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When you're dating someone new,
everything can seem foreign.
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Especially when you're dating
someone foreign.
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My Russian had been taking me
around the world.
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Greece in Astoria, Italy in the Bronx.
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Tonight, it was Korea,
on West 32nd Street.
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Wow. You look...
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Why, thank you. So...
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Where to tonight?
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Very, very exotic place.
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-Really?
-Mmm-hmm.
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Well, just so you know,
I'm fully vaccinated.
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Good. Good.
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So, should we get a cab?
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I've not been to this
mysterious place before.
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But I believe we can walk.
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I'm intrigued. Continue.
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Turn around. We're going to your place.
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Art-shmart. The man can cook.
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Have never made the risotto
in frying pan before.
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I'm sorry. I don't use my kitchen.
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And I don't usually make my guests
sit on the floor
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next to my stack of Vogues,
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which I ordinarily hide
in the tub for company.
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-And the walls--
-Shh.
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I love your house. It's so you.
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Small and artless?
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No. Warm and lovely.
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-Ooh.
-Are you okay?
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-My foot sleeps.
-Oh.
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Well, now we'll have espresso?
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Oh, great. Where?
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I don't have an espresso machine.
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And you call yourself a writer, yeah?
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Well, I may have an old
Mr. Coffee One Cup,
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but don't hold your breath.
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Oh, my God!
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Okay. We go out.
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Oh, okay.
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Oh, that mouse is dead. Wow.
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It was a rodent.
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You don't want this in your house.
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Well, maybe he was just crossing through
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to get to the much nicer
apartment next door.
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They call this denial.
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Where there's one, there will be more.
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Yeah, we're going out.
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At least it didn't happen in a room
I actually used, like my closet.
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Good Humor me.
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The next morning, we were
determined to use our good humors
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to make Samantha's chemo lounge
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as close as possible
to a cocktail lounge.
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Look at Miranda working Mr. Grape there.
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Steve is one lucky guy.
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Samantha.
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Well, you guys are having a good time.
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You bet. Cancer is hilarious.
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Are all you as fun as Samantha?
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-We try.
-I'm her favorite patient.
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-Any mouth sores, sweetie?
-Nope.
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Great. Just keep up the Popsicles.
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Samantha, I have to say,
you are amazing.
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I am. And if you love me in chemo,
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wait till you see me
at Smith's movie premiere.
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I'm getting a hot dress,
fantastic shoes.
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I'm going to kick cancer
and that red carpet's ass.
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Hear, hear.
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-Hear, hear.
-Whoo-hoo!
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It's not at all what I expected.
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They have these Barcaloungers
and videos and popsicles.
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You throw in Shuffle Board,
it'd be a vacation in Miami.
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Ah, here they are.
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Later, the Russian took me
somewhere else I'd never been before.
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The Kitchen Supplies Department.
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She doesn't even look sick.
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But she is sick, yes?
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Well, she was. But she's gonna be fine.
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Had a friend who had breast cancer.
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Oh...
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She died.
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I think this one is you.
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From kitchen supplies
to a kitchen surprise.
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Hello.
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Oh, hi, Dr. Steiner.
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Uh-huh.
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Oh.
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None of them?
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Sure. I understand.
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Thanks for calling on a Saturday. Bye.
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None of my eggs were viable.
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Oh, baby.
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Again.
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What do you want to do?
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Try IVF again.
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You sure? We've already tried it twice.
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Yeah. I'm sure. It'll work.
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I mean, it has to.
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-You okay?
-Yeah. I'm gonna go for a run.
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In high school,
Charlotte was voted most popular,
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head of the track team
and class president.
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She had won everything.
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Except the baby race.
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Meanwhile, across town a couple
who had won the baby race,
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had lost their bedroom to their baby.
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Wait, we saw this one.
Charming, mid-town two-bedroom?
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Why don't they say what it really is?
Crack house on an airshaft.
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-Scout, off! Off!
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Hey. Listen to this one.
In our price range, three-bedroom.
