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>> Chelsea: Hey.
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>> Adam: Hey.
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>> Chelsea: I just got a call
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from the doctor.
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Connor wants to talk to us.
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>> Adam: Yeah, I, uh,
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I got the same message.
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>> Chelsea: Yeah, this is
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a big step.
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>> Adam: Yeah, considering
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a week ago he didn't wanna
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have any communication
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with us at all.
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>> Chelsea: Right, um,
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but we can't make this bigger
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than it is.
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>> Adam: I'm not.
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>> Chelsea: Right, well,
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you tend to do that.
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Sometimes, Adam, you know, you
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project things the way you want
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them to be without realizing
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this is a process. You know,
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this is just the beginning.
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We have to tread carefully
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so Connor doesn't tune us out.
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>> Adam: And are we now
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talking about me or are we
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talking about you?
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>> Chelsea: Both.
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We can't screw this up.
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There's too much at stake.
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>> Nikki: Oh, Jack!
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I'm so happy that Harrison is
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home. Is he okay?
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>> Jack: Doctors checked him
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out. Physically, he's fine.
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Time will tell about
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everything else.
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>> Nikki: Poor little baby.
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>> Jack: He keeps calling Jordan
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"the mean lady" and "the witch."
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Not that we're encouraging him
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to talk about it.
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>> Nikki: Oh! It's lucky we
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got him back when we did.
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>> Jack: How are you doing?
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Any news on Claire?
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>> Nikki: Uh, no, but Victoria
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got a call last night that she
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thought could've been Claire.
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>> Jack: Maybe they found her?
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>> Nikki: Unfortunately, no.
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>> Jack: Oh, this is agony.
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I am so sorry.
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>> Nikki: Yeah, so am I.
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For ever thinking that Claire
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had anything to do with this.
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>> Michael: So that was the one
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word you could make out?
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>> Cole: "Mom."
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>> Michael: And you're sure
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the call was from Claire?
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[ Victoria sighs ]
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>> Victoria: It was muffled,
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but it had to be her.
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>> Michael: And no chance this
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was something arranged by
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Jordan before her demise?
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>> Victoria: Michael,
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it was Claire.
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>> Victor: It wasn't from
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a landline. And they're checking
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all the cell towers right now.
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It's gonna take some time.
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>> Victoria: Well, that's time
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that we don't have, Dad.
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What if Claire's hurt and that's
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why she didn't call us back?
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>> Victor: Sweetheart--
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>> Victoria: We have to find
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her. We have to do something.
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>> Adam: You're right. And it's
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good that you're reminding
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both of us that we need
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to move slowly. But I--
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>> Chelsea: I hate when you say
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"but." It makes me very nervous.
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>> Adam: I was just gonna
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say, Chelsea, that I could use
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any good news right now.
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>> Chelsea: Of course.
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So could I.
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What are you doing?
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>> Adam: I'm setting up
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the video call.
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>> Chelsea: Adam, can you just
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wait one second?
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I think that we should go
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over the guidelines
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the doctor suggested.
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Things to avoid talking about.
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Words that could be triggering
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for Connor.
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>> Adam: Okay.
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Gotta have the rules.
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>> Chelsea: There are these
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things called reassurances
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we're supposed to avoid,
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which seems really weird because
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as a parent, all you wanna do
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is reassure your child.
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But the doctor says that
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they will only feed
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and validate his fears,
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so we have to avoid that.
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>> Adam: Mm-hmm. Okay. I got it.
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No reassuring. Mm-hmm.
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>> Chelsea: I'm sorry.
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Am I boring you, Adam?
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>> Adam: No. You're just telling
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me things that I already know.
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>> Chelsea: Okay. Then I'll
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repeat them to myself. Because
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I'm crawling out of my skin,
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and I would appreciate it
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if you didn't get offended
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by every damn thing I say.
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>> Adam: I'm sorry.
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Okay? You're right.
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>> Chelsea: We are both nervous.
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We both have a lot at stake,
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okay? But I have to know
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that we're gonna be a team.
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Adam, we have to be.
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>> Adam: We are a team.
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And just so you know, I'm not
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taking offense.
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It's just--
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It's my way, you know?
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>> Chelsea: Yeah. Your defense
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mechanism is anger.
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Mine is, um, quiet panic
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and anxiety. None of which
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are any good for our son.
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>> Adam: And I hear you,
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Chelsea. This--
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It's all about Connor.
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Okay? We have the rules,
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and we can do this.
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You ready?
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>> Chelsea: Let's, uh--
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let's make the call.
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>> Cole: Well, there could be
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a whole other explanation
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for Claire not calling back.
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Maybe the phone died.
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It's possible, isn't it?
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>> Victoria: But Cole, she
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sounded panicked and desperate.
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>> Michael: Do you think Claire
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knows about Jordan?
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>> Victor: I doubt it.
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>> Michael: Then she could be
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unaware that Harrison's
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been rescued?
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>> Cole: What are you
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getting at?
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>> Michael: I'm fond of Claire.
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You know that.
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I've defended her in the past.
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But this is a girl
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who's spent her entire life
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doing Jordan's bidding.
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>> Victoria: Are you saying
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that she still is?
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>> Michael: No, I didn't
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say that.
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>> Victoria: Well, it certainly
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sounds like you're
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implying that, Michael.
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>> Michael: I'm merely
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laying out possibilities.
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If Claire still believes
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then that phone call last night
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could've been a smokescreen,
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could've been part of a plan.
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>> Cole: To what end?
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>> Michael: To divide us,
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to distract us.
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>> Victoria: Didn't you hear
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what Harrison said about
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Jordan hurting Claire?
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>> Michael: Again, that could've
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been Jordan and Claire
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putting on an act for
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an impressionable little boy.
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>> Cole: Wait a minute.
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Are you serious right now?
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Because this whole train of
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thought is a distraction. It's
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a complete waste of our time.
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>> Michael: I'm simply trying
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to manage expectations.
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>> Cole: We don't need you
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to manage anything, okay?
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Our daughter is missing.
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She could be in terrible danger.
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And the only thing I wanna
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hear from anyone right now
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is how do we get her back?
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>> Michael: All right.
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I'm sorry.
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Sometimes my lawyerly skill at
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arguing both ends
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of an issue are--
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>> Victor: Let's calm down.
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Claire's alive. That is more
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than we knew before.
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>> Victoria: But where?
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Where, Dad?
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The one person who might be able
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to tell us is dead.
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>> Jack: Yeah, I'm sorry
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I doubted Claire, too,
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but given her background
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and who she was raised with,
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I had trouble believing
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she could turn everything around
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so quickly.
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>> Nikki: Yeah, it was hard for
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all of us, except for Victoria.
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She just always knew.
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>> Jack: Mothers and daughters.
