1 00:00:00,398 --> 00:00:02,182 In the criminal justice system, 2 00:00:02,269 --> 00:00:03,625 sexually based offenses 3 00:00:03,713 --> 00:00:05,593 are considered especially heinous. 4 00:00:05,976 --> 00:00:08,326 In New York City, the dedicated detectives 5 00:00:08,414 --> 00:00:10,240 who investigate these vicious felonies 6 00:00:10,328 --> 00:00:11,648 are members of an elite squad 7 00:00:11,736 --> 00:00:13,564 known as the Special Victims Unit. 8 00:00:13,717 --> 00:00:15,476 These are their stories. 9 00:00:17,067 --> 00:00:19,278 Dr. Lindstrom, thank you for staying late. 10 00:00:19,366 --> 00:00:21,575 Of course, Captain. 11 00:00:21,794 --> 00:00:24,362 - Congratulations. - Thank you. 12 00:00:24,449 --> 00:00:27,028 I actually owe some of that to you. 13 00:00:27,379 --> 00:00:29,191 So, what, you're coming to thank me or... 14 00:00:29,279 --> 00:00:30,621 Ah, no. 15 00:00:31,762 --> 00:00:34,551 Ed. Tucker. 16 00:00:35,231 --> 00:00:38,137 I've been invited to his retirement party tonight, 17 00:00:38,231 --> 00:00:40,996 and I haven't seen him since I broke it off. 18 00:00:41,098 --> 00:00:43,510 - Ah. - It's crazy. 19 00:00:43,598 --> 00:00:45,721 I've had guns in my face, 20 00:00:45,809 --> 00:00:50,637 and I'm afraid to see an ex-boyfriend. 21 00:00:51,127 --> 00:00:53,192 Do you know what you're afraid of? 22 00:00:53,391 --> 00:00:54,957 Regret... 23 00:00:55,481 --> 00:00:59,496 or the pain that I caused him. 24 00:01:00,715 --> 00:01:01,911 Well, I can give you this. 25 00:01:01,999 --> 00:01:05,524 Whatever your regrets or your guilt, 26 00:01:06,082 --> 00:01:09,528 it's harder in the long run to leave things unsaid. 27 00:01:36,778 --> 00:01:40,028 Rachel, you're headed out? 28 00:01:40,176 --> 00:01:42,651 An old police colleague is retiring. 29 00:01:42,739 --> 00:01:44,964 I wanted to help with the send-off. 30 00:01:45,051 --> 00:01:46,973 NYPD. 31 00:01:47,227 --> 00:01:49,270 You sure that's a good idea? 32 00:01:49,496 --> 00:01:53,015 I won't stay long, and I won't drink. 33 00:01:57,977 --> 00:02:00,619 Fin, I didn't expect to see you 34 00:02:00,707 --> 00:02:02,244 at Tucker's retirement party. 35 00:02:02,332 --> 00:02:05,395 - I'm here for you, not him. - Oh. 36 00:02:06,464 --> 00:02:08,174 Rollins, you brought reinforcements. 37 00:02:08,262 --> 00:02:09,728 Yeah, they let him out for an hour. 38 00:02:09,815 --> 00:02:11,643 Yeah, barely. Thank God I aged out of sleep. 39 00:02:11,730 --> 00:02:13,253 - How you doing? - Thanks, guys. 40 00:02:13,340 --> 00:02:14,957 - Yeah. - Thank you. 41 00:02:19,085 --> 00:02:21,768 Who's the... who's the woman with Tucker? 42 00:02:21,856 --> 00:02:22,916 You asking us? 43 00:02:23,004 --> 00:02:23,981 Yeah, we got you in the divorce. 44 00:02:24,069 --> 00:02:26,651 The bartender told me that's his... that's his new wife. 45 00:02:26,739 --> 00:02:28,354 She's a nurse. They eloped a month ago. 46 00:02:28,442 --> 00:02:30,145 Oh. 47 00:02:31,097 --> 00:02:32,692 Good for him. 48 00:02:33,496 --> 00:02:35,987 So when I decided to throw a farewell party 49 00:02:36,075 --> 00:02:38,452 for my old friend Ed Tucker, 50 00:02:38,539 --> 00:02:40,854 I said he's, "He's IAB. 51 00:02:40,942 --> 00:02:42,978 Where were gonna hold it, a phone booth?" 52 00:02:44,676 --> 00:02:46,362 So this is how it's gonna go? 53 00:02:46,450 --> 00:02:49,494 The truth is when you have a friend like Ed, 54 00:02:49,582 --> 00:02:50,721 you're blessed. 55 00:02:50,809 --> 00:02:53,955 I met him back in our cowboy days at NYPD, 56 00:02:54,043 --> 00:02:57,536 long before I retired to make the real money. 57 00:02:57,653 --> 00:03:00,213 Is he giving a toast or bragging? 58 00:03:10,658 --> 00:03:13,457 So after we've all imbibed, 59 00:03:13,618 --> 00:03:15,054 I'd like each of you to come down 60 00:03:15,141 --> 00:03:17,004 and make a toast to "Mister Ed," 61 00:03:17,092 --> 00:03:18,398 like I'm doing now. 62 00:03:28,023 --> 00:03:32,465 - Not too late to sneak out. - Nope, he's just seen me. 63 00:03:32,680 --> 00:03:34,856 I guess I should introduce myself to his new wife. 64 00:03:39,600 --> 00:03:40,775 Ed. 65 00:03:40,862 --> 00:03:42,560 Olivia, I'm so happy you've made it. 66 00:03:42,647 --> 00:03:44,562 Of course. Mazel tov. 67 00:03:44,723 --> 00:03:46,651 Hi, I'm Olivia Benson. 68 00:03:46,738 --> 00:03:48,740 Patty Tucker. I have heard so much about you. 69 00:03:48,827 --> 00:03:51,033 Oh, wow. Okay. 70 00:03:51,121 --> 00:03:52,831 - All good. - There he is! 71 00:03:52,918 --> 00:03:55,221 God, you still have your hair, you bastard! 72 00:03:55,309 --> 00:03:58,190 I don't know if you've met my old bald partner, Gary Wald. 73 00:03:58,278 --> 00:03:59,845 Hey, I took a bullet for you 74 00:03:59,932 --> 00:04:01,629 back at the Two-Two, my brother. 75 00:04:01,716 --> 00:04:05,111 Yeah, not on purpose, and he never lets me forget it either. 76 00:04:05,198 --> 00:04:06,677 Who's the man of the hour? 77 00:04:06,764 --> 00:04:08,505 Rachel. 78 00:04:09,304 --> 00:04:10,654 And his old partner Gary, 79 00:04:10,866 --> 00:04:12,418 still riding high in the saddle. 80 00:04:12,506 --> 00:04:13,905 Rachel, long time no see. 81 00:04:13,993 --> 00:04:15,801 Rachel and I went to the Academy together. 82 00:04:16,007 --> 00:04:18,401 How have you been? Not as good as you. 83 00:04:18,559 --> 00:04:20,953 I hear you have a son, you made Captain. 84 00:04:21,153 --> 00:04:23,653 Those good old boys really looked out for you. 85 00:04:23,741 --> 00:04:27,092 - Rachel, she paid her dues. - Not like I did. 86 00:04:28,289 --> 00:04:30,270 Rachel, you still a bourbon drinker? 87 00:04:30,527 --> 00:04:32,090 I'm good. 88 00:04:32,399 --> 00:04:33,966 I just wanted to look my fellow officers 89 00:04:34,054 --> 00:04:36,056 in the eye one more time. 90 00:04:36,910 --> 00:04:40,827 Hear no evil, see no evil... 91 00:04:41,270 --> 00:04:42,888 and evil. 92 00:04:42,975 --> 00:04:44,348 - Oh! - Oh! 93 00:04:44,491 --> 00:04:46,051 Ed. 94 00:04:46,155 --> 00:04:47,983 God, Ed! 95 00:04:48,290 --> 00:04:49,606 I'm all right, I'm all right. 96 00:04:49,707 --> 00:04:50,833 Just maybe a couple of napkins. 97 00:04:50,920 --> 00:04:52,271 You look like you could use a refill. 98 00:04:52,358 --> 00:04:53,691 I'll make that a double afterwards. 99 00:04:53,778 --> 00:04:55,575 Ed, what the hell was that about? 100 00:04:55,686 --> 00:04:56,992 I have no idea. 101 00:04:57,173 --> 00:04:59,610 I could barely even place her. 102 00:05:09,368 --> 00:05:11,270 Anyway... 103 00:05:12,013 --> 00:05:13,934 I've said my piece. 104 00:05:15,702 --> 00:05:17,582 It's on the rest of you now. 105 00:05:19,429 --> 00:05:21,817 Again, my name is Rachel Wilson. 106 00:05:22,804 --> 00:05:25,879 I'm a former New York City police officer... 