1 00:00:02,068 --> 00:00:05,071 >> Steffy: I came here to work. I don't need you to lecture me 2 00:00:05,138 --> 00:00:07,006 about my marriage. >> Hope: Look, I know 3 00:00:07,073 --> 00:00:08,775 you're dealing with a lot. >> Steffy: And it seems like 4 00:00:08,842 --> 00:00:10,944 you're piling more on me. >> Hope: I understand. 5 00:00:11,010 --> 00:00:13,580 It's painful enough as it is already. 6 00:00:13,646 --> 00:00:16,182 It's just, I-- I see what Finn is going through 7 00:00:16,249 --> 00:00:22,055 and I'm just urging you, Steffy, to please don't allow 8 00:00:22,122 --> 00:00:26,092 Sheila's death to come between you and Finn. 9 00:00:29,496 --> 00:00:30,363 >> Liam: Steffy needed you, 10 00:00:30,430 --> 00:00:34,267 you know. And you walked out on her. 11 00:00:34,334 --> 00:00:36,669 >> Finn: I don't owe you an explanation, Liam. 12 00:00:36,736 --> 00:00:39,038 >> Liam: Okay, you got one for Steffy then? 13 00:00:39,105 --> 00:00:42,075 'Cause she has no idea what's going on with you. 14 00:00:42,142 --> 00:00:45,145 In fact, nobody does. Lamenting Sheila like she's this 15 00:00:45,211 --> 00:00:46,980 significant part of your life? Like, what are you-- 16 00:00:47,046 --> 00:00:48,715 You know what? It's fine. It's fine. 17 00:00:48,782 --> 00:00:54,954 Steffy's gonna be fine because I'll be there. 18 00:00:55,021 --> 00:00:57,624 I mean, she needs someone she can count on, Finn. 19 00:00:57,690 --> 00:01:02,028 And if it's not you, it's me. 20 00:01:02,095 --> 00:01:09,302 ♪♪♪ 21 00:01:19,846 --> 00:01:22,081 >> Luna: Oh, my God. What happened? 22 00:01:22,148 --> 00:01:26,719 What-- what am I doing here? >> Zende: That's what I asked 23 00:01:26,786 --> 00:01:29,155 myself when you surprised me here last night. 24 00:01:29,222 --> 00:01:31,958 >> Luna: I thought that I was with RJ, Zende. 25 00:01:32,025 --> 00:01:34,794 I saw his face. How could I make that up? 26 00:01:34,861 --> 00:01:38,097 >> Zende: I can't explain it, but... 27 00:01:38,164 --> 00:01:41,601 You do know that what happened between us, 28 00:01:41,668 --> 00:01:45,271 what we shared, it was consensual, right? 29 00:01:45,338 --> 00:01:47,707 I would never-- >> Luna: I know that. 30 00:01:47,774 --> 00:01:49,809 But it doesn't change how I feel. 31 00:01:49,876 --> 00:01:54,647 The shock and-- and the horror. I love RJ so much and we have 32 00:01:54,714 --> 00:01:58,618 something so special. Or we did. 33 00:01:58,685 --> 00:02:04,023 But now? What have I done? 34 00:02:04,090 --> 00:02:07,160 >> Poppy: So, this is where you've been hiding? 35 00:02:07,227 --> 00:02:09,062 >> Luna: I'm working, Mom. I'm busy. 36 00:02:13,032 --> 00:02:15,168 >> Poppy: Too busy to answer my texts? 37 00:02:21,007 --> 00:02:22,542 I just wanna know that you're okay, sweetheart. 38 00:02:22,609 --> 00:02:25,945 >> Luna: I'm not. Not even close. 39 00:02:26,012 --> 00:02:29,115 Your mints turned my entire life upside down. 40 00:02:29,182 --> 00:02:31,351 >> Poppy: Luna, I am so sorry. >> Luna: Your apologies 41 00:02:31,417 --> 00:02:34,521 won't fix anything, Mom. I slept with Zende 42 00:02:34,587 --> 00:02:38,525 thinking that he was RJ. And now this secret is... 43 00:02:38,591 --> 00:02:43,062 It's tearing me apart. I love RJ. 44 00:02:43,129 --> 00:02:45,098 I mean, doesn't he deserve to know the truth? 