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>> Nikki: Yeah, I'm sure
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Victoria wishes her mother
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could be more helpful.
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>> Jack: Wait, why do you
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say things like that?
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>> Nikki: I don't know. I just
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feel particularly useless.
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>> Jack: I guarantee you,
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Victoria does not see you
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that way.
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>> Nikki: No. She sees me as
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a fragile flower that needs to
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be watched all the time.
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She knows I've been drinking
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again. I denied it, of course,
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but she knows.
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I just hate that I am so
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damn weak. I'm so damn weak!
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>> Jack: You are one of
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the strongest people
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I have ever known.
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>> Nikki: I certainly don't
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feel that way right now.
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>> Jack: Because you've just
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been put through hell, Nikki.
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You have endured things
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that would bring most people
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to their knees,
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and you are still standing.
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And piling more blame and stress
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on yourself is not the answer.
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>> Nikki: The stress I can
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handle. It's the guilt
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that's overwhelming.
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>> Jack: The guilt? What guilt?
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>> Nikki: Jordan. All of this.
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>> Jack: Why would any part of
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you blame yourself for
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what Jordan did?
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>> Nikki: Because none of it
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should have happened, Jack.
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Claire and Harrison
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would not have been kidnapped
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if it weren't for me.
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>> Summer: What do you mean,
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Grandma? What did you do?
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>> Chelsea: Hi! Connor,
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it's so good to see your face.
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>> Adam: Hey, buddy.
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How's it going?
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>> Connor: It's going
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okay, I guess.
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>> Adam: What have you been
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up to? I mean,
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have you made any friends?
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Is the, uh--
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the therapy working out?
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>> Connor: Maybe. I don't know.
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>> Adam: Well, you must know
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if you're feeling better, right?
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I mean, why don't you
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tell us about the doctor?
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Do you feel he's
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someone that you can talk to?
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>> Chelsea: Hey, you know what?
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Your dad is anxious
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to know all these things
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because he loves you
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and misses you so much.
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We both do. That's why
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we have all these questions.
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But you just take your time.
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Whenever you're ready to
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tell us, we're here to listen.
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>> Jack: Your grandmother feels
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horrible about what has
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happened to Harrison,
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but she is in no way responsible
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for the actions of a psychopath.
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>> Nikki: Thank you for trying
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to protect me, Jack. But there's
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more to it than that.
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None of this would have happened
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if I had made different choices.
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>> Summer: What do you mean?
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What choices?
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>> Nikki: When Jordan took
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that poison in front of us,
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Claire asked if we should
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even bother saving her life.
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>> Summer: Claire was willing
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to let her aunt die?
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>> Nikki: Oh, yes. I mean,
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she has known her aunt
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her whole life.
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She knows how evil she is and
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all the things that
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Jordan did to her and
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to many other people.
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Claire didn't think that
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anyone else should have to
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suffer like that.
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>> Summer: I-- I guess I'm
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surprised to hear that.
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>> Nikki: Because you thought
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that Claire was involved
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in Harrison's kidnapping.
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That crossed my mind as well.
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But I now know that Claire
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was once again Jordan's victim.
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And I set it all into motion
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by calling 911 and let her live.
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>> Summer: Grandma, I-- I don't
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understand. After everything
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that Jordan did to you,
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did to our family, why--
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why would her life
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mean anything to you?
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>> Nikki: Trust me, I've asked
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myself that so many times.
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And in the end, I simply
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couldn't let her die
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in front of us.
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And letting her go out
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on her own terms seemed like
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letting her win.
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I wanted her to
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face her punishment.
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I-- I didn't know that
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she was going to escape again
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and then bring more
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chaos to our family.
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But if you're looking for
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someone to blame,
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blame me.
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I'm sorry, Summer.
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You have every reason
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to hate me for this.
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>> Victor: Look, you all, Jordan
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is exactly where she should be.
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We'll find Claire and
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she will be where she should be.
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But we won't give up.
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>> Victoria: I'm not giving up.
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I'm just tired of sitting
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around here doing nothing,
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waiting for the phone to ring.
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[ Victoria sighs ]
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Look, Cole and I were talking
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on the way up here,
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and we want to go to the motel
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where Jordan held Harrison.
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>> Victor: But sweetheart,
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the cops have combed
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through that hotel.
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Up and down. They found nothing
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that leads to Claire.
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>> Victoria: Dad, maybe they
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didn't know what to look for.
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They don't know Claire.
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We do.
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[ Victor exhales ]
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>> Victor: All right.
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You two go down there,
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do what you have to do,
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and, uh, I'll see to it
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that no one interferes with you.
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>> Cole: Thank you, Victor.
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>> Victoria: Thank you.
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>> Michael: You'll run that
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by me again, Victor?
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>> Victor: Run what
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by you again?
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>> Michael: How exactly
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did Jordan die?
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>> Chelsea: Why don't you
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tell us how you're adjusting
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to the new place?
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>> Connor: Well, the main
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doctor's pretty cool.
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She gets it, you know?
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>> Chelsea: Gets what, honey?
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>> Connor: My moods, stuff
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like that. Things
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she calls disassociations.
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>> Adam: Whoa, that's a--
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that's a mouthful.
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>> Connor: Like, sometimes
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I don't remember things,
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and I get all mad at myself
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and frustrated.
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But the doctor says
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that's just my brain going,
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"Nope, not going there."
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>> Chelsea: So it's-- it's kind
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of like you get overwhelmed?
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>> Connor: Yeah, but more.
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The doc says that some people
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with OCD have that,
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so they're teaching me
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to slow down and recognize
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when it happens and not to get
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so impatient with myself.
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>> Adam: Mmm.
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>> Chelsea: Yeah, but, you know,
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that-- that happens
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to me too sometimes.
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It's like my mind races ahead,
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and I suddenly forget
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where I'm even going.
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>> Connor: Really?
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>> Chelsea: Yeah. Oh, yeah.
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So I just have to
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slow down and regroup.
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I-- I think it's called, um,
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staying in the moment.
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>> Connor: And just dealing with
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it no matter how hard it is.
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>> Chelsea: Exactly.
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>> Adam: I mean, I--
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I don't know, I-- I--
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I get that, yes,
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but does everything
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have to be a struggle?
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I mean, isn't it okay to
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sometimes, you know, check out
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when the world is coming at you
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at 100 miles an hour?
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>> Connor: No, Dad, you can't.
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>> Adam: Okay, well, I just
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meant that--
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>> Connor: The doctors told me
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that it's called reassuring.
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It's like saying the OCD
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part of my brain is
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doing all the right things.
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Like it's normal. But it's not.
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It just makes the OCD
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dig in harder.
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>> Adam: You see,
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there I go again.
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Connor, there-- there's just--
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A lot of this stuff you're
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gonna have to explain to me,
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because, um,
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your hard-headed old man already
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thinks he knows everything.