107 00:05:27,059 --> 00:05:30,629 until I was pushed out of the club 108 00:05:31,356 --> 00:05:33,364 a dozen years ago. 109 00:05:35,421 --> 00:05:39,637 I'm making a video at the crime scene. 110 00:05:41,179 --> 00:05:43,278 I am the victim. 111 00:05:58,065 --> 00:05:59,575 She has two sons. 112 00:05:59,663 --> 00:06:01,801 They're good kids, but they're testing me. 113 00:06:01,889 --> 00:06:03,107 Uh, teenage boys. 114 00:06:03,321 --> 00:06:04,866 I just don't know if I'm ready for that. 115 00:06:04,953 --> 00:06:07,144 I'll have to use some of my old IAB psych tricks 116 00:06:07,232 --> 00:06:08,973 to keep them in line. 117 00:06:18,896 --> 00:06:20,926 It's the car. 118 00:06:21,679 --> 00:06:23,594 It's locked. Oh, my God. 119 00:06:29,603 --> 00:06:33,128 Uh, this is Captain Olivia Benson of SVU. 120 00:06:33,215 --> 00:06:36,131 10-13 from 1-6-9 and Broadway. 121 00:06:36,218 --> 00:06:40,317 Off-duty P.O. shot. Rush a bus. 122 00:07:16,091 --> 00:07:18,730 *LAW & ORDER* Special Victims Unit 123 00:07:18,818 --> 00:07:21,106 *LAW & ORDER Special Victims Unit* Season 21 Episode 12 124 00:07:21,373 --> 00:07:24,286 Episode Title: "The Longest Night of Rain" 125 00:07:29,783 --> 00:07:31,481 Liv? 126 00:07:33,232 --> 00:07:35,103 She didn't make it? 127 00:07:35,590 --> 00:07:36,778 She knew what she was doing. 128 00:07:36,866 --> 00:07:38,694 She shot herself through the heart. 129 00:07:38,798 --> 00:07:39,934 I'm sorry. 130 00:07:40,022 --> 00:07:42,067 Well, I saw her throw a drink at Tucker. 131 00:07:42,155 --> 00:07:43,832 - What was that about? - No idea. 132 00:07:43,971 --> 00:07:46,321 You know, I knew her, we were friends. 133 00:07:46,455 --> 00:07:49,241 I hadn't seen her in awhile and, uh, she was bright, 134 00:07:49,344 --> 00:07:52,303 she was ambitious, and then... 135 00:07:52,468 --> 00:07:55,384 and then I knew that she had a rough time over at Vice, 136 00:07:55,471 --> 00:07:58,300 and she just... she just crashed and burned. 137 00:07:58,387 --> 00:08:00,346 Rest in peace. 138 00:08:00,433 --> 00:08:02,652 We've been saying that too much. 139 00:08:07,350 --> 00:08:08,786 Heard you guys had a rough night. 140 00:08:08,874 --> 00:08:10,920 Been a lot of those lately. 141 00:08:11,037 --> 00:08:13,502 Captain knew her? She doing okay? 142 00:08:13,590 --> 00:08:16,278 That and the loss of her brother, it's a lot. 143 00:08:16,366 --> 00:08:18,580 She's been on the phone with 1PP all morning, 144 00:08:18,668 --> 00:08:20,614 the grief guy's in there with her now. 145 00:08:20,742 --> 00:08:22,731 Chief Garland says we all gotta check in with him. 146 00:08:22,819 --> 00:08:24,804 All of us? Is that necessary? 147 00:08:24,892 --> 00:08:26,937 Yeah, I mean, we need to start talking about this, 148 00:08:27,024 --> 00:08:28,840 and not sweep it under the rug. 149 00:08:28,928 --> 00:08:31,061 Okay, everybody, listen up. 150 00:08:31,290 --> 00:08:32,848 Listen up. 151 00:08:32,951 --> 00:08:35,200 - Is that the grief guy? - Yeah. 152 00:08:35,647 --> 00:08:37,693 You okay? 153 00:08:37,859 --> 00:08:40,731 Not great, but I'm dealing with it. 154 00:08:41,573 --> 00:08:43,140 Thanks, Fin. 155 00:08:43,461 --> 00:08:48,348 So as you all know, we lost one of our own last night. 156 00:08:48,456 --> 00:08:50,200 She was a good woman. 157 00:08:51,031 --> 00:08:52,641 This is an epidemic. 158 00:08:52,751 --> 00:08:55,864 More of us are dying by our own hand than somebody else's. 159 00:08:56,090 --> 00:08:57,961 Dr. Lindstrom is here 160 00:08:58,049 --> 00:09:01,286 to speak with every single one of you. 161 00:09:01,374 --> 00:09:02,505 Thank you, Captain Benson. 162 00:09:02,593 --> 00:09:05,184 I know the last thing many cops wanna do 163 00:09:05,272 --> 00:09:06,969 is talk about feelings or fears. 164 00:09:07,057 --> 00:09:09,451 And we know that this is a stigma, 165 00:09:09,887 --> 00:09:13,767 but the department policies have changed, thank God, 166 00:09:13,854 --> 00:09:17,727 and asking for help is no longer a sign of weakness. 167 00:09:17,814 --> 00:09:21,470 We've all been to way too many police funerals. 168 00:09:21,557 --> 00:09:24,598 We can't afford to lose another brother or sister. 169 00:09:24,699 --> 00:09:26,359 Thank you. 170 00:09:27,704 --> 00:09:30,130 Like I said, I've got a supportive family. 171 00:09:30,218 --> 00:09:31,828 They survived the Civil War in Lebanon 172 00:09:31,915 --> 00:09:33,221 and came here with nothing. 173 00:09:33,308 --> 00:09:34,440 We look out for each other. 174 00:09:34,527 --> 00:09:35,876 I'm glad you have that. 175 00:09:35,963 --> 00:09:38,481 - Thanks for humoring me. - Yeah. 176 00:09:41,694 --> 00:09:43,174 You're up. 177 00:09:43,489 --> 00:09:44,871 Sergeant Tutuola. 178 00:09:44,959 --> 00:09:46,612 I'm guessing Kat didn't open up. 179 00:09:46,700 --> 00:09:48,559 I can't really talk about another officer. 180 00:09:48,653 --> 00:09:50,700 Everything anyone says to me is confidential. 181 00:09:50,788 --> 00:09:53,619 Is that right? Let me ask you this. 182 00:09:53,707 --> 00:09:55,424 If someone came in here and told you 183 00:09:55,512 --> 00:09:57,222 they were going through a really rough time, 184 00:09:57,309 --> 00:09:58,377 you'd report that? 185 00:09:58,464 --> 00:10:00,076 We're setting up a system that allows cops 186 00:10:00,163 --> 00:10:02,161 to make appointments with outside therapists 187 00:10:02,249 --> 00:10:03,379 completely anonymously. 188 00:10:03,467 --> 00:10:05,077 But you work for the police department. 189 00:10:05,364 --> 00:10:07,018 In this capacity, yes. 190 00:10:07,167 --> 00:10:09,903 But the department is more concerned that people get help, 191 00:10:09,991 --> 00:10:11,560 rather than worrying about their records. 192 00:10:11,647 --> 00:10:14,215 Yeah, but NYPD can still take my weapon away. 193 00:10:14,310 --> 00:10:16,176 Well, if it's warranted, yeah. 194 00:10:16,264 --> 00:10:19,180 And send me to the rubber gun squad. 195 00:10:19,746 --> 00:10:22,715 So why would anybody ever tell you anything? 196 00:10:24,942 --> 00:10:26,137 The thing that gets me 197 00:10:26,225 --> 00:10:28,405 is that way that Rachel was talking last night. 198 00:10:28,493 --> 00:10:29,832 It was like... 199 00:10:29,920 --> 00:10:32,393 it was like I had the life that she should've had. 200 00:10:32,494 --> 00:10:33,761 I'd take that with a grain of salt. 201 00:10:33,848 --> 00:10:35,346 Back then, NYPD... 202 00:10:35,434 --> 00:10:38,141 Being a woman was hard enough, but being a woman of color? 203 00:10:38,229 --> 00:10:40,180 Yeah, I get that, but it was probably more than one thing 204 00:10:40,267 --> 00:10:42,052 that pushed her over the edge. 205 00:10:42,140 --> 00:10:43,727 It just bothers me because a few years ago, 206 00:10:43,814 --> 00:10:46,617 we ran into each other and we said let's get a cup of coffee. 