Yeah.
You.
1238
00:48:17,182 --> 00:48:17,749
♪ ♪
1239
00:48:17,749 --> 00:48:19,584
It's terrifying
'cause I've never
1240
00:48:19,584 --> 00:48:21,520
felt this way
about someone so quickly.
1241
00:48:21,520 --> 00:48:23,455
♪ ♪
1242
00:48:23,455 --> 00:48:26,725
When I look at Matt,
I see the man
1243
00:48:26,725 --> 00:48:30,162
that I've been searching for
and praying for
1244
00:48:30,162 --> 00:48:31,830
and waiting for.
1245
00:48:31,830 --> 00:48:37,369
I can easily see me spending
the rest of my life with Matt.
1246
00:48:37,369 --> 00:48:39,571
♪ ♪
1247
00:48:39,571 --> 00:48:42,374
I've been waiting
my whole life for this guy,
1248
00:48:42,374 --> 00:48:44,309
and he's here.
[laughs]
1249
00:48:44,309 --> 00:48:46,445
♪ ♪
1250
00:48:46,445 --> 00:48:47,446
God!
1251
00:48:47,446 --> 00:48:52,451
♪ ♪
1252
00:48:52,451 --> 00:48:54,386
[dramatic music]
1253
00:48:54,386 --> 00:48:55,620
‐ It sucks to see that.
1254
00:48:55,620 --> 00:48:57,289
That's uncomfortable.
1255
00:48:57,289 --> 00:48:58,557
I'm owed an apology.
1256
00:48:58,557 --> 00:48:59,791
‐ I owe you an apology?
1257
00:48:59,791 --> 00:49:01,393
‐ I feel like
you're deflecting.
1258
00:49:01,393 --> 00:49:02,794
‐ I see three sides of you:
1259
00:49:02,794 --> 00:49:04,796
who you are at the house,
who you are with Matt,
1260
00:49:04,796 --> 00:49:07,299
and who you are
when the cameras are on.
1261
00:49:07,299 --> 00:49:09,334
‐ Y'all wanna see me fight?
1262
00:49:09,334 --> 00:49:10,368
Get your popcorn.
1263
00:49:12,304 --> 00:49:15,340
[mellow music]
1264
00:49:15,340 --> 00:49:16,408
♪ ♪
1265
00:49:16,408 --> 00:49:17,809
‐ I think I know
what we're doing.
1266
00:49:17,809 --> 00:49:21,179
[laughter, chatter]
‐ Oh, Lord, y'all.
1267
00:49:21,179 --> 00:49:22,614
Look!
‐ Oh!
1268
00:49:22,614 --> 00:49:25,450
‐ Oh, my God, he's literally
shoveling stuff.
1269
00:49:25,450 --> 00:49:27,285
‐ This is my first group date,
1270
00:49:27,285 --> 00:49:30,322
and I'm, like, excited.
1271
00:49:30,322 --> 00:49:31,756
I'm ready to go.
1272
00:49:31,756 --> 00:49:34,526
Today, I know
I'm gonna see him
1273
00:49:34,526 --> 00:49:36,628
showing other women affection,
1274
00:49:36,628 --> 00:49:40,599
but I'm also confident
with where Matt and I are,
1275
00:49:40,599 --> 00:49:43,535
and my goal is just
to keep moving forward,
1276
00:49:43,535 --> 00:49:46,404
learning everything
about that man that I can.
1277
00:49:46,404 --> 00:49:48,273
‐ Hey, Matt.
‐ What's going on?
1278
00:49:48,273 --> 00:49:49,608
‐ Hey, ladies.
all: Hi!
1279
00:49:49,608 --> 00:49:51,576
‐ Welcome to the farm.
1280
00:49:51,576 --> 00:49:52,644
‐ Thanks for having us.
‐ Yeah.
1281
00:49:52,644 --> 00:49:53,778
No problem, man.
1282
00:49:53,778 --> 00:49:56,748
‐ Ladies, you all know
I live in New York City,
1283
00:49:56,748 --> 00:49:58,683
but I'm from
Raleigh, North Carolina.
1284
00:49:58,683 --> 00:49:59,784
I'm a country boy at heart,
1285
00:49:59,784 --> 00:50:01,720
and I actually grew up
working on farms.
1286
00:50:01,720 --> 00:50:03,622
Today we're on a proper farm,
1287
00:50:03,622 --> 00:50:07,225
and who better to fill us in
than a proper farmer?
1288
00:50:07,225 --> 00:50:07,759
Farmer Ty.
1289
00:50:07,759 --> 00:50:09,494
‐ How is everyone today?
‐ Great.
1290
00:50:09,494 --> 00:50:10,562
‐ Good.
1291
00:50:10,562 --> 00:50:11,730
Much like a relationship,
1292
00:50:11,730 --> 00:50:14,633
a farm takes patience
and hard work.
1293
00:50:14,633 --> 00:50:16,601
Also, like on a farm,
1294
00:50:16,601 --> 00:50:18,670
you sometimes have to deal
with [bleep]...
1295
00:50:18,670 --> 00:50:20,839
[laughter]
And it's kind of in those times
1296
00:50:20,839 --> 00:50:23,508
where you get to see
your partner
1297
00:50:23,508 --> 00:50:24,676
and who they truly are.
1298
00:50:24,676 --> 00:50:26,444
‐ This is my fourth
group date,
1299
00:50:26,444 --> 00:50:28,747
and let me tell you,
I'm not thrilled.
1300
00:50:28,747 --> 00:50:30,916
I just want one‐on‐one time
with Matt,
1301
00:50:30,916 --> 00:50:32,951
and, like,
there's a lot of girls here,
1302
00:50:32,951 --> 00:50:35,787
so it's like, always fighting
for someone's attention
1303
00:50:35,787 --> 00:50:36,988
does get exhausting.
1304
00:50:36,988 --> 00:50:38,757
‐ We're gonna be doing
a lot of work today.
1305
00:50:38,757 --> 00:50:40,559
So...
all: Okay.
1306
00:50:40,559 --> 00:50:41,693
‐ Are you all ready?
all: Yes!
1307
00:50:41,693 --> 00:50:43,428
‐ All right.
Let's do it.
1308
00:50:43,428 --> 00:50:45,664
‐ Whoo!
‐ [laughs]
1309
00:50:45,664 --> 00:50:47,632
‐ Okay!
1310
00:50:47,632 --> 00:50:49,367
♪ ♪
1311
00:50:49,367 --> 00:50:50,635
‐ Thank you.
1312
00:50:50,635 --> 00:50:53,805
‐ Rachael had a magical,
bougie moment,
1313
00:50:53,805 --> 00:50:57,609
and here I am,
in the mud on a farm.
1314
00:50:57,609 --> 00:50:59,644
‐ Whoa!
Oh!
1315
00:50:59,644 --> 00:51:01,379
‐ But it's fine.
1316
00:51:01,379 --> 00:51:03,582
I'm doing this for Matt!
1317
00:51:03,582 --> 00:51:05,483
You're really
putting us to work.
1318
00:51:05,483 --> 00:51:06,651
‐ Ew, ew, ew.
1319
00:51:06,651 --> 00:51:09,654
‐ This is not my idea
of a‐‐of a fun date.
1320
00:51:09,654 --> 00:51:11,823
Hopefully, I'll get time
to talk to Matt.
1321
00:51:11,823 --> 00:51:13,592
I really like his outfit
today, actually.
1322
00:51:13,592 --> 00:51:14,793
He looks good in green.
[laughs]
1323
00:51:14,793 --> 00:51:16,595
‐ Um, so we're gonna try
to milk Frenchie here.
1324
00:51:16,595 --> 00:51:18,730
Who's up first?
‐ I'll try. I'll try.
1325
00:51:18,730 --> 00:51:20,599
One good thing about these
group dates is, like,
1326
00:51:20,599 --> 00:51:22,400
you can decide
to either sit in the back,
1327
00:51:22,400 --> 00:51:23,668
or you can shine through.
1328
00:51:23,668 --> 00:51:24,736
[goat bleats]
1329
00:51:24,736 --> 00:51:27,772
[bucket rattles]
‐ Ooh.
1330
00:51:27,772 --> 00:51:28,940
‐ [bleep].
Ooh, Frenchie!
1331
00:51:28,940 --> 00:51:30,575
‐ Ah, Frenchie
doesn't like you.
1332
00:51:30,575 --> 00:51:32,544
‐ Aww!
[laughter]
1333
00:51:32,544 --> 00:51:33,712
She doesn't?
‐ No.
1334
00:51:33,712 --> 00:51:35,080
‐ I'm not afraid
that everyone else is here.
1335
00:51:35,080 --> 00:51:37,515
Like, I'm here,
and you're gonna notice me.
1336
00:51:37,515 --> 00:51:38,717
‐ All right, girls.
‐ What's next?
1337
00:51:38,717 --> 00:51:40,485
‐ We're gonna collect some eggs
from the chicken coop.
1338
00:51:40,485 --> 00:51:41,653
[chickens clucking]
1339
00:51:41,653 --> 00:51:43,421
‐ There are no eggs.
1340
00:51:43,421 --> 00:51:43,922
[chicken shrieks]
1341
00:51:43,922 --> 00:51:46,558
‐ Do not‐‐I swear to God.
Do not...
1342
00:51:46,558 --> 00:51:47,626
[chickens clucking]
1343
00:51:47,626 --> 00:51:48,793
I'm, like, sitting here
with a basket.
1344
00:51:48,793 --> 00:51:51,563
Like, help me!
Help!
1345
00:51:51,563 --> 00:51:53,732
‐ MJ is chickening out.
[laughs]
1346
00:51:53,732 --> 00:51:55,667
I mean, it's not scary.
1347
00:51:55,667 --> 00:51:57,669
The chickens
are not gonna hurt you.
1348
00:51:57,669 --> 00:52:01,806
It's just, I do question
if it's...authentic.
1349
00:52:01,806 --> 00:52:03,742
‐ Yo, they're, like,
ready to gang up on me.
1350
00:52:03,742 --> 00:52:05,677
‐ Do you wanna pet Diablo?
‐ No, absolutely not.
1351
00:52:05,677 --> 00:52:06,845
I appreciate you, but, like,
1352
00:52:06,845 --> 00:52:08,780
do not come near me
with that thing.
1353
00:52:08,780 --> 00:52:10,582
‐ He might sit in your basket
for you.
1354
00:52:10,582 --> 00:52:12,517
‐ [squeals]
Get‐‐oh, my God!
1355
00:52:12,517 --> 00:52:13,818
Get me out of here!
Ugh!
1356
00:52:13,818 --> 00:52:15,120
‐ The whole purpose
of these group dates
1357
00:52:15,120 --> 00:52:18,556
is to really try new things
and‐‐and be bold, be brave,
1358
00:52:18,556 --> 00:52:20,558
and MJ's just not really
doing that today.