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So whenever I open my big mouth,
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just go like this, okay?
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>> Connor: I can do that.
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>> Jack: I'm sure Summer doesn't
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blame you for what happened.
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She holds one person
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responsible. Jordan.
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>> Nikki: Is that right, Summer?
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>> Jack: You-- you know what?
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I think you and I should get out
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of here and get to a meeting.
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>> Nikki: Uh, I wish I could,
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but I have another appointment.
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>> Jack: More important
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than a meeting?
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>> Nikki: I'm meeting with
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Lauren. We have a lot of
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Newman Media work to do.
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>> Jack: Your family has been
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through hell, Nikki.
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Claire is still missing.
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Work can wait. Come on.
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>> Nikki: But-- but it helps me
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to not think about everything,
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and I desperately need that,
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even if it's just for an hour.
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I-- I will go to a meeting
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afterwards. I promise.
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>> Jack: Okay. Okay.
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>> Nikki: It's okay to
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blame me, honey.
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I blame myself.
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>> Summer: No. Jack's right.
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Jordan is the only
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person responsible.
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>> Nikki: Thank you for that.
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Please give Harrison a hug
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from me. I'm--
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I'm so grateful that he's home.
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>> Summer: I will.
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>> Jack: I'll walk you out.
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>> Summer: I'll see myself out.
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[ door clicks open ]
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>> Victoria: You know,
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I'm trying, but I just cannot
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wrap my brain around this.
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How someone could terrorize
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a child.
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>> Cole: This is the same woman
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who raised ours.
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>> Victoria: That makes me sick
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just thinking about it.
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What is it?
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>> Cole: Nothing.
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>> Victoria: You can tell me.
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It's okay.
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>> Cole: Remember back
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at the house?
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When you brought up losing
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baby Eve?
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Claire?
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All those years ago.
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It just took me
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right back there.
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And I remember being sad,
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heartbroken, just like you.
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We never had the chance
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to be with her.
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We never knew her.
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It was almost like
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she wasn't real.
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But she's very real.
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And I would literally walk
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the length of the earth
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to bring her back.
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I would-- I would exchange
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my life for hers in a heartbeat.
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And never, ever,
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have I had that feeling...
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about anyone.
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00:17:19,838 --> 00:17:20,472
>> Victoria: It's called
574
00:17:20,539 --> 00:17:23,008
being a parent.
575
00:17:23,075 --> 00:17:27,746
>> Cole: Yeah. I know that now.
576
00:17:27,813 --> 00:17:29,048
>> Victoria: Sometimes it,
577
00:17:29,114 --> 00:17:31,650
you know, can feel like
578
00:17:31,717 --> 00:17:34,219
it's a bit too much.
579
00:17:41,593 --> 00:17:42,628
>> Cole: Claire is the greatest
580
00:17:42,694 --> 00:17:43,829
gift that I've ever received
581
00:17:43,896 --> 00:17:45,764
in my life.
582
00:17:45,831 --> 00:17:47,332
And when we find her,
583
00:17:47,399 --> 00:17:49,268
I'm gonna bring her home.
584
00:17:49,334 --> 00:17:51,537
I'm gonna hold her tight.
585
00:17:51,603 --> 00:17:52,604
And I'm gonna tell her
586
00:17:52,671 --> 00:17:53,639
that nobody's ever gonna
587
00:17:53,705 --> 00:17:55,174
hurt her again.
588
00:17:55,240 --> 00:17:56,041
That her father will
589
00:17:56,108 --> 00:17:58,510
always be there to protect her.
590
00:18:05,784 --> 00:18:06,718
[ Cole sighs ]
591
00:18:10,622 --> 00:18:11,256
>> Connor: I'm playing
592
00:18:11,323 --> 00:18:12,090
soccer again.
593
00:18:12,157 --> 00:18:12,791
>> Chelsea: Oh.
594
00:18:12,858 --> 00:18:15,461
>> Adam: Yeah? That's great.
595
00:18:15,527 --> 00:18:16,795
>> Connor: I'm pretty bad at it
596
00:18:16,862 --> 00:18:17,563
'cause I haven't played
597
00:18:17,629 --> 00:18:19,431
in a while, but my friend Mike
598
00:18:19,498 --> 00:18:20,532
likes to run drills,
599
00:18:20,599 --> 00:18:23,535
so I figured, "Why not?"
600
00:18:23,602 --> 00:18:24,236
>> Chelsea: Yeah, you--
601
00:18:24,303 --> 00:18:25,304
you made a new friend?
602
00:18:25,370 --> 00:18:26,371
>> Connor: Yeah.
603
00:18:26,438 --> 00:18:27,840
Mike's pretty cool.
604
00:18:27,906 --> 00:18:29,041
>> Adam: And is his--
605
00:18:29,107 --> 00:18:30,776
his treatment like yours?
606
00:18:30,843 --> 00:18:33,512
>> Connor: Privacy, Dad.
607
00:18:33,579 --> 00:18:34,613
>> Adam: Yes, of course.
608
00:18:34,680 --> 00:18:35,814
Uh, well, thank you
609
00:18:35,881 --> 00:18:37,649
for the heads up.
610
00:18:37,716 --> 00:18:38,717
>> Chelsea: Yeah, it sounds like
611
00:18:38,784 --> 00:18:40,018
you're in the right place.
612
00:18:40,085 --> 00:18:42,054
>> Connor: It's all right here.
613
00:18:42,120 --> 00:18:43,155
I just want to get better
614
00:18:43,222 --> 00:18:45,357
soon and come home.
615
00:18:45,424 --> 00:18:47,993
>> Adam: And we want that too.
616
00:18:48,060 --> 00:18:48,961
You know, we miss you,
617
00:18:49,027 --> 00:18:51,129
and we love you so much.
618
00:18:51,196 --> 00:18:52,898
>> Chelsea: So, so much.
619
00:18:52,965 --> 00:18:54,132
>> Adam: And we promise that we
620
00:18:54,199 --> 00:18:56,368
will take our cues from you,
621
00:18:56,435 --> 00:18:58,537
and from the doctors.
622
00:18:58,604 --> 00:18:59,204
>> Chelsea: Yeah,
623
00:18:59,271 --> 00:19:00,439
we will listen.
624
00:19:00,506 --> 00:19:02,040
>> Connor: I love you guys too.
625
00:19:02,107 --> 00:19:05,043
Anyway, I better get going.
626
00:19:05,110 --> 00:19:06,178
>> Chelsea: So soon?
627
00:19:06,245 --> 00:19:07,813
>> Connor: Yeah, I've got class
628
00:19:07,880 --> 00:19:09,047
in a few minutes.