207 00:10:46,815 --> 00:10:49,818 And then I adopted Noah and I got promoted 208 00:10:49,906 --> 00:10:51,604 and just never followed through. 209 00:10:51,691 --> 00:10:55,117 And you can't be responsible for everybody. 210 00:10:55,205 --> 00:10:57,382 I know, I just wish... 211 00:10:58,785 --> 00:11:00,070 Hey Captain, you got a minute? 212 00:11:00,158 --> 00:11:02,508 Sure. What's up? 213 00:11:02,745 --> 00:11:05,270 - You need the room? - Yeah, yeah, kinda. 214 00:11:05,357 --> 00:11:06,843 It's not about you. 215 00:11:06,931 --> 00:11:08,933 - Thanks. - Yeah. 216 00:11:10,741 --> 00:11:12,062 What's going on? 217 00:11:12,327 --> 00:11:13,937 It's about Rachel Wilson's suicide. 218 00:11:14,025 --> 00:11:17,594 The investigators recovered her cell phone from the scene. 219 00:11:17,682 --> 00:11:19,249 She made a video statement 220 00:11:19,337 --> 00:11:21,513 right before she killed herself. 221 00:11:24,015 --> 00:11:25,594 Several years ago, 222 00:11:26,101 --> 00:11:29,359 I was violently assaulted and raped 223 00:11:29,544 --> 00:11:31,781 by a superior officer. 224 00:11:32,019 --> 00:11:35,203 I went to my sergeant, IAB. 225 00:11:35,865 --> 00:11:39,687 They all conspired to protect my attacker. 226 00:11:40,000 --> 00:11:44,648 I'd name names here, but it doesn't matter anymore. 227 00:11:44,807 --> 00:11:48,072 He won. I lost. 228 00:11:50,553 --> 00:11:53,382 I so was proud to be a cop... 229 00:11:56,843 --> 00:11:59,149 But the system betrayed me. 230 00:11:59,252 --> 00:12:03,374 NYPD will always protect who they see as their own... 231 00:12:04,851 --> 00:12:07,156 And they didn't protect me. 232 00:12:09,965 --> 00:12:14,648 Anyway, I've said my piece. 233 00:12:15,209 --> 00:12:17,298 Now we know why she threw that drink at Tucker. 234 00:12:17,386 --> 00:12:19,258 And he said he has no idea why. 235 00:12:19,346 --> 00:12:21,414 And you believe him? 236 00:12:22,561 --> 00:12:25,320 I don't know what to believe, 237 00:12:25,739 --> 00:12:28,351 and I don't know what to do about it. 238 00:12:28,710 --> 00:12:30,407 Yes, you do. 239 00:12:36,591 --> 00:12:38,114 You've got to forgive us. 240 00:12:38,232 --> 00:12:39,712 We just closed down the house last week 241 00:12:39,799 --> 00:12:41,453 so everything's at sixes and sevens. 242 00:12:41,540 --> 00:12:43,498 Oh, I know what that's like. 243 00:12:43,585 --> 00:12:45,935 Ed, you have company. 244 00:12:46,022 --> 00:12:47,499 - Olivia. - Hey. 245 00:12:47,587 --> 00:12:50,331 I'm sorry to barge in. 246 00:12:50,418 --> 00:12:52,115 I'll leave you two. 247 00:12:52,202 --> 00:12:53,781 Thanks. 248 00:12:54,074 --> 00:12:56,578 What's going on? Is this about Rachel Wilson? 249 00:12:56,666 --> 00:12:57,623 It is. 250 00:12:57,711 --> 00:13:00,323 It turns out that Rachel made a video 251 00:13:00,411 --> 00:13:03,153 before she shot herself. 252 00:13:03,765 --> 00:13:05,955 She said that she was sexually assaulted 253 00:13:06,042 --> 00:13:08,421 by a colleague on a job. 254 00:13:08,616 --> 00:13:09,835 Did she give a name? 255 00:13:09,923 --> 00:13:12,984 No, but she said there was a cover-up. 256 00:13:13,195 --> 00:13:17,418 She brought it to IAB, but there was nothing in the files. 257 00:13:18,110 --> 00:13:20,171 First I'm hearing about it. 258 00:13:20,826 --> 00:13:22,697 Really? 259 00:13:23,059 --> 00:13:25,845 'Cause it seemed like she knew you at the party. 260 00:13:25,992 --> 00:13:27,760 What was that about? 261 00:13:29,254 --> 00:13:32,374 I'm not sure. How long ago? 262 00:13:33,399 --> 00:13:35,577 I was hoping that you could tell me. 263 00:13:38,510 --> 00:13:41,948 Ed, she... she threw a drink at you. 264 00:13:42,954 --> 00:13:47,585 I'm sorry. I'm at a loss, Liv. 265 00:13:49,498 --> 00:13:51,984 I must've done 600 cases at IAB. 266 00:13:52,072 --> 00:13:55,281 I'd, you know, have to dig out my notes. 267 00:13:56,876 --> 00:14:00,445 I want to believe you, Ed. I do, but... 268 00:14:00,532 --> 00:14:02,534 you just did something that you never did 269 00:14:02,621 --> 00:14:05,101 when we were together. 270 00:14:05,188 --> 00:14:07,539 What's that? 271 00:14:07,626 --> 00:14:10,070 You lied to my face. 272 00:14:18,027 --> 00:14:20,931 - Tucker lied to you? - Or Rachel lied in the video, 273 00:14:21,019 --> 00:14:23,558 but I don't think so. 274 00:14:24,054 --> 00:14:25,582 Tucker seemed off. 275 00:14:25,746 --> 00:14:27,314 Never trust an IAB cop, 276 00:14:27,402 --> 00:14:28,662 no matter how close you've been. 277 00:14:28,749 --> 00:14:30,454 - Fin. - You know, how do we even 278 00:14:30,542 --> 00:14:31,708 work this case? Are we supposed to 279 00:14:31,795 --> 00:14:33,536 go back and check every supervisor she's ever had? 280 00:14:33,623 --> 00:14:35,930 Okay, before we cast the net that wide, 281 00:14:36,017 --> 00:14:38,890 let's look into who was in her life now. 282 00:14:39,086 --> 00:14:41,653 Maybe she disclosed to someone. 283 00:14:46,214 --> 00:14:48,582 NYPD, huh? 284 00:14:48,805 --> 00:14:50,596 You people didn't honor her in life, 285 00:14:50,684 --> 00:14:52,707 but now you're gonna honor her in death. 286 00:14:52,795 --> 00:14:54,057 Why do you say that, Reverend? 287 00:14:54,145 --> 00:14:55,537 You threw her away. 288 00:14:55,708 --> 00:14:57,728 Not only one of the finest cops I've known, 289 00:14:57,816 --> 00:14:58,848 but one of the best people. 290 00:14:58,935 --> 00:15:01,198 That's what we hear too. 291 00:15:01,487 --> 00:15:03,272 I knew her since she was a child. 292 00:15:03,360 --> 00:15:05,710 I saw her go from being top of her class 293 00:15:05,905 --> 00:15:08,865 to a step from homeless these past few years. 294 00:15:09,007 --> 00:15:11,661 I'd been letting her sleep in the church basement. 295 00:15:11,748 --> 00:15:13,611 Mental health? Drug problems? 296 00:15:13,699 --> 00:15:17,406 Yes, but don't let yourself off the hook that easy. 297 00:15:17,493 --> 00:15:19,582 Department pushed her over the edge. 298 00:15:19,669 --> 00:15:23,704 Rachel made some accusations about being abused on the job. 299 00:15:23,813 --> 00:15:25,596 Now did she tell you anything about that? 300 00:15:25,684 --> 00:15:27,120 Damn right she did. 301 00:15:27,208 --> 00:15:31,072 She said she'd been raped by someone she worked with. 302 00:15:31,160 --> 00:15:33,716 - Did she say who? - No. 303 00:15:33,901 --> 00:15:36,636 Just that it was when she was at Vice. 304 00:15:36,724 --> 00:15:41,517 Now, pardon me, I... I have a eulogy to prepare. 305 00:15:41,604 --> 00:15:43,849 Thanks. 306 00:15:44,259 --> 00:15:45,716 Vice? 307 00:15:45,919 --> 00:15:47,893 I ran Rachel's NYPD records. 