1359
00:52:20,558 --> 00:52:21,593
‐ How you feeling?
1360
00:52:21,593 --> 00:52:22,927
‐ I'm fine.
1361
00:52:22,927 --> 00:52:24,796
I don't wanna make
a big deal about it.
1362
00:52:24,796 --> 00:52:26,731
‐ But it's also
getting her attention
1363
00:52:26,731 --> 00:52:28,767
'cause Matt's still
supporting her in that,
1364
00:52:28,767 --> 00:52:31,436
so it's working.
1365
00:52:31,436 --> 00:52:32,671
‐ Ready?
1366
00:52:32,671 --> 00:52:33,705
[laughter]
1367
00:52:33,705 --> 00:52:34,739
‐ Ooh!
‐ Oh!
1368
00:52:34,739 --> 00:52:35,807
[women shrieking]
1369
00:52:35,807 --> 00:52:37,409
[laughter]
1370
00:52:37,409 --> 00:52:38,710
‐ Oh!
[laughs]
1371
00:52:38,710 --> 00:52:40,812
‐ Come here.
What the [bleep] [bleep]?
1372
00:52:40,812 --> 00:52:43,815
[laughter]
1373
00:52:43,815 --> 00:52:45,717
♪ ♪
1374
00:52:45,717 --> 00:52:46,751
‐ Oh.
[laughs]
1375
00:52:46,751 --> 00:52:48,620
Do you wanna get
in my interview with me?
1376
00:52:52,691 --> 00:52:54,559
‐ Oh.
1377
00:52:54,559 --> 00:52:56,227
Shoot.
1378
00:52:57,896 --> 00:53:00,498
That's uncomfortable.
1379
00:53:00,498 --> 00:53:01,666
[dramatic music]
1380
00:53:01,666 --> 00:53:03,501
‐ They're gonna start wondering
where you are.
1381
00:53:03,501 --> 00:53:08,807
♪ ♪
1382
00:53:08,807 --> 00:53:10,775
‐ Pieper's making out with him
over there.
1383
00:53:10,775 --> 00:53:12,610
‐ Huh?
‐ Yikes.
1384
00:53:12,610 --> 00:53:13,611
‐ Oh.
‐ Ooh.
1385
00:53:13,611 --> 00:53:14,813
‐ It sucks.
1386
00:53:14,813 --> 00:53:16,948
It sucks to see that.
1387
00:53:16,948 --> 00:53:19,017
You don't ever wanna, like,
see the guy you're dating,
1388
00:53:19,017 --> 00:53:21,886
like, with another girl, ever.
1389
00:53:21,886 --> 00:53:23,888
‐ You're getting me in trouble.
‐ I'm sorry.
1390
00:53:23,888 --> 00:53:26,491
But I like that.
[laughs]
1391
00:53:26,491 --> 00:53:29,728
♪ ♪
1392
00:53:29,728 --> 00:53:31,096
‐ It's definitely setting in
1393
00:53:31,096 --> 00:53:33,898
that we're all dating
the same guy,
1394
00:53:33,898 --> 00:53:36,000
and it's hard to see
the other women
1395
00:53:36,000 --> 00:53:37,769
have that connection with him.
1396
00:53:37,769 --> 00:53:39,437
[dramatic music]
1397
00:53:47,812 --> 00:53:50,548
‐ My feelings for Matt
are incredibly strong.
1398
00:53:50,548 --> 00:53:55,019
[breathes deeply]
1399
00:53:55,019 --> 00:53:57,555
It's hard that I went
on the one‐on‐one date
1400
00:53:57,555 --> 00:53:58,990
right off the bat, and then
1401
00:53:58,990 --> 00:54:02,961
to watch Matt show affection
to other people,
1402
00:54:02,961 --> 00:54:07,432
I feel like I'm putting myself
in a situation
1403
00:54:07,432 --> 00:54:09,501
to feel hurt.
1404
00:54:09,501 --> 00:54:11,402
I just...
1405
00:54:11,402 --> 00:54:13,505
[sniffs]
1406
00:54:13,505 --> 00:54:15,507
I don't want that.
1407
00:54:15,507 --> 00:54:17,342
♪ ♪
1408
00:54:18,810 --> 00:54:21,813
[crickets chirping]
1409
00:54:21,813 --> 00:54:25,083
[soft music]
1410
00:54:25,083 --> 00:54:26,885
‐ Okay, I have, like,
wind burn on my face,
1411
00:54:26,885 --> 00:54:27,986
and I'm, like, so‐‐like, I‐‐
1412
00:54:27,986 --> 00:54:29,821
‐ Wind burn.
‐ So red.
1413
00:54:29,821 --> 00:54:30,989
‐ Today was nuts,
1414
00:54:30,989 --> 00:54:32,924
I mean, not just for me,
but for everyone.
1415
00:54:32,924 --> 00:54:34,926
You know, you could just
definitely see it,
1416
00:54:34,926 --> 00:54:37,929
but the girls
that are struggling the most
1417
00:54:37,929 --> 00:54:40,732
are the ones that, you know,
have been here for a while
1418
00:54:40,732 --> 00:54:42,867
and having built
that connection.
1419
00:54:42,867 --> 00:54:44,068
I think, after tonight,
1420
00:54:44,068 --> 00:54:46,104
it's just gonna get
that much more real,
1421
00:54:46,104 --> 00:54:48,873
and it's gonna hurt
that much more.
1422
00:54:48,873 --> 00:54:49,974
‐ I would've had
a better outfit
1423
00:54:49,974 --> 00:54:52,043
if they said,
"Dress, like, farm."
1424
00:54:52,043 --> 00:54:53,711
‐ Yeah, like, dress like
you're going to the farm.
1425
00:54:53,711 --> 00:54:54,712
One word.
‐ Oh, yeah.
1426
00:54:54,712 --> 00:54:55,914
My boot got covered.
1427
00:54:55,914 --> 00:54:57,048
Covered.
[overlapping chatter]
1428
00:54:57,048 --> 00:54:58,883
We're halfway through
this process,
1429
00:54:58,883 --> 00:55:02,053
and I definitely
kind of cracked a little bit.
1430
00:55:02,053 --> 00:55:03,822
I just feel like my connection
1431
00:55:03,822 --> 00:55:06,224
just isn't as far along
as the other girls,
1432
00:55:06,224 --> 00:55:10,228
so the time that I get,
I need to make it meaningful.
1433
00:55:10,228 --> 00:55:12,964
I don't want to miss, like,
a great opportunity
1434
00:55:12,964 --> 00:55:16,835
to take our relationship
to the next level.
1435
00:55:16,835 --> 00:55:20,805
‐ Um, I had a lot of fun
with you ladies tonight.
1436
00:55:20,805 --> 00:55:22,106
Those group dates, for me,
1437
00:55:22,106 --> 00:55:24,275
it's just time
to spend with you all.
1438
00:55:24,275 --> 00:55:26,945
It's not about who's gonna
be the best farmer.
1439
00:55:26,945 --> 00:55:28,913
It's about...
[laughter]
1440
00:55:28,913 --> 00:55:30,148
It's about quality time
1441
00:55:30,148 --> 00:55:33,017
and just getting to see you all
out of your element.
1442
00:55:33,017 --> 00:55:35,186
I love this group,
and I'm excited about tonight
1443
00:55:35,186 --> 00:55:36,688
and getting to know
you all better,
1444
00:55:36,688 --> 00:55:37,922
so to a good night.
1445
00:55:37,922 --> 00:55:39,991
all: Cheers.
1446
00:55:39,991 --> 00:55:41,893
‐ Cheers.
[glasses clinking]
1447
00:55:41,893 --> 00:55:43,761
‐ I have something for us
outside.
1448
00:55:43,761 --> 00:55:45,697
‐ Okay.
1449
00:55:45,697 --> 00:55:46,931
‐ [grunts]
1450
00:55:46,931 --> 00:55:48,766
‐ It feels really good
to come into the cocktail party
1451
00:55:48,766 --> 00:55:50,101
and have Matt grab me first.
1452
00:55:50,101 --> 00:55:52,036
That's never happened before.
1453
00:55:52,036 --> 00:55:53,605
‐ You look great, by the way.
1454
00:55:53,605 --> 00:55:54,839
‐ Thank you.
1455
00:55:54,839 --> 00:55:55,940
You say that to everybody,
don't you?
1456
00:55:55,940 --> 00:55:57,075
[laughs]
‐ No, you do, though.
1457
00:55:57,075 --> 00:55:59,244
‐ I told Matt
I'm awkward with boys,
1458
00:55:59,244 --> 00:56:01,212
and he knows
that I'm uncomfortable
1459
00:56:01,212 --> 00:56:05,149
at group date settings,
so I'm happy to have this time
1460
00:56:05,149 --> 00:56:07,018
where it's like, okay,
we can actually sit down
1461
00:56:07,018 --> 00:56:08,219
and have a conversation,
1462
00:56:08,219 --> 00:56:10,388
because I am falling for Matt,
1463
00:56:10,388 --> 00:56:13,124
but I don't even know how
he thinks about me,
1464
00:56:13,124 --> 00:56:14,359
and I don't want
to put myself in a position
1465
00:56:14,359 --> 00:56:16,861
where I'm like,
"Oh, yeah, I got it in the bag"
1466
00:56:16,861 --> 00:56:20,198
and then get sent home,
and I'm blindsided.
1467
00:56:20,198 --> 00:56:21,900
‐ We're over five weeks
into this process.
1468
00:56:21,900 --> 00:56:23,067
‐ Yeah.
1469
00:56:23,067 --> 00:56:25,870
‐ So now that you've spent
some time around me
1470
00:56:25,870 --> 00:56:27,105
and you've been here,
1471
00:56:27,105 --> 00:56:29,674
what are your thoughts now?
1472
00:56:29,674 --> 00:56:31,809
‐ I mean, um...
1473
00:56:31,809 --> 00:56:32,944
‐ Yeah.
1474
00:56:32,944 --> 00:56:33,978
‐ I like you,
if that's what you're asking.
1475
00:56:33,978 --> 00:56:35,013
[both laughing]
1476
00:56:35,013 --> 00:56:36,714
‐ No, I do‐‐
I feel the same way.
1477
00:56:36,714 --> 00:56:37,282
‐ Yeah.
1478
00:56:37,282 --> 00:56:39,984
‐ And after our last
conversation, um,
1479
00:56:39,984 --> 00:56:41,286
I was thinking about
what you were saying about,
1480
00:56:41,286 --> 00:56:44,088
like, how you felt like you
were awkward around boys,
1481
00:56:44,088 --> 00:56:46,157
and I‐‐I mean‐‐
‐ I mean, it's true.
