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>> Billy: You know that thing in
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your life that you want to hold
onto so desperately?
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You do so so tightly that you
end up draining it of its joy.
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You end up squeezing the life
out of it.
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The thing you want the most
becomes the most illusive, and
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your frustration grows because
you're trying to control
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something that is out of your
control.
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You end up closing off or
hitting a wall.
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I can't be the only one.
But I think I might have just
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landed on something that helps
me.
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By closing my eyes, by quieting
my system, by calming my mind
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and simply breathing.
I sit here open to the
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possibilities, the opportunity
to allow the thing that I want
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most in my life...to arrive.
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>> Phyllis: Thank you for
bringing in my luggage.
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You're such a gentleman.
>> Jack: It is the least I can
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do after all you did for me in
LA.
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>> Phyllis: I'd like to do a
little more for you.
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>> Jack: Oh?
>> Phyllis: Yeah, I'd like to do
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a deeper dive into who's sending
you those texts.
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>> Jack: Thank you.
I can't even think about that
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right now.
>> Phyllis: Okay.
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Well, I understand.
The whole trip, it was a lot to
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process, that you have a new
granddaughter.
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>> Jack: Yeah, I wouldn't have
gotten through any of this
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without your companionship and
support.
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You know that.
>> Phyllis: I was happy to be
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there.
You can count on me.
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>> Jack: Thank you.
>> Phyllis: Honestly, I wish I
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would've gotten a chance to get
to know Allie a little better.
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>> Jack: Yeah, same here, but
I haven't given up.
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It may still happen.
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It may still happen.
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>> Allie: Hey, Dad.
I still can't believe that
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you're really gone, Dad.
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I miss you so much.
Why did this happen?
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What am I gonna do without you?
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>> Jack: [ Sighs ]
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>> Jack: [ Sighs ]
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>> Billy: What I'm talking about
is meditation.
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Now, let me be very clear.
I am early in on this journey,
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and from what I understand, it's
not a cure-all but more a tool
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to help you calm your mind.
And as I sit here with my small
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sample size, it has helped me
get into a mind-set to talk to
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you all freely, with no
barriers, with no hang-ups,
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without over-thinking it.
Because the truth is I'm not
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sure where this adventure's
going to take me emotionally or
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otherwise, but I'm not gonna
think about that.
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I'm gonna take a leap of faith
and I'm gonna put it all out
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there.
And I'm gonna enjoy the ride.
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>> Devon: Jill!
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How you doing?
It's great to see you.
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You look amazing.
>> Jill: Well, you look healthy
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and happy yourself.
Thank you for chatting with me.
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>> Devon: Oh, absolutely.
You know I'll chat with you
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anytime.
It's actually funny that you
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wanted to do this because I was
planning to reach out to you to
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discuss something.
>> Jill: Really.
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Maybe we want to talk about the
same thing.
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Why don't I go first?
>> Devon: Be my guest.
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>> Jill: Why the hell are you
throwing away the chance of a
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lifetime?
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>> Billy: Now, I can't take
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credit for this new approach.
The suggestion came from my
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amazing sister, and of course, I
gave her a hard time about it in
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the beginning, 'cause that's
what I do, but once I got over
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myself and I actually tried it,
she was right.
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Because she's always right.
And like I said, I am just
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beginning to dabble in it, but
so far, so good.
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And I am fully aware by even
talking about it, it might
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defeat the purpose and maybe
this is gonna come across very
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annoying, like I am describing
my dreams, and if that's -- if
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that's the way it comes across,
I apologize.
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And who knows?
Maybe nobody's gonna even listen
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to this in the first place.
But I have to say that I have
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had a blessed life.
But I've also had my struggles.
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I've had a fair share of pain
and I have made mistakes.
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So if this offering can help one
person or, better yet,
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collectively, we can help each
other get past the things that
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hold us back, then, without
question, all of it...is
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absolutely worth it.
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>> Traci: Oh, I thought I heard
somebody down here.