45 00:02:54,641 --> 00:02:56,509 ♪♪♪ [ knock on door ] 46 00:03:05,218 --> 00:03:07,020 >> RJ: Hey, Zende. >> Zende: Bad time? 47 00:03:07,086 --> 00:03:08,855 >> RJ: No, no, it's fine. I just took a shower 48 00:03:08,922 --> 00:03:11,357 from a beach swim. It's okay, come in. 49 00:03:14,794 --> 00:03:18,298 So, what's up? >> Zende: I thought we 50 00:03:18,364 --> 00:03:20,900 should talk. >> RJ: About what? 51 00:03:20,967 --> 00:03:23,736 About work? >> Zende: No, we can talk shop 52 00:03:23,803 --> 00:03:26,673 at the office. I came to see you here 53 00:03:26,739 --> 00:03:27,440 in private. ♪♪♪ 54 00:03:30,777 --> 00:03:31,177 ♪♪♪ 55 00:03:31,244 --> 00:03:40,587 ♪♪♪ 56 00:03:41,988 --> 00:03:42,989 >> RJ: You want to talk to me in private? 57 00:03:43,056 --> 00:03:45,692 Why do you need to talk to me in private? 58 00:03:45,758 --> 00:03:48,394 >> Zende: There are some things you need to hear. 59 00:03:48,461 --> 00:03:50,897 >> RJ: What do I need to hear, Zende? 60 00:03:50,964 --> 00:03:54,000 >> Zende: I wanna make sure you understand how lucky you are 61 00:03:54,067 --> 00:03:55,335 to be dating Luna. ♪♪♪ 62 00:04:02,075 --> 00:04:04,143 >> Poppy: You can't tell RJ that you slept with Zende. 63 00:04:04,210 --> 00:04:06,112 >> Luna: Okay, so what am I supposed to do? 64 00:04:06,179 --> 00:04:10,283 What, I'm supposed to keep this secret locked up forever? 65 00:04:10,350 --> 00:04:13,853 >> Poppy: Yes. >> Luna: I don't think 66 00:04:13,920 --> 00:04:16,723 I can do that. I don't think I can keep what 67 00:04:16,789 --> 00:04:18,191 happened with Zende from RJ. ♪♪♪ 68 00:04:26,666 --> 00:04:29,502 >> Finn: Do I have to remind you that it's my wife that you are 69 00:04:29,569 --> 00:04:31,137 talking about? >> Liam: No, I think I have to 70 00:04:31,204 --> 00:04:33,706 remind you it's your wife I'm talking about. 71 00:04:33,773 --> 00:04:36,142 It's like you've forgotten how lucky you are 72 00:04:36,209 --> 00:04:40,747 just to have her in your life. >> Finn: I haven't forgotten. 73 00:04:40,813 --> 00:04:43,950 I'll never forget how blessed I am to have Steffy in my life. 74 00:04:44,017 --> 00:04:47,320 And I don't blame her for what happened. 75 00:04:47,387 --> 00:04:51,124 It's complicated. But, frankly, it's none 76 00:04:51,190 --> 00:04:53,593 of your damn business. You don't know what 77 00:04:53,660 --> 00:04:56,929 I'm going through. Yes, we are all relieved 78 00:04:56,996 --> 00:04:59,132 that Sheila is gone. But my birth mother 79 00:04:59,198 --> 00:04:59,732 is dead. ♪♪♪ 80 00:05:03,670 --> 00:05:05,571 >> Steffy: Don't act like you know more about this 81 00:05:05,638 --> 00:05:08,274 than I do. It happened to me. 82 00:05:08,341 --> 00:05:10,510 >> Hope: I-- All I'm trying to say is that I think 83 00:05:10,576 --> 00:05:13,446 it might be affecting Finn a little more than maybe 84 00:05:13,513 --> 00:05:16,315 even you realize. >> Steffy: You are overstepping 85 00:05:16,382 --> 00:05:18,551 right now. >> Hope: Fine, fine, all right. 