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Vincent:
This is where the wealthy
and the powerful rule.

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It is her world,
a world apart from mine.

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Her name is Catherine.

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From the moment I saw her,
she captured my heart

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with her beauty, her warmth,
and her courage.

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I knew then as I know now,

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she would change
my life... forever.

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Catherine:
He comes from a secret place,
far below the city streets.

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Hiding his face from strangers,
safe from hate and harm.

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He brought me there
to save my life.

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And now, wherever I go,
he is with me in spirit.

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For we have a bond stronger
than friendship or love.

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And although we cannot
be together,

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we will never ever be apart.

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♪ ♪

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♪ ♪

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(Sobbing)

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Hi. This is Catherine Chandler.

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Would you tell Joe that I
probably won't be in today?

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Yeah. Must be that flu.

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All right, thanks, charlene.

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Every year,
when this day comes around,

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it brings something different.

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I can't believe
it's been 20 years.

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Strange thing is,
it just hit me

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like it's never
hit me before.

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It just
came crashing down.

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It's the loss of her

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and what that meant.

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I don't think the loss
of a mother or a wife

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is ever behind you.

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I just felt her
so strongly this morning.

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(Weeping):
Her memory, all the things

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we never got
to share.

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Wondering... what she
would think of me now.

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She very much wanted you
to have a happy life.

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Your mother didn't
have a lot of happiness

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in her childhood.

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She wanted
that for you.

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A happy life.

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Come on, get dressed;
I'll take you to lunch.

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(Sighs)

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I promised I'd see
Nancy Tucker.

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She's in from westport.

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Oh. How she's doing?

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I haven't seen
her for a while.

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She's got two kids.

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I'll find out if
she's having a happy life.

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(Chuckles)

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Thanks for coming.

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Here we are,
past and present

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converged
over shrimp salad.

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It's really
great to see you.

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I want you to come
up to westport.

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Spend some time with US.

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Rebecca and bill
moved up last year,

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and they live
three blocks away.

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Really?
Mm-hmm.

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That sounds great.

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Bring somebody
if you want.

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Is there a man in your life?

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Are you in love?

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That's a very enigmatic look.

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It's rather complicated.

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Oh, it always
was with you.

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The guys you ended up with
never understood you.

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This one does.

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What's the problem?

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Is he married?

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No.

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Gay?

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(Chuckling):
No.

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Uh, unemployed?

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Behind bars?
What's left?

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None of that.

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We'll talk about it next time.

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Does he make you happy?

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That's all that matters, cath.

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♪ ♪

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I didn't know that she'd
been sick for a long time.

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I was ten when she died.

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Vincent:
The sadness must have been
overwhelming.

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It was.

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But what I felt this morning...

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What I feel now,

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is deeper and
more terrifying

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than anything
I felt then.

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Yes.

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The loss.

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A terrible
feeling of loss.

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Not just my mother,
but a part of my life.

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Safety. Simplicity.

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Things I've never been
able to know before.

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I saw an old
friend today,

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and I looked at
her, and I knew

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that she had
those things.

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I was happy for her,
but it made me sad.

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(Sighs)

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Perhaps these feelings,
these memories,

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are calling out
to remind you.

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Of what?

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Something you need.

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I don't know...

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Of what you long for.

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My life is full of
complications and risks.

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I don't know how to
have a simple life.

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Catherine...
Your mother's memory

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reminds you
of your aloneness,

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of the family you
lost when she died,

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of all the friends
you left behind

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when our paths crossed.

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Because that secret
that you carry now,

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our secret,
sets you apart

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from your past,
your friends,

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even from the family
you are yet to have,

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the children waiting
to be born.

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Catherine, the burden you bear
with that secret,

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is your aloneness.

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Know that our bond,
our dream exists

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at the cost of all
your other dreams.

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Know that, Catherine.

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It's worth it.

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The omansky case
just got remanded
back to a new trial.

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Oh, they threw out
the partner's confession?

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Yeah, and now we go
back to square one
and build a new case

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independent of
the confession.

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Go down to the vaults,
bring it all back up.

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All right.
Go through
everything.

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Police reports,
witness interviews,

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evidence files,
all the transcripts.

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And we got to move;
They're going to be pushing.

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They know we're
at a disadvantage.

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(Sighs)
Okay.

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Okay.

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So, how can
I help you?

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I'm not sure.

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I'm not even sure you can.

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Give me a chance.

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I'm not even sure
why I'm here.

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Never done anything
like this before.

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On the phone,
you mentioned

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the anniversary of
your mother's death.

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On Monday, 20 years.

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It hit me pretty hard,
very unexpectedly.

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I've been feeling
pretty bad ever since.

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Feeling like how?

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Like...

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(Crying):
...My life is impossible.

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Like I'll never be able
to find happiness.

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Everything just feels hopeless.

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What feels hopeless?

