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>> Steffy: I came here to work.
I don't need you to lecture me
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about my marriage.
>> Hope: Look, I know
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you're dealing with a lot.
>> Steffy: And it seems like
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you're piling more on me.
>> Hope: I understand.
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It's painful enough
as it is already.
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It's just, I-- I see what Finn
is going through
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and I'm just urging you, Steffy,
to please don't allow
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Sheila's death to come
between you and Finn.
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>> Liam: Steffy needed you,
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you know.
And you walked out on her.
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>> Finn: I don't owe you
an explanation, Liam.
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>> Liam: Okay, you got one
for Steffy then?
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'Cause she has no idea
what's going on with you.
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In fact, nobody does.
Lamenting Sheila like she's this
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significant part of your life?
Like, what are you--
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You know what?
It's fine. It's fine.
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Steffy's gonna be fine
because I'll be there.
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I mean, she needs someone
she can count on, Finn.
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And if it's not you,
it's me.
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>> Luna: Oh, my God.
What happened?
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What-- what am I doing here?
>> Zende: That's what I asked
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myself when you surprised me
here last night.
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>> Luna: I thought that
I was with RJ, Zende.
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I saw his face.
How could I make that up?
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>> Zende: I can't explain it,
but...
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You do know that
what happened between us,
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what we shared,
it was consensual, right?
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I would never--
>> Luna: I know that.
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But it doesn't change
how I feel.
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The shock and-- and the horror.
I love RJ so much and we have
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something so special.
Or we did.
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But now?
What have I done?
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>> Poppy: So, this is where
you've been hiding?
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>> Luna: I'm working, Mom.
I'm busy.
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>> Poppy: Too busy to answer
my texts?
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I just wanna know that
you're okay, sweetheart.
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>> Luna: I'm not.
Not even close.
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Your mints turned my entire life
upside down.
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>> Poppy: Luna, I am so sorry.
>> Luna: Your apologies
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won't fix anything, Mom.
I slept with Zende
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thinking that he was RJ.
And now this secret is...
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It's tearing me apart.
I love RJ.
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I mean, doesn't he deserve
to know the truth?
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[ knock on door ]
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>> RJ: Hey, Zende.
>> Zende: Bad time?
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>> RJ: No, no, it's fine.
I just took a shower
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from a beach swim.
It's okay, come in.
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So, what's up?
>> Zende: I thought we
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should talk.
>> RJ: About what?
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About work?
>> Zende: No, we can talk shop
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at the office.
I came to see you here
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in private.
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>> RJ: You want to talk
to me in private?
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Why do you need to
talk to me in private?
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>> Zende: There are some things
you need to hear.
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>> RJ: What do I need to hear,
Zende?
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>> Zende: I wanna make sure
you understand how lucky you are
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to be dating Luna.
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>> Poppy: You can't tell RJ
that you slept with Zende.
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>> Luna: Okay, so what
am I supposed to do?
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What, I'm supposed to keep this
secret locked up forever?
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>> Poppy: Yes.
>> Luna: I don't think
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I can do that.
I don't think I can keep what
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happened with Zende from RJ.
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>> Finn: Do I have to remind you
that it's my wife that you are
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talking about?
>> Liam: No, I think I have to
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remind you it's your wife I'm
talking about.
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It's like you've forgotten
how lucky you are
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just to have her in your life.
>> Finn: I haven't forgotten.
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I'll never forget how blessed
I am to have Steffy in my life.
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And I don't
blame her for what happened.
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It's complicated.
But, frankly, it's none
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of your damn business.
You don't know what
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I'm going through.
Yes, we are all relieved
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that Sheila is gone.
But my birth mother
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is dead.
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>> Steffy: Don't act like
you know more about this
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than I do.
It happened to me.
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>> Hope: I-- All I'm trying
to say is that I think
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it might be affecting Finn
a little more than maybe
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even you realize.
>> Steffy: You are overstepping
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right now.
>> Hope: Fine, fine, all right.
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Just trying to help, okay?
I-- I--
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I get that you might not
understand what Finn is
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going through.
I just hope that you
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will try to respect it.
>> Steffy: I know Finn is
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tormented by this.
So am I.
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More than you
could possibly imagine.
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>> RJ: Yeah,
you don't have to tell me
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how amazing my girlfriend is.
I-- I know.
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She's my girlfriend.
>> Zende: She's a lot more
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than that, RJ.
She is smart and beautiful.
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Ambitious.
Granddad thinks
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there's a real future for her
at Forrester.