86 00:05:18,618 --> 00:05:23,923 Just trying to help, okay? I-- I-- 87 00:05:23,990 --> 00:05:26,025 I get that you might not understand what Finn is 88 00:05:26,092 --> 00:05:27,760 going through. I just hope that you 89 00:05:27,827 --> 00:05:30,229 will try to respect it. >> Steffy: I know Finn is 90 00:05:30,296 --> 00:05:34,333 tormented by this. So am I. 91 00:05:34,400 --> 00:05:36,602 More than you could possibly imagine. 92 00:05:39,405 --> 00:05:40,006 ♪♪♪ 93 00:05:52,385 --> 00:05:53,252 >> RJ: Yeah, you don't have to tell me 94 00:05:53,319 --> 00:05:55,755 how amazing my girlfriend is. I-- I know. 95 00:05:55,822 --> 00:05:57,824 She's my girlfriend. >> Zende: She's a lot more 96 00:05:57,890 --> 00:06:01,794 than that, RJ. She is smart and beautiful. 97 00:06:01,861 --> 00:06:04,363 Ambitious. Granddad thinks 98 00:06:04,430 --> 00:06:07,066 there's a real future for her at Forrester. 99 00:06:07,133 --> 00:06:10,069 And so do I. I know you like 100 00:06:10,136 --> 00:06:13,039 hanging out with her, spending time. 101 00:06:13,106 --> 00:06:17,110 Luna is special. I'm not sure you're 102 00:06:17,176 --> 00:06:19,579 fully aware of that. >> RJ: I'm completely aware 103 00:06:19,645 --> 00:06:21,881 of it. What I'm not sure is that you 104 00:06:21,948 --> 00:06:24,984 fully understand that we're not just hanging out and having 105 00:06:25,051 --> 00:06:30,123 fun, Zende. We're in a committed relationship. 106 00:06:30,189 --> 00:06:33,359 And I-- I don't understand what it is that you're saying or 107 00:06:33,426 --> 00:06:38,030 that you're not saying, but Luna and I are happy, okay? 108 00:06:38,097 --> 00:06:39,665 And you're never going to be with her. 109 00:06:44,370 --> 00:06:45,238 ♪♪♪ >> Poppy: Telling the truth 110 00:06:45,304 --> 00:06:46,873 can devastate RJ. >> Luna: Yeah, but it's 111 00:06:46,939 --> 00:06:50,610 the right thing to do. >> Poppy: Who benefits? 112 00:06:50,676 --> 00:06:53,546 No one. It would be different 113 00:06:53,613 --> 00:06:56,315 if you said you had feelings for Zende. 114 00:06:56,382 --> 00:06:58,484 If you're questioning your relationship with RJ. 115 00:06:58,551 --> 00:07:01,220 >> Luna: No, I'm not. I love him. 116 00:07:01,287 --> 00:07:03,222 >> Poppy: Then why hurt him by telling him something 117 00:07:03,289 --> 00:07:06,092 that you can't change? For something that 118 00:07:06,159 --> 00:07:11,798 didn't mean anything to you? Spare yourself this pain. 119 00:07:11,864 --> 00:07:13,800 >> Luna: Mom, I'm not keeping this a secret 120 00:07:13,866 --> 00:07:17,069 to protect myself, Mom. I mean, every single time 121 00:07:17,136 --> 00:07:19,038 I'm with RJ, I have the urge to tell him, 122 00:07:19,105 --> 00:07:20,940 but... those Forresters have been 123 00:07:21,007 --> 00:07:24,177 so good to me and I don't wanna undermine RJ and Zende's 124 00:07:24,243 --> 00:07:26,979 relationship. I mean, they're-- they're like the next 125 00:07:27,046 --> 00:07:28,247 generation of Forresters. ♪♪♪ 126 00:07:30,950 --> 00:07:33,753 >> Finn: Steffy and I don't need you or anyone telling us how 127 00:07:33,820 --> 00:07:36,689 to cope with this. >> Liam: You're not coping. 128 00:07:36,756 --> 00:07:39,926 You could cope at home. You're bailing. 