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When did you get home?
>> Jack: Just got in.
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>> Traci: Well, I am dying to
hear every detail about your
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trip, but if you're tired, I
understand.
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>> Jack: Oh, no, I'm so wound
up, I can't even think about
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sleeping.
>> Traci: Mwah.
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Well, how about I make us some
tea?
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>> Jack: You know what?
That sounds great.
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Oh, and about the talk, fair
warning, I got a lot to tell.
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>> Traci: I assumed as much.
>> Jack: It's stuff I want to
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tell the whole family, but I'd
love to run it by you first, if
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you're okay with that.
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>> Devon: I imagine that the
chance of a lifetime I'm
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throwing away is merging
Chancellor and Hamilton-Winters,
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right?
>> Jill: Good guess.
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Must be why you have the CEO
title and the big office.
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>> Devon: Well, you know, those
are two things that I really do
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love, Jill.
>> Jill: Oh, I'm sure you do.
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But before you say anything
else, let me just tell you that
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when Lily first pitched the idea
to me, I was floored.
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But I quickly came to realize,
Devon, it is inspired.
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Together, our two companies
would be unstoppable.
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Look what the Newman/Locke
merger has done for those
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entities.
>> Devon: Yeah, I can definitely
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see the possibilities, but you
and I both know that there are
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complications that come with
making a power play like that.
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>> Jill: With a company as big
as ours would be, we could
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handle any difficulties.
>> Devon: No, I know that, Jill,
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and, believe me, I haven't
stopped considering it at all.
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I just feel like we need to
focus on this first joint
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venture that we have going and
see how that goes first before
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we take the next step.
>> Jill: Oh, I already know how
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it's gonna go -- fabulously.
It's you and Lily.
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I see nothing but success for
any co-production between the
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two of you.
But let me say that I think
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delaying the bigger move would
be a huge mistake.
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Think about what Katherine or
Neil would do in this situation.
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>> Devon: Yeah, I'm pretty sure
that Neil and Katherine would
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both take their time before
making such a big decision like
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this, and they would weigh
everything very carefully.
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>> Jill: And then they would
both agree this is the right
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move.
I have looked at this from every
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single angle, and I have to
tell, it almost seems like it
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was written in the stars.
Katherine would love that you
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were involved in running
Chancellor.
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>> Devon: I know that what
you're saying is true and I also
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know that Neil would love to
know that his kids are working
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together, because we created
Hamilton-Winters to be a family
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company.
>> Jill: And on top of all that,
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you are now a third parent to my
great-grandson.
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How much more family can we get?
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>> Billy: The good, the bad, the
ugly, and everything in
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between -- that's what you're
gonna get from me.
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And I thought that I would start
with a story about a sweet
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little girl whose death changed
my life forever.
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Now, I should probably warn you,
there are parts of this story
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that are a little bit rough.
But it's the defining moment in
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my adult life and, for me, the
only place to begin.
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A shocking loss that led me down
a path into darkness.
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A cautionary tale that gets
worse before it gets better.
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Now, I don't think that I will
ever entirely heal, but the
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truth is I'm not sure if I want
to, and the fear is that I would
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somehow lose the memories.
Somehow my sweet daughter would
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disappear in some sort of way,
and...I like having her there
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in whatever capacity I can get.
But her memory has not been
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serving me in the way that it
could.
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And I'm hoping that I finally
figured out that the key to it
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is to love her, honor her,
and celebrate her without
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letting the pain and grief and
anger drive me.
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Now, the ending of this story
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isn't exactly happy because
happy would mean that she is
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still here.
But it's filled with beautiful
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memories.
And the fact that I was able to
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love her, and that gives me
strength, and I'm hoping that
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this can be an uplifting,
empowering story.
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Because with all the pain, I am
still forever grateful and
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consider myself incredibly lucky
that I was able to know her in
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the way that I did.
Even if it was for way too short
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of a time.
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>> Jack: "I found a way to let
go of my anger.
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I've forgiven you.