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And so do I.
I know you like
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hanging out with her,
spending time.
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Luna is special.
I'm not sure you're
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fully aware of that.
>> RJ: I'm completely aware
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of it.
What I'm not sure is that you
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fully understand that we're not
just hanging out and having
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fun, Zende. We're in
a committed relationship.
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And I-- I don't understand
what it is that you're saying or
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that you're not saying,
but Luna and I are happy, okay?
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And you're never going
to be with her.
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>> Poppy: Telling the truth
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can devastate RJ.
>> Luna: Yeah, but it's
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the right thing to do.
>> Poppy: Who benefits?
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No one.
It would be different
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if you said you had feelings
for Zende.
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If you're questioning your
relationship with RJ.
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>> Luna: No, I'm not.
I love him.
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>> Poppy: Then why hurt him by
telling him something
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that you can't change?
For something that
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didn't mean anything to you?
Spare yourself this pain.
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>> Luna: Mom, I'm not
keeping this a secret
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to protect myself, Mom.
I mean, every single time
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I'm with RJ,
I have the urge to tell him,
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but...
those Forresters have been
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so good to me and I don't wanna
undermine RJ and Zende's
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relationship. I mean, they're--
they're like the next
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generation of Forresters.
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>> Finn: Steffy and I don't need
you or anyone telling us how
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to cope with this.
>> Liam: You're not coping.
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You could cope at home.
You're bailing.
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>> Finn: I told you,
it is complicated.
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>> Liam: Okay, then let me
simplify it for you.
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Steffy shouldn't be
fighting through this all
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on her own.
>> Finn: And I shouldn't be
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getting a warning from you.
None of this is fair.
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My birth mother
was stabbed to death in my home
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by my wife.
I love Steffy.
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I know Sheila broke in,
and Steffy was defending
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herself, and I want
to be there for her,
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but yes, I am struggling
right now and I don't need you
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to be putting me
on blast for it.
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>> Liam: Okay, I tried.
Guess I can't get through.
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One for the road.
Don't neglect Steffy.
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Don't take your marriage to her
for granted like I did.
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>> Finn: Because you're waiting
in the wings.
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Do you think
that you're being honorable?
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Giving me fair warning?
Coming in here,
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interfering, acting like
you know what Steffy needs?
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What we need is privacy
and some time
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to work this out.
And we will.
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You got that, Liam?
Nothing and no one will come
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between Steffy and me.
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>> Hope: Steffy, I'm sorry.
I am not trying
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to be insensitive.
You acted out of self-defense.
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Everybody knows that,
even Finn.
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>> Steffy: I still took a life.
That's the truth.
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Even though it was
self-defense, even though I was
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trying to protect myself,
it doesn't change the fact
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that I watched a life leave
someone's body.
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That's on me.
I did that.
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And every time I close my eyes,
that is all I see.
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Me killing her.
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>> Hope: Steffy, I...
I apologize.
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This wasn't the time
or place to talk about this.
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I was really not
trying to upset you.
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>> Steffy: Well, I appreciate
your concern about Finn
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and my marriage,
but I don't want to talk
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about this anymore.
>> Hope: I understand that
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I don't know how you're feeling,
and how this is gonna impact
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the both of you.
All I know is
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that I talked to Finn and saw
a man wrestling with himself.
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He's confused.
He's hurting.
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And I just was trying to give
you the heads up
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and let you know.
>> Steffy: We are grappling with
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a very difficult situation.
It's emotional.
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It is painful.
But it's not insurmountable.
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We have gotten through
many storms together.
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We're gonna get through
this one.
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We'll be stronger.
I'm not gonna let this
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disrupt my life with Finn.
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>> RJ: Have you said
what you need to say?
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Because I have to go
to the office and do some work
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and say hi to my girlfriend.
Okay?
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>> Zende: I'd feel the same way
if I were you.
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>> RJ: Listen to me.
I don't want to argue with you.
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We used to be close,
and we still can be.
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But you need
to lay off and respect
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my relationship with Luna.
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>> Luna: The Forresters
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are a wonderful family.
And they all love each other.
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They do, but when there's
tension between them,
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I mean, it affects everything.
>> Poppy: That's true
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of every family.
>> Luna: Yeah, well,
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the Nozawas aren't exactly
running an international
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fashion house.
>> Poppy: You don't wanna
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mess things up.
>> Luna: I already have.
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>> Poppy: But telling RJ
the truth can make things
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so much worse.
>> Luna: I know. I know.