129 00:07:39,992 --> 00:07:41,694 >> Finn: I told you, it is complicated. 130 00:07:41,761 --> 00:07:43,596 >> Liam: Okay, then let me simplify it for you. 131 00:07:43,663 --> 00:07:45,264 Steffy shouldn't be fighting through this all 132 00:07:45,331 --> 00:07:47,099 on her own. >> Finn: And I shouldn't be 133 00:07:47,166 --> 00:07:51,337 getting a warning from you. None of this is fair. 134 00:07:51,404 --> 00:07:54,073 My birth mother was stabbed to death in my home 135 00:07:54,140 --> 00:07:57,844 by my wife. I love Steffy. 136 00:07:57,910 --> 00:08:00,146 I know Sheila broke in, and Steffy was defending 137 00:08:00,213 --> 00:08:02,014 herself, and I want to be there for her, 138 00:08:02,081 --> 00:08:04,350 but yes, I am struggling right now and I don't need you 139 00:08:04,417 --> 00:08:06,552 to be putting me on blast for it. 140 00:08:06,619 --> 00:08:12,859 >> Liam: Okay, I tried. Guess I can't get through. 141 00:08:12,925 --> 00:08:18,531 One for the road. Don't neglect Steffy. 142 00:08:18,598 --> 00:08:22,768 Don't take your marriage to her for granted like I did. 143 00:08:22,835 --> 00:08:24,670 >> Finn: Because you're waiting in the wings. 144 00:08:24,737 --> 00:08:28,274 Do you think that you're being honorable? 145 00:08:28,341 --> 00:08:30,776 Giving me fair warning? Coming in here, 146 00:08:30,843 --> 00:08:35,014 interfering, acting like you know what Steffy needs? 147 00:08:35,081 --> 00:08:37,750 What we need is privacy and some time 148 00:08:37,817 --> 00:08:41,554 to work this out. And we will. 149 00:08:41,621 --> 00:08:45,124 You got that, Liam? Nothing and no one will come 150 00:08:45,191 --> 00:08:46,392 between Steffy and me. ♪♪♪ 151 00:08:53,966 --> 00:08:57,870 >> Hope: Steffy, I'm sorry. I am not trying 152 00:08:57,937 --> 00:09:02,074 to be insensitive. You acted out of self-defense. 153 00:09:02,141 --> 00:09:06,412 Everybody knows that, even Finn. 154 00:09:06,479 --> 00:09:11,550 >> Steffy: I still took a life. That's the truth. 155 00:09:11,617 --> 00:09:13,586 Even though it was self-defense, even though I was 156 00:09:13,653 --> 00:09:15,454 trying to protect myself, it doesn't change the fact 157 00:09:15,521 --> 00:09:17,823 that I watched a life leave someone's body. 158 00:09:17,890 --> 00:09:22,361 That's on me. I did that. 159 00:09:22,428 --> 00:09:27,800 And every time I close my eyes, that is all I see. 160 00:09:27,867 --> 00:09:29,435 Me killing her. 161 00:09:32,438 --> 00:09:33,973 ♪♪♪ 162 00:09:42,581 --> 00:09:45,318 >> Hope: Steffy, I... I apologize. 163 00:09:45,384 --> 00:09:47,253 This wasn't the time or place to talk about this. 164 00:09:47,320 --> 00:09:49,822 I was really not trying to upset you. 165 00:09:49,889 --> 00:09:52,058 >> Steffy: Well, I appreciate your concern about Finn 166 00:09:52,124 --> 00:09:53,392 and my marriage, but I don't want to talk 167 00:09:53,459 --> 00:09:56,095 about this anymore. >> Hope: I understand that 168 00:09:56,162 --> 00:10:00,733 I don't know how you're feeling, and how this is gonna impact 169 00:10:00,800 --> 00:10:02,535 the both of you. All I know is 170 00:10:02,601 --> 00:10:07,406 that I talked to Finn and saw a man wrestling with himself. 