1482
00:56:46,157 --> 00:56:47,292
‐ I don't feel that, though.
1483
00:56:47,292 --> 00:56:49,560
Like, I feel‐‐I just feel
comfortable around you,
1484
00:56:49,560 --> 00:56:50,962
you know?
1485
00:56:50,962 --> 00:56:52,897
‐ Same.
‐ [laughs]
1486
00:56:52,897 --> 00:56:54,132
But no, um...
1487
00:56:54,132 --> 00:56:55,967
today, like, when we had
1488
00:56:55,967 --> 00:56:57,168
those, like, little
side conversations,
1489
00:56:57,168 --> 00:57:00,171
I can't get enough time
to just dive in
1490
00:57:00,171 --> 00:57:02,407
to everything about you
and who you are,
1491
00:57:02,407 --> 00:57:05,243
and, um, I don't know
if I tell you this enough,
1492
00:57:05,243 --> 00:57:08,713
but I am very happy
you're here.
1493
00:57:08,713 --> 00:57:11,049
‐ Thanks.
[laughs]
1494
00:57:11,049 --> 00:57:14,052
[romantic music]
1495
00:57:14,052 --> 00:57:20,925
♪ ♪
1496
00:57:20,925 --> 00:57:22,060
‐ How are you feeling today?
1497
00:57:22,060 --> 00:57:23,227
‐ Good, good.
1498
00:57:23,227 --> 00:57:25,830
Anxious.
Anxious to talk to him.
1499
00:57:25,830 --> 00:57:26,864
‐ Yeah.
1500
00:57:26,864 --> 00:57:27,899
‐ I mean, yeah,
1501
00:57:27,899 --> 00:57:29,300
I did get
the First Impression Rose,
1502
00:57:29,300 --> 00:57:32,236
but that was almost
half the process ago,
1503
00:57:32,236 --> 00:57:34,238
and, you know,
a lot has happened since then.
1504
00:57:34,238 --> 00:57:37,075
You know, he's built
really good connections
1505
00:57:37,075 --> 00:57:38,843
with other women in the house.
1506
00:57:38,843 --> 00:57:40,011
‐ Yeah.
1507
00:57:40,011 --> 00:57:41,312
‐ I haven't felt like this
for somebody
1508
00:57:41,312 --> 00:57:43,114
in such a short
amount of time,
1509
00:57:43,114 --> 00:57:44,983
but I want to take it further.
1510
00:57:44,983 --> 00:57:46,250
I really want
to open up to him
1511
00:57:46,250 --> 00:57:48,353
and talk about the things
I want to talk about,
1512
00:57:48,353 --> 00:57:52,023
but it's scary to open the door
to being vulnerable
1513
00:57:52,023 --> 00:57:53,758
and possibly rejected.
1514
00:57:53,758 --> 00:57:56,260
♪ ♪
1515
00:57:56,260 --> 00:57:58,096
‐ What'd you think about today?
1516
00:57:58,096 --> 00:58:00,131
‐ Um, my grandparents
actually had a farm.
1517
00:58:00,131 --> 00:58:01,899
I've never been on it,
but I was like, "Okay."
1518
00:58:01,899 --> 00:58:04,035
‐ Really?
‐ I can finally understand,
1519
00:58:04,035 --> 00:58:05,703
like, what my grandparents
are going through.
1520
00:58:05,703 --> 00:58:06,304
‐ Mm‐hmm.
1521
00:58:06,304 --> 00:58:09,374
‐ But, honestly,
I was kind of defeated,
1522
00:58:09,374 --> 00:58:11,309
and I know, like,
we joke around a lot,
1523
00:58:11,309 --> 00:58:13,945
like, obviously, like, about
the group dates and stuff,
1524
00:58:13,945 --> 00:58:16,180
but...
1525
00:58:16,180 --> 00:58:17,849
‐ What's wrong?
1526
00:58:17,849 --> 00:58:19,117
‐ I mean, nothing's wrong.
1527
00:58:19,117 --> 00:58:20,218
I think there's just
something about you.
1528
00:58:20,218 --> 00:58:23,154
Like, I'm super excited.
1529
00:58:23,154 --> 00:58:25,156
Um, I don't know.
1530
00:58:25,156 --> 00:58:27,091
I literally get, like,
the biggest smile on my face
1531
00:58:27,091 --> 00:58:28,259
when I'm around you,
1532
00:58:28,259 --> 00:58:31,996
but I also wanna be as open
with you, obviously,
1533
00:58:31,996 --> 00:58:35,166
through this process,
and I guess
1534
00:58:35,166 --> 00:58:41,039
my biggest fear has become
that I'm gonna disappoint you.
1535
00:58:41,039 --> 00:58:42,273
You want a wife,
1536
00:58:42,273 --> 00:58:43,374
and you want a family,
1537
00:58:43,374 --> 00:58:45,910
and you know
I want those things, too,
1538
00:58:45,910 --> 00:58:48,813
but, you know, if I were
1539
00:58:48,813 --> 00:58:52,083
to have a family,
1540
00:58:52,083 --> 00:58:54,385
um,
1541
00:58:54,385 --> 00:58:58,990
there is a really strong
possibility, you know, that...
1542
00:58:58,990 --> 00:59:01,225
my kids would be deaf.
1543
00:59:01,225 --> 00:59:03,961
My birth dad did walk out
1544
00:59:03,961 --> 00:59:07,298
on my mom and my sister
1545
00:59:07,298 --> 00:59:10,134
right after we got
our cochlear implants.
1546
00:59:10,134 --> 00:59:12,136
In no way do I, you know,
1547
00:59:12,136 --> 00:59:15,306
view my hearing loss
as baggage,
1548
00:59:15,306 --> 00:59:19,043
but when you have, you know,
1549
00:59:19,043 --> 00:59:20,178
what should've been
1550
00:59:20,178 --> 00:59:23,047
one of the most important
people in your life...
1551
00:59:23,047 --> 00:59:26,317
[gentle music]
1552
00:59:26,317 --> 00:59:29,153
You know, walk out,
it's hard not to feel like,
1553
00:59:29,153 --> 00:59:32,190
you know, if I fully
open up myself to somebody,
1554
00:59:32,190 --> 00:59:34,725
are they gonna do
the same thing?
1555
00:59:34,725 --> 00:59:36,160
♪ ♪
1556
00:59:36,160 --> 00:59:39,163
‐ Can I tell you something?
1557
00:59:39,163 --> 00:59:42,366
‐ I can't imagine
what that's been like for you,
1558
00:59:42,366 --> 00:59:46,871
but I can relate
to not having a dad growing up
1559
00:59:46,871 --> 00:59:48,106
and having a single mom
1560
00:59:48,106 --> 00:59:51,375
who raised me
and my older brother,
1561
00:59:51,375 --> 00:59:54,912
but it's not something
that, like, I'm ashamed of,
1562
00:59:54,912 --> 00:59:58,082
because...
1563
00:59:58,082 --> 01:00:00,151
it's made me who I am,
and the things
1564
01:00:00,151 --> 01:00:03,154
that you're seeing
as a barrier and a roadblock,
1565
01:00:03,154 --> 01:00:04,288
those are things
that I look at you
1566
01:00:04,288 --> 01:00:08,226
and I admire about you
and are encouraging to me
1567
01:00:08,226 --> 01:00:11,262
about what a future with you
would look like,
1568
01:00:11,262 --> 01:00:13,865
and that's how I feel with you.
1569
01:00:13,865 --> 01:00:15,133
‐ Yeah.
1570
01:00:15,133 --> 01:00:17,869
Okay.
I feel a lot better.
1571
01:00:17,869 --> 01:00:20,304
[romantic music]
1572
01:00:20,304 --> 01:00:23,007
‐ It was extremely courageous
of Abigail tonight
1573
01:00:23,007 --> 01:00:24,142
to share that with me.
1574
01:00:24,142 --> 01:00:25,576
She was extremely
vulnerable with me,
1575
01:00:25,576 --> 01:00:28,279
and she opened up about things
that keep her up at night
1576
01:00:28,279 --> 01:00:30,148
and some of the things
she worries about
1577
01:00:30,148 --> 01:00:32,049
and ultimately things
she would want to share
1578
01:00:32,049 --> 01:00:34,452
with her husband.
1579
01:00:34,452 --> 01:00:36,120
I'm looking for someone
who's gonna push me,
1580
01:00:36,120 --> 01:00:38,356
challenge me,
and make me a better person,
1581
01:00:38,356 --> 01:00:41,993
and I think Abigail does that.
1582
01:00:41,993 --> 01:00:43,261
♪ ♪
1583
01:00:43,261 --> 01:00:44,395
‐ Okay, so how was your‐‐
1584
01:00:44,395 --> 01:00:46,230
how was your first group date,
Michelle?
1585
01:00:46,230 --> 01:00:49,233
‐ The activity‐‐
the activity was good.
1586
01:00:49,233 --> 01:00:51,469
Emotionally, it's, like,
a whole different story
1587
01:00:51,469 --> 01:00:55,139
that I kind of knew I was gonna
have to get used to.
1588
01:00:55,139 --> 01:00:57,141
So I'm currently
trying to get used to it.
1589
01:00:57,141 --> 01:00:59,210
[laughter]
1590
01:00:59,210 --> 01:01:01,179
The first experience
I had with Matt
1591
01:01:01,179 --> 01:01:02,313
was on a one‐on‐one.
1592
01:01:02,313 --> 01:01:04,248
We had an amazing date,
1593
01:01:04,248 --> 01:01:06,384
and every single part
of that date,
1594
01:01:06,384 --> 01:01:10,087
I felt like Matt and I
were really connected,
1595
01:01:10,087 --> 01:01:13,391
and so today‐‐
today was difficult,
1596
01:01:13,391 --> 01:01:15,526
and I don't know
where Matt's head's at,
1597
01:01:15,526 --> 01:01:19,597
so watching somebody
that you're falling for
1598
01:01:19,597 --> 01:01:23,201
interact with other women
kind of smacked me in the face.
1599
01:01:23,201 --> 01:01:25,436
How are you doing?
‐ I'm good.
1600
01:01:25,436 --> 01:01:28,472
I didn't know how you felt
at the brunt of that last week.
1601
01:01:28,472 --> 01:01:30,308
Was it different today, or...
1602
01:01:30,308 --> 01:01:33,010
[uneasy music]
1603
01:01:33,010 --> 01:01:34,145
‐ [sighing]
Ooh.
1604
01:01:34,145 --> 01:01:36,447
The activity was great,
1605
01:01:36,447 --> 01:01:38,182
'cause I love
getting my hands dirty.
1606
01:01:38,182 --> 01:01:39,383
‐ [laughs]
1607
01:01:39,383 --> 01:01:43,087
‐ Emotionally, if I'm being
completely honest...