629
00:19:09,114 --> 00:19:10,482
>> Chelsea: Oh, okay, well,
630
00:19:10,549 --> 00:19:11,984
we understand.
631
00:19:12,050 --> 00:19:13,352
>> Adam: All right, well, um,
632
00:19:13,418 --> 00:19:15,120
this was great, you know?
633
00:19:15,187 --> 00:19:16,955
Thank you.
634
00:19:17,022 --> 00:19:18,023
>> Chelsea: We'll talk to you
635
00:19:18,090 --> 00:19:19,057
soon, okay?
636
00:19:27,833 --> 00:19:29,902
[ Chelsea sighs ]
637
00:19:29,968 --> 00:19:31,069
Okay, well, I have to email
638
00:19:31,136 --> 00:19:31,904
the doctor about these
639
00:19:31,970 --> 00:19:32,871
reassurances because
640
00:19:32,938 --> 00:19:34,006
I don't really get it.
641
00:19:34,072 --> 00:19:36,108
So, if we tell Connor that
642
00:19:36,174 --> 00:19:37,242
things are going to get better,
643
00:19:37,309 --> 00:19:38,777
that's not a good thing,
644
00:19:38,844 --> 00:19:39,845
that's going to stress him out
645
00:19:39,912 --> 00:19:40,812
even more?
646
00:19:40,879 --> 00:19:43,015
I just don't really understand.
647
00:19:45,417 --> 00:19:47,819
Don't, Adam.
648
00:19:47,886 --> 00:19:48,520
>> Adam: Don't what?
649
00:19:48,587 --> 00:19:49,588
>> Chelsea: Go wherever it is
650
00:19:49,655 --> 00:19:50,422
you're going right now.
651
00:19:50,489 --> 00:19:52,658
It's not going to help.
652
00:19:52,724 --> 00:19:53,625
[ Chelsea sighs ]
653
00:19:53,692 --> 00:19:54,860
>> Adam: Is this what his life
654
00:19:54,927 --> 00:19:56,295
is going to be like?
655
00:19:56,361 --> 00:19:57,396
Worrying about things
656
00:19:57,462 --> 00:19:58,864
like-- like reassurances
657
00:19:58,931 --> 00:19:59,798
and disassociations?
658
00:19:59,865 --> 00:20:00,699
I mean, he shouldn't even
659
00:20:00,766 --> 00:20:01,600
have a word for that.
660
00:20:01,667 --> 00:20:02,668
>> Chelsea: If it helps him
661
00:20:02,734 --> 00:20:03,335
understand what he's
662
00:20:03,402 --> 00:20:04,236
dealing with, I don't care
663
00:20:04,303 --> 00:20:05,437
what they call it.
664
00:20:05,504 --> 00:20:06,572
>> Adam: God, just taking
665
00:20:06,638 --> 00:20:08,307
the same brutal hits
666
00:20:08,373 --> 00:20:11,009
over and over.
667
00:20:11,076 --> 00:20:11,843
>> Chelsea: Until he
668
00:20:11,910 --> 00:20:12,711
gets better.
669
00:20:12,778 --> 00:20:13,445
I mean, that's what
670
00:20:13,512 --> 00:20:16,148
the whole exposure and response
671
00:20:16,214 --> 00:20:17,282
prevention thing is all about.
672
00:20:17,349 --> 00:20:18,150
>> Adam: Yes, but
673
00:20:18,216 --> 00:20:23,088
the disassociations--
674
00:20:23,155 --> 00:20:25,591
>> Chelsea: What, Adam?
675
00:20:25,657 --> 00:20:26,658
>> Adam: I went through it,
676
00:20:26,725 --> 00:20:28,226
Chelsea.
677
00:20:28,293 --> 00:20:29,227
When I was a kid,
678
00:20:29,294 --> 00:20:31,029
I blocked things out, too.
679
00:20:31,096 --> 00:20:32,297
I erased the memory
680
00:20:32,364 --> 00:20:33,432
of seeing a man die
681
00:20:33,498 --> 00:20:34,666
right in front of me because
682
00:20:34,733 --> 00:20:35,567
I thought that I was
683
00:20:35,634 --> 00:20:36,935
responsible for it.
684
00:20:37,002 --> 00:20:38,170
And now my son is going through
685
00:20:38,236 --> 00:20:39,237
his own version of the same
686
00:20:39,304 --> 00:20:41,607
damn thing.
687
00:20:41,673 --> 00:20:43,208
So, is my life all he has
688
00:20:43,275 --> 00:20:45,944
to look forward to?
689
00:20:46,011 --> 00:20:47,012
I mean, is he going to
690
00:20:47,079 --> 00:20:48,347
grow up angry?
691
00:20:48,413 --> 00:20:49,414
Is he going to struggle
692
00:20:49,481 --> 00:20:50,816
to fit in?
693
00:20:50,882 --> 00:20:51,883
Is he ever going to believe
694
00:20:51,950 --> 00:20:52,951
that he deserves to be loved?
695
00:20:53,018 --> 00:20:54,920
>> Chelsea: Adam, stop.
696
00:20:58,090 --> 00:20:58,824
This is an illness
697
00:20:58,890 --> 00:21:01,126
we don't understand.
698
00:21:01,193 --> 00:21:02,027
And it's just the beginning.
699
00:21:02,094 --> 00:21:03,095
We are going to be hearing
700
00:21:03,161 --> 00:21:04,096
things about it
701
00:21:04,162 --> 00:21:06,031
that are difficult for us
702
00:21:06,098 --> 00:21:07,099
to hear, that make us afraid.
703
00:21:07,165 --> 00:21:09,167
But we-- we have to be
704
00:21:09,234 --> 00:21:10,669
ready for it.
705
00:21:10,736 --> 00:21:11,870
We have to stay calm
706
00:21:11,937 --> 00:21:13,872
and-- and be strong
707
00:21:13,939 --> 00:21:15,040
and be unified.
708
00:21:15,107 --> 00:21:16,108
>> Adam: Okay, well, that is
709
00:21:16,174 --> 00:21:18,176
a very nice speech, Chelsea.
710
00:21:18,243 --> 00:21:19,411
But you are forgetting
711
00:21:19,478 --> 00:21:21,913
one very important thing.
712
00:21:21,980 --> 00:21:23,749
We are Connor's parents.
713
00:21:23,815 --> 00:21:25,183
He shares our DNA,
714
00:21:25,250 --> 00:21:26,618
so everything that we are
715
00:21:26,685 --> 00:21:27,786
or have been
716
00:21:27,853 --> 00:21:29,154
is passed down to him.
717
00:21:29,221 --> 00:21:29,921
And that scares
718
00:21:29,988 --> 00:21:31,456
the hell out of me.
719
00:21:31,523 --> 00:21:32,691
And I am sorry, but you can't
720
00:21:32,758 --> 00:21:34,459
convince me that you're not
721
00:21:34,526 --> 00:21:37,496
being eaten up by it too.