But I can't see you or be part
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of your life.
I'm sorry for that.
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I wish I was stronger or better
somehow, but this is the way it
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has to be, at least for now.
You should know, even though I
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still can't bring myself to
bridge that gap, that de--
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that deep down...a son will
always love his father."
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>> Traci: Oh, Jack.
[ Sighs ]
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I'm so glad that you weren't
alone when you found these, and
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I wish I had been there for you.
>> Jack: You know what?
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Phyllis was really there.
She was as strong and as good a
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friend as I could've asked for
during this emotional roller
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coaster.
>> Traci: Yes.
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>> Jack: I just wish I'd reached
out to Keemo one last time.
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>> Traci: Oh, no, no, you cannot
blame yourself for that.
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A relationship is a two-way
street.
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>> Jack: Yeah, my brain knows
that, my heart still just hurts.
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>> Traci: Jack, it's gonna take
time.
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>> Jack: Yeah.
Yeah, it's gonna take time, and
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my emotions have been all over
the place.
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>> Traci: Of course they have,
because they're trying to make
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sense of something that doesn't.
>> Jack: How is it you always
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know the right thing to say?
>> Traci: [ Chuckles ]
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I don't know about that, but I'm
just doing the best I can, same
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as you.
And this situation is so
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overwhelming.
>> Jack: You don't know the half
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of it.
>> Traci: [ Sighs ] I'm afraid
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to ask.
What -- What?
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There's something more?
>> Jack: Well, when Luan died,
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Keemo left Genoa City and he got
on with his life.
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He found some happiness.
He met someone.
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He fell in love.
He got married.
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He had a child.
>> Traci: I'm sorry, what?
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>> Jack: You have a great-niece.
I have a granddaughter.
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>> Traci: Oh. [ Chuckles ]
Oh, Jack!
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>> Amanda: Thank you for calling
me.
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We are so overdue for some girl
time.
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So tell me about all of your
adventures with Jack.
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>> Phyllis: Adventures?
>> Amanda: Okay, I didn't mean
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that the way that it sounded.
>> Phyllis: Uh, definitely
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adventure -- I don't know if
it's the right word.
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I mean, it just felt really
great giving emotional support
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to Jack when he's usually
extending that to me.
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>> Amanda: Well, I'm really glad
that you were there for Jack
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when he needed you.
And I don't know what happened,
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but is there any way that these
supportive feelings turned
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romantic?
>> Phyllis: It wasn't like that
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at all.
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>> Traci: Okay, you're gonna
have to go back and take me
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through this one step at a time,
'cause I -- I mean, how old is
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she?
What's her name?
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Did you get to meet her?
>> Jack: Her name is Allie.
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I met her today, and she is a
bright, beautiful young graduate
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student.
>> Traci: Okay, so we're not
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talking about a little girl.
>> Jack: Oh, no, no, she's an
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adult.
Here.
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Yeah, I missed out on her
childhood the same way I missed
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out on Keemo's.
>> Traci: Oh, Jack, she's just
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beautiful.
>> Jack: Yeah.
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>> Traci: Is she the one that's
been sending you these cryptic
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texts?
>> Jack: No.
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She had no idea who I was.
Now, who-- whoever sent those
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texts, if the purpose was to get
me closer to my granddaughter,
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the texter succeeded.
>> Traci: How is it possible she
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didn't know anything about you?
>> Jack: Because Keemo insisted
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she not know I even existed.
>> Traci: Oh, Jack, I'm sorry.
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>> Jack: Yeah, it's a lot to
take in, but I'll work my way
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through that.
>> Traci: Yes, yes, you will,
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and I still have a whole bunch
of questions.
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Starting with, when do I get to
meet this new member of our
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family?
>> Jack: Well, I'd love for that
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to happen soon, but...not right
away.
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No, I -- if it's going to
happen -- and believe me, I want
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it to happen -- it's gonna take
some time.