1608
01:01:43,087 --> 01:01:44,422
[exhales sharply]
1609
01:01:44,422 --> 01:01:46,157
It's gonna take some practice.
1610
01:01:46,157 --> 01:01:47,391
‐ Yeah.
1611
01:01:47,391 --> 01:01:49,327
‐ I was like, "Oh, my gosh,
1612
01:01:49,327 --> 01:01:51,229
I don't know
if my heart can take it."
1613
01:01:51,229 --> 01:01:55,333
‐ No, I know,
but I feel what you're feeling.
1614
01:01:55,333 --> 01:01:56,434
♪ ♪
1615
01:01:56,434 --> 01:01:57,668
‐ [quietly]
Okay.
1616
01:01:57,668 --> 01:02:01,339
‐ And to say that, like,
I just met you feels weird.
1617
01:02:01,339 --> 01:02:03,207
‐ I know.
I keep thinking, like,
1618
01:02:03,207 --> 01:02:05,343
"Did that really‐‐
did that actually happen?
1619
01:02:05,343 --> 01:02:06,611
Maybe I misjudged
the connection,"
1620
01:02:06,611 --> 01:02:09,413
or maybe I'm just‐‐
but I'm like, "I don't know."
1621
01:02:09,413 --> 01:02:11,115
‐ I don't think you did.
1622
01:02:11,115 --> 01:02:13,084
‐ I don't think I did either.
1623
01:02:13,084 --> 01:02:16,087
[romantic music]
1624
01:02:16,087 --> 01:02:23,094
♪ ♪
1625
01:02:31,035 --> 01:02:33,237
[crickets chirping]
1626
01:02:33,237 --> 01:02:36,274
[soft music]
1627
01:02:36,274 --> 01:02:39,343
‐ So far, tonight
has been incredible.
1628
01:02:39,343 --> 01:02:40,611
The more time I'm spending
with these ladies,
1629
01:02:40,611 --> 01:02:42,546
the stronger my connections
are growing,
1630
01:02:42,546 --> 01:02:44,315
and that's what I want,
1631
01:02:44,315 --> 01:02:45,616
but one of my goals
1632
01:02:45,616 --> 01:02:48,452
was for this to be a safe
space for these women,
1633
01:02:48,452 --> 01:02:52,223
and last week, I saw that
safe space being threatened.
1634
01:02:52,223 --> 01:02:53,591
And I addressed it,
1635
01:02:53,591 --> 01:02:55,259
but there's still
one more person
1636
01:02:55,259 --> 01:02:56,494
I want to talk to tonight
1637
01:02:56,494 --> 01:02:58,763
regarding the way that people
were treated in the house.
1638
01:02:58,763 --> 01:03:01,632
She may have been part of it.
I don't know.
1639
01:03:01,632 --> 01:03:03,668
Like, I just need
to get to the bottom of it.
1640
01:03:03,668 --> 01:03:05,569
[clears throat]
I like this all black.
1641
01:03:05,569 --> 01:03:08,339
‐ Thank you.
I appreciate it.
1642
01:03:08,339 --> 01:03:10,441
How are you?
‐ Good.
1643
01:03:10,441 --> 01:03:12,310
I had a‐‐I had a great day
with y'all.
1644
01:03:12,310 --> 01:03:14,245
Last week's in the past.
1645
01:03:14,245 --> 01:03:15,246
I felt like everyone was‐‐
1646
01:03:15,246 --> 01:03:16,380
was being cool with each other,
1647
01:03:16,380 --> 01:03:18,349
and I hope that's how it is
at the house.
1648
01:03:18,349 --> 01:03:19,583
Um...
‐ It really is.
1649
01:03:19,583 --> 01:03:21,385
Like, I hope you know that.
Like, I was shocked.
1650
01:03:21,385 --> 01:03:23,354
I was like,
"I think everything's, like..."
1651
01:03:23,354 --> 01:03:25,656
‐ Yeah, no, I guess,
to that point, uh,
1652
01:03:25,656 --> 01:03:27,525
like, when I had heard,
unfortunately,
1653
01:03:27,525 --> 01:03:28,826
like, everything
that was going on with Brittany
1654
01:03:28,826 --> 01:03:31,162
and I'm just talking to a bunch
of women in the house...
1655
01:03:31,162 --> 01:03:32,430
‐ Mm‐hmm.
‐ And, um,
1656
01:03:32,430 --> 01:03:34,799
your name came up, actually.
1657
01:03:35,266 --> 01:03:36,600
‐ How so?
1658
01:03:36,600 --> 01:03:39,236
‐ Just, like,
someone who was, like‐‐
1659
01:03:39,236 --> 01:03:40,404
like, an antagonist.
1660
01:03:40,404 --> 01:03:42,406
You were making them
feel like outsiders,
1661
01:03:42,406 --> 01:03:45,443
and just, like, I was thrown,
so it's like...
1662
01:03:45,443 --> 01:03:47,445
‐ No, for real‐‐like, that‐‐
like, it‐‐that hurts,
1663
01:03:47,445 --> 01:03:50,214
because, like,
at the end of the day, like,
1664
01:03:50,214 --> 01:03:51,549
I lead by example.
1665
01:03:51,549 --> 01:03:52,683
If I see something,
1666
01:03:52,683 --> 01:03:54,285
I'm gonna make peace
and harmony.
1667
01:03:54,285 --> 01:03:56,354
‐ Yeah, I know.
I know, MJ.
1668
01:03:56,354 --> 01:03:57,488
It's‐‐I know.
I know.
1669
01:03:57,488 --> 01:03:58,689
‐ It's okay.
‐ I feel that.
1670
01:03:58,689 --> 01:04:00,558
It's just, when I hear
someone say that, like,
1671
01:04:00,558 --> 01:04:02,660
you're causing a divide,
it's frustrating,
1672
01:04:02,660 --> 01:04:04,395
but I need to tell you
that stuff so that it's‐‐
1673
01:04:04,395 --> 01:04:06,230
I'm not, like,
just carrying it around.
1674
01:04:06,230 --> 01:04:09,266
‐ Yeah, no,
but you can trust me.
1675
01:04:09,266 --> 01:04:12,203
♪ ♪
1676
01:04:12,203 --> 01:04:13,270
‐ [whispers loudly]
Hey.
1677
01:04:13,270 --> 01:04:15,439
Is it cool if I steal you
for a minute?
1678
01:04:15,439 --> 01:04:16,507
I'm sorry.
1679
01:04:16,507 --> 01:04:19,677
‐ One second‐‐
unless you're done.
1680
01:04:19,677 --> 01:04:22,446
‐ Let's‐‐I'll talk to you
more about it.
1681
01:04:22,446 --> 01:04:24,548
It's all good.
‐ Okay.
1682
01:04:24,548 --> 01:04:26,450
That sucks that someone
said that to him.
1683
01:04:26,450 --> 01:04:28,552
Like...
1684
01:04:28,552 --> 01:04:30,888
clearly,
someone's threatened by me.
1685
01:04:30,888 --> 01:04:35,059
Like, for someone to say that,
that's, like, a big deal.
1686
01:04:35,059 --> 01:04:36,227
♪ ♪
1687
01:04:36,227 --> 01:04:37,762
It's so frustrating.
1688
01:04:37,762 --> 01:04:39,563
You should be confident enough
in yourself
1689
01:04:39,563 --> 01:04:42,433
that you don't need to talk
about other girls with him.
1690
01:04:42,433 --> 01:04:44,368
I think I deserve an apology
1691
01:04:44,368 --> 01:04:46,570
for even, like,
saying that about me to Matt.
1692
01:04:46,570 --> 01:04:49,340
Like, that's just, like,
not fair.
1693
01:04:49,340 --> 01:04:52,176
♪ ♪
1694
01:04:52,176 --> 01:04:54,578
So, ladies, um...
1695
01:04:54,578 --> 01:04:55,880
not everyone's here,
but there's something
1696
01:04:55,880 --> 01:04:59,417
that, like, you know,
I got out of my time with Matt
1697
01:04:59,417 --> 01:05:02,420
and he said to me,
and I don't like it.
1698
01:05:02,420 --> 01:05:05,790
Um, my character
was put in question tonight.
1699
01:05:05,790 --> 01:05:09,660
Um, I was called
an antagonist in the house,
1700
01:05:09,660 --> 01:05:12,797
which is a really strong
accusation.
1701
01:05:12,797 --> 01:05:15,633
Anyone here would ever like
to talk to me,
1702
01:05:15,633 --> 01:05:16,700
and if we want to get this
out of the way,
1703
01:05:16,700 --> 01:05:17,835
because this does not need
to fester,
1704
01:05:17,835 --> 01:05:19,703
especially when my character's
put in question,
1705
01:05:19,703 --> 01:05:21,806
'cause I think I lead
by example.
1706
01:05:21,806 --> 01:05:25,376
So the floor's open
for a conversation.
1707
01:05:27,378 --> 01:05:28,813
‐ Well, Matt approached me
and asked
1708
01:05:28,813 --> 01:05:30,614
what was the culture like
in the house.
1709
01:05:30,614 --> 01:05:32,550
‐ Mm‐hmm.
‐ And I told him, you know,
1710
01:05:32,550 --> 01:05:34,585
yeah, like,
there has been terms used
1711
01:05:34,585 --> 01:05:38,155
like "varsity," "JV,"
and I did mention your name.
1712
01:05:38,155 --> 01:05:41,659
[dramatic music]
1713
01:05:41,659 --> 01:05:43,794
‐ What is‐‐what is, even,
the varsity and the JV thing?
1714
01:05:43,794 --> 01:05:45,596
‐ It was just, like, a joke.
You know what I mean?
1715
01:05:45,596 --> 01:05:47,598
Like, nothing against anyone.
1716
01:05:47,598 --> 01:05:50,401
Like, new versus old.
Whatever.
1717
01:05:50,401 --> 01:05:51,802
But, like, don't question
someone's character.
1718
01:05:51,802 --> 01:05:53,471
Like, that's hard.
‐ I think a character's
1719
01:05:53,471 --> 01:05:55,539
based on behavior and actions
as well.
1720
01:05:55,539 --> 01:05:57,441
‐ Right, and I think my actions
speak for themself.
1721
01:05:57,441 --> 01:05:59,410
‐ You just talked with Matt,
right?
1722
01:05:59,410 --> 01:06:00,478
‐ Yeah.
1723
01:06:00,478 --> 01:06:02,580
‐ Did you admit to it,
or did you‐‐
1724
01:06:02,580 --> 01:06:03,781
‐ I haven't been involved
in anything,
1725
01:06:03,781 --> 01:06:05,716
and I don't need to constantly
explain to you
1726
01:06:05,716 --> 01:06:06,784
my relationship with him
and why I'm here.