308 00:15:47,981 --> 00:15:49,669 She was there in 2004. 309 00:15:49,757 --> 00:15:52,282 I think my rabbi was at Vice back then. 310 00:15:52,485 --> 00:15:55,183 If he knows something, he'll tell me. 311 00:15:55,577 --> 00:15:57,143 Yo, Ralphie! 312 00:15:57,707 --> 00:15:59,809 Ah, baby girl! 313 00:16:00,232 --> 00:16:02,408 Hey! 314 00:16:02,495 --> 00:16:04,671 Captain Benson, meet Sergeant Morris. 315 00:16:04,758 --> 00:16:06,373 - Hey, how you doing? - Oh, so you're the one 316 00:16:06,460 --> 00:16:07,722 who stole her from me. 317 00:16:07,810 --> 00:16:10,160 Keep an eye on her, she's going places. 318 00:16:10,248 --> 00:16:12,947 Oh, she's already arrived. Yeah. 319 00:16:13,419 --> 00:16:14,637 What can I do for you? 320 00:16:14,724 --> 00:16:15,943 We're taking a closer look 321 00:16:16,030 --> 00:16:17,640 at what happened to Rachel Wilson. 322 00:16:17,727 --> 00:16:20,382 Rachel. 323 00:16:20,469 --> 00:16:22,068 Terrible thing. 324 00:16:22,161 --> 00:16:24,380 Aleha hashalom. 325 00:16:24,919 --> 00:16:26,475 Third cop I know. 326 00:16:26,562 --> 00:16:29,826 Rachel made a video before she died 327 00:16:29,913 --> 00:16:32,090 accusing someone she worked with 328 00:16:32,177 --> 00:16:33,352 of raping her. 329 00:16:33,439 --> 00:16:35,404 She did? 330 00:16:35,492 --> 00:16:37,711 It may have been someone in Vice. 331 00:16:38,661 --> 00:16:40,663 Well, uh, I didn't know her that well. 332 00:16:40,750 --> 00:16:42,274 I mean, a few months after I came in, 333 00:16:42,361 --> 00:16:43,310 she transferred out. 334 00:16:43,398 --> 00:16:45,137 Sergeant, I told the Captain 335 00:16:45,225 --> 00:16:47,482 that you were a straight shooter. 336 00:16:47,975 --> 00:16:50,318 I don't like speaking ill of the dead, 337 00:16:51,598 --> 00:16:53,599 but Rachel had a rep. 338 00:16:53,696 --> 00:16:57,222 Look, Kat here is a good girl, but Rachel, she got around. 339 00:16:57,387 --> 00:17:00,630 Anyway, the guys who were there before me could tell you more. 340 00:17:00,747 --> 00:17:02,418 Okay, well, it's a matter of public record, 341 00:17:02,505 --> 00:17:04,513 but anyone in particular? 342 00:17:04,600 --> 00:17:06,646 Top of my head? 343 00:17:06,733 --> 00:17:08,561 Our captain. 344 00:17:08,648 --> 00:17:10,258 Gary Wald. 345 00:17:10,345 --> 00:17:12,869 I just met him. He runs a security firm, right? 346 00:17:12,956 --> 00:17:15,350 Yeah, big shot now. 347 00:17:15,437 --> 00:17:17,483 Hey, can I ask a favor? 348 00:17:17,570 --> 00:17:19,615 He's got a lot of juice. 349 00:17:19,702 --> 00:17:22,052 Keep me out of this. 350 00:17:26,753 --> 00:17:28,964 I landed in clover after retirement. 351 00:17:29,052 --> 00:17:31,453 U.S., international, cyber security. 352 00:17:31,540 --> 00:17:33,396 - Looks like it pay. - Yeah, it does! 353 00:17:33,484 --> 00:17:35,581 And we hire a lot of ex-cops. 354 00:17:35,669 --> 00:17:39,070 Beats a foot post on Pitkin Avenue, right, Roscoe? 355 00:17:39,497 --> 00:17:42,725 But I'm guessing you didn't come out here to talk security. 356 00:17:42,812 --> 00:17:44,292 We're here about Rachel Wilson. 357 00:17:44,379 --> 00:17:45,815 - You mind? - No, no. 358 00:17:45,902 --> 00:17:47,556 We all just saw her. 359 00:17:47,779 --> 00:17:50,168 He had really fallen apart. 360 00:17:50,994 --> 00:17:53,171 And to take her own life... 361 00:17:53,258 --> 00:17:54,911 it's heartbreaking. 362 00:17:54,998 --> 00:17:57,088 You were her captain at Vice? 363 00:17:57,175 --> 00:17:58,654 Yeah, yeah. She was, um, 364 00:17:58,741 --> 00:18:00,569 you know, she was something. 365 00:18:00,656 --> 00:18:02,005 What is that? A euphemism? 366 00:18:02,092 --> 00:18:05,008 - You were on the job, right? - Yeah. 367 00:18:07,173 --> 00:18:09,315 She was a talented undercover, 368 00:18:09,403 --> 00:18:10,630 but she had issues. 369 00:18:10,771 --> 00:18:12,747 Turns out she made a video in the car. 370 00:18:12,842 --> 00:18:14,620 Yeah, I heard your captain already talked 371 00:18:14,708 --> 00:18:16,672 to Ed Tucker about that. 372 00:18:17,855 --> 00:18:20,119 Ever hear any talk about Rachel being assaulted 373 00:18:20,206 --> 00:18:21,372 while she was at Vice? 374 00:18:21,460 --> 00:18:24,071 Rachel. Cone of silence? 375 00:18:24,167 --> 00:18:25,777 Yeah. 376 00:18:26,028 --> 00:18:28,205 She was like a live sex grenade 377 00:18:28,388 --> 00:18:30,138 with the pin pulled out. 378 00:18:30,226 --> 00:18:31,924 She rolled from man to man, 379 00:18:32,054 --> 00:18:33,620 and when he started to back away, 380 00:18:33,708 --> 00:18:35,667 she'd threaten to blow his life up. 381 00:18:35,909 --> 00:18:37,389 I warned Tucker about this 382 00:18:37,476 --> 00:18:39,913 when he called me chasing some story, 383 00:18:40,000 --> 00:18:43,569 but Rachel put new meaning into Internal Affairs. 384 00:18:43,656 --> 00:18:45,661 So Tucker really did look into this. 385 00:18:45,749 --> 00:18:47,403 Yeah, he came to the same conclusion... 386 00:18:47,553 --> 00:18:49,816 That Rachel was a fabricator. 387 00:18:52,055 --> 00:18:53,709 I mean, I tried to help her, but you know, 388 00:18:53,796 --> 00:18:56,843 sometimes when you try to save a drowner, she pulls you under. 389 00:18:58,801 --> 00:19:00,499 Now take it easy, boys. 390 00:19:00,595 --> 00:19:03,076 I haven't finished paying off my last credit card bill. 391 00:19:03,241 --> 00:19:06,693 Hey Tucker, you cracking the whip? 392 00:19:07,357 --> 00:19:08,816 Trying to fast-track a new kitchen 393 00:19:08,904 --> 00:19:10,417 for my wife with nonunion labor. 394 00:19:10,505 --> 00:19:12,223 Guys, just put it down on the inside of the door, 395 00:19:12,310 --> 00:19:13,990 - I'll be right in. - Actually, Captain, 396 00:19:14,077 --> 00:19:16,950 we need you to come with us. We have a few questions. 397 00:19:19,082 --> 00:19:20,911 You couldn't call first? 398 00:19:21,084 --> 00:19:22,825 Avoid embarrassing me in front of my family? 399 00:19:22,927 --> 00:19:24,624 You do that when you were IAB? 400 00:19:24,712 --> 00:19:26,453 That was different. 401 00:19:26,593 --> 00:19:28,669 I was dealing with dirty cops. 402 00:19:31,376 --> 00:19:33,335 Can you give me a minute and let me tell my wife 403 00:19:33,423 --> 00:19:34,815 where I'm going? 404 00:19:34,948 --> 00:19:36,689 We'll wait right here. 405 00:19:41,104 --> 00:19:44,607 Why'd you tell Benson you didn't know Rachel Wilson? 406 00:19:46,944 --> 00:19:50,296 No, what I said was, "I couldn't place her." 407 00:19:50,462 --> 00:19:53,029 But you were at IAB when Rachel Wilson claimed 408 00:19:53,116 --> 00:19:55,031 she was assaulted by somebody at Vice, right? 409 00:19:55,118 --> 00:19:56,468 I was. 410 00:19:56,555 --> 00:19:58,992 That was 15 years ago. 411 00:19:59,079 --> 00:20:01,342 I honestly had no memory of it at first. 