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I'm putting my shoes on.
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-Outdoor space.
-I'm getting my bag.
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-Finished basement.
-It's a house?
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-In Brooklyn.
-Okay, shoes are off.
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What did I tell you
about that side of the paper?
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What, it's a good place.
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Steve, we're not moving to Brooklyn.
I'm a Manhattan girl.
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I don't like anything not Manhattan.
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Hey, I'm Queens and I'm pretty cute.
Let's just look at it.
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Sleeping in the dining room
isn't so bad.
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We're near the kitchen.
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Did you let Fatty
out of the laundry room? Ow.
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We don't even need this.
We can hear Brady through the wall.
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Miranda, we can't keep living like this.
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-Scout, down.
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Fine. I'll look at it.
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Hmm.
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Oh. Oh. Ah, wow.
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-What?
-That is some strong coffee.
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Oh. Well. No wonder you work all night.
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That's the way I like it.
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I'm gonna need a little milk in this.
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Then it's not espresso.
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Milk will ruin it. Keep sipping it.
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You'll see.
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-I need to talk to you about something.
-Yes?
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You know, the other day
when I was talking about my friend?
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-The one with cancer?
-Her name is Samantha.
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I just felt like you weren't being
very sensitive about my feelings.
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I mentioned her and your first response
was to tell me about your friend.
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Who died. Yeah.
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Yes. See, exactly.
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I'm sorry about your friend.
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But my friend is going to be fine.
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And my friend died.
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See? You're doing it again.
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Not everyone dies.
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Then they're lucky.
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Okay... Maybe I'm not being very clear.
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Oh, you're being clear.
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-You don't want your friend to die.
-Please. Stop saying "die."
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But to be realistic,
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you must acknowledge
this possibility, yes?
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No. They caught it early at Stage 1,
she's having the Cadillac of chemo.
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No, she is going to be fine.
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And your scaring me isn't helping.
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All I'm saying when my friend died--
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Okay, I don't know why
but you are not listening to me.
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You're not listening to me.
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Are you kidding me? All I've said is,
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"Please don't talk about
your friend who died."
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Her name was Sophie.
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I'm leaving.
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What are you talking about?
We're having espresso.
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No, we're not having espresso.
We are not listening.
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Sit down, finish your coffee. It's hot.
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I'm leaving.
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Excuse...
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You know, I asked you
not to mention your friend.
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And now all I can think about
is your friend
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and my friend has nothing to do
with your friend.
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I think you're acting like a child.
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And I think you're acting
like an asshole.
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-Maybe you should go for now.
-I'm already going.
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It was my first fight
with the Russian
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and I didn't know
if it was the strong espresso
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or the strong words, but either way,
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not even my feet slept that night.
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-Oh, my goodness.
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Look at you and your little coat.
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-Did you go shopping?
-Princess Dandy Rich Brandy Wine. Come!
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Oh, I got her.
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Oh, my goodness, so cute.
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Thank you.
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That's a mighty big name
for such a little dog.
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-Well, it's a show name.
-Oh, my gosh, I love dog shows.
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-Has she ever won?
-This one? Two-time loser.
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She doesn't show anymore.
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She was bred from two champion
Cavalier King Charles Spaniels
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but when I tried to show her,
it turns out she has a defect.
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Oh, no.
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Yeah, one of her hind legs is too short.
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Such a shame. She had so much promise.
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She just isn't a winner.
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Well. She's awfully cute anyway.
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I'm Charlotte York Goldenblatt.
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Trudy Stork. All right. Come on.
That's enough. Come
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There.
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-Okay. Well, nice to meet you.
-Nice to meet you. Bye-bye.
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Bye.
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That was the day a King Charles
met an Upper East Side princess.
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Taxi.
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And an upper west-eider
went to see a house in Brooklyn.
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Where to?
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Um, Brooklyn. Please.
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I don't go to Brooklyn.
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Yeah, neither do I.
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Miranda tried to see
her future in Brooklyn,
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but she just couldn't get there.