1727
01:06:06,784 --> 01:06:07,818
‐ I didn't ask
for constant explanation.
1728
01:06:07,818 --> 01:06:09,320
‐ I'm asking you
to keep my name
1729
01:06:09,320 --> 01:06:10,321
out of your mouth, Jessenia.
1730
01:06:10,321 --> 01:06:11,555
I know that I'm honest.
1731
01:06:11,555 --> 01:06:13,491
I‐‐I lead by example.
1732
01:06:13,491 --> 01:06:15,593
‐ It's the "lead by example"
comment
1733
01:06:15,593 --> 01:06:16,894
that really rubs me
the wrong way...
1734
01:06:16,894 --> 01:06:19,597
‐ But I've tried
to stick up for other people.
1735
01:06:19,597 --> 01:06:21,665
‐ Because you were the one‐‐
you made it uncomfortable
1736
01:06:21,665 --> 01:06:23,701
for these girls;
that's what you did.
1737
01:06:23,701 --> 01:06:25,769
‐ Jessenia said my name
to Matt,
1738
01:06:25,769 --> 01:06:29,440
that I was clearly a problem
in the house.
1739
01:06:29,440 --> 01:06:31,275
That is not okay.
1740
01:06:31,275 --> 01:06:32,543
Listen.
1741
01:06:32,543 --> 01:06:35,579
I think I'm owed an apology,
because right now‐‐
1742
01:06:35,579 --> 01:06:36,814
‐ I‐‐I owe you an apology?
1743
01:06:36,814 --> 01:06:38,949
‐ The word "antagonist"
was used in the house.
1744
01:06:38,949 --> 01:06:42,019
‐ So you are not going
to own up to it to Matt?
1745
01:06:42,019 --> 01:06:44,488
‐ I feel like I'm the person
being attacked right now,
1746
01:06:44,488 --> 01:06:45,556
and I don't feel like
it's fair.
1747
01:06:45,556 --> 01:06:46,590
‐ I feel like you're deflecting
right now.
1748
01:06:46,590 --> 01:06:47,725
‐ Yeah.
‐ If I'm being honest.
1749
01:06:47,725 --> 01:06:49,627
The fact that you're, like,
attacking her
1750
01:06:49,627 --> 01:06:50,728
and she's asking
over and over again,
1751
01:06:50,728 --> 01:06:53,297
"Are you gonna let Matt
know your faults,"
1752
01:06:53,297 --> 01:06:54,565
like we all have done,
1753
01:06:54,565 --> 01:06:55,633
and it doesn't sound like
you're going to.
1754
01:06:55,633 --> 01:06:57,635
‐ Honestly, I do feel like
1755
01:06:57,635 --> 01:07:00,971
there is a little bit
of attacking going on.
1756
01:07:00,971 --> 01:07:02,840
There's a little bit, and I'm
not deflecting anything.
1757
01:07:02,840 --> 01:07:05,509
‐ I thought that our
conversation was done.
1758
01:07:05,509 --> 01:07:06,677
♪ ♪
1759
01:07:06,677 --> 01:07:10,714
‐ This is some childish [bleep]
that's going on.
1760
01:07:10,714 --> 01:07:13,584
I'm just not gonna put up
with this kind of behavior.
1761
01:07:13,584 --> 01:07:15,653
♪ ♪
1762
01:07:15,653 --> 01:07:19,456
‐ You've never had
this much time with him,
1763
01:07:19,456 --> 01:07:21,392
which puts more pressure on it
in itself.
1764
01:07:21,392 --> 01:07:22,526
‐ Yeah.
1765
01:07:22,526 --> 01:07:24,895
I'm so ready to, like,
take this next step...
1766
01:07:24,895 --> 01:07:26,564
‐ Yeah, big step.
‐ In our relationship.
1767
01:07:26,564 --> 01:07:27,865
And...
[loud knocking]
1768
01:07:27,865 --> 01:07:30,367
I'm just really hyped.
‐ Mm.
1769
01:07:30,367 --> 01:07:32,536
Oh, my gosh.
1770
01:07:32,536 --> 01:07:33,671
‐ I just have no words.
1771
01:07:33,671 --> 01:07:36,507
I'm so excited
for my one‐on‐one.
1772
01:07:36,507 --> 01:07:39,310
I can't wait to find out
what we're doing.
1773
01:07:39,310 --> 01:07:40,711
[soft music]
1774
01:07:40,711 --> 01:07:44,615
‐ "Kit, dinner at my place?
Matt."
1775
01:07:44,615 --> 01:07:46,383
‐ Oh, my gosh.
1776
01:07:46,383 --> 01:07:48,519
[laughs]
‐ That's so cute.
1777
01:07:48,519 --> 01:07:49,987
♪ ♪
1778
01:07:49,987 --> 01:07:51,722
Do you think, like,
there's any twist to it,
1779
01:07:51,722 --> 01:07:52,723
or do you think, like,
you're literally
1780
01:07:52,723 --> 01:07:53,791
just going to his place?
1781
01:07:53,791 --> 01:07:56,427
‐ It might have something to do
1782
01:07:56,427 --> 01:07:57,595
with, like, cooking.
1783
01:07:57,595 --> 01:07:58,796
‐ Do you like to cook?
1784
01:07:58,796 --> 01:08:02,499
‐ I, like, almost want to cry.
‐ Oh, my gosh, Kit!
1785
01:08:02,499 --> 01:08:03,567
‐ [breathing shakily]
1786
01:08:03,567 --> 01:08:05,703
Oh, my God.
I'm so ridiculous.
1787
01:08:05,703 --> 01:08:08,706
My happy place is, like,
1788
01:08:08,706 --> 01:08:10,808
in the kitchen with my mom,
1789
01:08:10,808 --> 01:08:13,043
and I've told him that, so...
1790
01:08:13,043 --> 01:08:15,779
if he were to do
something like that for me,
1791
01:08:15,779 --> 01:08:18,682
it would just, like‐‐
oh, my God.
1792
01:08:18,682 --> 01:08:20,918
It would make me so happy.
1793
01:08:20,918 --> 01:08:24,955
I brought up to Matt
how much cooking means to me,
1794
01:08:24,955 --> 01:08:27,992
so if that's part of our date
tomorrow,
1795
01:08:27,992 --> 01:08:30,628
it just shows
that he's listening,
1796
01:08:30,628 --> 01:08:33,297
and I don't know how
I'm gonna sleep tonight.
1797
01:08:33,297 --> 01:08:34,632
♪ ♪
1798
01:08:34,632 --> 01:08:36,500
‐ I think the night's
almost over, guys.
1799
01:08:36,500 --> 01:08:37,868
‐ That was a great night.
‐ Yeah.
1800
01:08:37,868 --> 01:08:40,571
‐ I feel good.
‐ You look happy.
1801
01:08:40,571 --> 01:08:42,640
‐ [laughs]
‐ Did you have a good time?
1802
01:08:42,640 --> 01:08:43,774
‐ Yeah.
I'm trying to make a prediction
1803
01:08:43,774 --> 01:08:45,743
for who I think
is gonna get the rose.
1804
01:08:45,743 --> 01:08:46,877
‐ [laughs]
1805
01:08:46,877 --> 01:08:48,145
‐ I had a great day today.
1806
01:08:48,145 --> 01:08:51,749
I feel really good about
my conversation with Matt.
1807
01:08:51,749 --> 01:08:53,751
Like, we have a connection,
1808
01:08:53,751 --> 01:08:56,086
but it definitely
crosses my mind
1809
01:08:56,086 --> 01:08:58,822
that a lot of the women here
are feeling the same way
1810
01:08:58,822 --> 01:09:00,824
about their connection
with him.
1811
01:09:00,824 --> 01:09:02,826
So if I do get a rose tonight,
1812
01:09:02,826 --> 01:09:06,597
it will mean that my feelings
are validated.
1813
01:09:06,597 --> 01:09:07,765
‐ I had a great time today.
1814
01:09:07,765 --> 01:09:10,534
I had a great time tonight.
1815
01:09:11,035 --> 01:09:14,772
My conversations with everybody
is driving my relationships
1816
01:09:14,772 --> 01:09:17,841
in the direction
that I want them to go,
1817
01:09:17,841 --> 01:09:20,611
but there is only one rose,
1818
01:09:20,611 --> 01:09:22,780
and it's gonna go to someone
1819
01:09:22,780 --> 01:09:25,516
who was extremely vulnerable
with me tonight.
1820
01:09:28,485 --> 01:09:30,921
Abigail.
1821
01:09:30,921 --> 01:09:33,357
Will you accept this rose?
1822
01:09:33,357 --> 01:09:35,225
‐ I will.
1823
01:09:35,759 --> 01:09:39,163
[tense music]
1824
01:09:39,163 --> 01:09:41,031
‐ I was really confident
in my relationship with Matt,
1825
01:09:41,031 --> 01:09:42,766
and then Jessenia
threw my name out there
1826
01:09:42,766 --> 01:09:44,868
to, like, get me to look bad
in Matt's eyes,
1827
01:09:44,868 --> 01:09:46,737
and that's not fair.
1828
01:09:46,737 --> 01:09:49,673
I'm focused on his and I's
relationship,
1829
01:09:49,673 --> 01:09:51,008
and then to have someone
1830
01:09:51,008 --> 01:09:52,810
try to throw a wrench
into it‐‐
1831
01:09:52,810 --> 01:09:55,079
I don't know, that is just,
like, petty girl [bleep].
1832
01:09:55,079 --> 01:09:58,115
‐ It's extremely late,
and I'ma head out,
1833
01:09:58,115 --> 01:10:02,486
but I'll see you all
at the cocktail party.
1834
01:10:02,486 --> 01:10:04,021
[dramatic music]
1835
01:10:04,021 --> 01:10:05,823
‐ End of the day,
I'm here for him.
1836
01:10:05,823 --> 01:10:07,791
I'm not here for these girls.
1837
01:10:07,791 --> 01:10:09,860
But, like, my character's
important to me,
1838
01:10:09,860 --> 01:10:15,632
so I'm going to clear that up
real quick.
1839
01:10:15,632 --> 01:10:19,236
♪ ♪
1840
01:10:20,637 --> 01:10:23,674
[soft music]
1841
01:10:23,674 --> 01:10:28,779
♪ ♪
1842
01:10:28,779 --> 01:10:30,781
‐ There's still things
bothering me
1843
01:10:30,781 --> 01:10:32,649
in the back of my mind
with what I'm hearing
1844
01:10:32,649 --> 01:10:34,051
is going on at the house,
1845
01:10:34,051 --> 01:10:35,285
but tonight is Kit's night,
1846
01:10:35,285 --> 01:10:39,189
and I'm focused on how well
we're‐‐we're meshing tonight,
1847
01:10:39,189 --> 01:10:41,959
and I'm not gonna let anything
throw me off.