412 00:20:01,958 --> 00:20:03,910 At first, but... But you do now. 413 00:20:04,302 --> 00:20:07,479 Yeah, it, um... it came back to me. 414 00:20:07,566 --> 00:20:10,351 She, uh, she talked about filing a complaint, 415 00:20:10,438 --> 00:20:12,224 but it never went anywhere. 416 00:20:12,312 --> 00:20:16,360 She accused Gary Wald, right? 417 00:20:17,552 --> 00:20:19,317 Your former partner? 418 00:20:21,449 --> 00:20:23,321 Yes or no, Tucker? 419 00:20:23,408 --> 00:20:25,286 Yes, she did. 420 00:20:25,497 --> 00:20:27,151 We looked into it. 421 00:20:27,325 --> 00:20:29,544 There were charges and countercharges. 422 00:20:29,631 --> 00:20:31,067 Between Rachel and Gary? 423 00:20:31,154 --> 00:20:32,678 About the assault, yeah. 424 00:20:32,765 --> 00:20:34,201 But also about other relationships 425 00:20:34,288 --> 00:20:36,630 she was having with other guys on the job. 426 00:20:37,335 --> 00:20:39,636 If she had filed a formal complaint 427 00:20:39,724 --> 00:20:40,860 against Gary at that time, 428 00:20:40,947 --> 00:20:42,557 there would've been four broken marriages, 429 00:20:42,644 --> 00:20:44,037 her career would have been ruined. 430 00:20:44,124 --> 00:20:47,562 It was ruined anyway. She fell apart. 431 00:20:47,649 --> 00:20:49,849 Yeah, I know, 432 00:20:50,173 --> 00:20:53,349 and I feel terrible about that. 433 00:20:55,048 --> 00:20:56,810 But at the end of the day, 434 00:20:56,898 --> 00:20:58,813 it was her choice not to pursue. 435 00:21:00,378 --> 00:21:01,814 "Her choice." 436 00:21:01,941 --> 00:21:03,726 It sounds like she was slut-shamed 437 00:21:03,883 --> 00:21:05,145 into keeping her mouth shut, 438 00:21:05,232 --> 00:21:06,929 and Tucker made sure she understood 439 00:21:07,016 --> 00:21:08,583 exactly how that was gonna play out. 440 00:21:08,670 --> 00:21:13,196 I just can't... I can't see Tucker covering up a rape, 441 00:21:13,544 --> 00:21:16,575 even... even if she had a rep. 442 00:21:16,731 --> 00:21:18,219 It happens all the time, Liv, 443 00:21:18,369 --> 00:21:19,980 and if you ask me, he's still covering it up. 444 00:21:21,854 --> 00:21:23,341 Kat, we're in the middle of something. 445 00:21:23,429 --> 00:21:26,258 Sorry, um, I just... 446 00:21:27,297 --> 00:21:29,125 What? What's the matter? 447 00:21:29,497 --> 00:21:33,435 Um, my old sergeant, Ralphie Morris, 448 00:21:33,661 --> 00:21:35,706 he just killed himself. 449 00:21:39,456 --> 00:21:43,112 Two hours after we talked to him. 450 00:21:52,185 --> 00:21:53,360 Get away from me, Katriona. 451 00:21:53,454 --> 00:21:54,927 - I got nothing good to say to you. - Mrs. Morris, 452 00:21:55,014 --> 00:21:56,732 we're so very sorry for your loss. 453 00:21:56,828 --> 00:21:58,013 You the other one he was talking to 454 00:21:58,100 --> 00:21:59,935 before he shot himself? Proud of yourself? 455 00:22:00,023 --> 00:22:02,193 I understand that you're upset, 456 00:22:02,281 --> 00:22:04,587 but something as horrible as this 457 00:22:04,675 --> 00:22:06,373 doesn't just come out of nowhere. 458 00:22:06,461 --> 00:22:09,290 Marie, you know Ralphie meant the world to me, 459 00:22:09,449 --> 00:22:11,233 and I pray that it was nothing that I did. 460 00:22:11,320 --> 00:22:12,365 It wasn't just you. 461 00:22:12,452 --> 00:22:13,931 This had been coming a long time. 462 00:22:14,018 --> 00:22:15,193 I had no idea. 463 00:22:15,281 --> 00:22:17,472 No one did, but I must've called the department 464 00:22:17,560 --> 00:22:19,198 a half dozen times the last few years, 465 00:22:19,285 --> 00:22:20,895 telling them to take his guns away. 466 00:22:20,982 --> 00:22:22,462 Why? What was the matter? 467 00:22:22,549 --> 00:22:23,898 What wasn't the matter? 468 00:22:23,985 --> 00:22:27,989 My Ralphie was an ox, but this job wore him down. 469 00:22:28,076 --> 00:22:30,818 People dumping buckets of water on him in the street, 470 00:22:30,905 --> 00:22:34,169 politicians blaming the cops when anything goes wrong. 471 00:22:34,256 --> 00:22:36,127 We're upside down on a second mortgage 472 00:22:36,214 --> 00:22:37,896 to pay for our son's rehab. 473 00:22:38,052 --> 00:22:40,131 Being a parent and being a cop, 474 00:22:40,218 --> 00:22:42,136 believe me, we... We all get it. 475 00:22:42,224 --> 00:22:45,083 Then tell me why couldn't he get the help he needed? 476 00:22:45,687 --> 00:22:47,972 Look, I'm so sorry to ask you this, 477 00:22:48,060 --> 00:22:52,575 but can you tell me what happened today? 478 00:22:53,493 --> 00:22:57,845 He came home distraught, talking about killing himself. 479 00:22:58,019 --> 00:23:02,560 I was on the phone begging with 911 while he... 480 00:23:02,648 --> 00:23:05,872 He was screaming into his phone in the other room... 481 00:23:08,257 --> 00:23:10,476 Right before I heard the shot. 482 00:23:11,686 --> 00:23:13,688 Any idea who he was talking to? 483 00:23:13,792 --> 00:23:15,141 He made a few calls, 484 00:23:15,229 --> 00:23:18,189 but I know the last one was to his shrink. 485 00:23:20,426 --> 00:23:22,471 This is awful news, Olivia. 486 00:23:22,559 --> 00:23:24,344 I can't imagine how you're feeling. 487 00:23:24,610 --> 00:23:27,308 I can't imagine what you're feeling. 488 00:23:27,396 --> 00:23:29,529 I don't think I understand. 489 00:23:29,616 --> 00:23:32,358 Sergeant Morris was your patient. 490 00:23:32,445 --> 00:23:33,837 How would you know that? 491 00:23:33,924 --> 00:23:37,232 His widow told us that he made a series of calls 492 00:23:37,319 --> 00:23:39,713 before... he shot himself. 493 00:23:39,800 --> 00:23:42,106 The first two were to burner cells. 494 00:23:42,193 --> 00:23:43,543 We're triangulating those. 495 00:23:43,630 --> 00:23:46,676 But the last one was to you. 496 00:23:49,162 --> 00:23:51,774 You heard his final words. 497 00:23:51,986 --> 00:23:53,466 Olivia, when you told me 498 00:23:53,553 --> 00:23:55,424 you needed to see me right away, 499 00:23:55,511 --> 00:23:57,318 I thought it was because you needed help. 500 00:23:57,406 --> 00:23:58,956 I do need help. You have information 501 00:23:59,044 --> 00:24:01,068 that is relevant to our case. 502 00:24:01,156 --> 00:24:03,615 We have spent a lot of time establishing trust. 503 00:24:03,911 --> 00:24:05,644 If you wanna question me for a case, 504 00:24:05,732 --> 00:24:06,914 you can't come here under a pretext. 505 00:24:07,001 --> 00:24:08,219 And I hear you, 506 00:24:08,307 --> 00:24:11,136 but if Ralph revealed anything to you that could help us... 507 00:24:11,571 --> 00:24:13,454 I cannot reveal it to you. 508 00:24:13,743 --> 00:24:15,928 I am sworn to protect my patient's privacy. 