171 00:10:07,473 --> 00:10:09,875 He's confused. He's hurting. 172 00:10:09,942 --> 00:10:12,144 And I just was trying to give you the heads up 173 00:10:12,211 --> 00:10:14,947 and let you know. >> Steffy: We are grappling with 174 00:10:15,014 --> 00:10:18,617 a very difficult situation. It's emotional. 175 00:10:18,684 --> 00:10:23,322 It is painful. But it's not insurmountable. 176 00:10:23,389 --> 00:10:24,991 We have gotten through many storms together. 177 00:10:25,057 --> 00:10:27,059 We're gonna get through this one. 178 00:10:27,126 --> 00:10:31,097 We'll be stronger. I'm not gonna let this 179 00:10:31,163 --> 00:10:32,698 disrupt my life with Finn. ♪♪♪ 180 00:10:37,370 --> 00:10:38,437 >> RJ: Have you said what you need to say? 181 00:10:38,504 --> 00:10:40,306 Because I have to go to the office and do some work 182 00:10:40,373 --> 00:10:42,008 and say hi to my girlfriend. Okay? 183 00:10:42,074 --> 00:10:44,844 >> Zende: I'd feel the same way if I were you. 184 00:10:46,579 --> 00:10:49,882 >> RJ: Listen to me. I don't want to argue with you. 185 00:10:49,949 --> 00:10:53,252 We used to be close, and we still can be. 186 00:10:53,319 --> 00:10:56,589 But you need to lay off and respect 187 00:10:56,655 --> 00:10:58,457 my relationship with Luna. 188 00:11:00,126 --> 00:11:01,193 >> Luna: The Forresters 189 00:11:01,260 --> 00:11:03,562 are a wonderful family. And they all love each other. 190 00:11:03,629 --> 00:11:06,132 They do, but when there's tension between them, 191 00:11:06,198 --> 00:11:08,634 I mean, it affects everything. >> Poppy: That's true 192 00:11:08,701 --> 00:11:10,369 of every family. >> Luna: Yeah, well, 193 00:11:10,436 --> 00:11:12,405 the Nozawas aren't exactly running an international 194 00:11:12,471 --> 00:11:13,973 fashion house. >> Poppy: You don't wanna 195 00:11:14,040 --> 00:11:18,044 mess things up. >> Luna: I already have. 196 00:11:18,110 --> 00:11:20,112 >> Poppy: But telling RJ the truth can make things 197 00:11:20,179 --> 00:11:21,814 so much worse. >> Luna: I know. I know. 198 00:11:21,881 --> 00:11:24,016 You don't want me to mess up my future with RJ. 199 00:11:24,083 --> 00:11:27,219 And you don't want me to mess up my job at Forrester, but... 200 00:11:27,286 --> 00:11:29,889 that's not why I'm not telling him the truth. 201 00:11:29,955 --> 00:11:32,425 I mean, I'm fully willing to face the consequences 202 00:11:32,491 --> 00:11:34,293 of my actions. >> Poppy: You didn't know 203 00:11:34,360 --> 00:11:36,429 what you were doing. >> Luna: I didn't have a choice 204 00:11:36,495 --> 00:11:41,634 then, but I do now. But, I don't know, as... 205 00:11:41,700 --> 00:11:44,136 As much as I want to tell RJ the truth, 206 00:11:44,203 --> 00:11:48,007 I don't want to ruin his whole life and his family. 207 00:11:48,074 --> 00:11:50,109 I don't want to be the reason why Zende and RJ can't 208 00:11:50,176 --> 00:11:52,011 work together. And I won't mess up 209 00:11:52,078 --> 00:11:53,979 Eric's collection. I mean, that's just-- 210 00:11:54,046 --> 00:11:57,116 That's way too important. To Eric, to his sons 211 00:11:57,183 --> 00:12:02,655 and his grandsons. And RJ has worked so hard 212 00:12:02,721 --> 00:12:05,291 to get Zende on board. And I know that they're trying 213 00:12:05,357 --> 00:12:08,360 to rebuild their connection, and I just-- 214 00:12:08,427 --> 00:12:12,631 I can't disrupt that. >> Poppy: So, we agree. 