1848
01:10:41,959 --> 01:10:43,761
Kit's someone
who caught my eye
1849
01:10:43,761 --> 01:10:44,928
from the jump, you know.
1850
01:10:44,928 --> 01:10:46,930
There's a instant connection
there.
1851
01:10:46,930 --> 01:10:48,132
Anytime I'm around Kit,
1852
01:10:48,132 --> 01:10:50,134
I'm trying to make sure
that I'm dressed to impress,
1853
01:10:50,134 --> 01:10:52,803
because I know that Kit
is just a little fashionista,
1854
01:10:52,803 --> 01:10:54,104
so I gotta make sure
I'm on my game.
1855
01:10:54,104 --> 01:10:56,006
So I've been cleaning
the house all day.
1856
01:10:56,006 --> 01:10:57,674
I'm making sure everything's
in order
1857
01:10:57,674 --> 01:10:59,743
because I wanna visualize
1858
01:10:59,743 --> 01:11:00,911
a life with Kit
outside of this,
1859
01:11:00,911 --> 01:11:02,913
and for that to happen,
it's gotta start tonight.
1860
01:11:02,913 --> 01:11:05,916
[thunder rumbling softly]
1861
01:11:05,916 --> 01:11:08,919
[romantic music]
1862
01:11:08,919 --> 01:11:10,721
[knocking]
1863
01:11:10,721 --> 01:11:13,690
♪ ♪
1864
01:11:13,690 --> 01:11:15,692
‐ [laughs]
‐ Hello.
1865
01:11:15,692 --> 01:11:17,795
‐ Hi.
‐ You look great.
1866
01:11:17,795 --> 01:11:19,663
‐ Thanks for having me.
1867
01:11:19,663 --> 01:11:20,864
‐ Welcome to mi casa.
1868
01:11:20,864 --> 01:11:22,766
‐ I love it.
Wow.
1869
01:11:22,766 --> 01:11:23,967
[upbeat music]
1870
01:11:23,967 --> 01:11:25,536
‐ It's how I'm living.
1871
01:11:25,536 --> 01:11:27,004
‐ Damn.
1872
01:11:27,004 --> 01:11:28,906
Smells good already.
1873
01:11:28,906 --> 01:11:31,608
I'm gonna need to visit
more often.
1874
01:11:31,608 --> 01:11:32,810
‐ Okay.
‐ Okay.
1875
01:11:32,810 --> 01:11:34,645
‐ This is‐‐this is the kitchen.
1876
01:11:34,645 --> 01:11:35,813
‐ Oh, my gosh.
1877
01:11:35,813 --> 01:11:36,880
‐ This may be weird,
1878
01:11:36,880 --> 01:11:39,049
but typically,
when I go to restaurants,
1879
01:11:39,049 --> 01:11:41,819
I'll order my dessert first.
1880
01:11:41,819 --> 01:11:42,986
‐ Who cares about dinner?
1881
01:11:42,986 --> 01:11:44,788
All I care about is cookies.
1882
01:11:44,788 --> 01:11:45,823
‐ Just bring your element.
‐ Okay.
1883
01:11:45,823 --> 01:11:46,824
You can be the sous chef.
1884
01:11:46,824 --> 01:11:48,759
I'm the main chef.
‐ Yes.
1885
01:11:48,759 --> 01:11:51,028
‐ My mom
is a fashion designer,
1886
01:11:51,028 --> 01:11:53,063
and I grew up
in the spotlight.
1887
01:11:53,063 --> 01:11:56,834
A lot of my life
is, like, gold Bentleys
1888
01:11:56,834 --> 01:11:59,803
and red carpets
and fashion events,
1889
01:11:59,803 --> 01:12:01,371
so being in the public eye,
1890
01:12:01,371 --> 01:12:05,976
like, I've had to try
and maintain a certain image,
1891
01:12:05,976 --> 01:12:10,814
and I've built up so many
walls over the years...
1892
01:12:10,814 --> 01:12:11,949
‐ This chocolate.
1893
01:12:11,949 --> 01:12:13,750
‐ The secret ingredient
to chocolate chip cookies
1894
01:12:13,750 --> 01:12:14,852
is chocolate.
1895
01:12:14,852 --> 01:12:17,154
And my partner
needs to be somebody
1896
01:12:17,154 --> 01:12:21,692
who's able to, like, help me
through falling in love,
1897
01:12:21,692 --> 01:12:24,862
because it's not easy for me.
1898
01:12:24,862 --> 01:12:26,964
[mixer whirring]
Look at me.
1899
01:12:26,964 --> 01:12:28,065
‐ Looks good.
1900
01:12:28,065 --> 01:12:32,002
‐ I have felt
very seen by Matt,
1901
01:12:32,002 --> 01:12:37,007
so I really want
to build the house
1902
01:12:37,007 --> 01:12:40,544
on the foundation that I've
started in the past few weeks.
1903
01:12:40,544 --> 01:12:42,379
♪ ♪
1904
01:12:42,379 --> 01:12:45,015
‐ What's it typically like
in the kitchen for y'all?
1905
01:12:45,015 --> 01:12:47,150
‐ Not like this.
[laughs]
1906
01:12:47,150 --> 01:12:49,019
‐ Like, I completely
am lost in the moment.
1907
01:12:49,019 --> 01:12:51,088
Like, I'm just having
such a good time with Kit
1908
01:12:51,088 --> 01:12:52,289
that I've completely forgot
1909
01:12:52,289 --> 01:12:55,959
that this isn't my house,
this isn't my kitchen,
1910
01:12:55,959 --> 01:12:59,263
and I'm just like,
"Dang, that's like‐‐
1911
01:12:59,263 --> 01:13:01,064
is that what this is supposed
to feel like?"
1912
01:13:01,064 --> 01:13:02,199
It just feels natural.
1913
01:13:02,199 --> 01:13:03,967
Like, it's‐‐
I'm not reaching for anything.
1914
01:13:03,967 --> 01:13:06,103
Like, it's just easy with Kit.
1915
01:13:06,103 --> 01:13:08,138
‐ Ooh.
Fancy oven.
1916
01:13:08,138 --> 01:13:09,840
‐ Like, we're just enjoying
each other's company
1917
01:13:09,840 --> 01:13:10,908
and having a blast,
1918
01:13:10,908 --> 01:13:12,943
and that's important
in a relationship.
1919
01:13:12,943 --> 01:13:15,946
[romantic music]
1920
01:13:15,946 --> 01:13:19,750
♪ ♪
1921
01:13:19,750 --> 01:13:21,051
‐ Could do this every night.
1922
01:13:21,051 --> 01:13:23,053
‐ [laughs]
1923
01:13:23,053 --> 01:13:24,988
♪ ♪
1924
01:13:24,988 --> 01:13:28,992
I've told you how much being
in the kitchen means to me
1925
01:13:28,992 --> 01:13:33,897
and how much, like,
it has bonded my mom and I,
1926
01:13:33,897 --> 01:13:36,099
and I felt that tonight.
1927
01:13:36,099 --> 01:13:38,869
It just made me feel
so much more at home.
1928
01:13:38,869 --> 01:13:40,070
[gentle music]
1929
01:13:40,070 --> 01:13:41,939
Growing up, like,
1930
01:13:41,939 --> 01:13:45,842
my mom being
such a success story,
1931
01:13:45,842 --> 01:13:48,011
I think that...
1932
01:13:48,011 --> 01:13:50,847
I...
1933
01:13:50,847 --> 01:13:53,784
[sighs]
I was...
1934
01:13:55,052 --> 01:13:57,087
Protecting myself,
1935
01:13:57,087 --> 01:14:01,091
and, like, getting in touch
with my emotions
1936
01:14:01,091 --> 01:14:04,094
is something that I've never
practiced before,
1937
01:14:04,094 --> 01:14:07,030
and being here
1938
01:14:07,030 --> 01:14:09,132
and letting those walls down
1939
01:14:09,132 --> 01:14:12,102
is the first time I've ever,
1940
01:14:12,102 --> 01:14:15,138
like,
really had to be vulnerable.
1941
01:14:15,138 --> 01:14:18,375
So I think
that's the hardest part,
1942
01:14:18,375 --> 01:14:22,245
is just knowing that once
one wall is broken down,
1943
01:14:22,245 --> 01:14:24,648
like, you get to see all of me.
1944
01:14:24,648 --> 01:14:25,282
‐ Yeah.
1945
01:14:25,282 --> 01:14:29,019
I like being around you
because you're you.
1946
01:14:29,019 --> 01:14:32,055
Everything that you bring
to the table is 100% Kit.
1947
01:14:32,055 --> 01:14:33,323
It's nothing else.
‐ Mm‐hmm.
1948
01:14:33,323 --> 01:14:35,892
‐ And that's why
I love our time together.
1949
01:14:35,892 --> 01:14:37,928
I try to think about,
okay, like,
1950
01:14:37,928 --> 01:14:39,930
what does life look like
after this is over?
1951
01:14:39,930 --> 01:14:41,064
‐ Tonight.
1952
01:14:41,064 --> 01:14:42,165
‐ [laughs]
1953
01:14:42,165 --> 01:14:45,202
Not tonight,
but after this entire process.
1954
01:14:45,202 --> 01:14:47,704
‐ No, I'm saying
it looks like tonight.
1955
01:14:47,704 --> 01:14:48,972
‐ Oh, I like that.
1956
01:14:48,972 --> 01:14:50,073
Yeah.
It looks like tonight.
1957
01:14:50,073 --> 01:14:51,842
[laughs]
1958
01:14:51,842 --> 01:14:52,976
‐ With my partner,
1959
01:14:52,976 --> 01:14:56,046
I just‐‐I just want
the simple pleasures,
1960
01:14:56,046 --> 01:14:59,916
and I feel like that's
what tonight was all about.
1961
01:14:59,916 --> 01:15:01,418
It's just mind‐blowing,
1962
01:15:01,418 --> 01:15:05,389
like, how far I've come
in the past few weeks,
1963
01:15:05,389 --> 01:15:10,293
and I'm just, like,
surprised every day
1964
01:15:10,293 --> 01:15:12,529
how open I've been with you
1965
01:15:12,529 --> 01:15:18,001
and the fact that I am starting
to fall in love with you...
1966
01:15:18,001 --> 01:15:19,136
♪ ♪
1967
01:15:19,136 --> 01:15:22,105
And that's why I've said
to you multiple times,
1968
01:15:22,105 --> 01:15:25,042
I'm like, "I‐‐can we just
fast forward this and go home?"
1969
01:15:25,042 --> 01:15:27,110
[both laughing]
1970
01:15:27,110 --> 01:15:28,779
‐ Actually...
1971
01:15:28,779 --> 01:15:29,946
‐ Okay.