509 00:24:16,016 --> 00:24:17,577 - And he's gone. - He's gone, 510 00:24:17,664 --> 00:24:20,667 but confidentiality extends beyond the grave. 511 00:24:22,981 --> 00:24:24,915 Well, so you know... 512 00:24:26,186 --> 00:24:28,666 if you can't see a way to help us, 513 00:24:29,152 --> 00:24:32,025 then the DA's office is going to subpoena you. 514 00:24:32,367 --> 00:24:35,637 Well, then I'll see them in court, Olivia. 515 00:24:35,725 --> 00:24:40,077 Now, you'll excuse me. I lost a patient tonight. 516 00:24:40,164 --> 00:24:42,950 It's not your problem, but I think you can understand 517 00:24:43,037 --> 00:24:45,321 what I'm feeling right now. 518 00:24:51,784 --> 00:24:54,700 Your Honor, we believe that Dr. Lindstrom has evidence 519 00:24:54,788 --> 00:24:57,443 that is crucial to an ongoing SVU investigation. 520 00:24:57,530 --> 00:24:59,358 Now, it's evidence we can't get any other way 521 00:24:59,445 --> 00:25:00,924 because the complaining witness, 522 00:25:01,011 --> 00:25:02,926 and another key witness, Dr. Lindstrom's patient, 523 00:25:03,013 --> 00:25:04,188 are both deceased. 524 00:25:04,275 --> 00:25:05,538 Dr. Lindstrom, 525 00:25:05,625 --> 00:25:08,461 without asking you to reveal anything specific, 526 00:25:08,605 --> 00:25:09,954 can you advise the court 527 00:25:10,042 --> 00:25:12,262 as to whether you might have information relevant 528 00:25:12,350 --> 00:25:14,134 to this investigation? 529 00:25:14,250 --> 00:25:16,383 I'm not prepared to answer even that, Your Honor. 530 00:25:16,471 --> 00:25:17,994 There is a precedent here. 531 00:25:18,082 --> 00:25:21,258 We are all profoundly aware that the NYPD 532 00:25:21,346 --> 00:25:23,295 is in the middle of a mental health crisis, 533 00:25:23,383 --> 00:25:26,385 and it is more important than ever that police officers 534 00:25:26,472 --> 00:25:28,561 who have the courage to seek counseling 535 00:25:28,648 --> 00:25:30,610 know that their records, 536 00:25:30,698 --> 00:25:34,180 their conversations remain privileged... 537 00:25:34,436 --> 00:25:36,743 even after their death. 538 00:25:38,508 --> 00:25:40,032 So Carisi's taking Lindstrom to court? 539 00:25:40,134 --> 00:25:42,397 Yeah... I wouldn't count on that working either. 540 00:25:42,539 --> 00:25:43,844 Where are we? 541 00:25:44,032 --> 00:25:45,425 Well, in 2004, 542 00:25:45,513 --> 00:25:47,341 Rachel made Detective under Captain Gary Wald 543 00:25:47,429 --> 00:25:49,257 and Sergeant Ralph Morris. 544 00:25:49,345 --> 00:25:51,060 She partners up with Detective Guevara. 545 00:25:51,148 --> 00:25:52,204 From Tucker's file, 546 00:25:52,292 --> 00:25:55,252 she hooked up with all three of them plus a UC. 547 00:25:55,525 --> 00:25:57,831 Ralphie? I don't believe that. 548 00:25:57,981 --> 00:26:00,506 It would explain Gary's leverage over him. 549 00:26:00,593 --> 00:26:03,227 We were able to trace the burner cell. 550 00:26:03,421 --> 00:26:06,425 Gary and Ralphie exchanged calls before he killed himself. 551 00:26:06,512 --> 00:26:08,383 Okay, so after Rachel's suicide, 552 00:26:08,470 --> 00:26:10,227 Ralphie feels guilt, 553 00:26:10,315 --> 00:26:13,275 Gary leans on him to keep quiet, and... 554 00:26:13,557 --> 00:26:16,647 Ralphie just doesn't see another way out. 555 00:26:18,262 --> 00:26:20,251 I respect the principle, Your Honor, 556 00:26:20,367 --> 00:26:21,540 but in this case, 557 00:26:21,628 --> 00:26:23,411 the two suicides may well have been the result 558 00:26:23,498 --> 00:26:24,890 of the crime and a cover-up, 559 00:26:25,017 --> 00:26:26,802 and Dr. Lindstrom has a duty to warn. 560 00:26:26,890 --> 00:26:29,166 He may have information that could stop yet another officer 561 00:26:29,253 --> 00:26:30,438 from committing suicide. 562 00:26:30,526 --> 00:26:32,572 Mr. Carisi, I've heard you use phrases like, "maybe," 563 00:26:32,659 --> 00:26:34,835 "may well have been," "we believe." 564 00:26:35,035 --> 00:26:37,555 All words that tell me this evidence you seek 565 00:26:37,643 --> 00:26:40,434 is speculative and secondhand and maybe even third-hand. 566 00:26:40,768 --> 00:26:43,423 You've failed to show that the interests of justice 567 00:26:43,526 --> 00:26:47,258 outweigh the deceased's interest in confidentiality. 568 00:26:52,711 --> 00:26:55,774 Oh, my, Dr. Lindstrom, are you okay? 569 00:26:55,862 --> 00:26:57,603 I'm fine. 570 00:26:57,867 --> 00:26:59,652 This must've happened while I was at the hearing. 571 00:26:59,739 --> 00:27:01,915 - I'm sorry. - They broke into my desk, 572 00:27:02,002 --> 00:27:04,091 but they didn't bother to take prescription samples 573 00:27:04,178 --> 00:27:05,484 or my checkbook. 574 00:27:05,571 --> 00:27:07,399 - Was anything missing? - Two things. 575 00:27:07,487 --> 00:27:09,532 My laptop and Ralph Morris' file. 576 00:27:09,738 --> 00:27:11,778 They must have been worried that the court was gonna 577 00:27:11,881 --> 00:27:13,469 order you to turn your notes over. 578 00:27:13,769 --> 00:27:15,913 - And now they have them. - We'll call CSU, 579 00:27:16,001 --> 00:27:17,496 get a team in here and run prints, 580 00:27:17,583 --> 00:27:18,829 look for touch DNA. 581 00:27:18,917 --> 00:27:20,571 Yeah, I can save you the time. 582 00:27:20,659 --> 00:27:22,618 I had a visit to my office here late last night. 583 00:27:22,706 --> 00:27:25,665 - From who? - Gary Wald, ex-cop. 584 00:27:25,824 --> 00:27:28,218 Yeah, we... we know him. What did he want? 585 00:27:28,376 --> 00:27:29,986 The same thing you want. 586 00:27:30,073 --> 00:27:31,597 To know what Ralph Morris said 587 00:27:31,684 --> 00:27:33,207 just before he took his own life. 588 00:27:33,294 --> 00:27:34,687 But you didn't tell him. 589 00:27:34,774 --> 00:27:37,690 No. I can't. 590 00:27:38,937 --> 00:27:40,678 But without breaking confidentiality, 591 00:27:40,765 --> 00:27:42,854 I can tell you that your friend Ed Tucker 592 00:27:43,043 --> 00:27:45,611 must know everything I know. 593 00:27:55,260 --> 00:27:57,740 - You still take milk? - Ah, thank you. 594 00:27:59,273 --> 00:28:01,001 Boy, four times in a week. 595 00:28:01,117 --> 00:28:02,757 First, you couldn't wait to get rid of me, 596 00:28:03,057 --> 00:28:04,972 now I need an order of protection against you. 597 00:28:05,060 --> 00:28:07,062 Ed, we need to talk. 598 00:28:07,150 --> 00:28:08,978 Walk with me. 599 00:28:09,066 --> 00:28:10,894 I'm not going far. 600 00:28:12,375 --> 00:28:14,290 What's on your mind? 601 00:28:14,378 --> 00:28:18,077 Rachel Wilson, Ralph Morris, 602 00:28:18,407 --> 00:28:20,741 you and these games that you've been playing. 603 00:28:20,829 --> 00:28:22,670 Trust me, Liv, I don't have time to play games. 604 00:28:22,758 --> 00:28:24,998 No? Did you know your friend Gary Wald broke into 605 00:28:25,085 --> 00:28:28,523 Lindstrom's office and stole the file on Ralph Morris? 