722
00:21:40,399 --> 00:21:42,467
>> Victor: I told you already.
723
00:21:42,534 --> 00:21:44,336
As I and my security team
724
00:21:44,403 --> 00:21:45,971
approached the motel,
725
00:21:46,038 --> 00:21:48,006
that Jordan woman saw us coming.
726
00:21:48,073 --> 00:21:49,374
She panicked,
727
00:21:49,441 --> 00:21:51,109
she ran away, tried to cross
728
00:21:51,176 --> 00:21:52,744
the Gamewood Bridge,
729
00:21:52,811 --> 00:21:53,812
she slipped and fell
730
00:21:53,879 --> 00:21:56,481
into the river.
731
00:21:56,548 --> 00:21:57,382
>> Michael: But no body
732
00:21:57,449 --> 00:21:58,483
was discovered.
733
00:21:58,550 --> 00:21:59,384
>> Victor: Well, they are
734
00:21:59,451 --> 00:22:00,052
still searching.
735
00:22:00,118 --> 00:22:01,420
What are you getting at?
736
00:22:01,486 --> 00:22:02,788
>> Michael: You know, well,
737
00:22:02,854 --> 00:22:03,889
as your attorney, I just want
738
00:22:03,955 --> 00:22:05,991
to make sure there is nothing
739
00:22:06,058 --> 00:22:06,825
that could come back
740
00:22:06,892 --> 00:22:09,661
to negatively impact
741
00:22:09,728 --> 00:22:11,430
my favorite client.
742
00:22:11,496 --> 00:22:12,664
>> Victor: I told you exactly
743
00:22:12,731 --> 00:22:14,232
how it happened.
744
00:22:14,299 --> 00:22:17,102
It was a fortunate accident.
745
00:22:17,169 --> 00:22:19,004
Why can't you just let it go?
746
00:22:19,071 --> 00:22:19,905
>> Michael: I'd like to.
747
00:22:19,971 --> 00:22:22,474
I-- I really would.
748
00:22:22,541 --> 00:22:23,308
But knowing you
749
00:22:23,375 --> 00:22:24,009
and working with you
750
00:22:24,076 --> 00:22:24,776
for all these years,
751
00:22:24,843 --> 00:22:26,611
I've developed a pretty good
752
00:22:26,678 --> 00:22:27,546
sense of who you are
753
00:22:27,612 --> 00:22:29,247
and how you operate,
754
00:22:29,314 --> 00:22:30,615
and right now, my senses are
755
00:22:30,682 --> 00:22:32,417
screaming that there's a lot of
756
00:22:32,484 --> 00:22:36,054
this story you haven't told me.
757
00:22:36,121 --> 00:22:36,955
>> Cole: I haven't seen
758
00:22:37,022 --> 00:22:38,123
one of those in a while.
759
00:22:38,190 --> 00:22:39,257
>> Victoria: Oh, my God.
760
00:22:57,676 --> 00:22:59,745
>> Cole: Sweet, huh?
761
00:22:59,811 --> 00:23:00,679
You know, my mother had
762
00:23:00,746 --> 00:23:02,748
one just like this.
763
00:23:02,814 --> 00:23:05,484
She collected them.
764
00:23:05,550 --> 00:23:06,384
>> Victoria: Uh, I think
765
00:23:06,451 --> 00:23:07,652
it's hideous, actually.
766
00:23:07,719 --> 00:23:08,720
>> Cole: Well,
767
00:23:08,787 --> 00:23:10,422
that's the whole point.
768
00:23:10,489 --> 00:23:13,592
The creepier, the better.
769
00:23:13,658 --> 00:23:15,761
>> Victoria: Wait a minute.
770
00:23:15,827 --> 00:23:17,028
Mom mentioned Jordan
771
00:23:17,095 --> 00:23:18,430
tormenting her with a doll
772
00:23:18,497 --> 00:23:20,232
at the lake house.
773
00:23:20,298 --> 00:23:21,166
Um, do you think
774
00:23:21,233 --> 00:23:24,770
it could be like this one?
775
00:23:24,836 --> 00:23:25,837
>> Cole: Hang on a sec.
776
00:23:25,904 --> 00:23:28,006
What is this?
777
00:23:28,073 --> 00:23:28,874
There's something--
778
00:23:28,940 --> 00:23:32,043
there's something inside here.
779
00:23:41,153 --> 00:23:44,823
>> Cole: [indistinct]
780
00:23:44,890 --> 00:23:47,092
>> Victoria: Yeah, thank God.
781
00:23:47,159 --> 00:23:49,628
[indistinct]
782
00:23:49,694 --> 00:23:50,395
What could these
783
00:23:50,462 --> 00:23:51,696
possibly be for?
784
00:23:51,763 --> 00:23:52,931
>> Cole: Well, they have to be
785
00:23:52,998 --> 00:23:53,899
just something important.
786
00:23:53,965 --> 00:23:54,699
Otherwise, Jordan wouldn't
787
00:23:54,766 --> 00:23:55,534
have taken the trouble
788
00:23:55,600 --> 00:23:58,570
to hide them like that.
789
00:23:58,637 --> 00:24:00,038
>> Victoria: Maybe they could
790
00:24:00,105 --> 00:24:00,739
lead us to Claire.
791
00:24:00,806 --> 00:24:01,439
>> Cole: Yes, yes.
792
00:24:01,506 --> 00:24:02,340
>> Victoria: But we still
793
00:24:02,407 --> 00:24:03,441
don't know where she is, Cole.
794
00:24:03,508 --> 00:24:04,342
>> Cole: We have to
795
00:24:04,409 --> 00:24:05,544
keep looking, I mean,
796
00:24:05,610 --> 00:24:06,545
the answers have to
797
00:24:06,611 --> 00:24:10,148
be here somewhere, I know it.
798
00:24:19,124 --> 00:24:21,560
[ footsteps approaching ]
799
00:24:25,997 --> 00:24:27,232
>> Lauren: You must be
800
00:24:27,299 --> 00:24:28,433
exhausted.
801
00:24:28,500 --> 00:24:29,668
[ Nikki sighs ]
802
00:24:29,734 --> 00:24:31,203
>> Nikki: I am, it's been
803
00:24:31,269 --> 00:24:34,506
a brutal last few days.
804
00:24:34,573 --> 00:24:37,075
>> Lauren: I'm so sorry, Nikki.
805
00:24:37,142 --> 00:24:37,809
[ Nikki sighs ]
806
00:24:37,876 --> 00:24:38,710
>> Nikki: We get through
807
00:24:38,777 --> 00:24:40,178
one nightmare and then
808
00:24:40,245 --> 00:24:40,912
there's another one
809
00:24:40,979 --> 00:24:43,415
around the corner.