‐ Um...
1972
01:15:29,946 --> 01:15:30,947
‐ What?
1973
01:15:30,947 --> 01:15:34,217
♪ ♪
1974
01:15:34,217 --> 01:15:37,888
‐ I'm so fortunate
and happy and blessed
1975
01:15:37,888 --> 01:15:39,222
to have you on this journey,
1976
01:15:39,222 --> 01:15:44,261
and I'm looking forward to more
moments like that with you.
1977
01:15:44,261 --> 01:15:47,831
And with that being said,
1978
01:15:47,831 --> 01:15:49,766
will you accept this rose?
1979
01:15:49,766 --> 01:15:51,168
‐ I would love to.
1980
01:15:51,168 --> 01:15:52,769
Thank you.
1981
01:15:52,769 --> 01:15:54,204
♪ ♪
1982
01:15:54,204 --> 01:15:55,439
When I'm with Matt,
1983
01:15:55,439 --> 01:15:58,308
I feel so safe
and so comfortable with him.
1984
01:15:58,308 --> 01:16:01,478
It feels like we're the last
two people on Earth.
1985
01:16:01,478 --> 01:16:04,381
Like, I have so much love
in my life,
1986
01:16:04,381 --> 01:16:07,350
but I've never been able
to find that,
1987
01:16:07,350 --> 01:16:09,986
like, with a romantic partner,
so...
1988
01:16:09,986 --> 01:16:11,088
[sniffs]
1989
01:16:11,088 --> 01:16:13,290
To even think that
that's a possibility
1990
01:16:13,290 --> 01:16:17,861
after tonight is, like,
so scary and so real.
1991
01:16:17,861 --> 01:16:20,363
But after tonight,
1992
01:16:20,363 --> 01:16:25,802
I'm, like, ready to dive
into the deep end.
1993
01:16:25,802 --> 01:16:28,839
[sweeping music]
1994
01:16:28,839 --> 01:16:34,044
♪ ♪
1995
01:16:36,146 --> 01:16:38,915
[birds chirping]
1996
01:16:38,915 --> 01:16:40,217
[tense music]
1997
01:16:40,217 --> 01:16:41,885
‐ Is anyone else nervous?
‐ Yes.
1998
01:16:41,885 --> 01:16:42,652
‐ Yes.
‐ Yeah.
1999
01:16:42,652 --> 01:16:45,122
‐ Yeah, we're just anxiously
waiting for the Rose Ceremony.
2000
01:16:45,122 --> 01:16:46,323
‐ I'm kind of nervous.
2001
01:16:46,323 --> 01:16:50,026
I feel like I really need
to have time with Matt tonight,
2002
01:16:50,026 --> 01:16:52,562
and I'm hoping
that nothing pops up
2003
01:16:52,562 --> 01:16:54,531
to where that doesn't happen,
'cause this would be
2004
01:16:54,531 --> 01:16:57,167
the third Rose Ceremony
where I wouldn't talk to him.
2005
01:16:57,167 --> 01:16:59,069
[loud knocking]
2006
01:16:59,069 --> 01:17:02,072
‐ Oh, my God.
‐ Oh, my God.
2007
01:17:02,072 --> 01:17:04,007
[dramatic music]
2008
01:17:04,007 --> 01:17:05,208
‐ I just felt that
in my stomach.
2009
01:17:05,208 --> 01:17:06,276
‐ Yeah.
‐ Like...
2010
01:17:06,276 --> 01:17:08,812
‐ Is it a date card?
2011
01:17:08,812 --> 01:17:10,680
♪ ♪
2012
01:17:14,851 --> 01:17:16,019
‐ MJ...
2013
01:17:17,320 --> 01:17:19,222
And Jessenia.
2014
01:17:19,222 --> 01:17:21,858
"I need to know the truth."
2015
01:17:21,858 --> 01:17:23,293
‐ Wow.
2016
01:17:23,293 --> 01:17:25,395
‐ "Meet me
at the cocktail party
2017
01:17:25,395 --> 01:17:27,097
"before the other women arrive.
2018
01:17:27,097 --> 01:17:28,198
Matt."
2019
01:17:28,198 --> 01:17:30,167
‐ Kay.
2020
01:17:30,167 --> 01:17:31,434
‐ When that card came in
and they said,
2021
01:17:31,434 --> 01:17:33,203
"MJ and Jessenia,
I need to know the truth,"
2022
01:17:33,203 --> 01:17:37,207
like, my heart dropped.
2023
01:17:37,207 --> 01:17:39,009
‐ I'm gonna go start
getting ready.
2024
01:17:39,009 --> 01:17:40,177
♪ ♪
2025
01:17:40,177 --> 01:17:41,411
‐ I don't really know
what she said to him,
2026
01:17:41,411 --> 01:17:44,181
but all I know
is that I have the facts.
2027
01:17:44,181 --> 01:17:45,382
The truth always comes out.
2028
01:17:45,382 --> 01:17:49,286
[tense music]
2029
01:17:49,286 --> 01:17:53,123
‐ I really don't know
what to expect from MJ.
2030
01:17:53,123 --> 01:17:55,392
I don't know
what she is willing to do
2031
01:17:55,392 --> 01:17:57,494
to try and stay here.
2032
01:17:57,494 --> 01:18:01,298
Matt needs to know
that she lied to his face,
2033
01:18:01,298 --> 01:18:02,399
acting like she didn't know
2034
01:18:02,399 --> 01:18:04,201
anything was going on
in the house
2035
01:18:04,201 --> 01:18:06,269
when, in reality,
she was on the forefront
2036
01:18:06,269 --> 01:18:09,105
of everything that happened‐‐
her and Victoria.
2037
01:18:09,105 --> 01:18:10,440
He took care of Victoria.
2038
01:18:10,440 --> 01:18:12,242
He needs to take care of MJ.
2039
01:18:12,242 --> 01:18:14,744
♪ ♪
2040
01:18:18,014 --> 01:18:21,184
[tense music]
2041
01:18:21,184 --> 01:18:28,024
♪ ♪
2042
01:18:29,226 --> 01:18:31,294
‐ I am going into this
because she said that
2043
01:18:31,294 --> 01:18:34,931
I'm the reason that there's
a division in the house.
2044
01:18:34,931 --> 01:18:36,099
I am pissed off.
2045
01:18:36,099 --> 01:18:38,468
♪ ♪
2046
01:18:38,468 --> 01:18:40,203
You picked the wrong girl.
2047
01:18:40,203 --> 01:18:41,371
♪ ♪
2048
01:18:41,371 --> 01:18:43,440
Big hair, big hoops,
big energy tonight.
2049
01:18:43,440 --> 01:18:44,574
[dramatic music]
2050
01:18:44,574 --> 01:18:46,343
She threw my character
into question
2051
01:18:46,343 --> 01:18:48,044
to make herself look better.
2052
01:18:48,044 --> 01:18:50,013
That is toxic.
2053
01:18:50,013 --> 01:18:52,082
I've had it.
2054
01:18:52,082 --> 01:18:53,917
Y'all wanna see me fight?
2055
01:18:53,917 --> 01:18:54,985
[claps]
2056
01:18:54,985 --> 01:18:56,086
Get your popcorn.
2057
01:18:56,086 --> 01:18:58,121
♪ ♪
2058
01:19:02,259 --> 01:19:04,494
This is embarrassing.
2059
01:19:04,494 --> 01:19:06,263
I'm embarrassed to be here,
2060
01:19:06,263 --> 01:19:09,299
but I'm here
because you said my name.
2061
01:19:09,299 --> 01:19:11,368
You know what I stand for.
2062
01:19:11,368 --> 01:19:13,570
I preach harmony, peace.
2063
01:19:13,570 --> 01:19:17,407
You put my character
in question with Matt.
2064
01:19:17,407 --> 01:19:19,676
You put my relationship
in jeopardy
2065
01:19:19,676 --> 01:19:23,280
based off an accusation that
you made about my character.
2066
01:19:23,280 --> 01:19:26,449
I have never been more hurt
in my life.
2067
01:19:26,449 --> 01:19:29,286
I am furious right now.
2068
01:19:29,286 --> 01:19:30,587
You should be embarrassed
2069
01:19:30,587 --> 01:19:33,390
'cause we are here because
of your actions right now.
2070
01:19:33,390 --> 01:19:35,158
‐ Are you done?
2071
01:19:35,158 --> 01:19:36,259
‐ Yes.
2072
01:19:36,259 --> 01:19:37,560
‐ So the only reason why
2073
01:19:37,560 --> 01:19:40,263
your name was even mentioned,
MJ,
2074
01:19:40,263 --> 01:19:44,067
was because
you started the term,
2075
01:19:44,067 --> 01:19:46,269
"JV versus varsity."
2076
01:19:46,269 --> 01:19:47,771
‐ Wow, you know what?
[claps]
2077
01:19:47,771 --> 01:19:49,606
He'll know the truth by the end
of tonight, Jessenia.
2078
01:19:49,606 --> 01:19:53,176
‐ He will,
because in case you forgot,
2079
01:19:53,176 --> 01:19:55,578
you also lied to him.
2080
01:19:55,578 --> 01:19:59,416
You acted like you had no idea
that there was any kind of...
2081
01:19:59,416 --> 01:20:00,650
‐ Jessenia, you're done.
This is just done.
2082
01:20:00,650 --> 01:20:02,285
‐ Toxicity or anything
in the house.
2083
01:20:02,285 --> 01:20:03,286
‐ You continue to tear down
other people,
2084
01:20:03,286 --> 01:20:04,354
and I'm just done.
2085
01:20:04,354 --> 01:20:06,323
You contributed‐‐
‐ Regardless of that,
2086
01:20:06,323 --> 01:20:07,357
MJ, you lied to him
the other night.
2087
01:20:07,357 --> 01:20:09,259
‐ Stop talking over me,
Jessenia.
2088
01:20:09,259 --> 01:20:10,427
I never lied.
‐ You lied the other night.
2089
01:20:10,427 --> 01:20:12,362
‐ I never lied.
You don't know me.
2090
01:20:12,362 --> 01:20:13,463
Okay?
Clearly, you don't.
2091
01:20:13,463 --> 01:20:14,531
‐ I don't know you,
2092
01:20:14,531 --> 01:20:15,632
'cause I see three sides
of you, actually.
2093
01:20:15,632 --> 01:20:17,400
‐ Wow, that's a big accusation
to make.
2094
01:20:17,400 --> 01:20:18,768
‐ That's right,
who you are at the house...
2095
01:20:18,768 --> 01:20:20,770
‐ Jessenia, this is the truth.
‐ Who you are with Matt,
2096
01:20:20,770 --> 01:20:23,306
and who you are
when the cameras are on, MJ.