606 00:28:28,610 --> 00:28:30,090 No. I had no idea. 607 00:28:30,177 --> 00:28:31,657 Well, he did. 608 00:28:31,744 --> 00:28:33,876 Lately, I'm realizing I had no idea about a lot of things. 609 00:28:33,963 --> 00:28:35,524 Yeah, and I want to believe you, Ed, 610 00:28:35,612 --> 00:28:38,811 I really do, but I still get the feeling 611 00:28:38,899 --> 00:28:40,975 that you're not being straight with me 612 00:28:41,063 --> 00:28:43,868 about... about any of this. 613 00:28:50,246 --> 00:28:52,797 Ed, what are we doing here? 614 00:28:52,921 --> 00:28:55,358 You can't tell my wife. 615 00:29:16,009 --> 00:29:17,445 Hey. 616 00:29:24,563 --> 00:29:28,118 Did I ever tell you about where I worked after 9/11? 617 00:29:28,586 --> 00:29:30,197 I asked. 618 00:29:32,040 --> 00:29:33,256 They had me detailed 619 00:29:33,344 --> 00:29:35,550 to the Fresh Kill Landfill recovery site, 620 00:29:36,118 --> 00:29:38,258 looking for remains. 621 00:29:38,376 --> 00:29:40,272 12-hour shifts at the conveyor belt, 622 00:29:40,360 --> 00:29:41,704 sifting through the debris, 623 00:29:41,792 --> 00:29:43,667 watching credit cards, baby pictures, 624 00:29:43,754 --> 00:29:45,756 and wedding rings go by. 625 00:29:45,843 --> 00:29:50,022 Every once in a while, a... a finger bone or a rib. 626 00:29:50,557 --> 00:29:53,430 That sounds like how I picture Hell. 627 00:29:53,721 --> 00:29:56,680 You start thinking about your own life, you know? 628 00:29:56,767 --> 00:29:58,552 All the things you missed. 629 00:29:58,639 --> 00:30:01,859 - Oh, Ed. - Wished you'd done. 630 00:30:01,946 --> 00:30:03,687 They caught the cancer in my lungs 631 00:30:03,774 --> 00:30:06,777 before I started seeing you. 632 00:30:08,715 --> 00:30:11,065 Now it's in my brain. 633 00:30:12,302 --> 00:30:14,348 They say there's no connection, but... 634 00:30:14,458 --> 00:30:16,564 But... but they can treat that, right? 635 00:30:16,700 --> 00:30:20,487 They can, but the doctor just told me 636 00:30:20,574 --> 00:30:22,970 I have six months to a year. 637 00:30:23,159 --> 00:30:25,901 Oh, my God. 638 00:30:26,145 --> 00:30:28,799 It is what it is. 639 00:30:30,975 --> 00:30:33,935 Well, pretty soon, I won't be myself anymore. 640 00:30:34,022 --> 00:30:37,112 Maybe you notice I'm starting to have memory lapses. 641 00:30:37,472 --> 00:30:41,389 That's why you didn't remember Rachel. 642 00:30:41,952 --> 00:30:46,276 I had no... idea how I knew her. 643 00:30:47,296 --> 00:30:50,776 I was too embarrassed to tell you that when you asked. 644 00:30:53,393 --> 00:30:55,799 But Gary called me after you left. 645 00:30:57,654 --> 00:30:59,526 And what did he say? 646 00:30:59,768 --> 00:31:02,398 He was just making sure that I had his back, 647 00:31:02,549 --> 00:31:05,097 like when we were partners. 648 00:31:07,011 --> 00:31:10,493 Ed, are you saying that you covered up a rape... 649 00:31:10,580 --> 00:31:12,057 to protect your friend? 650 00:31:12,154 --> 00:31:15,932 No. I would never. 651 00:31:16,176 --> 00:31:19,557 Back then, Gary told me he'd an affair with her, 652 00:31:19,721 --> 00:31:21,026 and when he went to break it off, 653 00:31:21,113 --> 00:31:23,635 she only accused him of rape just to get back at him, 654 00:31:24,028 --> 00:31:26,944 and I was stupid enough to believe him. 655 00:31:29,378 --> 00:31:34,729 I don't want Rachel or Ralph on my conscience. 656 00:31:35,798 --> 00:31:39,759 While there's still time, I need to make this right. 657 00:31:46,964 --> 00:31:50,707 Mrs. Morris, we just wanted to say again how sorry we are. 658 00:31:50,794 --> 00:31:53,014 May Ralphie's memory be a blessing for you. 659 00:31:53,101 --> 00:31:57,323 Ralphie adored you, you know that, don't you? 660 00:31:57,705 --> 00:32:00,316 You were the daughter he never had. 661 00:32:00,630 --> 00:32:02,245 He was a beautiful man. 662 00:32:02,333 --> 00:32:04,117 He'll be missed. 663 00:32:16,168 --> 00:32:19,331 108 bucks, Porterhouse steak for two? 664 00:32:19,642 --> 00:32:21,340 Most expensive steak I ever had. 665 00:32:21,521 --> 00:32:22,696 Yeah, the private sector's 666 00:32:22,783 --> 00:32:24,729 been very, very good to Gary Wald. 667 00:32:24,817 --> 00:32:25,862 Evidently. 668 00:32:25,950 --> 00:32:27,429 And it could be very good for Eddie. 669 00:32:27,517 --> 00:32:30,486 Six-figure salaries, yachts, private planes, 670 00:32:30,573 --> 00:32:32,140 unbelievable women. 671 00:32:32,227 --> 00:32:34,229 You wait till I'm married to tell me this? 672 00:32:34,316 --> 00:32:36,013 Well, I'm married too. 673 00:32:36,100 --> 00:32:39,191 Or at least my wife is. 674 00:32:39,278 --> 00:32:43,565 So, uh, did you get anything from Benson? 675 00:32:46,589 --> 00:32:48,678 They know what happened during Vice 676 00:32:48,765 --> 00:32:51,290 and that it involved a supervisor. 677 00:32:51,377 --> 00:32:52,856 All right, got it. 678 00:32:53,260 --> 00:32:55,120 Did Ralphie's shrink give them anything? 679 00:32:55,207 --> 00:32:56,643 No, 680 00:32:56,730 --> 00:33:00,342 not even after somebody broke into his office. 681 00:33:01,648 --> 00:33:03,606 We don't need to worry about that, do we? 682 00:33:03,693 --> 00:33:06,435 No. No, those notes are gone. 683 00:33:06,522 --> 00:33:09,351 Now this gets easier. 684 00:33:09,438 --> 00:33:12,267 Just pin the rape on Ralphie. 685 00:33:12,354 --> 00:33:13,921 Ralphie? 686 00:33:14,008 --> 00:33:16,893 Well, I have proof he was having an affair with her. 687 00:33:16,988 --> 00:33:18,728 Whew. 688 00:33:19,143 --> 00:33:21,930 She really got around, huh? You, Ralphie? 689 00:33:22,018 --> 00:33:23,745 Remember I told you they called her 690 00:33:23,833 --> 00:33:26,358 the Hotbox of Midtown South? 691 00:33:26,446 --> 00:33:27,838 I remember, 692 00:33:28,065 --> 00:33:30,651 but then she started giving you a hard time. 693 00:33:30,778 --> 00:33:32,998 More like stalking me. 694 00:33:33,195 --> 00:33:37,591 She called my wife. I can't have that. 695 00:33:40,115 --> 00:33:42,074 I had to tune her up. 696 00:33:42,341 --> 00:33:43,733 Tune her up? 697 00:33:44,128 --> 00:33:46,083 You never told me that back then. 698 00:33:46,170 --> 00:33:48,216 It was a different time, Ed. I had to protect my home, 699 00:33:48,303 --> 00:33:49,652 my family, my job. 700 00:33:49,739 --> 00:33:50,807 No, I get it. 701 00:33:50,895 --> 00:33:53,593 I roughed her up good, she got the message. 702 00:33:53,917 --> 00:33:56,057 And now she's gone, 703 00:33:56,311 --> 00:33:58,456 and Ralphie's gone. 704 00:33:58,661 --> 00:34:00,272 All ties up in a bow. 705 00:34:00,359 --> 00:34:02,099 The dead don't speak to the living. 