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Oh, yeah. Shit, yeah.
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Oh, God, you're good.
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Oh, fuck.
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What? Oh, Jesus.
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What do I...
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Just give it to me.
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I mean, that's a lot of hair.
Did that hurt?
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No, I'm fine. Really. So...
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Where were we?
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-Oh.
-I'm sorry.
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I'm gonna take a bath.
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Apparently,
Samantha wasn't the only one
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losing something that night.
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Samantha's not gonna die, right?
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Of course not. She'll be fine.
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Her hair started falling out
at a really bad time.
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Oh, God. Was she at work?
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No. But she was definitely doing a job.
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-No.
-Oh, yes, ma'am.
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-She's a trooper. She'll be fine.
-Yeah, I know.
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But according to my Russian friend,
we're all in denial.
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Why? What does he say?
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Well, it went like this.
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Him, "Your friend might die, yes?"
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Me, "No. You're an asshole."
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-We had our first fight.
-Yeah. I picked up on that.
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I mean, this is a man who is
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so sensitive about so much,
but then this death, deal with it.
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I know he's Russian, but Jesus, come on.
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-Maybe it's a language barrier.
-Well, it's definitely a barrier for me.
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Is this who I'm seeing?
A man who kills mice and optimism?
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Well, it's not denial.
They got it early. She's gonna be fine.
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You are aware that you've said
she'll be fine three times
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in half a block.
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Yeah. I just picked up on that, too.
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Anyway, how's it helping her
if we freak out about it?
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-It is our job to think positive.
-Exactly.
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Can you believe we're actually
having this conversation?
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No. And here's another thing
I've never thought I'd be saying.
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-Steve wants us to move to Brooklyn.
-Okay. Stop.
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Now, that is information I can't handle.
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I know. I can't move to Brooklyn.
Even cabs won't go there.
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My conversation with Miranda
brought me back to reality.
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Or more specifically,
the people who want us to live in it.
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The world tells us to get real.
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But what happens when living in reality
means living in pain, fear, or Brooklyn.
253
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If a defense mechanism can get us
through the difficult times,
254
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how bad can it be?
255
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Maybe the reality is we need denial.
256
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Denial, friend or foe?
257
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Denial had become
Charlotte's best friend, next to Harry.
258
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-Going for a run?
-Uh-huh.
259
00:15:25,466 --> 00:15:28,052
-What are you looking at?
-Doing some research.
260
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-On what?
-Adoption.
261
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Oh.
262
00:15:34,142 --> 00:15:37,895
It could be just a backup. You know?
Maybe we put ourselves on some lists.
263
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By the time we know what's what,
we'll have some choices.
264
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What do you think?
265
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That seems like the right thing to do.
266
00:15:54,996 --> 00:15:56,998
-Hi, Trudy.
-Oh, hi.
267
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Hi, Dandy Rich. Hi.
268
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I brought you a present.
269
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-It's turkey bacon. Is that all right?
-Oh, sure. She's not a show dog.
270
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Oh, do you like that?
271
00:16:15,683 --> 00:16:17,894
Well, she really loves you.
272
00:16:18,019 --> 00:16:21,939
Oh, who wouldn't love her.
Look at that face.
273
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Eh.
274
00:16:26,777 --> 00:16:31,324
You know, just because somebody doesn't
perform the way that you want them to,
275
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doesn't mean you should
just give up on them.
276
00:16:35,286 --> 00:16:40,208
Oh, I'm sorry.
Oh, I swore I wouldn't cry.
277
00:16:43,461 --> 00:16:46,714
I'm trying to have a baby
and it's just not going very well.
278
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That day, thanks to a dog
with one short leg,
279
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Charlotte stopped denying
her shortcomings.
280
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I don't care for babies. Or labs.
281
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Thanks for coming.
282
00:17:04,524 --> 00:17:06,776
Are you kidding me?
This is gonna be fun.
283
00:17:06,859 --> 00:17:09,320
I used to do this
when I was 16 at the mall.