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>> Billy: After I lost my
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daughter, I felt myself building
these walls around my heart,
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around everything good in my
life, and maybe that was
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self-preservation.
Clearly I was trying to protect
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myself, but the problem was
these walls were built with
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hatred.
And they were aimed directly
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at the person responsible for
her death.
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[ Sighs ]
I realized that really it was me
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avoiding dealing directly with
my sense of loss...and with my
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own guilt.
All of it festering under the
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surface.
At times, lying dormant, but at
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other times erupting, and when
it did, it wasn't good.
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I acted out in a way that was
scary and sometimes very
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troubling.
At one point, pushing my mind to
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actually splinter.
[ Sighs ]
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But I'm lucky.
I had the love of a good friend
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and I had therapy to put myself
back together.
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And after backsliding more times
than I care to mention...
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something amazing happened to
me.
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Something very surprising.
Something that saved me.
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Pure and simple...love.
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>> Devon: Well, thank you for
coming by.
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Hope I didn't call you too late.
>> Lily: No, no, I was up.
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Is everything okay?
Dom's good?
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>> Devon: Yeah, yeah, Dom is
getting better every day.
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>> Lily: Good.
>> Devon: Yeah.
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>> Lily: But I'm guessing you
called me over here for more
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than just a catch-up?
>> Devon: Yeah, yeah, I did.
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Jill called me tonight.
>> Lily: Oh.
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>> Devon: Mm-hmm.
>> Lily: To talk about the
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merger?
>> Devon: Mm-hmm, yes.
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>> Lily: Okay, I did not put her
up to that, I promise you.
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>> Devon: I know you didn't.
Nobody puts Jill up to anything.
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>> Lily: That's very true.
So...what happened?
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>> Devon: She wouldn't take no
for an answer is what happened.
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>> Lily: Does that mean that she
convinced you?
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>> Devon: [ Chuckles ]
>> Lily: [ Chuckles ]
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>> Traci: How is it that Allie
doesn't want to see you again
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after just having met you?
>> Jack: Actually, Allie
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proposed that we get together
sometime in the future, you
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know, for coffee next time I'm
in LA.
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It's cute.
I made the same offer.
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I don't expect much to come of
it.
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>> Traci: Why not?
>> Jack: Well, I think her first
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instinct is to run for the hills
and forget we ever met.
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Now, I don't blame her.
I really don't, on some level.
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She has her own life.
She's mourning her father's
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death.
And I show up in the middle of
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her grieving and it's like a
bomb.
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She was as shocked by my
existence as I was by hers.
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I don't blame her if she decides
she wants to back up and walk
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away.
>> Traci: Well, I take all of
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your points.
It's just I find the whole
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situation so heartbreaking.
>> Jack: Yeah, it didn't exactly
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go like I planned.
But I'm not giving up.
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I am convinced I can forge some
kind of relationship with my
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granddaughter, some kind of
bond.
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She just needs time to get used
to the idea -- it's more than
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time.
I -- I have to find some way to
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let her know artfully,
carefully, subtly, that the
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Abbotts' door is always open to
her.
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>> Allie: I wish you could give
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me a sign or something, Dad.
God, I am just...so confused.
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In the past, when I needed to
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talk to someone, you were the
one who I turned to.
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When things got rough, I leaned
on you.
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And now...
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I have no one.
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[ Sighs ]
Or at least nobody like you.
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Mom is a million miles away,
busy with her own life.
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And we both know that's never
gonna change.
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You're gone and, uh...you're
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never really coming back, are
you?
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And now...Jack Abbott shows up.
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How do I know if I can trust
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him?
I mean, the last thing I would
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want to do is disgrace your
memory by doing something that
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you wouldn't approve of.
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If you cut him out of your life,
then shouldn't I do the same?
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>> "The Young and the Restless"
will continue.
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>> Phyllis: What
happened with
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Jack in California was so heavy.
I mean, all the emotions that he
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dealt with, the loss of his son,
then all the other stuff that
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came up, it just...
>> Amanda: I'm sorry.