2097
01:20:23,306 --> 01:20:25,342
‐ That is a big accusation
to make.
2098
01:20:25,342 --> 01:20:26,810
‐ So I wonder which side
Matt's gonna see tonight.
2099
01:20:26,810 --> 01:20:28,478
‐ Well, all I know is that
I've only preached harmony.
2100
01:20:28,478 --> 01:20:30,213
I took in‐‐I said,
"We're not gonna fight here."
2101
01:20:30,213 --> 01:20:31,481
‐ You can't preach harmony, MJ,
2102
01:20:31,481 --> 01:20:33,416
because you were the leader
of the divide in the house.
2103
01:20:33,416 --> 01:20:34,584
‐ I am done
with this accusation.
2104
01:20:34,584 --> 01:20:35,585
‐ Okay?
‐ I am done,
2105
01:20:35,585 --> 01:20:36,653
and he will know the truth.
2106
01:20:36,653 --> 01:20:37,821
You put my relationship
in jeopardy,
2107
01:20:37,821 --> 01:20:39,489
and I am done with this
conversation right now.
2108
01:20:39,489 --> 01:20:40,724
‐ It's fine, MJ.
You're a liar.
2109
01:20:40,724 --> 01:20:42,459
‐ You went and said my‐‐
‐ And I guarantee you
2110
01:20:42,459 --> 01:20:44,227
he would have more respect
for you if you owned up to it.
2111
01:20:44,227 --> 01:20:45,428
‐ Stop talking over me.
2112
01:20:45,428 --> 01:20:46,563
Just 'cause you
say something louder
2113
01:20:46,563 --> 01:20:48,164
doesn't mean you're right,
Jessenia,
2114
01:20:48,164 --> 01:20:48,732
and I need you to know
2115
01:20:48,732 --> 01:20:50,333
that he's gonna find out
the truth tonight.
2116
01:20:50,333 --> 01:20:51,501
‐ I think I'm right, MJ.
I think I'm right.
2117
01:20:51,501 --> 01:20:52,802
‐ Great, I guess he'll find out
the truth tonight.
2118
01:20:52,802 --> 01:20:55,238
‐ You'll find out the truth
when this all airs,
2119
01:20:55,238 --> 01:20:56,306
and so will he.
‐ [scoffs]
2120
01:20:56,306 --> 01:20:58,341
Oh, that's cute.
2121
01:20:58,341 --> 01:21:00,477
I'm done.
That is just childish to say.
2122
01:21:00,477 --> 01:21:02,245
[tense music]
2123
01:21:02,245 --> 01:21:03,279
‐ Kay.
2124
01:21:03,279 --> 01:21:05,348
[laughs]
2125
01:21:05,348 --> 01:21:10,320
♪ ♪
2126
01:21:10,320 --> 01:21:11,621
So from‐‐
‐ No, Jessenia.
2127
01:21:11,621 --> 01:21:13,423
I‐‐you've done enough talking.
I need to talk.
2128
01:21:13,423 --> 01:21:14,491
‐ I simply told him the truth.
2129
01:21:14,491 --> 01:21:15,625
‐ You put my character
into question,
2130
01:21:15,625 --> 01:21:16,893
and you need to stop.
‐ I didn't put my‐‐
2131
01:21:16,893 --> 01:21:18,661
your character into question.
‐ You've done enough talking.
2132
01:21:18,661 --> 01:21:20,330
Just stop.
‐ Your actions did.
2133
01:21:20,330 --> 01:21:23,266
[dramatic music]
2134
01:21:23,266 --> 01:21:24,434
♪ ♪
2135
01:21:24,434 --> 01:21:25,635
‐ My actions speak louder
than my words.
2136
01:21:25,635 --> 01:21:27,303
‐ Now, did I lay them out
on the table for Matt to see?
2137
01:21:27,303 --> 01:21:28,371
‐ My actions speak louder
than my words.
2138
01:21:28,371 --> 01:21:29,606
‐ Absolutely,
because he asked me.
2139
01:21:29,606 --> 01:21:31,474
‐ I lead by example, Jessenia,
so just stop talking.
2140
01:21:31,474 --> 01:21:33,410
‐ You're gonna act‐‐
you can act like you think
2141
01:21:33,410 --> 01:21:36,146
I'm the only one
who has seen and heard this,
2142
01:21:36,146 --> 01:21:37,514
but I'm not, MJ.
2143
01:21:37,514 --> 01:21:38,581
Okay?
2144
01:21:38,581 --> 01:21:39,616
‐ But he'll know the truth.
‐ I'm not.
2145
01:21:39,616 --> 01:21:41,251
‐ Just stop talking.
‐ He will.
2146
01:21:41,251 --> 01:21:43,386
He will.
‐ You've said enough.
2147
01:21:43,386 --> 01:21:50,894
♪ ♪
2148
01:21:59,135 --> 01:22:02,172
[dramatic music]
2149
01:22:02,172 --> 01:22:04,641
♪ ♪
2150
01:22:04,641 --> 01:22:07,444
‐ Next week
on "The Bachelor"...
2151
01:22:07,444 --> 01:22:09,245
‐ What the [bleep]?
2152
01:22:09,245 --> 01:22:09,746
♪ ♪
2153
01:22:09,746 --> 01:22:11,314
‐ This is my worst nightmare.
2154
01:22:11,314 --> 01:22:12,449
[women gasp]
2155
01:22:12,449 --> 01:22:13,883
‐ I'm not even upset yet.
Like, I'm just angry.
2156
01:22:13,883 --> 01:22:16,519
‐ I've sacrificed so much
to be here.
2157
01:22:16,519 --> 01:22:18,488
‐ My biggest fear
is losing you.
2158
01:22:18,488 --> 01:22:21,191
I'm trying to keep it together
right now.
2159
01:22:21,191 --> 01:22:23,159
[both screaming]
2160
01:22:23,159 --> 01:22:24,461
♪ ♪
2161
01:22:24,461 --> 01:22:25,628
‐ You're lighting all these
little fires everywhere.
2162
01:22:25,628 --> 01:22:28,364
You are the freaking arsonist.
2163
01:22:28,364 --> 01:22:29,699
‐ I'm just so over the drama.
2164
01:22:29,699 --> 01:22:30,867
Everyone thought that‐‐
‐ How does that help...
2165
01:22:30,867 --> 01:22:32,802
‐ No, let me talk!
‐ Your relationship with Matt?
2166
01:22:32,802 --> 01:22:35,205
[overlapping shouting]
‐ They're, like, going at it.
2167
01:22:35,205 --> 01:22:36,372
♪ ♪
2168
01:22:36,372 --> 01:22:37,607
‐ I just hate caring this much
2169
01:22:37,607 --> 01:22:39,576
and not knowing
what it's all for.
2170
01:22:39,576 --> 01:22:41,344
[screams]
2171
01:22:41,344 --> 01:22:42,445
‐ Bro, there's so much [bleep]
2172
01:22:42,445 --> 01:22:43,513
I don't even know
where to start.
2173
01:22:43,513 --> 01:22:45,648
‐ [crying]
This cannot be happening.
2174
01:22:45,648 --> 01:22:47,484
‐ You're pathetic.
2175
01:22:47,484 --> 01:22:48,751
I have nothing to say to you.
2176
01:22:48,751 --> 01:22:51,221
It didn't have
to come to this.
2177
01:22:57,494 --> 01:22:58,561
Hi, Chris.
2178
01:22:58,561 --> 01:22:59,762
‐ Heather,
what are you doing here?
2179
01:22:59,762 --> 01:23:03,433
You could honestly destroy
this whole thing for Matt.
2180
01:23:03,833 --> 01:23:07,704
The drama continues next week
on "The Bachelor."
2181
01:23:07,704 --> 01:23:09,873
‐ In Spain, they have
"running with the bulls."
2182
01:23:09,873 --> 01:23:12,642
In Farmington, we have
"running with the goats."
2183
01:23:12,642 --> 01:23:14,377
[goats bleating]
2184
01:23:14,377 --> 01:23:15,678
‐ [laughing]
2185
01:23:15,678 --> 01:23:17,580
‐ We're gonna put a belt
on all of you ladies.
2186
01:23:17,580 --> 01:23:18,882
Those belts have buckets.
2187
01:23:18,882 --> 01:23:20,750
You've gotta try to keep
the feed in the buckets,
2188
01:23:20,750 --> 01:23:23,319
and you're gonna try to find
the golden horseshoe.
2189
01:23:23,319 --> 01:23:24,621
All right, ladies, ready?
2190
01:23:24,621 --> 01:23:26,322
[women cheering]
2191
01:23:26,322 --> 01:23:27,657
[lively music]
2192
01:23:27,657 --> 01:23:28,658
‐ Where is it?
Where is it?
2193
01:23:28,658 --> 01:23:30,493
Where is the horseshoe?
2194
01:23:30,493 --> 01:23:31,494
♪ ♪
2195
01:23:31,494 --> 01:23:33,563
‐ Oh, hi, buddy.
‐ Ahh!
2196
01:23:33,563 --> 01:23:34,597
‐ It was chaos.
2197
01:23:34,597 --> 01:23:35,698
You have goats coming at you,
2198
01:23:35,698 --> 01:23:36,866
women coming at you,
2199
01:23:36,866 --> 01:23:39,435
but what got me
is when MJ would throw hay,
2200
01:23:39,435 --> 01:23:41,304
and it would just go
right in my face.
2201
01:23:41,304 --> 01:23:42,372
♪ ♪
2202
01:23:42,372 --> 01:23:43,406
‐ Ahh!
2203
01:23:43,406 --> 01:23:44,607
‐ Goats are aggressive animals.
2204
01:23:44,607 --> 01:23:46,442
I thought the chickens
were bad.
2205
01:23:46,442 --> 01:23:47,677
‐ Ah!
2206
01:23:47,677 --> 01:23:48,912
‐ These women are competitors.
2207
01:23:48,912 --> 01:23:51,581
They're having goats and sheep
coming in their pockets
2208
01:23:51,581 --> 01:23:52,916
while they're looking
for this golden horseshoe.
2209
01:23:52,916 --> 01:23:55,518
It just rained,
so it's wet and muddy.
2210
01:23:55,518 --> 01:23:56,886
‐ Ahh!
[laughs]
2211
01:23:56,886 --> 01:23:58,121
‐ There's poop
flying everywhere,
2212
01:23:58,121 --> 01:24:00,890
and I'm just kind of, like,
dodging and dipping the poop.
2213
01:24:00,890 --> 01:24:03,459
They didn't wanna lose,
and I respect that.
2214
01:24:03,459 --> 01:24:04,761
‐ Ahh!
‐ No!
2215
01:24:04,761 --> 01:24:06,296
You got it.
‐ Hey!
2216
01:24:06,296 --> 01:24:08,264
[laughter]