284
00:17:10,196 --> 00:17:11,447
Without the cancer part.
285
00:17:16,369 --> 00:17:20,331
I have a movie premiere and I need to
look like myself at my most fabulous.
286
00:17:20,581 --> 00:17:23,376
What would you like
natural hair or acrylic?
287
00:17:23,751 --> 00:17:26,337
Sweetheart, does it look like
I do acrylic?
288
00:17:27,088 --> 00:17:28,798
These are our best natural hair.
289
00:17:28,881 --> 00:17:31,676
"Sassy" and "Pretty-me."
290
00:17:33,177 --> 00:17:34,470
No and no.
291
00:17:34,762 --> 00:17:37,890
Fine. Let's try this.
292
00:17:39,308 --> 00:17:41,018
It's from the Ronnie Manrique line.
293
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This looks like you. Hmm?
294
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-Carrie.
- Hmm?
295
00:17:49,610 --> 00:17:50,611
How do I look?
296
00:17:50,861 --> 00:17:52,363
You look like Florence Henderson.
297
00:17:52,863 --> 00:17:54,490
Florence Henderson in a bad wig.
298
00:17:55,116 --> 00:17:59,161
Listen, I can't be on
the red carpet in a bad rug.
299
00:17:59,245 --> 00:18:00,871
Do you understand?
300
00:18:02,582 --> 00:18:03,916
I know.
301
00:18:05,334 --> 00:18:07,503
This is Candy.
302
00:18:08,588 --> 00:18:10,506
She's very popular.
303
00:18:13,926 --> 00:18:15,303
I don't think you're listening.
304
00:18:16,012 --> 00:18:20,057
I don't wanna look like Candy.
I just wanna look like myself.
305
00:18:20,391 --> 00:18:23,728
Ma'am. These are wigs.
306
00:18:24,395 --> 00:18:26,606
They're not ever gonna
look exactly like you.
307
00:18:26,689 --> 00:18:28,316
That is not acceptable.
308
00:18:28,774 --> 00:18:31,527
-We could style the bang.
-Don't touch my head.
309
00:18:31,611 --> 00:18:34,488
I've worked with many women with cancer.
310
00:18:34,572 --> 00:18:37,742
I don't have cancer. I have a premiere.
311
00:18:37,825 --> 00:18:41,245
And I don't want some second rate wig
named after a hooker.
312
00:18:41,329 --> 00:18:43,205
My hair is my thing.
313
00:18:43,289 --> 00:18:45,958
This is bullshit.
314
00:18:47,501 --> 00:18:49,920
Carrie? We're going.
315
00:18:55,885 --> 00:18:57,553
I'm just so angry.
316
00:18:57,637 --> 00:19:01,098
The chemo I can handle.
But this hair thing. It's too much.
317
00:19:01,182 --> 00:19:04,602
Sweetie, we'll find you a better wig.
I have left hair all over Manhattan.
318
00:19:04,685 --> 00:19:06,187
Every time the wind blows,
319
00:19:06,270 --> 00:19:08,439
I have to check
to make sure I'm not bald.
320
00:19:08,522 --> 00:19:10,608
It's only temporary. It'll grow back.
321
00:19:10,691 --> 00:19:14,528
And until then, I have to look like a
sick person and I don't do sick person.
322
00:19:14,612 --> 00:19:15,613
Because you're not.
323
00:19:15,696 --> 00:19:19,450
You're someone who had a little blip
of bad luck and now it's over.
324
00:19:19,533 --> 00:19:20,743
What if it's not over?
325
00:19:20,826 --> 00:19:23,120
It's over. So over.
326
00:19:23,204 --> 00:19:24,413
What if it comes back?
327
00:19:25,081 --> 00:19:26,374
I could die, Carrie.
328
00:19:27,041 --> 00:19:28,626
With really bad hair.
329
00:19:28,793 --> 00:19:31,587
Hey, you are not going anywhere.
330
00:19:35,174 --> 00:19:40,471
Carrie, please. Let me talk about
what I'm afraid of. Please?