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I am -- I'm so sorry that I
tried to make light of the
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situation by, you know, asking
if it went romantic.
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>> Phyllis: No, you're okay.
I mean, it just wasn't that kind
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of trip.
>> Amanda: Okay, I got it.
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>> Phyllis: Yeah, and, you know,
Jack and I are not in the
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romantic mind-set.
>> Amanda: Mm.
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Great.
>> Phyllis: I thought we made
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that clear.
I mean, I thought we were okay
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on that.
>> Amanda: Yeah, I put that
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topic to bed.
>> Phyllis: Oh, good, good,
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because it's a non-starter.
>> Amanda: Okay, well, you're
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the one that still keeps talking
about it.
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>> Phyllis: I'm not talking
about it, just...
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>> Amanda: I just want to say
that I know that Jack
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appreciated you being there for
him.
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You are that rare person that
would drop everything and fly
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across the country when somebody
needs you.
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>> Phyllis: That's sweet.
I am.
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[ Chuckles ]
And it wasn't a sacrifice, by
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the way.
I was happy to be there for
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Jack.
>> Amanda: See, I think that you
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and Jack, your relationship has
just -- it's reached a new
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level, even if it's not
romantic.
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>> Phyllis: You know what?
It has.
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You're right, it has reached a
new level.
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>> Jack: Well, I have been going
on and on.
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What do you think?
>> Traci: [ Sighs ]
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Well, I don't want to dampen
your hopes.
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>> Jack: But?
>> Traci: I also don't want to
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see you set yourself up to be
disappointed.
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>> Jack: I'm calling it guarded
optimism.
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>> Traci: [ Chuckles ]
I consider myself an optimist,
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too.
>> Jack: I know.
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I know where you're going next.
I'm telling you, you don't have
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to worry about me.
I am moving forward with my eyes
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wide open, well aware this may
not work out.
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But I'm thinking maybe the door
won't always be closed.
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I see in Allie this bright,
resourceful young woman, but I
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also am aware she needs family.
She's lost family.
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Her whole family's been upended.
>> Traci: What about her other
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relatives?
I mean, where's her mother?
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>> Jack: Well, she said that
Keemo and her mother divorced
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some time ago and that she and
her mother have kind of a rocky
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relationship.
When I look in her eyes, I just
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see someone who's alone, afraid,
and sad.
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>> Traci: She's not the only one
who's sad, Jack.
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>> Jack: Yeah, it's been a rough
time all around.
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>> Traci: But you have handled
this with generosity and grace,
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and I admire your determination.
I know I had reservations, but I
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am so grateful that you went all
the way to Los Angeles looking
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for answers.
And you found Allie.
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And I'm equally glad that you're
home, where your family can take
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care of you.
>> Jack: Thanks. Needed this.
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>> Traci: [ Laughs ]
And speaking of family, everyone
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else is gonna want to know every
detail.
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>> Jack: You know what, you know
what, I do want to tell
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everyone, but look at the hour.
Not everyone's on LA time.
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You know what?
I'm gonna go for a drive and try
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to wind down.
>> Traci: [ Chuckles ]
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Jack, you are going to work your
way through this, and you're not
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gonna have to do it alone.
I love you so much.
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[ Chuckles ]
>> Jack: I love you.
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I cannot believe my son is gone.
>> Traci: I know.
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>> Jack: But I am determined not
to let that happen to my
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granddaughter.
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>> Devon: Yeah, no, Jill just
made about as good of an
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argument as you did about why we
should merge the companies.
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>> Lily: Okay, but are you
buying it?
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>> Devon: Um...the more I think
about it, the more I love the
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idea of paying homage to family.
I will say that.
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>> Lily: So does that mean
you're closer to a yes than
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before?
>> Devon: I would have to see a
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very detailed proposal on how it
would all work out.
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>> Lily: Well, funny enough, I
actually already have one made,
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ready for you to view.
>> Devon: Really?
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>> Lily: I do.
>> Devon: I bet you do.