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You don't want me to
mess up my future with RJ.
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And you don't want me to mess
up my job at Forrester, but...
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that's not why I'm not
telling him the truth.
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I mean, I'm fully willing
to face the consequences
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of my actions.
>> Poppy: You didn't know
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what you were doing.
>> Luna: I didn't have a choice
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then, but I do now.
But, I don't know, as...
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As much as I want to
tell RJ the truth,
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I don't want to ruin his
whole life and his family.
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I don't want to be the reason
why Zende and RJ can't
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work together.
And I won't mess up
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Eric's collection.
I mean, that's just--
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That's way too important.
To Eric, to his sons
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and his grandsons.
And RJ has worked so hard
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to get Zende on board.
And I know that they're trying
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to rebuild their connection,
and I just--
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I can't disrupt that.
>> Poppy: So, we agree.
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You'll keep this secret?
>> Luna: You make it sound
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so simple.
But this is hell, Mom.
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I mean, I'm terrified that this
is gonna ruin every good
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thing in my life, 'cause
that's what secrets do.
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>> Poppy: No, sweetheart.
>> Luna: Like yours did
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to me.
I don't know, it felt like
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everything was finally
coming together.
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And then one night,
a decision that I didn't even
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have any control over--
And now everything is different.
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And I don't know if it'll ever
be the same again.
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♪♪♪
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[ knock on door ]
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>> Finn: Hey.
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>> Steffy: Finn.
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>> Finn: I had to see you,
Steff. I just--
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I miss you so much.
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>> Poppy: Honey, look at me.
It's gonna be all right.
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>> Luna: I don't know, Mom.
>> Poppy: Well, I do.
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Because I know you.
I know your heart.
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I know you're a good person.
Okay, you want to do
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the right thing.
>> Luna: But am I?
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Like, this doesn't feel right,
keeping this secret
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and lying to RJ.
>> Poppy: It's not a lie.
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You love RJ.
Hey, that's true.
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That hasn't changed.
>> Luna: But it has.
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I slept with Zende
and that's always gonna be
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there, right under the surface.
>> Poppy: Zende has agreed
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not to say anything,
and neither should you.
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You made a mistake.
It doesn't have to destroy
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everything. Okay, I can see
you're still not sure,
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but honey, you can't tell RJ.
Please, tell me
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you understand that.
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>> RJ: Hey.
Hi, you.
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>> Luna: Hey.
>> RJ: Hello.
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>> Zende: We're just coming
from RJ's place.
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I just wanted to stop by,
let him know how lucky he is
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to be dating someone as
wonderful as you, Luna.
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>> Poppy: You're both lucky
to have each other.
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>> Luna: Um, yeah.
Yeah, it makes me like a little
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emotional, actually.
You know, thinking about
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everything that I have
to be grateful for.
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Especially you, RJ.
And how happy we are together,
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and...
all the things we have
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to look forward to.
I mean, I never want to do
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anything to hurt you
or let you down.
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>> RJ: You never could.
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>> Steffy: I'm really glad
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you're here.
I know it's hard
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to be at the house right now.
>> Finn: Yeah, look,
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I don't want this to keep me
away from you and the kids.
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>> Steffy: I know.
And I agree.
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>> Finn: I-- I know it's--
it's hard for you to understand
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and-- and accept.
And I-- I wish I could explain
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what I'm feeling.
I just...
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I'm struggling right now,
um, with Sheila's death.
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And I don't blame you, okay?
Not at all.
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It just-- It feels like
something's missing.
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Like a connection's been cut.
>> Steffy: Between us?
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>> Finn: No, no, no.
Not between us.
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Just between my
birth mother and me.
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>> Steffy: I know
you're struggling.
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I'm struggling too.
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I killed someone, Finn.
I took someone's life.
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And...
what have I done?
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All I see is just the paramedics
there trying to save her.
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And I was just-- I was in shock.
I was in shock.
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I was unable to breathe.
And no matter what Sheila's
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done to us, it still doesn't
change the fact
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that I-- I killed someone.
I killed someone.
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And I'm really trying
to come to terms with that,
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but I just can't get this
memory-- I can't get this memory
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out of my head.
Like, it haunts me.
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>> Finn: Just--
We can't let this tear us apart.
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>> Steffy: No.
No.
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No, we can't
let it tear us apart.
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We can't.
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But will you ever be
able to look at me
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the same way?
I-- I don't even know if I can
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look at myself the same.
I am so sorry.
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I'm so, so sorry.
So sorry.
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