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Everything.

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My life.

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What used to make me happy
suddenly makes me...

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It feels painful...

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Tragic.

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Do you think
these feelings

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might have anything to do
with what happened

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00:12:09,895 --> 00:12:12,022
when you were attacked
a year ago?

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How do you know about that?

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It was in the papers.

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As I remember it,

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a lot of circumstances
were left unresolved.

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That's not why

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I'm here.

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Why are you here?

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I suppose to reconcile
myself with my mother's death.

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Are you sure?

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Are you sure

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that's the issue?

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Why don't you tell me?

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I wish I could.

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But I think you have
to tell yourself first.

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(Sighs)
It's a relationship
I'm involved in.

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Yes?

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A relationship I've never talked
about with anyone.

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You haven't
introduced Vincent

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to any of your
friends or family?

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No.

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Is it that he doesn't want

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to take part in your life
or you don't want him to?

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He can't.

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Why not?

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He's not able to.

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He has to live separate
and apart from me,

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from my life.

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For reasons I'm not able
to go into.

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Do you want
to end it?

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00:14:10,849 --> 00:14:13,602
No.

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00:14:13,686 --> 00:14:15,854
I don't want to.

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00:14:17,690 --> 00:14:20,109
What do you think
you're getting out
of this relationship?

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Everything.

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He gives me everything.

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All the things I never
had before.

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So what's the problem?

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A part of me wants to go
and be with him,

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live with him in his world.

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00:15:03,485 --> 00:15:07,364
And a part of me is just
a woman living in New York

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and trying to be happy.

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And that feels
impossible?

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00:15:14,913 --> 00:15:18,751
It is impossible.

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00:15:31,805 --> 00:15:33,724
Father:
Vincent?

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It's your move.

204
00:15:43,859 --> 00:15:47,237
Perhaps we should continue
this game at another day.

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Well, with all due
respect, Vincent,

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I think perhaps
we should.

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00:15:54,953 --> 00:15:56,497
What is it?

208
00:15:59,917 --> 00:16:02,586
What's distracting you, son?

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00:16:08,676 --> 00:16:10,844
As if I had to ask.

210
00:16:10,928 --> 00:16:14,056
She's in great turmoil.

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00:16:20,437 --> 00:16:23,107
Don't worry yourself
about me, father.

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00:16:27,194 --> 00:16:30,864
I sometimes feel, uh...

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00:16:30,948 --> 00:16:35,786
That I'm standing
on the bank of a raging river,

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watching you trying
to swim across.

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00:16:39,998 --> 00:16:41,709
How can I not worry?

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00:16:41,792 --> 00:16:43,919
I'd be a fool.

217
00:16:45,838 --> 00:16:46,839
And yet, Vincent,

218
00:16:46,922 --> 00:16:51,760
at the same time, I have
to marvel at your courage.

219
00:16:51,844 --> 00:16:56,265
Catherine swims across
that river as well.

220
00:16:56,348 --> 00:16:59,727
She faces
the same dangers,

221
00:16:59,810 --> 00:17:02,312
shows the same courage.

222
00:17:02,396 --> 00:17:05,941
And in many ways, the toll
on her is even greater.

223
00:17:06,024 --> 00:17:08,444
You really think that's so?

224
00:17:08,527 --> 00:17:10,487
On her side of the river,

225
00:17:10,571 --> 00:17:15,743
there is no one standing
on the bank watching.

226
00:17:18,037 --> 00:17:20,622
On her side of the river,
there is no one

227
00:17:20,706 --> 00:17:24,585
praying for a safe passage.

228
00:17:26,587 --> 00:17:28,797
On her side of the river,
father,

229
00:17:28,881 --> 00:17:31,759
there is no one but Catherine.

230
00:17:33,510 --> 00:17:38,474
Then I shall stand watch...
And pray

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00:17:38,557 --> 00:17:40,851
for both of you.

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00:18:09,254 --> 00:18:11,715
(Phone rings)

233
00:18:17,387 --> 00:18:18,847
Hello?

234
00:18:18,931 --> 00:18:20,808
Hi, it's Nancy.

235
00:18:20,891 --> 00:18:22,726
That's so funny.

236
00:18:22,810 --> 00:18:24,561
I was just thinking of you.

237
00:18:24,645 --> 00:18:26,188
Thinking of coming up
for a visit?

238
00:18:26,271 --> 00:18:28,857
Nothing that specific.

239
00:18:28,941 --> 00:18:31,777
Well, listen, next Friday
is Rebecca's birthday,

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and a bunch of US are
getting together,

241
00:18:33,487 --> 00:18:36,824
and I thought it might be a good
chance to get you up here.

242
00:18:36,907 --> 00:18:38,408
I don't know, Nance.

243
00:18:38,492 --> 00:18:41,203
I've got a load of work,
just a lot of loose ends.