810
00:24:43,481 --> 00:24:46,017
I feel like I'm going to wake up
811
00:24:46,084 --> 00:24:47,919
and everything will be normal,
812
00:24:47,986 --> 00:24:49,487
you know, and Claire
813
00:24:49,554 --> 00:24:52,757
will be safe.
814
00:24:52,824 --> 00:24:54,759
>> Lauren: I wish that for you.
815
00:24:54,826 --> 00:24:56,695
You deserve it.
816
00:24:56,761 --> 00:24:58,296
And in the meantime,
817
00:24:58,363 --> 00:25:01,199
honey, you need to rest.
818
00:25:01,266 --> 00:25:02,267
>> Nikki: If it were only
819
00:25:02,334 --> 00:25:03,535
that easy.
820
00:25:03,602 --> 00:25:04,236
>> Lauren: I know
821
00:25:04,302 --> 00:25:06,705
it's difficult.
822
00:25:06,771 --> 00:25:07,606
But I'm really worried
823
00:25:07,672 --> 00:25:10,642
about you, my friend.
824
00:25:10,709 --> 00:25:12,811
>> Nikki: Thank you.
825
00:25:12,878 --> 00:25:14,079
And you're right.
826
00:25:14,145 --> 00:25:17,015
I desperately need some sleep.
827
00:25:17,082 --> 00:25:17,916
>> Lauren: All right, well,
828
00:25:17,983 --> 00:25:18,583
you know, forget
829
00:25:18,650 --> 00:25:19,651
about our meeting.
830
00:25:19,718 --> 00:25:21,653
Just turn around, go home,
831
00:25:21,720 --> 00:25:22,654
and get some sleep.
832
00:25:22,721 --> 00:25:23,722
I'll text Victor, and tell him
833
00:25:23,788 --> 00:25:24,489
you're on the way.
834
00:25:24,556 --> 00:25:25,724
>> Nikki: Oh, no, don't do that.
835
00:25:25,790 --> 00:25:27,359
He's putting all of his energy
836
00:25:27,425 --> 00:25:28,526
into finding Claire.
837
00:25:28,593 --> 00:25:31,563
I don't want to distract him.
838
00:25:31,630 --> 00:25:35,200
>> Lauren: Okay. All right.
839
00:25:35,267 --> 00:25:37,168
>> Nikki: Well, thank you
840
00:25:37,235 --> 00:25:40,372
for meeting me.
841
00:25:40,438 --> 00:25:41,139
>> Lauren: You promise
842
00:25:41,206 --> 00:25:41,840
you're going to go
843
00:25:41,907 --> 00:25:45,343
straight home, right?
844
00:25:45,410 --> 00:25:49,614
>> Nikki: Where else would I go?
845
00:25:49,681 --> 00:25:50,982
>> Victor: Michael, on my honor
846
00:25:51,049 --> 00:25:53,318
and our friendship,
847
00:25:53,385 --> 00:25:55,086
I am in no way responsible
848
00:25:55,153 --> 00:25:57,355
for that Jordan woman's death.
849
00:25:57,422 --> 00:26:00,191
Okay?
850
00:26:00,258 --> 00:26:01,660
>> Michael: Now, that actually
851
00:26:01,726 --> 00:26:04,296
sounded sincere.
852
00:26:04,362 --> 00:26:04,963
Thank you.
853
00:26:05,030 --> 00:26:06,031
>> Victor: Then let it be.
854
00:26:06,097 --> 00:26:07,732
All right?
855
00:26:07,799 --> 00:26:08,833
We now need to focus
856
00:26:08,900 --> 00:26:11,536
on finding my granddaughter.
857
00:26:11,603 --> 00:26:13,171
>> Michael: Well, we've already
858
00:26:13,238 --> 00:26:14,339
got the whole town looking for
859
00:26:14,406 --> 00:26:15,407
her, and nothing's turned up,
860
00:26:15,473 --> 00:26:16,775
she could be anywhere.
861
00:26:16,841 --> 00:26:17,842
>> Victor: That means we need
862
00:26:17,909 --> 00:26:21,012
to double our efforts.
863
00:26:21,079 --> 00:26:22,580
I've got to be honest with you.
864
00:26:22,647 --> 00:26:23,348
The thought
865
00:26:23,415 --> 00:26:26,318
has occurred to me...
866
00:26:26,384 --> 00:26:27,218
that time may be
867
00:26:27,285 --> 00:26:30,322
running out for Claire.
868
00:26:30,388 --> 00:26:31,389
>> Chelsea: Of course this is
869
00:26:31,456 --> 00:26:33,992
upsetting to me.
870
00:26:34,059 --> 00:26:35,961
It's agony, watching Connor
871
00:26:36,027 --> 00:26:36,928
suffer the way he has,
872
00:26:36,995 --> 00:26:38,430
but I can't give in to it.
873
00:26:38,496 --> 00:26:41,299
He needs me too much.
874
00:26:41,366 --> 00:26:42,200
>> Adam: Then it will
875
00:26:42,267 --> 00:26:42,901
consume you.
876
00:26:42,968 --> 00:26:44,102
>> Chelsea: Only if I let it.
877
00:26:44,169 --> 00:26:45,170
>> Adam: Listen to me, Chelsea.
878
00:26:45,236 --> 00:26:46,071
>> Chelsea: And I'm not
879
00:26:46,137 --> 00:26:46,972
going to let it.
880
00:26:47,038 --> 00:26:48,039
>> Adam: Why won't you just
881
00:26:48,106 --> 00:26:49,441
talk to me?
882
00:26:49,507 --> 00:26:50,709
>> Chelsea: I am talking to you.
883
00:26:50,775 --> 00:26:51,943
>> Adam: Yes, with a bunch
884
00:26:52,010 --> 00:26:54,746
of buzzwords and to-do lists.
885
00:26:54,813 --> 00:26:55,580
Nothing about
886
00:26:55,647 --> 00:26:56,915
what's really inside.
887
00:26:56,982 --> 00:26:59,985
Nothing about how you feel.
888
00:27:00,051 --> 00:27:01,286
Who would understand
889
00:27:01,353 --> 00:27:04,089
about any of that except me?
890
00:27:04,155 --> 00:27:06,124
This is our son.
891
00:27:06,191 --> 00:27:07,459
If we can't talk
892
00:27:07,525 --> 00:27:09,294
to each other--
893
00:27:13,431 --> 00:27:15,133
>> Chelsea: I'm terrified, Adam.
894
00:27:15,200 --> 00:27:16,468
I'm terrified.
895
00:27:16,534 --> 00:27:18,570
But I'm afraid if I fall
896
00:27:18,636 --> 00:27:21,139
into that well of--
897
00:27:21,206 --> 00:27:23,541
of shame and guilt,
898
00:27:23,608 --> 00:27:26,444
I won't be able to crawl out.