215 00:12:12,698 --> 00:12:15,534 You'll keep this secret? >> Luna: You make it sound 216 00:12:15,601 --> 00:12:18,904 so simple. But this is hell, Mom. 217 00:12:18,971 --> 00:12:21,774 I mean, I'm terrified that this is gonna ruin every good 218 00:12:21,841 --> 00:12:25,478 thing in my life, 'cause that's what secrets do. 219 00:12:25,544 --> 00:12:26,846 >> Poppy: No, sweetheart. >> Luna: Like yours did 220 00:12:26,912 --> 00:12:31,150 to me. I don't know, it felt like 221 00:12:31,217 --> 00:12:33,352 everything was finally coming together. 222 00:12:33,419 --> 00:12:36,856 And then one night, a decision that I didn't even 223 00:12:36,922 --> 00:12:41,694 have any control over-- And now everything is different. 224 00:12:41,760 --> 00:12:44,230 And I don't know if it'll ever be the same again. 225 00:12:44,296 --> 00:12:53,272 ♪♪♪ 226 00:13:07,086 --> 00:13:08,154 [ knock on door ] 227 00:13:10,222 --> 00:13:11,390 >> Finn: Hey. 228 00:13:12,658 --> 00:13:14,393 >> Steffy: Finn. 229 00:13:20,065 --> 00:13:24,537 >> Finn: I had to see you, Steff. I just-- 230 00:13:24,603 --> 00:13:25,671 I miss you so much. ♪♪♪ 231 00:13:36,849 --> 00:13:41,720 >> Poppy: Honey, look at me. It's gonna be all right. 232 00:13:41,787 --> 00:13:44,957 >> Luna: I don't know, Mom. >> Poppy: Well, I do. 233 00:13:45,024 --> 00:13:49,361 Because I know you. I know your heart. 234 00:13:49,428 --> 00:13:51,931 I know you're a good person. Okay, you want to do 235 00:13:51,997 --> 00:13:54,200 the right thing. >> Luna: But am I? 236 00:13:54,266 --> 00:13:56,969 Like, this doesn't feel right, keeping this secret 237 00:13:57,036 --> 00:13:59,438 and lying to RJ. >> Poppy: It's not a lie. 238 00:13:59,505 --> 00:14:01,507 You love RJ. Hey, that's true. 239 00:14:01,574 --> 00:14:04,877 That hasn't changed. >> Luna: But it has. 240 00:14:04,944 --> 00:14:07,580 I slept with Zende and that's always gonna be 241 00:14:07,646 --> 00:14:10,049 there, right under the surface. >> Poppy: Zende has agreed 242 00:14:10,115 --> 00:14:13,819 not to say anything, and neither should you. 243 00:14:13,886 --> 00:14:15,521 You made a mistake. It doesn't have to destroy 244 00:14:15,588 --> 00:14:19,091 everything. Okay, I can see you're still not sure, 245 00:14:19,158 --> 00:14:24,430 but honey, you can't tell RJ. Please, tell me 246 00:14:24,496 --> 00:14:28,400 you understand that. [ door opens ] 247 00:14:28,467 --> 00:14:31,136 >> RJ: Hey. Hi, you. 248 00:14:31,203 --> 00:14:34,974 >> Luna: Hey. >> RJ: Hello. 249 00:14:38,544 --> 00:14:40,246 >> Zende: We're just coming from RJ's place. 250 00:14:40,312 --> 00:14:43,882 I just wanted to stop by, let him know how lucky he is 251 00:14:43,949 --> 00:14:47,353 to be dating someone as wonderful as you, Luna. 252 00:14:47,419 --> 00:14:50,356 >> Poppy: You're both lucky to have each other. 