244
00:18:41,286 --> 00:18:42,746
Oh, no excuses.

245
00:18:42,830 --> 00:18:45,207
Jenny aronson is coming,
and you can get a ride with her.

246
00:18:45,290 --> 00:18:46,750
Well, I'll work on it.

247
00:18:46,834 --> 00:18:48,502
I'll call you early in the week.

248
00:18:48,585 --> 00:18:51,672
Rebecca's big brother,
buddy, will be there.

249
00:18:51,755 --> 00:18:55,217
You will stoop
to anything, won't you?

250
00:18:55,300 --> 00:18:57,886
To get you up here,
you're damn right.

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I will do my best.

252
00:19:00,472 --> 00:19:01,723
You'd better.

253
00:19:01,807 --> 00:19:03,642
Okay. Bye.

254
00:19:12,359 --> 00:19:13,777
Have you finished
the breakdown

255
00:19:13,861 --> 00:19:15,237
of the neighbor's
testimony?

256
00:19:15,320 --> 00:19:17,739
I just put it on your desk.

257
00:19:17,823 --> 00:19:19,074
When?

258
00:19:20,993 --> 00:19:22,119
Half an hour ago?

259
00:19:22,202 --> 00:19:24,496
No, that was the billing
manager's testimony.

260
00:19:24,580 --> 00:19:25,747
I asked you to break
down the neighbor's testimony.

261
00:19:25,831 --> 00:19:27,749
Oh, god, Joe.

262
00:19:27,833 --> 00:19:30,210
I got it mixed
up somehow.

263
00:19:30,294 --> 00:19:32,462
I don't know how I did that.

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00:19:32,546 --> 00:19:35,591
I'll have it on your desk
by the end of the day.

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00:19:35,674 --> 00:19:36,967
All right, look, Cathy,

266
00:19:37,050 --> 00:19:38,093
we got to stay

267
00:19:38,176 --> 00:19:39,761
of this now, okay?
I know.

268
00:19:50,939 --> 00:19:53,901
Catherine:
He's overcome
tremendous hardship.

269
00:19:53,984 --> 00:19:56,778
He's suffered
great pain.

270
00:19:56,862 --> 00:20:02,117
And yet, he has the most
beautiful spirit.

271
00:20:02,201 --> 00:20:05,495
The most generous heart
of anyone I've ever known.

272
00:20:05,579 --> 00:20:08,040
But you say
it's impossible?

273
00:20:10,042 --> 00:20:13,003
We can never have
a life together.

274
00:20:14,755 --> 00:20:17,132
How can that
fulfill you?

275
00:20:17,215 --> 00:20:19,801
It does fulfill me...

276
00:20:19,885 --> 00:20:23,889
In ways I never knew existed.

277
00:20:25,557 --> 00:20:28,894
It's the rest of my life
that doesn't seem to fit.

278
00:20:30,729 --> 00:20:33,148
Then how can you
find the happiness

279
00:20:33,231 --> 00:20:34,816
that you say you want?

280
00:20:35,859 --> 00:20:38,987
You do want
to be happy?

281
00:20:39,071 --> 00:20:41,156
Well, it's just

282
00:20:41,240 --> 00:20:44,451
that I'm wondering
whether you're not using

283
00:20:44,534 --> 00:20:48,205
this impossible,
problematic situation

284
00:20:48,288 --> 00:20:51,917
with Vincent to avoid a
commitment to the real thing.

285
00:20:54,044 --> 00:20:57,839
It is the real thing.

286
00:21:03,053 --> 00:21:05,847
If I'm going to help you at all,

287
00:21:05,931 --> 00:21:10,644
I'm going to need more
to work with, more information.

288
00:21:10,727 --> 00:21:13,855
Okay. Like what?

289
00:21:13,939 --> 00:21:16,775
Why is this relationship
a secret?

290
00:21:18,193 --> 00:21:22,072
What makes it
impossible?

291
00:21:22,155 --> 00:21:25,826
Is he a fugitive?
Are you concerned
about his safety?

292
00:21:25,909 --> 00:21:27,619
In a way.

293
00:21:27,703 --> 00:21:28,704
Well, you're an attorney.

294
00:21:28,787 --> 00:21:30,706
Surely, you must know
that anything you say to me

295
00:21:30,789 --> 00:21:32,624
will be kept confidential.

296
00:21:34,543 --> 00:21:37,254
I'm sorry.

297
00:21:39,339 --> 00:21:42,926
I made a promise.

298
00:21:49,808 --> 00:21:52,853
Why did you come to me?

299
00:21:52,936 --> 00:21:57,733
I'm not sure.

300
00:21:57,816 --> 00:22:01,570
I guess because I needed
to talk to someone about it.

301
00:22:03,822 --> 00:22:06,116
To let someone else know.

302
00:22:10,328 --> 00:22:12,497
Why don't you?