899
00:27:26,511 --> 00:27:27,679
I want to kill this thing
900
00:27:27,746 --> 00:27:28,947
that's hurting our son.
901
00:27:29,014 --> 00:27:32,050
I want to destroy it.
902
00:27:32,117 --> 00:27:33,251
And of course I blame myself.
903
00:27:33,318 --> 00:27:34,252
I blame myself
904
00:27:34,319 --> 00:27:36,421
for my-- For my weakness
905
00:27:36,488 --> 00:27:37,655
and my illness.
906
00:27:37,722 --> 00:27:38,823
And I-- And I hate myself.
907
00:27:38,890 --> 00:27:39,724
And I'm not strong enough
908
00:27:39,791 --> 00:27:42,160
to stop this.
909
00:27:42,227 --> 00:27:43,128
>> Adam: Yeah, well, I--
910
00:27:43,194 --> 00:27:44,329
I was not there for
911
00:27:44,396 --> 00:27:46,931
a big part of Connor's life.
912
00:27:46,998 --> 00:27:47,932
And when I was there,
913
00:27:47,999 --> 00:27:52,370
I created chaos.
914
00:27:52,437 --> 00:27:53,638
Do you know what I was thinking
915
00:27:53,705 --> 00:27:54,873
when he said he would just
916
00:27:54,939 --> 00:27:57,008
forget big chunks of time?
917
00:27:57,075 --> 00:27:58,476
I was thinking, yeah,
918
00:27:58,543 --> 00:28:02,080
I know, because that was me too.
919
00:28:04,416 --> 00:28:05,683
[ Chelsea sniffles ]
920
00:28:05,750 --> 00:28:08,420
>> Chelsea: I don't know.
921
00:28:08,486 --> 00:28:11,322
Of course, I've had
922
00:28:11,389 --> 00:28:14,192
dark, intrusive thoughts.
923
00:28:14,259 --> 00:28:15,860
And there were moments
924
00:28:15,927 --> 00:28:19,164
that I hated myself.
925
00:28:19,230 --> 00:28:20,198
But it's not about what
926
00:28:20,265 --> 00:28:21,399
you've been through
927
00:28:21,466 --> 00:28:22,700
or what I've been through.
928
00:28:22,767 --> 00:28:23,535
Connor is dealing with
929
00:28:23,601 --> 00:28:26,071
something different.
930
00:28:26,137 --> 00:28:28,706
And even though we can't
931
00:28:28,773 --> 00:28:29,741
fully understand it,
932
00:28:29,808 --> 00:28:35,013
we still feel fully responsible.
933
00:28:35,080 --> 00:28:36,081
>> Adam: Well, we're not even
934
00:28:36,147 --> 00:28:37,248
sure if we're what
935
00:28:37,315 --> 00:28:38,583
made it happen.
936
00:28:38,650 --> 00:28:40,919
>> Chelsea: Adam...
937
00:28:40,985 --> 00:28:42,520
even if we didn't cause it,
938
00:28:42,587 --> 00:28:44,556
does that even matter?
939
00:28:44,622 --> 00:28:50,028
Our son is still suffering.
940
00:28:50,095 --> 00:28:51,262
>> Adam: I just wanna tell him
941
00:28:51,329 --> 00:28:54,232
that everything's gonna be okay.
942
00:28:54,299 --> 00:28:55,300
I want to tell him that
943
00:28:55,366 --> 00:28:58,770
he's gonna have a perfect,
944
00:28:58,837 --> 00:29:01,573
you know, average,
945
00:29:01,639 --> 00:29:04,075
utterly boring,
946
00:29:04,142 --> 00:29:07,145
normal life.
947
00:29:07,212 --> 00:29:07,979
But us telling him
948
00:29:08,046 --> 00:29:08,980
that everything's gonna be okay
949
00:29:09,047 --> 00:29:10,115
is just us giving him
950
00:29:10,181 --> 00:29:12,383
our wishful thinking.
951
00:29:12,450 --> 00:29:14,319
>> Chelsea: Yeah, I don't think
952
00:29:14,385 --> 00:29:16,654
he wants to hear that from us.
953
00:29:16,721 --> 00:29:19,057
[ Chelsea sighs ]
954
00:29:19,124 --> 00:29:20,125
>> Adam: Yeah, well, I wouldn't
955
00:29:20,191 --> 00:29:21,926
mind being reassured
956
00:29:21,993 --> 00:29:22,927
every once in a while.
957
00:29:22,994 --> 00:29:24,829
>> Chelsea: Yeah. [sighs]
958
00:29:24,896 --> 00:29:26,397
Yeah, neither would I.
959
00:29:26,464 --> 00:29:30,869
[ chuckles wryly ]
960
00:29:30,935 --> 00:29:31,936
>> Adam: Well, maybe when things
961
00:29:32,003 --> 00:29:34,539
get tense or complicated
962
00:29:34,606 --> 00:29:37,242
or just plain scary,
963
00:29:37,308 --> 00:29:40,478
we could reassure each other.
964
00:29:42,981 --> 00:29:43,815
>> Chelsea: I'd like that
965
00:29:43,882 --> 00:29:46,851
very much.
966
00:29:51,456 --> 00:29:54,325
>> Chelsea: [ sighs ]
967
00:29:54,392 --> 00:29:56,928
So, how did you know?
968
00:29:56,995 --> 00:30:00,632
>> Adam: Know what?
969
00:30:00,698 --> 00:30:01,432
>> Chelsea: [ sighs ]
970
00:30:01,499 --> 00:30:04,669
That I needed to...
971
00:30:04,736 --> 00:30:05,470
unload.
972
00:30:05,537 --> 00:30:07,605
>> Adam: [ sighs ] Oh.
973
00:30:07,672 --> 00:30:10,675
Well, I guess because I've been
974
00:30:10,742 --> 00:30:13,578
needing to do the same thing.
975
00:30:13,645 --> 00:30:14,412
You know, he's such
976
00:30:14,479 --> 00:30:15,780
an incredible kid.
977
00:30:15,847 --> 00:30:18,516
I just wish that all this--
978
00:30:18,583 --> 00:30:21,753
>> Chelsea: I know.
979
00:30:21,819 --> 00:30:22,854
And I'm glad that we can be
980
00:30:22,921 --> 00:30:24,289
there for each other,
981
00:30:24,355 --> 00:30:26,224
talk to each other
982
00:30:26,291 --> 00:30:27,325
in a way that's, you know,
983
00:30:27,392 --> 00:30:30,628
different than before.
984
00:30:30,695 --> 00:30:32,830
>> Adam: It's a better way.
985
00:30:32,897 --> 00:30:33,998
>> Chelsea: Like as grown-ups?