706 00:34:02,186 --> 00:34:05,424 These IAB guys know how to reel 'em in. 707 00:34:06,582 --> 00:34:09,585 One thing you can say about Ed Tucker, 708 00:34:09,760 --> 00:34:11,831 he settles his accounts. 709 00:34:15,548 --> 00:34:17,102 Whoa... hey, bud, 710 00:34:17,190 --> 00:34:18,938 I didn't think you had that much to drink. 711 00:34:19,026 --> 00:34:20,596 What can I tell you? 712 00:34:20,683 --> 00:34:22,540 I'm turning into an amateur now I'm retired. 713 00:34:22,628 --> 00:34:24,687 Hey, you want a ride home? I got my driver. 714 00:34:24,774 --> 00:34:27,516 Nah, I'm good. It's... it's out of your way. 715 00:34:27,603 --> 00:34:29,526 Well, you stick with me, kid, 716 00:34:29,614 --> 00:34:31,899 you'll be riding in the back of that Rolls Silver Cloud 717 00:34:31,987 --> 00:34:34,131 we always talked about, all right? 718 00:34:57,894 --> 00:35:00,383 Hey. Hey, you okay? 719 00:35:00,471 --> 00:35:01,550 - Yeah. - Take it easy. 720 00:35:01,667 --> 00:35:02,943 You okay? 721 00:35:03,946 --> 00:35:05,426 Did you get enough for an arrest? 722 00:35:05,552 --> 00:35:08,250 Yes, yes. It's all good. 723 00:35:17,316 --> 00:35:19,274 It all ties up in a bow, and the dead don't speak 724 00:35:19,361 --> 00:35:20,526 to the living. 725 00:35:20,643 --> 00:35:23,278 So are we good to go on the arrest warrant for Gary Wald? 726 00:35:23,365 --> 00:35:25,456 Wald runs a global security firm, right? 727 00:35:25,557 --> 00:35:28,071 So if there's anything out there on Tucker, 728 00:35:28,159 --> 00:35:29,157 he's gonna find it? 729 00:35:29,245 --> 00:35:31,586 Is Tucker okay testifying against his former partner? 730 00:35:31,674 --> 00:35:33,891 - Tucker's clean. - And you believe him? 731 00:35:34,088 --> 00:35:36,362 Took him long enough to come around on Rachel. 732 00:35:36,486 --> 00:35:38,899 If this goes to trial, how long will it take? 733 00:35:38,987 --> 00:35:40,954 Months? Could be years. 734 00:35:41,042 --> 00:35:42,863 Why are you asking? 735 00:35:45,552 --> 00:35:49,461 There's a reason that Tucker wasn't himself before. 736 00:35:49,549 --> 00:35:51,495 Captain, what are you talking about? 737 00:35:53,276 --> 00:35:55,401 Don't make me spell it out. 738 00:35:57,456 --> 00:35:59,682 So we need to do this without him? 739 00:35:59,799 --> 00:36:01,098 Yes. 740 00:36:02,165 --> 00:36:03,461 Okay. 741 00:36:04,189 --> 00:36:07,042 We have the tapes... I'll get you the search warrants. 742 00:36:07,130 --> 00:36:08,104 Also see if you can flush out 743 00:36:08,192 --> 00:36:09,727 anybody from Vice from that time. 744 00:36:09,815 --> 00:36:11,532 - Anything else? - Yeah. 745 00:36:11,620 --> 00:36:13,237 Pick up Gary Wald. 746 00:36:27,230 --> 00:36:28,612 If you guys are here to talk about 747 00:36:28,700 --> 00:36:29,832 working for me after retirement, 748 00:36:29,919 --> 00:36:31,010 you should've called ahead for an appointment. 749 00:36:31,066 --> 00:36:32,782 - Guess again. - Gary Wald, we've got 750 00:36:32,870 --> 00:36:34,649 a warrant for your arrest for sexual assault, 751 00:36:34,737 --> 00:36:36,810 witness tampering, and breaking and entering. 752 00:36:36,897 --> 00:36:38,160 Based on what? 753 00:36:38,247 --> 00:36:39,754 The word of two cops who were having an affair 754 00:36:39,841 --> 00:36:40,799 and then killed themselves? 755 00:36:40,887 --> 00:36:41,978 You better watch your mouth. 756 00:36:42,066 --> 00:36:43,315 Damn, what is her problem? 757 00:36:43,403 --> 00:36:44,926 You heard what she said. 758 00:36:47,135 --> 00:36:49,572 Let's go. 759 00:36:52,136 --> 00:36:53,964 So Gary's on his way to Central Booking? 760 00:36:54,052 --> 00:36:55,612 Yup. 761 00:36:56,611 --> 00:36:58,657 One of my best friends, my partner, 762 00:36:58,745 --> 00:37:00,690 and I never even knew it. 763 00:37:02,705 --> 00:37:04,783 I think of all the people I never let get close to me 764 00:37:04,870 --> 00:37:06,231 because of IAB. 765 00:37:06,318 --> 00:37:08,799 - Don't blame yourself, Ed. - Why not? 766 00:37:08,886 --> 00:37:10,975 It was my job to root out bad cops, 767 00:37:11,062 --> 00:37:12,150 and I missed one of the worst. 768 00:37:12,237 --> 00:37:14,299 He was standing right in front of me. 769 00:37:14,935 --> 00:37:16,938 If I hadn't, Rachel might still be here. 770 00:37:17,025 --> 00:37:19,027 Ed, a lot of people missed it. 771 00:37:19,393 --> 00:37:21,855 I have missed some things. 772 00:37:24,554 --> 00:37:26,208 I didn't realize we'd changed the subject. 773 00:37:26,295 --> 00:37:27,971 We're talking about us now? 774 00:37:31,126 --> 00:37:35,651 I'm sorry... for the way that I ended things. 775 00:37:36,957 --> 00:37:39,525 I think underneath it all... 776 00:37:41,256 --> 00:37:43,174 I was afraid. 777 00:37:45,357 --> 00:37:47,393 And your dance card was full. 778 00:37:47,499 --> 00:37:50,371 The job, Noah. 779 00:37:51,755 --> 00:37:56,753 What I wish I had and what I wish we had... 780 00:37:58,588 --> 00:38:00,901 Is more time. 781 00:38:03,242 --> 00:38:05,157 It's okay. 782 00:38:06,900 --> 00:38:09,104 We'll always have Paris. 783 00:38:12,950 --> 00:38:15,862 You know, I've always wanted to say that. 784 00:38:39,593 --> 00:38:41,499 Did the son of a bitch make bail? 785 00:38:41,587 --> 00:38:43,807 No, once the judge heard about his private plane, 786 00:38:43,894 --> 00:38:44,792 his multiple passports... 787 00:38:44,880 --> 00:38:46,289 If he's not a flight risk, no one is. 788 00:38:46,376 --> 00:38:47,812 He can cool his jets at the jail 789 00:38:47,900 --> 00:38:49,815 they were going to name after him. 790 00:38:49,903 --> 00:38:51,862 Oh, my God. 791 00:38:52,120 --> 00:38:53,599 What? 792 00:39:09,829 --> 00:39:12,267 I heard about Tucker. How you doing? 793 00:39:12,488 --> 00:39:15,799 He took his life with his old .38. 794 00:39:20,017 --> 00:39:22,498 I just don't know what to do with that. 795 00:39:22,585 --> 00:39:24,674 There's nothing you can do with it. 796 00:39:24,761 --> 00:39:25,995 It just is. 797 00:39:26,186 --> 00:39:29,580 He left his wife a letter, his benefits, his pension. 798 00:39:32,899 --> 00:39:35,685 He told her that he didn't want her to spend the best years 799 00:39:35,772 --> 00:39:40,037 of her life taking care of a dying man. 800 00:39:42,953 --> 00:39:44,862 He had brain cancer. 801 00:39:46,696 --> 00:39:48,651 Oh, I didn't know. 802 00:39:52,215 --> 00:39:54,417 He was suffering, Liv. 803 00:39:55,270 --> 00:39:57,010 That's not how he'd want to be remembered. 804 00:39:57,097 --> 00:39:59,578 I know. I know. 805 00:40:02,890 --> 00:40:06,546 It's just a lot of rain in one place. 806 00:40:08,413 --> 00:40:10,181 You don't need to be here alone. 807 00:40:10,269 --> 00:40:12,271 Let me drive you home. 808 00:40:12,954 --> 00:40:15,479 Just give me a minute. I'll be okay. 809 00:40:16,998 --> 00:40:18,565 I'm good.