303
00:22:15,459 --> 00:22:17,002
I can't.

304
00:22:23,884 --> 00:22:25,093
Joe?

305
00:22:25,177 --> 00:22:26,928
What's up?

306
00:22:27,012 --> 00:22:29,389
I'm going to have to
take some time off.

307
00:22:30,849 --> 00:22:31,933
What?

308
00:22:32,017 --> 00:22:35,062
I need to get away for a while.

309
00:22:35,145 --> 00:22:37,105
When?

310
00:22:37,189 --> 00:22:38,982
Right away.

311
00:22:39,066 --> 00:22:41,485
Joe, you know
I wouldn't

312
00:22:41,568 --> 00:22:43,403
be asking...
Cathy, you can't leave.

313
00:22:43,487 --> 00:22:45,072
The omansky case is a mess.

314
00:22:45,155 --> 00:22:47,407
I've got ten other fires
to put out.

315
00:22:47,491 --> 00:22:48,617
I can't let you go.

316
00:22:48,700 --> 00:22:50,577
I can't even believe
you're asking.

317
00:22:52,579 --> 00:22:55,165
Then, I'll have to quit.

318
00:22:57,209 --> 00:22:58,919
All right, Cathy, what's wrong?

319
00:23:00,545 --> 00:23:01,797
I'm having
some personal problems.

320
00:23:01,880 --> 00:23:02,964
Really?

321
00:23:03,048 --> 00:23:05,801
I can't go into it.

322
00:23:05,884 --> 00:23:08,512
Plus, you always say trust me.

323
00:23:08,595 --> 00:23:11,515
For my sake,
for the sake of the work,

324
00:23:11,598 --> 00:23:13,308
I need a break.

325
00:23:13,391 --> 00:23:15,435
Well, you're all right?

326
00:23:15,519 --> 00:23:16,812
I mean, it's not your health?

327
00:23:16,895 --> 00:23:19,898
I'll be okay.

328
00:23:21,817 --> 00:23:25,153
All right, all right,
don't worry.

329
00:23:25,237 --> 00:23:26,655
You take some time off.

330
00:23:26,738 --> 00:23:29,699
Take as much
as you need.

331
00:23:29,783 --> 00:23:32,035
I'll get Ellis and one
of the interns to help out.

332
00:23:32,119 --> 00:23:34,329
Thanks. I appreciate it.

333
00:23:34,413 --> 00:23:36,331
You know...

334
00:23:36,414 --> 00:23:38,416
You work yourself
too hard.

335
00:23:39,251 --> 00:23:41,294
And I take advantage.

336
00:23:41,378 --> 00:23:43,004
We all work too hard.

337
00:23:43,088 --> 00:23:44,673
Yeah.

338
00:23:44,756 --> 00:23:46,800
But I pushed it.

339
00:23:46,883 --> 00:23:49,678
I knew you were trying
to prove yourself.

340
00:23:49,761 --> 00:23:52,180
And you gave me the chance to.

341
00:23:52,264 --> 00:23:53,723
It's okay.

342
00:23:53,807 --> 00:23:56,852
I owe you Radcliffe.

343
00:23:56,935 --> 00:23:58,812
If there's anything I can do
for you,

344
00:23:58,895 --> 00:24:00,021
I mean anything...

345
00:24:00,105 --> 00:24:01,731
I won't hesitate.

346
00:24:01,815 --> 00:24:04,484
Good.

347
00:24:04,568 --> 00:24:06,403
You've got a friend here, kiddo.

348
00:24:06,486 --> 00:24:09,739
I know that.

349
00:24:22,836 --> 00:24:24,212
Oh, there she is.

350
00:24:24,296 --> 00:24:26,298
Catherine.

351
00:24:28,592 --> 00:24:31,219
Hi, dad,
sorry I'm late.

352
00:24:31,303 --> 00:24:32,137
Hi, Kay.

353
00:24:32,220 --> 00:24:33,221
Nice to see you.

354
00:24:33,305 --> 00:24:34,556
How are you?

355
00:24:34,639 --> 00:24:36,224
Actually,
I'm pretty good.

356
00:24:36,308 --> 00:24:37,601
Charles:
Are you?

357
00:24:37,684 --> 00:24:38,894
Yes, I am.

358
00:24:38,977 --> 00:24:40,896
We'd better get
to our seats.

359
00:24:40,979 --> 00:24:43,023
I am so happy you
could join US.

360
00:24:43,106 --> 00:24:45,025
Where are all the
proceeds going again?

361
00:24:45,108 --> 00:24:47,027
I keep losing track.

362
00:24:53,325 --> 00:24:54,659
I'm going to take
some time off work.

363
00:24:54,743 --> 00:24:57,454
Good. Good idea.

364
00:24:57,537 --> 00:24:59,080
Got any plans?