986
00:30:34,065 --> 00:30:35,233
>> Adam: Well, I was going to
987
00:30:35,300 --> 00:30:37,035
say friends.
988
00:30:37,101 --> 00:30:39,237
>> Chelsea: That, too.
989
00:30:43,341 --> 00:30:44,209
You know this is just
990
00:30:44,275 --> 00:30:46,945
the beginning, right?
991
00:30:47,011 --> 00:30:47,912
Connor's going to have
992
00:30:47,979 --> 00:30:49,080
his ups and downs,
993
00:30:49,147 --> 00:30:52,817
and so are we.
994
00:30:52,884 --> 00:30:54,953
>> Adam: Hmm.
995
00:30:55,019 --> 00:30:58,122
I'm not going anywhere.
996
00:30:58,189 --> 00:31:00,425
>> Chelsea: Good.
997
00:31:00,491 --> 00:31:03,228
Neither am I.
998
00:31:05,997 --> 00:31:07,498
[ Chelsea sniffling ]
999
00:31:24,816 --> 00:31:26,851
>> Jack: Hey.
1000
00:31:26,918 --> 00:31:28,419
How's Harrison doing?
1001
00:31:28,486 --> 00:31:30,688
>> Summer: Um, he's still
1002
00:31:30,755 --> 00:31:31,789
a little bit more clingy
1003
00:31:31,856 --> 00:31:33,124
than usual,
1004
00:31:33,191 --> 00:31:35,059
but that's to be expected.
1005
00:31:35,126 --> 00:31:36,527
I-- I told him that we could do
1006
00:31:36,594 --> 00:31:37,262
all of his favorite
1007
00:31:37,328 --> 00:31:39,063
things today, and that
1008
00:31:39,130 --> 00:31:41,199
made him smile.
1009
00:31:41,266 --> 00:31:43,001
>> Jack: That's a start.
1010
00:31:43,067 --> 00:31:44,469
>> Summer: Yeah.
1011
00:31:44,535 --> 00:31:45,370
>> Jack: Listen, now that
1012
00:31:45,436 --> 00:31:47,939
your grandmother is gone,
1013
00:31:48,006 --> 00:31:49,340
how do you really feel
1014
00:31:49,407 --> 00:31:53,211
about her letting Jordan live?
1015
00:32:02,387 --> 00:32:05,390
>> Summer: My son...
1016
00:32:05,456 --> 00:32:06,791
has bolted awake
1017
00:32:06,858 --> 00:32:08,259
from nightmares twice
1018
00:32:08,326 --> 00:32:11,863
since he's been home.
1019
00:32:11,929 --> 00:32:12,830
Jack, he might be
1020
00:32:12,897 --> 00:32:15,099
scarred for life.
1021
00:32:15,166 --> 00:32:16,501
What am I supposed to say
1022
00:32:16,567 --> 00:32:17,702
when my grandma tells me
1023
00:32:17,769 --> 00:32:18,469
that this could have
1024
00:32:18,536 --> 00:32:21,539
all been avoided?
1025
00:32:21,606 --> 00:32:25,310
I wish she had let Jordan die.
1026
00:32:25,376 --> 00:32:27,345
And if that makes me
1027
00:32:27,412 --> 00:32:28,212
a terrible person,
1028
00:32:28,279 --> 00:32:31,883
I don't care. It's the truth.
1029
00:32:31,949 --> 00:32:32,784
>> Jack: I'm not here
1030
00:32:32,850 --> 00:32:36,387
to argue with you.
1031
00:32:36,454 --> 00:32:40,558
But I have a favor to ask.
1032
00:32:40,625 --> 00:32:41,326
Could you please
1033
00:32:41,392 --> 00:32:42,894
not tell Nikki that?
1034
00:32:42,960 --> 00:32:44,462
Look, she's in a very
1035
00:32:44,529 --> 00:32:45,963
fragile state right now,
1036
00:32:46,030 --> 00:32:46,998
and I'm worried
1037
00:32:47,065 --> 00:32:48,733
knowing that might take her
1038
00:32:48,800 --> 00:32:50,868
over the edge.
1039
00:32:50,935 --> 00:32:54,272
Could you do that for me?
1040
00:32:54,339 --> 00:32:55,073
>> Summer: I don't--
1041
00:32:55,139 --> 00:32:59,110
I don't plan on saying anything.
1042
00:32:59,177 --> 00:33:02,914
I will always love my grandma.
1043
00:33:02,980 --> 00:33:05,283
And I will always wish
1044
00:33:05,350 --> 00:33:06,617
that she had let Jordan die
1045
00:33:06,684 --> 00:33:08,386
when she had the chance.
1046
00:34:13,484 --> 00:34:15,153
>> Nikki: [ exhales deeply ]
1047
00:34:15,219 --> 00:34:18,689
>> Cole: Vic, can you think
1048
00:34:18,756 --> 00:34:20,391
of any other place
1049
00:34:20,458 --> 00:34:22,393
where Jordan might have stayed?
1050
00:34:22,460 --> 00:34:23,394
>> Victoria: No.
1051
00:34:23,461 --> 00:34:24,262
>> Cole: Well, there--
1052
00:34:24,328 --> 00:34:25,363
there has to be something here
1053
00:34:25,430 --> 00:34:26,431
that's gonna help us out.
1054
00:34:26,497 --> 00:34:28,466
I mean, there has to be a map,
1055
00:34:28,533 --> 00:34:30,067
an address, there's something.
1056
00:34:30,134 --> 00:34:31,869
>> Victoria: Wait a minute.
1057
00:34:31,936 --> 00:34:32,603
>> Cole: What?
1058
00:34:32,670 --> 00:34:34,272
>> Victoria: I-- you know,
1059
00:34:34,338 --> 00:34:35,440
I've been racking my brain
1060
00:34:35,506 --> 00:34:36,340
for the last five minutes
1061
00:34:36,407 --> 00:34:37,408
trying to figure out if I'm
1062
00:34:37,475 --> 00:34:39,610
imagining this or if it's real.
1063
00:34:39,677 --> 00:34:40,578
And it's real, Cole.
1064
00:34:40,645 --> 00:34:41,279
I'm sure of it.
1065
00:34:41,345 --> 00:34:41,979
>> Cole: What's real?
1066
00:34:42,046 --> 00:34:42,880
What are you talking about?
1067
00:34:42,947 --> 00:34:43,781
>> Victoria: The keys!
1068
00:34:43,848 --> 00:34:44,916
I recognize them.
1069
00:34:44,982 --> 00:34:46,818
I've seen them before.
1070
00:34:46,884 --> 00:34:47,652
I think I know
1071
00:34:47,718 --> 00:34:50,154
where we have to go.
1072
00:35:08,406 --> 00:35:11,409
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1074
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