331
00:19:40,930 --> 00:19:44,183
The denial part of me
wanted to say, "You'll be fine."
332
00:19:44,308 --> 00:19:46,060
Instead I said,
333
00:19:46,268 --> 00:19:47,603
Okay. I'm here.
334
00:19:50,231 --> 00:19:52,483
Maybe I should just
shave it all off.
335
00:19:52,775 --> 00:19:54,735
Yeah, you could be one of those
fantastic bald women
336
00:19:54,819 --> 00:19:56,070
who's all about earrings.
337
00:19:56,946 --> 00:19:59,073
I better not look like fucking Kojak.
338
00:20:01,659 --> 00:20:02,660
Yeah.
339
00:20:03,119 --> 00:20:07,748
Cancer. Turns out,
not so hilarious.
340
00:20:08,416 --> 00:20:10,960
After Samantha lost control,
she did the only thing
341
00:20:11,043 --> 00:20:12,336
she knew to get it back.
342
00:20:30,020 --> 00:20:30,938
Babe?
343
00:20:33,733 --> 00:20:35,985
Ah. What are you doing here?
344
00:20:36,068 --> 00:20:37,737
I got your BlackBerry message.
345
00:20:37,820 --> 00:20:39,572
What do you mean you're not coming
to my premiere?
346
00:20:39,655 --> 00:20:41,365
I'm very busy.
347
00:20:50,124 --> 00:20:51,667
I'm shaving my head, all right?
348
00:20:52,042 --> 00:20:54,962
And it's scary and awful
and you can't handle it.
349
00:20:55,045 --> 00:20:56,338
Who says I can't handle it?
350
00:20:56,422 --> 00:20:59,091
You freaked out
after just a few little hairs.
351
00:20:59,175 --> 00:21:01,385
-You freaked out too.
-You lost your hard on.
352
00:21:01,469 --> 00:21:02,470
Shit happens.
353
00:21:06,891 --> 00:21:08,476
Let me be here for you.
354
00:21:09,310 --> 00:21:13,981
Listen, this is very intense
and you're being very sweet
355
00:21:14,064 --> 00:21:17,401
but there is no way that you can
relate to what I'm going through.
356
00:21:21,071 --> 00:21:22,364
What are you doing?
357
00:21:24,241 --> 00:21:26,994
No you can't. Your hair's your thing.
358
00:21:27,286 --> 00:21:28,579
Chill out, I'm busy.
359
00:21:35,252 --> 00:21:38,881
And when I'm done cue balling here,
I'm moving right over to you.
360
00:21:39,882 --> 00:21:44,845
That night, Smith gave Samantha
the very best head of her life.
361
00:21:46,305 --> 00:21:50,684
The next day, Miranda endured
her first out of Borough experience.
362
00:21:52,812 --> 00:21:53,896
Broken.
363
00:21:55,981 --> 00:21:57,107
Broken.
364
00:21:57,566 --> 00:22:02,530
You mean, Brooklyn, Brooklyn. Here.
365
00:22:03,072 --> 00:22:05,032
Let me show you what we could do.
366
00:22:06,325 --> 00:22:08,953
We tear out these closets,
we make this the dining room.
367
00:22:09,286 --> 00:22:11,080
Which you wouldn't have to sleep in.
368
00:22:11,330 --> 00:22:14,792
Open up this fireplace,
imagine all of our friends over here,
369
00:22:14,875 --> 00:22:17,211
fire's going, having some beers.
370
00:22:17,294 --> 00:22:20,130
None of our friends are coming
to Brooklyn, but continue.
371
00:22:23,217 --> 00:22:24,385
Miranda.
372
00:22:25,719 --> 00:22:27,471
This isn't just about you anymore.
373
00:22:28,305 --> 00:22:30,599
Brady's only gonna get bigger,
God willing.
374
00:22:31,308 --> 00:22:33,352
Now, look at all this space.