365
00:24:59,164 --> 00:25:01,791
On Friday, I'm going
to visit Nancy Tucker

366
00:25:01,875 --> 00:25:02,918
up in westport.

367
00:25:03,001 --> 00:25:06,087
Then, I just may rent a
car and take a long drive

368
00:25:06,171 --> 00:25:07,464
up through new england.

369
00:25:07,547 --> 00:25:09,132
It's a great time
of the year.

370
00:25:09,216 --> 00:25:10,759
I can't tell you
how glad I am

371
00:25:10,842 --> 00:25:11,718
that you're
going to do that.

372
00:25:11,801 --> 00:25:13,845
Me, too.

373
00:25:16,056 --> 00:25:19,726
(Applause)

374
00:25:25,690 --> 00:25:29,861
(Piano playing
low-pitched intro)

375
00:25:29,945 --> 00:25:33,240
(Playing somber
classical tune)

376
00:25:58,556 --> 00:26:01,643
♪ ♪

377
00:26:24,582 --> 00:26:26,501
(Melody intensifies)

378
00:26:49,607 --> 00:26:52,402
(Whispering):
I forgot how sad it was.

379
00:26:56,323 --> 00:26:58,825
I'm have to go
get a tissue.

380
00:27:25,435 --> 00:27:28,229
♪ ♪

381
00:27:46,414 --> 00:27:48,583
(Weeping)

382
00:27:48,666 --> 00:27:50,710
I'm here.

383
00:27:50,794 --> 00:27:52,921
(Sobbing freely)

384
00:27:54,339 --> 00:27:57,509
Catherine.

385
00:27:59,344 --> 00:28:01,638
Tell me.

386
00:28:01,721 --> 00:28:06,601
Tonight, I went
to a piano recital.

387
00:28:06,684 --> 00:28:09,729
I was actually
feeling okay.

388
00:28:09,813 --> 00:28:14,943
And then I sat down,
and he started to play

389
00:28:15,026 --> 00:28:19,781
the grieg piano concerto,

390
00:28:19,864 --> 00:28:24,619
the one that we heard
in the park that night.

391
00:28:24,702 --> 00:28:27,288
Was it beautiful?

392
00:28:27,372 --> 00:28:30,250
Yes, it was beautiful.

393
00:28:30,333 --> 00:28:34,504
And I kept remembering
how much you loved it.

394
00:28:34,587 --> 00:28:38,425
And I wanted you there
with me so badly.

395
00:28:38,508 --> 00:28:42,303
It became unbearable to me,

396
00:28:42,387 --> 00:28:46,307
almost physically painful.

397
00:28:46,391 --> 00:28:50,186
I just had to run;
I actually ran from it.

398
00:28:52,188 --> 00:28:55,942
Vincent, what are
we going to do?

399
00:29:00,905 --> 00:29:04,701
We have to do something
before there's nothing

400
00:29:04,784 --> 00:29:07,662
left for either of US.

401
00:29:18,381 --> 00:29:23,094
This was the risk we faced.

402
00:29:23,970 --> 00:29:28,683
Now... what?

403
00:29:28,766 --> 00:29:31,144
Now...

404
00:29:34,898 --> 00:29:38,902
...perhaps we awaken
from our dream...

405
00:29:38,985 --> 00:29:41,362
...return to our lives.

406
00:29:43,323 --> 00:29:45,700
No. Let me come below.

407
00:29:45,783 --> 00:29:48,995
Let me live in your world.

408
00:29:49,078 --> 00:29:51,164
Let me try.

409
00:29:51,247 --> 00:29:53,416
Catherine, you have
a life above.

410
00:29:53,500 --> 00:29:56,503
To leave that now would be to
turn your back on who you are,

411
00:29:56,586 --> 00:29:58,004
on who you were to become.

412
00:29:58,087 --> 00:29:59,881
(Sobbing)

413
00:29:59,964 --> 00:30:01,591
That, you must never do.

414
00:30:09,849 --> 00:30:12,810
What am I to do?

415
00:30:16,814 --> 00:30:19,275
You're in such pain,
I know.

416
00:30:21,194 --> 00:30:25,073
Vincent... I don't think

417
00:30:25,156 --> 00:30:29,118
I have the strength
to continue.

418
00:30:30,870 --> 00:30:32,747
Then you mustn't continue.

419
00:30:34,958 --> 00:30:37,585
Maybe if I just went
away for a while.

420
00:30:37,669 --> 00:30:40,755
Catherine...

421
00:30:40,838 --> 00:30:43,091
(Sighs)
It must end.

422
00:30:46,344 --> 00:30:47,887
No.

423
00:30:47,971 --> 00:30:49,973
It must.

424
00:30:50,056 --> 00:30:51,933
I don't want that.

425
00:30:52,016 --> 00:30:53,434
How can you say that?