253 00:14:50,422 --> 00:14:56,295 >> Luna: Um, yeah. Yeah, it makes me like a little 254 00:14:56,362 --> 00:15:00,232 emotional, actually. You know, thinking about 255 00:15:00,299 --> 00:15:03,302 everything that I have to be grateful for. 256 00:15:03,369 --> 00:15:07,239 Especially you, RJ. And how happy we are together, 257 00:15:07,306 --> 00:15:09,642 and... all the things we have 258 00:15:09,708 --> 00:15:13,579 to look forward to. I mean, I never want to do 259 00:15:13,646 --> 00:15:17,149 anything to hurt you or let you down. 260 00:15:17,216 --> 00:15:19,652 >> RJ: You never could. 261 00:15:36,468 --> 00:15:37,169 ♪♪♪ >> Steffy: I'm really glad 262 00:15:37,236 --> 00:15:39,972 you're here. I know it's hard 263 00:15:40,039 --> 00:15:42,875 to be at the house right now. >> Finn: Yeah, look, 264 00:15:42,941 --> 00:15:46,578 I don't want this to keep me away from you and the kids. 265 00:15:46,645 --> 00:15:50,749 >> Steffy: I know. And I agree. 266 00:15:50,816 --> 00:15:53,619 >> Finn: I-- I know it's-- it's hard for you to understand 267 00:15:53,686 --> 00:16:00,125 and-- and accept. And I-- I wish I could explain 268 00:16:00,192 --> 00:16:04,730 what I'm feeling. I just... 269 00:16:04,797 --> 00:16:09,268 I'm struggling right now, um, with Sheila's death. 270 00:16:09,335 --> 00:16:12,338 And I don't blame you, okay? Not at all. 271 00:16:12,404 --> 00:16:15,307 It just-- It feels like something's missing. 272 00:16:15,374 --> 00:16:20,979 Like a connection's been cut. >> Steffy: Between us? 273 00:16:21,046 --> 00:16:22,247 >> Finn: No, no, no. Not between us. 274 00:16:22,314 --> 00:16:24,416 Just between my birth mother and me. 275 00:16:30,255 --> 00:16:31,957 >> Steffy: I know you're struggling. 276 00:16:36,829 --> 00:16:38,697 I'm struggling too. 277 00:16:40,933 --> 00:16:46,271 I killed someone, Finn. I took someone's life. 278 00:16:48,374 --> 00:16:53,846 And... what have I done? 279 00:16:56,215 --> 00:17:00,085 All I see is just the paramedics there trying to save her. 280 00:17:00,152 --> 00:17:03,155 And I was just-- I was in shock. I was in shock. 281 00:17:03,222 --> 00:17:05,791 I was unable to breathe. And no matter what Sheila's 282 00:17:05,858 --> 00:17:08,660 done to us, it still doesn't change the fact 283 00:17:08,727 --> 00:17:14,199 that I-- I killed someone. I killed someone. 284 00:17:14,266 --> 00:17:16,835 And I'm really trying to come to terms with that, 285 00:17:16,902 --> 00:17:20,072 but I just can't get this memory-- I can't get this memory 286 00:17:20,139 --> 00:17:25,177 out of my head. Like, it haunts me. 287 00:17:39,124 --> 00:17:43,328 >> Finn: Just-- We can't let this tear us apart. 288 00:17:43,395 --> 00:17:46,632 >> Steffy: No. No. 289 00:17:46,698 --> 00:17:49,568 No, we can't let it tear us apart. 290 00:17:49,635 --> 00:17:51,003 We can't. 291 00:17:53,338 --> 00:17:54,973 But will you ever be able to look at me 292 00:17:55,040 --> 00:17:59,678 the same way? I-- I don't even know if I can 293 00:17:59,745 --> 00:18:04,750 look at myself the same. I am so sorry. 294 00:18:04,817 --> 00:18:08,620 I'm so, so sorry. So sorry. 295 00:18:16,829 --> 00:18:20,098 ♪♪♪ 296 00:18:34,146 --> 00:18:37,182 Captioned by Los Angeles Distribution and Broadcasting, Inc.