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>> Lily: [ Laughs ]
>> Devon: I bet you do.
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[ Chuckles ]
You never doubted yourself on
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pulling this off, have you?
>> Lily: No, that's not true.
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I just...
I was really hoping that the
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idea of bringing family together
would eventually sway you.
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>> Devon: [ Chuckles ]
That's another thing, too,
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'cause, like, the benefits of a
merger are obvious to me, of
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course.
But I would want to make sure
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that that never caused any
trouble between you and me.
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Just 'cause I know, we've seen
family, you know, turn on each
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other because of business, and I
don't want that to ever happen.
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>> Lily: I understand that.
But I really don't think that's
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gonna happen to us.
I mean, first of all, I trust
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you more than anyone else in the
world.
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And secondly, like, we've been
through so much together, right?
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Like, teenage years, everything.
I mean, in my mind, there's no
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amount of corporate friction
that could ever sever our bond.
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>> Devon: No.
Are you sure about that?
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>> Lily: Yes, I am.
And honestly, I would step away
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from all of it if our
relationship were ever put on
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the line.
>> Devon: You'd step down as
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CEO?
>> Lily: Absolutely, yes.
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>> Devon: Well, I mean, I guess
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then I would have to make that
same promise to you.
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And if anything ever goes bad,
I'll step down, too.
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>> Lily: So are we on the same
page?
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>> Devon: I think we are.
>> Lily: Okay, I want to hear
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you say it.
>> Devon: Okay.
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>> Lily: Say the words.
>> Devon: I'm ready.
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I'm ready to take this shot.
Let's do it.
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Let's make Dad and Katherine
proud.
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>> Lily: Oh!
I'm so happy.
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[ Both laugh ]
>> Devon: Me too.
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>> Billy: Hey.
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>> Lily: Hi.
>> Billy: How was your evening?
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>> Lily: Well, I'm very glad you
asked.
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It was amazing.
How was yours?
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>> Billy: It was good, but I
want to hear about yours first.
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>> Lily: Well, I had a
breakthrough with Devon and the
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merger.
So a lot of work and
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negotiations have to be done,
but I think it might actually
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happen.
>> Billy: Oh, my gosh, that's
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amazing.
Congratulations.
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How did you convince him?
>> Lily: Well, I mean, your
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mother, of course, helped, but I
think the clincher was that I
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told him no business would ever
come between us.
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And I meant it, you know?
We've been through so much
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together.
I really do believe that our
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relationship is unbreakable.
>> Billy: I don't doubt it.
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>> Lily: So what's your news?
Tell me.
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>> Billy: Well, I had a bit of a
breakthrough myself.
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You know that Traci suggested I
try meditation, so I have for
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the last few days, and I have to
say, it has really helped calm
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my mind and helped me feel
open emotionally.
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I just finished my first
podcast, and I have to say, it
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felt good.
I put it out there for the world
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to hear.
>> Lily: That's amazing.
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>> Billy: Yeah.
>> Lily: Are you happy with it?
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>> Billy: I am.
Yeah, I mean, I don't know if
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anyone's gonna listen to it, but
that's not up to me.
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But it felt cathartic.
>> Lily: Wow.
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See? I knew you could do it.
I knew you'd find a way to get
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your inspiration out.
I can't wait to hear it.
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>> Billy: Well, I should warn
you, little bit of a spoiler
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alert, you do factor into it,
kind of a reoccurring theme.
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>> Lily: Oh, God.
>> Billy: No, it's not bad.
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It's -- It's all good because
the truth is, I'll never get
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tired of telling you that you
saved my life.
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>> Amanda: Hey.
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>> Devon: Hey.
>> Amanda: I'm home.
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>> Devon: Hi.
[ Chuckles ]
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How you doing?
>> Amanda: I'm good.
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Mm. [ Chuckles ]
Well, that is a really nice
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welcome home.
[ Both laugh ]
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>> Devon: There's more where
that came from.
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>> Amanda: Yeah?