426
00:30:53,518 --> 00:30:59,232
To see you in such pain
because you dare to love,

427
00:30:59,315 --> 00:31:03,778
knowing that I am the reason,
the cause of that pain,

428
00:31:03,861 --> 00:31:07,824
is more than I can bear
to live with.

429
00:31:07,907 --> 00:31:11,619
It mocks our dreams,

430
00:31:11,703 --> 00:31:15,957
so it must end.

431
00:31:17,875 --> 00:31:23,631
Catherine, you have a life
waiting to be lived.

432
00:31:23,715 --> 00:31:25,174
No.

433
00:31:25,258 --> 00:31:27,468
Let the memory
of what we are,

434
00:31:27,552 --> 00:31:29,637
of what we shared

435
00:31:29,721 --> 00:31:35,435
remind you that love in its
deepest and purest form exists.

436
00:31:40,523 --> 00:31:43,818
Use that memory
to give you the courage

437
00:31:43,901 --> 00:31:49,949
to love... someone else.

438
00:31:54,245 --> 00:31:57,332
I can't.

439
00:31:59,917 --> 00:32:02,086
(Sighs)

440
00:32:04,047 --> 00:32:06,758
You must.

441
00:32:15,558 --> 00:32:17,727
No.

442
00:32:17,810 --> 00:32:20,146
Wait. Wait!

443
00:32:51,302 --> 00:32:55,682
Nancy? It's Cathy.

444
00:32:55,765 --> 00:32:58,810
How would you feel if I came up
a little early?

445
00:33:00,812 --> 00:33:03,731
Are you sure?

446
00:33:03,815 --> 00:33:07,193
I could catch a train tonight.

447
00:33:07,276 --> 00:33:11,781
Okay. See you soon.

448
00:33:23,835 --> 00:33:26,337
Grand central.

449
00:33:51,696 --> 00:33:53,614
Catherine:
What is that thing?

450
00:33:53,698 --> 00:33:55,825
It's a melon baller.

451
00:33:55,908 --> 00:33:57,744
Life wouldn't be
the same without it.

452
00:33:57,827 --> 00:33:59,412
A melon baller?

453
00:33:59,495 --> 00:34:02,123
Stick with me, and you'll
learn all the secrets.

454
00:34:02,206 --> 00:34:03,624
(Glass breaking,
child crying out)

455
00:34:03,708 --> 00:34:05,793
Uh, just another
nuclear accident.

456
00:34:05,877 --> 00:34:07,336
Take over here, will you?

457
00:34:08,838 --> 00:34:11,215
Come on, that's it,
be brave.

458
00:34:14,010 --> 00:34:17,180
You are too fast for me!

459
00:34:17,263 --> 00:34:19,974
(Laughing):
I'm an old lady, you know?

460
00:34:20,057 --> 00:34:21,100
How old?

461
00:34:21,184 --> 00:34:22,685
Same age as your mom.

462
00:34:22,769 --> 00:34:24,520
That's old.

463
00:34:39,786 --> 00:34:42,163
Talk about compulsive men
over 35.

464
00:34:42,246 --> 00:34:44,332
I mean, he asked me to take
my shoes off

465
00:34:44,415 --> 00:34:46,000
before I walked
into his apartment.

466
00:34:46,083 --> 00:34:48,503
(All laughing)

467
00:34:49,587 --> 00:34:51,839
What did you do?

468
00:34:51,923 --> 00:34:53,925
I took my shoes off.

469
00:34:54,008 --> 00:34:57,178
(Laughing):
You are truly a
disturbed person,

470
00:34:57,261 --> 00:34:58,513
you know that?

471
00:34:58,596 --> 00:35:00,807
Oh, yeah?

472
00:35:04,811 --> 00:35:06,354
Don't forget to make a wish.

473
00:35:09,774 --> 00:35:11,901
(Cheering)

474
00:35:25,581 --> 00:35:27,083
I don't believe you.

475
00:35:27,166 --> 00:35:29,752
I swear it, it's true.

476
00:35:29,836 --> 00:35:32,171
Well, why didn't you
ever tell me?

477
00:35:32,255 --> 00:35:33,673
I don't know.

478
00:35:33,756 --> 00:35:36,717
I guess because you
were Rebecca's friend.

479
00:35:36,801 --> 00:35:38,761
And you didn't want
to jeopardize your sister's

480
00:35:38,845 --> 00:35:41,764
social life by dating
and dumping one of her friends?

481
00:35:41,848 --> 00:35:43,057
No.

482
00:35:43,140 --> 00:35:46,060
More like, I didn't want
Becky in a position

483
00:35:46,143 --> 00:35:47,937
to know everything
I was doing.

484
00:35:50,314 --> 00:35:53,651
How long are you going
to be in westport?

485
00:35:54,944 --> 00:35:56,404
Through the weekend.