375
00:22:33,936 --> 00:22:37,982
You owe it to all of us,
you, me, Brady, Scout, Fatty,
376
00:22:38,774 --> 00:22:40,359
to really look at this place.
377
00:22:41,277 --> 00:22:42,403
We're a family.
378
00:22:45,239 --> 00:22:48,617
Oh, my God. I'm married.
379
00:22:48,701 --> 00:22:51,120
And that was the reality.
380
00:22:51,996 --> 00:22:54,206
I'm gonna take Brady
and the dog outside.
381
00:22:55,958 --> 00:22:57,459
You let me know what you think.
382
00:23:01,213 --> 00:23:04,216
-Come on let's go out back. Yeah.
383
00:23:19,315 --> 00:23:22,192
Let's chase the dog.
Let's chase the dog around.
384
00:23:29,199 --> 00:23:33,412
That day, Miranda couldn't deny
what was best for her family.
385
00:23:37,917 --> 00:23:39,209
So, what do you think?
386
00:23:43,797 --> 00:23:46,300
We're very interested
but I'll wanna bring in an engineer.
387
00:23:46,467 --> 00:23:49,094
I'd require a long escrow,
and if the furnace isn't up to code,
388
00:23:49,178 --> 00:23:50,220
I'll need it replaced.
389
00:23:51,138 --> 00:23:55,100
And so, she negotiated
her way into her future.
390
00:24:12,326 --> 00:24:15,537
And Samantha realized
she couldn't deny cancer.
391
00:24:19,625 --> 00:24:22,628
She would never be exactly
who she was again.
392
00:24:22,920 --> 00:24:26,548
So for that night,
she decided to be Lil' Kim.
393
00:24:28,008 --> 00:24:30,636
Smith! I love you!
394
00:24:42,690 --> 00:24:46,193
It was a very special delivery
from Ms. Stork.
395
00:24:48,821 --> 00:24:52,449
Oh, my goodness. Thank you.
396
00:24:52,533 --> 00:24:55,953
Hi.
397
00:24:56,245 --> 00:24:59,206
It was a girl.
Eight pounds, two ounces.
398
00:25:01,291 --> 00:25:05,504
Oh my goodness.
Hello, are you hungry, precious?
399
00:25:06,088 --> 00:25:09,508
-Who is that?
-She's a present. Can we keep her?
400
00:25:09,883 --> 00:25:14,722
Anything that makes you smile like that,
it'd be crazy not to. What's her name?
401
00:25:15,055 --> 00:25:17,349
Princess Dandy Rich Brandy Wine.
402
00:25:17,433 --> 00:25:19,393
Oh that's impossible.
You gotta change it.
403
00:25:19,727 --> 00:25:23,230
Oh, what should we name you,
pretty girl?
404
00:25:23,731 --> 00:25:27,026
Who's the prettiest girl in the world?
405
00:25:29,111 --> 00:25:30,821
Elizabeth Taylor.
406
00:25:30,904 --> 00:25:35,659
Elizabeth Taylor Goldenblatt.
407
00:25:35,951 --> 00:25:37,786
That was the day
Elizabeth Taylor
408
00:25:37,870 --> 00:25:39,663
moved in with Harry and Charlotte.
409
00:25:42,207 --> 00:25:45,461
And something far less glamorous
moved in with me.
410
00:26:01,351 --> 00:26:03,312
He'll stay at the fancy
neighbors' now.
411
00:26:04,438 --> 00:26:05,481
Thanks.
412
00:26:06,815 --> 00:26:09,818
I didn't think I would hear from you.
413
00:26:10,986 --> 00:26:12,154
I was upset.
414
00:26:12,988 --> 00:26:19,536
You know, I need you to not talk so that
I can say this without you confusing me.
415
00:26:22,081 --> 00:26:24,249
Samantha is my friend.
416
00:26:24,666 --> 00:26:29,546
She's my family. My insides.
417
00:26:30,380 --> 00:26:34,218
She will be fine
because she has to be fine.
418
00:26:35,177 --> 00:26:37,262
That's how important she is to me.