>> Devon: Mm-hmm.
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>> Amanda: Whoa, okay, okay.
Okay, Romeo.
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>> Devon: [ Chuckles ]
>> Amanda: Am I just that
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irresistible today or is
something else going on?
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>> Devon: Well, you're
irresistible every day, but,
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yeah, I do have some big news.
Uh, Lily and I have decided to
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move forward with merging our
companies.
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>> Amanda: Are you kidding?
>> Devon: No.
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>> Amanda: Wow, that's -- that's
fantastic.
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>> Devon: Yeah, I thought so.
>> Amanda: Yeah.
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I'm happy for you, really.
>> Devon: Is that your happy
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face?
[ Chuckles ]
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>> Amanda: I'm just -- I'm
hoping that Lily didn't push you
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into this.
>> Devon: No, I promise you she
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didn't at all.
I considered her options and I
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got input from other people,
but, no, the decision was mine.
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>> Amanda: And you thought this
through?
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>> Devon: Yes, I did.
>> Amanda: Okay, well, then I'm
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ecstatic.
>> Devon: Yeah?
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>> Amanda: I'm so excited.
[ Both laugh ]
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>> Devon: Well, thank you.
There's still a lot of -- a
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lot of stuff to nail down,
but...
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>> Amanda: Yes, and as the head
of Chancellor's legal
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department, I am well aware this
deal is gonna be complicated,
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but potentially groundbreaking.
And there's the added bonus of
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the two of us working together.
>> Devon: Oh, that's right.
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That is right.
>> Amanda: Oh, I will be tough
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but fair.
>> Devon: You're always fair.
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>> Amanda: [ Laughs ]
>> Devon: Mm.
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I haven't been this happy in a
very, very long time, you know
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that?
>> Amanda: Yeah?
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>> Devon: Yeah.
Between you and Dominic getting
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healthy and this merger and
everything, just feels like life
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is coming together really,
really well.
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And you know, when we pull this
off, it's not just gonna change
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our lives and Lily's life, our
two families' legacies will
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never be the same again.
[ Both chuckle ]
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>> Phyllis: Hey.
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Oh, what are you doing here?
Is something wrong?
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>> Jack: No, no, no, I just
couldn't sleep.
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>> Phyllis: Neither can I.
>> Jack: I also wanted to take
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one more chance to say thank you
for being there for me the last
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couple of days.
>> Phyllis: I was happy to do
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it.
You don't need to keep on
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thanking me.
>> Jack: I am not gonna let you
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be dismissive of the kindness
and friendship and loyalty
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you've shown.
It means the world to me.
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[ Cellphone chimes ]
>> Phyllis: Is that the texter?
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Hey, what does it say?
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Don't keep me in suspense.
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>> Billy: I'm not sure I'm in a
position to be giving advice to
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anyone.
I've gone about a lot of things
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in my life the wrong way.
But I'm hoping maybe my mistakes
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can serve as a warning to people
who are at risk of falling down
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the rabbit hole like I did.
Everyone's experience is
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different, and what may help one
person may not work for another.
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But, like I said, my saving
grace was -- as the old cliché
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goes -- pure and simple...love.
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Love can often come as a
surprise.
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It can also make you look at the
future with fresh eyes.
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I'm a big believer in second
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chances.
And third and fourth and fifth
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chances -- coming to you when
you least expect it.
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>> Allie: Mm.
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[ Gasps ]
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Is someone there?
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>> Next week on
>> Devon: I thought I heard
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Nate's voice in here.
What are you doing?
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>> Nate: How would you like to
be neighbors again?
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>> Jack: It's from our friendly
anonymous texter.
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"Doing what I can to help.
I think Allie might be more
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00:36:20,111 --> 00:36:23,214
receptive soon."
>> Ashland: I get the sense that
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you think that I'm about to
break down and make some kind of
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confession here.
>> Victoria: If there is a
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confession that needs to be
made, then now would be the time
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to make it.
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♪♪
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