486
00:35:56,487 --> 00:35:58,823
Do you think we could
spend some time?

487
00:36:00,491 --> 00:36:02,493
Say tomorrow?

488
00:36:05,746 --> 00:36:07,373
I'd really like that.

489
00:36:11,919 --> 00:36:15,381
Why don't we talk
about it tomorrow?

490
00:36:45,036 --> 00:36:47,872
♪ ♪

491
00:37:14,899 --> 00:37:17,735
Vincent:
What we shared will never die.

492
00:37:19,236 --> 00:37:23,491
I'll always be with you.

493
00:37:23,574 --> 00:37:25,201
Goodbye, Catherine.

494
00:37:27,954 --> 00:37:29,830
Be happy.

495
00:37:37,880 --> 00:37:40,967
(Dreamlike):
Oh, Vincent.

496
00:37:41,050 --> 00:37:44,470
Your hair.

497
00:37:45,596 --> 00:37:46,847
The sunlight

498
00:37:46,931 --> 00:37:49,225
in your hair
is so beautiful.

499
00:37:51,769 --> 00:37:55,147
Catherine...

500
00:37:59,902 --> 00:38:03,322
The colors.

501
00:38:03,406 --> 00:38:05,366
It's like another world.

502
00:38:07,952 --> 00:38:11,747
I feel like I'm seeing it
for the first time.

503
00:38:15,960 --> 00:38:18,671
Where shall we go?

504
00:38:18,754 --> 00:38:21,048
Everywhere.

505
00:38:21,132 --> 00:38:24,343
I want to show you
everything.

506
00:38:26,470 --> 00:38:28,723
And we can go together?

507
00:38:28,806 --> 00:38:32,685
Yes, together.

508
00:38:33,686 --> 00:38:37,440
Catherine, how can this be?

509
00:38:37,523 --> 00:38:41,068
Because it's what
I wished for...

510
00:38:41,152 --> 00:38:45,406
More than anything.

511
00:39:12,892 --> 00:39:17,313
I dreamed of this.

512
00:39:17,396 --> 00:39:21,859
The two of US in sunshine.

513
00:39:24,278 --> 00:39:29,325
Vincent, you are so beautiful.

514
00:39:29,408 --> 00:39:31,619
Catherine, i'm
a part of you.

515
00:39:31,702 --> 00:39:35,164
What you see in me is the beauty
in your heart.

516
00:39:35,247 --> 00:39:37,958
It's all so perfect.

517
00:39:38,042 --> 00:39:40,419
This moment.

518
00:39:40,503 --> 00:39:44,965
I've never been so happy.

519
00:39:46,217 --> 00:39:48,803
If only it could last forever.

520
00:39:48,886 --> 00:39:53,974
It can. It will.

521
00:39:54,058 --> 00:39:57,645
I love you so much.

522
00:40:15,204 --> 00:40:16,622
What?

523
00:40:17,623 --> 00:40:19,708
What's wrong?

524
00:40:21,418 --> 00:40:23,629
Vincent.

525
00:40:26,757 --> 00:40:28,467
Vincent!

526
00:40:32,930 --> 00:40:34,265
(Gasps)

527
00:40:36,225 --> 00:40:38,144
(Screams)

528
00:40:38,227 --> 00:40:41,647
Cathy? Are you all right?

529
00:40:43,816 --> 00:40:48,112
(Crying):
No. No.

530
00:40:58,622 --> 00:41:00,833
What a night.

531
00:41:00,916 --> 00:41:03,377
Nance, I'm sorry.

532
00:41:03,460 --> 00:41:05,212
Don't be silly.

533
00:41:07,840 --> 00:41:09,925
It just tears me apart

534
00:41:10,009 --> 00:41:13,012
that we can never
share a life together.

535
00:41:15,306 --> 00:41:19,018
You're sure there's
nothing else you can do?

536
00:41:19,101 --> 00:41:21,228
I'm sure.

537
00:41:21,312 --> 00:41:24,023
Maybe it's enough.

538
00:41:24,106 --> 00:41:27,234
I want a home like this

539
00:41:27,318 --> 00:41:30,237
and children and a family.

540
00:41:30,321 --> 00:41:33,699
It's sad knowing that
that may never be.

541
00:41:35,492 --> 00:41:38,579
We all make
our tough choices.

542
00:41:38,662 --> 00:41:41,415
Don't you think
there are days and nights

543
00:41:41,498 --> 00:41:44,376
when I regret not having gone
to Paris to study?

544
00:41:44,460 --> 00:41:47,630
Not ever doing something
with my photography?

545
00:41:47,713 --> 00:41:48,964
I was good.

546
00:41:49,048 --> 00:41:51,425
You were better than good.

547
00:41:51,509 --> 00:41:55,638
I'll never know where
I could have taken that.

548
00:41:55,721 --> 00:41:59,850
Cath, I love my life.