419
00:26:38,013 --> 00:26:42,101
So, for you to say that
she may not be just...
420
00:26:42,559 --> 00:26:46,396
it feels very... hurtful.
421
00:26:47,731 --> 00:26:49,858
And really unnecessary.
422
00:26:50,651 --> 00:26:55,948
-Let me explain. My friend who died--
-Oh, my God.
423
00:26:56,031 --> 00:26:59,535
Wait. Wait. When she died,
424
00:27:01,453 --> 00:27:02,830
I was surprised.
425
00:27:04,289 --> 00:27:05,833
The amount of pain.
426
00:27:06,792 --> 00:27:10,838
I didn't want you to be surprised
like I was.
427
00:27:12,506 --> 00:27:15,676
Well, you could have just said that.
428
00:27:15,759 --> 00:27:16,969
We are different.
429
00:27:17,511 --> 00:27:19,054
Yes, we are.
430
00:27:21,140 --> 00:27:24,101
I need my relationship
with a little bit of milk.
431
00:27:25,477 --> 00:27:27,312
It's clear who's the writer here, huh?
432
00:27:30,023 --> 00:27:31,733
Your friend will be fine.
433
00:27:33,318 --> 00:27:34,278
Thank you.
434
00:27:35,863 --> 00:27:37,573
And I'm sorry about Sophie.
435
00:27:39,366 --> 00:27:40,409
Thank you.
436
00:27:43,495 --> 00:27:46,248
That night, for the first time,
437
00:27:46,373 --> 00:27:48,208
we spoke the same language.
438
00:27:50,836 --> 00:27:54,423
So while Samantha's life and my life
with the Russian would continue,
439
00:27:54,798 --> 00:27:58,468
it was clear that Miranda's life
as we knew it, was over.
440
00:27:58,802 --> 00:28:02,431
Brooklyn. I can't even say it,
let alone live in it.
441
00:28:02,514 --> 00:28:05,893
-You'll all come visit, right?
-Ooh. Talk about denial.
442
00:28:06,185 --> 00:28:08,604
Stop. We'll all come, won't we?
443
00:28:08,687 --> 00:28:11,190
Well, I won't. I have cancer.
444
00:28:11,273 --> 00:28:13,358
How long are you gonna play
that cancer card?
445
00:28:13,442 --> 00:28:15,736
As long as it takes
for you to move back.
446
00:28:15,819 --> 00:28:17,613
But it's just a subway ride away.
447
00:28:17,696 --> 00:28:20,115
Subway that goes under water.
That's not normal.
448
00:28:20,199 --> 00:28:24,286
-Another Manhattan?
-Oh, please. For all of us.
449
00:28:24,995 --> 00:28:27,289
That night,
Miranda was determined
450
00:28:27,372 --> 00:28:30,125
to drink in as much Manhattan
as she could.
451
00:28:30,334 --> 00:28:34,421
Do you remember that awful apartment
that I had on 17th Street?
452
00:28:34,504 --> 00:28:36,173
-The one with the water box?
-Oh.
453
00:28:36,256 --> 00:28:39,051
What about your horrifying studio
sublet on Riverside Drive?
454
00:28:39,134 --> 00:28:40,510
Oh, I blocked it.
455
00:28:40,594 --> 00:28:43,722
Man, I have had some really
shitty apartments here.
456
00:28:44,223 --> 00:28:46,767
Why do I think living in Manhattan
is so fantastic?
457
00:28:47,559 --> 00:28:48,936
Because it is.
458
00:28:50,354 --> 00:28:52,940
-Here we go.
-Thank you.
459
00:28:53,023 --> 00:28:55,859
It'll be childish of us to deny
that our lives weren't changing.
460
00:28:56,151 --> 00:28:59,446
But for this night, none of us were
going anywhere.
461
00:29:00,364 --> 00:29:02,783
That's the thing about
really good friends
462
00:29:03,033 --> 00:29:04,910
and a really great Manhattan.