549
00:41:59,934 --> 00:42:04,980
I love being a mother,
but it's not the only path.

550
00:42:05,064 --> 00:42:08,484
It was a hard adjustment.

551
00:42:08,567 --> 00:42:12,404
Paul and I have been
through some sticky times.

552
00:42:12,488 --> 00:42:17,117
Don't think I haven't
had my doubts.

553
00:42:17,201 --> 00:42:20,079
Hmm.

554
00:42:20,162 --> 00:42:24,375
I guess the anniversary
of my mom's death

555
00:42:24,458 --> 00:42:29,296
reminded me of all
those choices.

556
00:42:29,380 --> 00:42:34,093
It's forced me to take a
look at myself and wonder,

557
00:42:34,176 --> 00:42:36,929
"what she would
think of me?"

558
00:42:37,012 --> 00:42:39,139
Would she be proud?

559
00:42:39,223 --> 00:42:43,018
Does my life
honor her memory?

560
00:42:43,102 --> 00:42:45,020
All those things.

561
00:42:45,104 --> 00:42:48,107
I don't know.

562
00:42:48,190 --> 00:42:49,817
I know.

563
00:42:49,900 --> 00:42:52,486
I know what she'd think,
because I know what I think.

564
00:42:52,569 --> 00:42:56,991
Cathy, of all of US,
you're the one that's come

565
00:42:57,074 --> 00:42:59,994
the greatest distance
and gone the farthest.

566
00:43:00,077 --> 00:43:02,997
I mean, when you were
in law school,

567
00:43:03,080 --> 00:43:05,791
we used to joke about you
majoring in fashion law.

568
00:43:05,874 --> 00:43:07,585
(Both chuckling)

569
00:43:07,668 --> 00:43:10,170
You've overcome
a terrible accident.

570
00:43:10,254 --> 00:43:11,714
You've changed your life.

571
00:43:11,797 --> 00:43:14,967
Now you're giving to others.

572
00:43:15,050 --> 00:43:16,343
And you have this
extraordinary relationship.

573
00:43:19,930 --> 00:43:23,350
You should be so proud
of yourself.

574
00:43:23,434 --> 00:43:26,312
We're all so proud.

575
00:43:26,395 --> 00:43:28,147
And to hell with what
anybody else thinks

576
00:43:28,230 --> 00:43:29,982
about what you should
or shouldn't do.

577
00:43:30,065 --> 00:43:34,028
I mean, when all
is said and done,

578
00:43:34,111 --> 00:43:38,824
you've got to follow
your heart.

579
00:43:38,907 --> 00:43:43,287
It's the only thing you
can ever really count on.

580
00:43:45,289 --> 00:43:47,207
That's what Vincent
always says.

581
00:43:49,168 --> 00:43:52,504
Will we ever meet him?

582
00:43:56,091 --> 00:43:59,094
I'm beginning to think
that anything is possible.

583
00:44:06,393 --> 00:44:08,604
(Sighs)

584
00:44:12,149 --> 00:44:14,568
I think I'm going to
head back to New York.

585
00:44:14,651 --> 00:44:15,903
Right now?

586
00:44:15,986 --> 00:44:17,279
Yes.

587
00:44:17,363 --> 00:44:19,239
But it's 4:00 am.

588
00:44:19,323 --> 00:44:21,492
I need to get back.

589
00:44:21,575 --> 00:44:23,702
There's not a train
until 5:20.

590
00:44:23,786 --> 00:44:25,954
Could I borrow your car?

591
00:44:26,038 --> 00:44:27,831
You're serious.

592
00:44:29,083 --> 00:44:31,085
You said, "follow
your heart."

593
00:44:31,168 --> 00:44:33,087
I can't wait.

594
00:44:33,170 --> 00:44:35,047
(Chuckles)

595
00:44:35,130 --> 00:44:36,465
All right, sure,
take the car.

596
00:44:36,548 --> 00:44:38,133
Paul can pick it up

597
00:44:38,217 --> 00:44:40,928
on Monday.

598
00:44:42,137 --> 00:44:44,014
Oh, thanks, Nance,
for everything.

599
00:44:56,026 --> 00:45:01,115
♪ ♪

600
00:45:18,048 --> 00:45:20,008
(Engine starts)

601
00:46:00,424 --> 00:46:03,594
♪ ♪

602
00:46:19,109 --> 00:46:22,571
♪ ♪

603
00:46:34,958 --> 00:46:36,585
Oh, forgive me.

604
00:46:36,668 --> 00:46:38,921
Forgive me for doubting.

605
00:46:42,007 --> 00:46:44,718
What we have is
all that matters.

606
00:46:44,801 --> 00:46:47,137
It's worth everything.

607
00:46:47,221 --> 00:46:49,264
Everything.

608
00:46:59,233 --> 00:47:03,320
♪ ♪